SHE LOOKED WORSE than I remembered. Her short black hair stuck to the side of her head. She was swimming in the old scrubs. Her face was a mess. The only familiar thing about her was her one blue eye that stared at me with shock, unblinking.
âHey Zoey.â
âWhat are you doing here?â her voice cut.
âThey found my card and called me. I figured you might need a friend.â
âWeâre not friends.â
âWell, Iâm here. So let me help.â
âI donât need your help.â She enunciated each word carefully. Anyone else would be grasping, hands out, wanting to know how much I could give, but she was giving me grief for trying to help her. Part of me respected her for that. Maybe not the smartest move on her part, but this girl was more independent than anyone I had ever met.
The nurse and I exchanged a look.
Zoey glanced up at me. âWhat happened to your face?â
Was she for real? âHockey.â
âWhat does the other guy look like?â
âI broke his nose.â
She ducked her head and wincing, half shuffled past me. The nurse watched us carefully.
I tried again. âLet me drive you somewhere.â
She took a deep slow breath. âYeah, sure. Why not?â
She shuffle-walked ahead of me, carrying a plastic bag.
The nurse looked up at me. âShe has a prescription for painkillers. Make sure she gets those filled.â
âShould I know anything?â
She shrugged. âLots of rest and fluids.â
I caught up with Zoey and together we slowly walked out of the ER. I had no idea why I had shown up back here, but I was here and I would help her as best as I could. Maybe I could help her fill her prescription and get her some new clothes before safely delivering her to the shelter. Or if she preferred, I could put her up in a hotel for a couple weeks. That was probably the better plan.
âIâm parked over here.â I motioned towards the parking lot.
She was moving slow. I could tell by her labored breath she was in a lot of pain, but other than that, she didnât let on.
I held open the passenger door and refrained from helping her in. She gasped as she pulled herself into the seat. Pain made her face white and pinched.
I pulled out of the parking lot. âSo, where do you need to go?â
âIâll show you.â
We didnât speak, other than her giving me the occasional direction. We pulled into an industrial part of town and then she pointed at a 24-hour diner that looked like it belonged in a horror movie. Food poisoning or Hepatitis B guaranteed with your meal.
âCan you pull around back?â
I did as she directed and put the vehicle in park. âIs this where you work?â
She slid out of the vehicle and turned to look back at me. âThanks for the ride.â
âIâm not going to leave you here.â
That damn blue eye just blinked at me and then she was walking gingerly across the parking lot. I watched as she slowly bent beside the steps. And then she stood up and looked around. She walked around to the other side of the steps. Then she staggered over to the garbage bin and lifted the lid. She was looking for something. Now she was frantically scouring the ground.
I got out and walked over to her.
âWhat are you looking for?â
âMy bag. I left my bag here. And itâs gone.â
I looked around the dirty parking lot. Garbage and crap littered the ground.
âIs this where it happened?â This place was a complete dump. What had possessed her to come out here in the middle of the night? Had she been buying drugs? Is that how she got attacked? Had a drug deal gone bad?
âMy bag. It was under the steps. He attacked me and I ran. I didnât have time to get my bag,â she sounded frantic. Hobbling faster around the yard. Looking behind the garbage bin. Beneath it.
âZoey.â
She dropped to her knees and put her face in her hands. To my utter horror, I realized that she was weeping.
âZoey,â I knelt beside her. âHey buddy. Itâs okay. Everything in that bag can be replaced.â
âNo, it canât,â her voice was a thin sad wail.
âWe can go shopping. And buy whatever you need. I can get you a better bag. More clothes. We can replace whatever you lost.â
âIt had pictures of my mom and dad,â her voice sounded anguished.
Oh fuck.
She was inconsolable. She cried like her world was ending. She knelt there, holding her face in her hand, while her entire body shook with grief.
I was terrible with tears. I had no idea what to say or do. But I was a farm kid from Saskatchewan and when something was hurt, we helped. I picked her up. She felt so tiny in my arms. I carried her back to the vehicle. She curled up into a ball and her shoulders shook.
I got in beside her and drove back to my place.
The drive was silent, except for the occasional sniffle from her side of the car. Eventually, she lifted her head and looked around. âWhere are we?â
âIâm taking you back to my place.â
She didnât seem to care. She stared out the window. It felt like she had withdrawn into herself. Her fight, her feisty spirit had disappeared.
WHEN WE WALKED into my apartment, she wavered on her feet.
âOkay,â I said, âYou need to sleep.â
She started towards the couch.
âWhy donât you take a nap in my bedroom.â
She was no longer on guard. She had given up. She followed me into the bedroom. I stood there and watched as she kicked off her boots and shrugged off her jacket.
âThe nurse said you had a prescription?â
She crawled into my bed and curled up into a tiny little ball. âI donât have money for it.â
I picked up her jacket. I found the script in the front pocket. âIâll be back in time for dinner.â
She didnât respond.
I shut the blinds and walked out.
I DROPPED the prescription off at the pharmacy and then stocked up at the grocery store next door. It dawned on me that she had nothing, so I bought her a new toothbrush.
But she had no clothes. No clean underwear. No socks. I was in over my head. I pulled out my phone, and dialed the one number I had on speed dial.
