I woke up screaming, dreaming of the barn, Lavi whispered a spell that shook me out of my night terror. I curled into the fetal position and tried not to cry. That didnât help the people in the car though, I could still feel their guilt and their sorrow.
âWhe-â I had to clear my throat because it was hoarse from screaming, âWhere are we?â
âJust made it into earth dragon territory, outside of Topeka,â Alanza said from the driverâs seat.
âLavi, can I put something on yet?â
âYes. Let me grab you one of Jaxâs hoodies,â she said tiredly. She had to have been healing me the entire time I was asleep.
âGrab her a pair of boxers too,â Jax said from up front. She helped me into both articles of clothing, âAre you dressed?â
âYes?â He turned around, âI donât understand. Weâre shifters, weâre used to seeing each other naked.â
âCan I hold your hand? My wolf is going crazy after you woke up screaming.â I nodded and he turned and took my hand, âI donât want to make you more uncomfortable after what youâve gone through. It may be me but Iâm still male and I donât want to add to your discomfort or pain.â
Tears built up again but this time for a completely different reason than earlier. I kissed his hand, âThank you. Jax, you are such an amazing man. Thank you for your thoughtfulness. I canât wait for you to meet your mate so I can tell her all the great things about you and the annoying things and the embarrassing stories I have saved up just for her.â
âI met her, Little Duck,â he said looking down at our conjoined hands.
âReally!? Who?!â I asked as he played with my fingers until finally he looked up at me and over to Alanza with a smile on his lips. âWhat? When did you guys figure it out? Holy fuck. Have you mated yet? I donât want the details, just the important ones.â
âAmaya, you saw us naked earlier. Did you see anything?â Alanza asked in a very duh tone.
âI was working very hard on not fainting, thank you, so no I didnât check plus I didnât know I needed to be looking!â I said, âSo have you? And you didnât answer my first two questions how and when. Donât think Iâve forgotten.â
Jax sighed, âHad I known you were going to be as insufferable as Ava I wouldnât have said anything.â
âYeah I definitely wasnât going to say anything,â Alanza said.
âSheâs our best friend. I thought she should know! The how and when are easy. It was when Daniel called me in to help look for you. I met your team and boom Alanza. As for the mating thing, we havenât gotten the chance plus weâre not sure if itâs possible given the different species of weres.â
âOf course itâs possible you dumbasses. The gods wouldnât have paired you otherwise,â I told them.
Jax sighed one of those long suffering sighs and kissed my hands before letting them go, âSit back and try to get some rest Little Duck.â
âHe finds his mate and suddenly heâs the boss of everyone. Iâm a mother fucking queen but oh no mister prince says jump, we all say how high,â I said under my breath making Alanza chuckle.
âOh my gods, why did I even come to rescue you,â Jax said under his breath.
âPsh like I needed your help. I had the whole thing underground before you shifted. You canât even be our driver because you donât know where youâre going.â
âWho do you think got them most of the way there in the first place, you asshole?â He turned to me expectantly.
âThe goddess. She told me she helped you guys find me,â I said looking at him just as expectantly.
âThe goddess? Seriously. I tracked your scent. They were very sloppy when they took you to that place.â
âSeriously. I donât remember much of the journey to the place because they injected me with oil but I do distinctly remember them being extra careful. Those guys werenât amateurs. They were some of the best hunters in the game. They knew what they were up against. The goddess laid that trail and led you straight to me.â
âThen why didnât she stop what happened to you?â
âI canât answer that. She and Niamh helped me through it, but I canât answer why she didnât stop it.â
He looked down still trying to figure it out, âGet some rest, Little Duck.â
I watched him grab Alanzaâs hand and give it a squeeze before closing my eyes, but it wasn't long before I woke up screaming again. Once again Lavi whispered the spell in my ear to break me of the night terror. This time Jax didnât ask permission; he dropped Alanzaâs hand and grabbed mine. I squeezed it to give him the reassurance that I was okay. âGood?â
He gave me a small nod. I kissed his hand before letting go of it. He slipped it back into Alanzaâs hand.
I grabbed Laviâs hand and gave it a squeeze, âThank you.â
âAnything for you, goddess,â she said so quietly it was as if she didnât speak at all. I could only give her a shocked look, âIâm from a long line of high priestesses. I was taught what it means for a dragon to not just be queen but to have the kind of control you had over Daniel today. I wasnât certain until I saw that and the heavens donât give every dragon power to just any dragon.â
âIâm not sure what to do with the information because I just found out myself from my mom, the current goddess.â
âWhat are you two whispering about back there?â Jax pretty much shouted from the front seat.
I rolled my eyes, âYouâll find out soon enough, nosy. Where are we?â
âClose. Very close,â Alanza responded.
âGood, I need to stretch my legs,â I said.
âHow are you feeling overall?â Lavi asked.
âStiff. Iâm probably at about a seven on the pain scale but thatâs down from where I was so thatâs a win. Weâll see once I get out of the car though.â