The night was still, the small lake at the school tranquil and serene.
Several young couples, hand in hand, headed towards the lake for a date, only to find a bench and sit down before they heard the soft sobs coming from nearby.
The sobbing was intermittent, sorrowful yet piercing.
Lin Xu watched as the couples around her hurried away, finding herself torn between laughter and tears.
She followed the sobs and, sure enough, found Ji Yuqiao under a tree.
Ji Yuqiao seemed to hear her approach, lifting her head from her knees. In the light by the lake, Lin Xu saw tears swirling in her swollen, red eyes, helpless and fragile.
Seeing Lin Xuâs figure, Ji Yuqiao clearly paused, âYou, you really came?â
When she had called Lin Xu, it was already very late, and given the schoolâs remote location, she had asked for her location but had not really expected Lin Xu to come.
After all, even her roommate at the same school had only comforted her over the phone.
âI said I would come, so of course I followed through,â Lin Xu sat down beside her, pulling out a tissue from her bag, âYour snot has merged with your tears.â
Ji Yuqiaoâs cheeks suddenly reddened, still carrying a bit of her vanity, she quickly took the tissue and wiped away.
âIs it still there?â she asked, embarrassed.
Lin Xu took another tissue and wiped away the remaining tears, softly saying, âThere, now youâre our beautiful girl again.â
Ji Yuqiaoâs lips just began to curve into a smile when they suddenly drooped again, and she murmured sadly, âWhat does it matter if I am beautiful? He still doesnât like me.â
Because they were both attending the national competition, she had been seeing Xiao Yu more frequently.
Xiao Yuâs attitude towards her had softened a lot, especially when she solved some problems that even Xiao Yu could not, he would even praise her.
So, after she solved another competition question for Xiao Yu tonight and saw his smiling face, Ji Yuqiaoâs heart fluttered once again, and carried away, she couldnât help confessing her feelings to Xiao Yu again.
Ji Yuqiao thought, she was not the same as before now.
She had become more excellent and more attractiveâ¦
At least many classmates said she had become prettier.
Xiao Yu surely wouldnât dislike her, reject her anymore, right?
Ji Yuqiao looked at him, full of joyous anticipation.
However, she saw the smile on Xiao Yuâs lips suddenly vanish.
He paused, as if remembering something, then his expression turned very serious, âStudent Ji, I already have a girlfriend, no matter how hard you try, no matter how excellent you are, I still wonât like you.â
Ji Yuqiaoâs hopeful face cracked bit by bit, the smile on her face slowly failing to hold.
Just as tears were about to burst forth, she abruptly left the classroom.
She hid by the lake and cried for a long time.
During that time, her roommate also called her, and upon hearing that she had been rejected by Xiao Yu again, showed an unsurprised attitude, casually comforting her not to be sad, and then hung up the phone.
Before the phone hung up, she clearly heard the jeering voices coming through the speaker.
âJi Yuqiao has been rejected by Xiao Yu again, hahaâ¦â
âShe still hasnât given up, how could Xiao Yu possibly like herâ¦â
Ji Yuqiaoâs hand holding the phone trembled, as if a layer of salt was being sprinkled on an open wound, painful and unbearable.
Fingers sliding across the screen, her eyes brimming with tears paused when she saw Lin Xuâs name.
By the time she snapped back to reality, the call had already gone through.
Her intuition told her that Lin Xu wouldnât laugh at her.
True to her instincts, Lin Xu not only didnât laugh at her but had traveled from so far just to see her.
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The tears in Ji Yuqiaoâs eyes swirled as she turned to hug Lin Xuâs body, breaking into loud sobs.
Seeing her cry so sadly, Lin Xu became flustered, her mind only recalling how she used to soothe babies. She rummaged through her bag and pulled out a little yellow duck to give to her.
âLittle yellow duck, quack quack quack, wag your tail and sing cheerfully, please heal our lovely Yuqiaoâs heart soon.â
Ji Yuqiaoâs crying gradually subsided, and she looked at the little yellow duck in her hand with a puzzled expression, âWhat is this?â
âIt was a free gift that came with the snacks at the supermarket,â Lin Xu said.
She and Ji Zeqiu had bought a lot of snacks at the supermarket yesterday, and the clerk had given her a little yellow duck as a freebie.
She had tossed it into her bag when checking out without giving it much thought, not expecting it to come in handy now.
âAnd what was that cheer you just said?â Ji Yuqiao asked.
âJust a little rhyme I made up on the spot when I used to soothe my daughter,â Lin Xu said with a smile.
As Ji Tingyang and Ji Zeqiu grew up, they seldom cried or fussed, only Lanyue, still in her crib, would cry and make a scene regardless of time.
Whenever that happened, she would pull out the little yellow duck and recite those few lines, and Lanyue would always burst into big laughter looking at the yellow duck.
A hint of nostalgia shone through Lin Xuâs curved eyes.
Hearing her say this, Ji Yuqiao was reminded that Lin Xu was married and had a child.
Because Lin Xu looked so young, she always subconsciously neglected this fact.
Hearing her mention her daughter with a tone filled with joy and happiness, a trace of envy flickered in Ji Yuqiaoâs eyes, âYour daughter must be very happy and fortunate to have such a wonderful mother like youâ¦â
Ji Yuqiao pinched the little yellow duck in her hand, the plastic toy squeaked in the quiet night, and she said softly, âI used to have a little yellow duck too, it was a gift from my mother, but then someone took it away.â
She had always carried that little duck with her since she was little, but then it was taken by Wu Yanghui.
He clearly had countless toys, his aunt would buy him new toys every day, which made her deeply envious.
Even so, he still snatched her only little duck.
Her aunt said it was just to let her cousin play with it for a while and would return it to her after a few days, but since that day, she had never seen her little duck again.
âThen, Iâll give you this little yellow duck. Although it canât replace the one from your childhood, I hope it can also bring you some happiness,â Lin Xu said as she patted her head, âDonât cry anymore.â
âSomehow it feels like youâre treating me like your daughter,â said Ji Yuqiao, playing with the little yellow duck in her hand and smiling shyly, âI wonder if my mother was as good as you.â
Lin Xu paused briefly, âMaybe even better.â
âMaybe,â said Ji Yuqiao.
If that werenât the case, why would Ji Tingyang and Ji Zeqiu always cherish the memory of their mother?
When she was young, she would often hear them talking in their sleep, calling out for their motherâ¦
Sometimes she envied them for having memories of their mother, unlike herself, who drew a blank whenever she thought of her mother and father.