âRyan.â
âKrista. I need your help.â
âAnything, darling.â
âI need you to buy some womenâs clothing for me.â
A long pause. âIs this for a special friend?â
âItâs complicated.â
âI love complicated,â she purred. âIs she hot?â
âItâs not like that. This is just a friend who lost everything in an accident. She is staying with me for a couple days, but she doesnât even have socks.â
Krista moved from teasing to all business. âHow tall is she?â
âShort.â
âWaist size?â
âNo clue. Sheâs tiny.â
âBreast size?â
âI donât know. She wears baggy clothes.â
âWhat is her style? Does she like heels? Dresses? Saturday in the Hamptons?â
I rubbed my face. âHer arm is in a sling, so she needs stuff she doesnât have to pull over her head. She likes plaid. Goth or punk rock?â
âSeriously?â
âMaybe a hoodie or yoga pants. Stuff she can sleep in. Just do what you can.â
âHow did you say you know her?â
âI didnât.â
âIs there anything you want to tell me?â
âNo.â
âFine. Iâll be by later and Iâll just get all the dirt then.â
âThanks.â
TWO HOURS LATER, Krista showed up, staggering under an impossible load of bags. âI wasnât sure of the size of your friend, so I bought things in a few sizes. Anything that doesnât fit, she can just put aside. I kept all the receipts. Just return it to my office.â
âThanks.â
She peered around. âSo, where is she?â
âSleeping.â
âSo this is a good time to pour me a stiff drink and tell me what is going on.â
âFine,â I said, walking towards the kitchen. âBut you canât bill me for the time you spend drinking my booze.â
âShush,â she said. âI am cheaper than a therapist and better at it too.â
Despite myself, I laughed. âYou take shameless advantage of me.â
âYou used to love that about me,â she pouted.
Krista looked like a red-headed, Dita Von Teese. The rumor was that she liked to burlesque on her own time, but I didnât ask and she never told. Today she was wearing blood red heels that matched her lipstick. Her eyes were made up as dramatic as the 50s style dress that pushed her cleavage up to her chin.
Looking at her, you would never know she was one of the best hockey agents in the business. Beneath those fake eyelashes was a shark who played with the boys and more often than not, came out the winner. She was a pit-bull when it came to negotiating.
âSo, what is your friendâs name?â
âZoey.â
âHow did you meet?â
I poured her a glass of scotch that I kept on hand just for her. âIn a coffee shop. I donât really know her, but I gave her my card, and she was in an accident and the hospital called me.â
âSo you brought her back here?â
âShe has no one.â
âHas anyone ever told you that your heart is too big?â
âOnly my mom.â
Kristaâs eyes went big as she looked at something beyond my shoulder. I turned around. There stood Zoey. Sleep hadnât improved her looks. With her hair sticking up, and her one good eye puffy from crying, she looked even worse than before.
âHey, Zoey.â
She stood there, drowning in her scrubs.
I walked over to her. âAre you okay?â
Eyes on Krista, she whispered. âI was thirsty.â
âI bought some juice. Want that?â
âCan you bring it to the bedroom?â
âSure.â
Like a ghost, she turned around and disappeared back into the bedroom. I found her prescription pills and poured her a glass of juice.
Krista leaned forward. âYou know that horror movie, where the scary dead chick crawls out of the TV and kills people?â
I looked up at her. âYeah.â
âSheâs in your bedroom.â
âKrista,â I warned, trying not to smile.
I FOUND Zoey sitting on the edge of the bed. She looked up at me as I walked in.
âIs that your girlfriend?â
âKrista?â Mock horror. âThatâs my agent.â
âWhat is this?â She looked at the pill I dropped into her hand.
âPain medication. Itâll help you sleep.â
She tossed it back and then gulped back the juice. âDid you tell her about me?â
âNot much. Just that you were a friend who needed a place to crash.â
The one blue eye stared up at me. âWhy are you being so nice?â
âGood question.â
âI hurt.â
âI know.â
âIâm in your bed.â
âThatâs fine. Just sleep.â
She lay back on the bed and sighed as her head hit my pillow. âIâll leave after I take one more nap.â
âWe can talk about that when you get up.â
WHEN I CAME BACK OUT, Krista was digging through the bags.
âWhat are you doing?â
âI bought things in sizes six, four and two. She is definitely a size two. So Iâm pulling out all the sizes she will swim in.â
âOkay.â
She stood up and faced me. âWhatâs going on?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âI mean, youâre the most focused player I have ever worked with. You never lose sight of your goals. And now you have a child-swamp creature that looks like she is on deathâs door, moving in with you.â
âSheâs not moving in with me.â
âSheâs sleeping in your bed.â
âShe got jumped last night. You saw what he did to her face. Sheâs in a lot of pain.â
âBut why is that your problem?â
I shrugged. âI donât know.â
âWhy is she here?â
âShe has no one.â
âWhere is her home?â
âShe doesnât have one.â
âWhere are her parents?â
âThey died. She grew up in foster care.â
âRyan,â she implored. âAre you serious?â
âWhat was I supposed to do?â
âYouâre the guy who wouldnât even get a house plant because you didnât want the responsibility.â
âI didnât ask for this.â
âSo send her back.â
âWhere exactly am I supposed to send her?â
âShe should be in the hospital.â
âShe was. They were releasing her this afternoon and the only support they had for her was a book of bus tickets. You saw her. She can barely walk, she has no money, no identification.â
âBut why is this your responsibility?â
I jammed my hands into my pockets. âI donât know.â
She stood there and stared at me for a long moment. âFuck. Youâre such a boy scout.â
âItâs called being human.â
âWell, if human is the route you want to go, Iâll do whatever I can to help you.â