Lingling Kwong stared out the car window as her parents chatted animatedly in the front seats. The scenery blurred by, but her mind was elsewhereâlost in the familiar ache of loneliness. She had never wanted to attend this family function, a lavish party thrown by one of her father's Business friend to celebrate their recent business collaboration. But when had her opinions ever mattered to her parents?
"Come on, Ling, itâll be good for you to socialize a little," her mother had insisted, flashing that insincere smile that seemed to be glued on whenever business dealings were involved. "You never know who you might meet."
Lingling huffed quietly to herself, adjusting her glasses as she reluctantly acknowledged the truth. Socializing wasnât her forte. Her parents were so engrossed in their work that they often forgot she existed, and it showed in their lack of warmth. They barely spent time with her, and their constant absences had created a rift that felt insurmountable.
As they pulled into the venue, a grand hall decorated with shimmering lights and extravagant floral arrangements, Lingling felt a wave of anxiety wash over her. She didnât belong here, not among the laughter and chatter of families who seemed so connected. Her own family felt more like a business partnership than a home.
Across town, Orm was buzzing with excitement. She had always loved partiesâthe energy, the noise, the chance to meet new people. Her parents, loving and supportive, had raised her in an environment that cherished togetherness. They valued family and made it a point to include each other in every aspect of their lives.
"Are you ready, sweetie?" Orm's mother asked as they got out of the car, smoothing Ormâs dress with a smile. "This is a great opportunity for you to make new friends."
Orm beamed, her carefree spirit radiating confidence. "Of course! I canât wait to see everyone!"
As they entered the hall, the atmosphere was already lively. Ormâs father greeted guests, shaking hands and exchanging pleasantries. Orm spotted her little brother running off to join a group of other kids, and she chuckled, knowing he would have no trouble making friends.
Meanwhile, Lingling reluctantly followed her parents into the hall, her heart sinking at the sight of the crowd. She knew her parents would drift away as soon as they spotted business associates. True to form, her father immediately disappeared into a conversation with another businessman, leaving Lingling standing awkwardly at the edge of the room.
âLingling! There you are!â her mother called, her voice filled with excitement. Lingling turned to see her parents approaching a well-dressed coupleâOrmâs parents.
âAh, the Kwongs! Itâs so good to see you,â Ormâs father said, extending a hand to Linglingâs father. They exchanged hearty greetings, their smiles wide as they patted each other on the back.
âLikewise! Itâs been a pleasure working together,â Linglingâs father replied, his voice booming with false cheer. âThis party is impressive!â
As the two families chatted, Ormâs mother turned to Lingling, her eyes sparkling. âAnd this must be Lingling! Iâve heard so much about you! Youâre the smart one in the family, arenât you?â
Lingling felt her cheeks flush, uncomfortable under the sudden spotlight. âUh, thank you,â she mumbled, trying to smile.
âOrm just joined the university this semester, and sheâs been loving it!â Ormâs mother continued, glancing at her daughter with pride. âSheâs so excited to meet new friends. What university are you at, Lingling?â
Lingling swallowed hard, her heart racing. âIâm at the same one. I started last semester.â
âOh, thatâs wonderful!â Ormâs father said. âWhat a coincidence! Maybe you two can become friends!â
Lingling felt a knot form in her stomach. Friends? The thought made her anxious, but Ormâs friendly demeanor was disarming.
âLingling, dear, why donât you help Orm out?â her mother suggested, a hint of desperation in her voice. âYou know how overwhelming it can be for newcomers.â
Lingling glanced at her mother, sensing the underlying motivation. It wasnât just about friendship; it was about furthering their business ties. âCan you look after Orm, honey? You know, make her feel welcome,â her mother added, a subtle nudge for Lingling to play her part.
Ormâs parents exchanged knowing glances, their smiles widening. âThat would be fantastic! Weâd love for you to help Orm settle in,â Ormâs mother encouraged.
Linglingâs heart sank. The pressure was mounting. She could already feel the weight of expectations pressing down on her, the realization that she would have to navigate this extroverted environment, something she was decidedly unprepared for.
âSure, I can⦠try,â Lingling replied hesitantly, feeling like she was being pushed into a role she didnât want.
Ormâs face brightened at the response. âAwesome! I could definitely use a buddy around campus,â she said, her excitement palpable.
Lingling managed a faint smile, but her heart wasnât in it. As her parents resumed their conversation with Orm's parents, Lingling felt the walls close in on her. She could hear snippets of business talkânumbers, projections, strategiesâall the things that reminded her of her parentsâ priorities.
âHave you considered expanding your business to the international market?â Ormâs father asked Linglingâs father, leaning in as if sharing a secret.
âYes, weâve been looking into it. But you know how it is, juggling priorities,â her father replied, his tone casual, but the seriousness of the conversation was evident.
Lingling felt her stomach twist as she glanced back at Orm, who was genuinely trying to engage her. Despite Ormâs cheerful demeanor, the environment felt stifling. The laughter and chatter around her seemed to drown her out, amplifying her feelings of isolation.
âAre you excited about your new semester ?â Orm asked, tilting her head, her eagerness shining through.
Lingling shrugged, feeling overwhelmed by the weight of her parentsâ expectations and her own discomfort. âI guess,â she replied, her voice barely above a whisper.
Ormâs expression softened, sensing Lingling's unease. âIt can be tough at first, but iâll find my groove!â
Lingling couldnât shake the feeling that, despite Ormâs enthusiasm, she was trapped in a world that didnât understand her. The suffocating pressure of her parentsâ expectations hung over her like a dark cloud, and she wondered if she could ever truly belong anywhere.
As the evening wore on, Lingling felt the distance between themâtwo girls from vastly different backgrounds, thrust together by their parentsâ ambitions. Perhaps this was just another night where she would feel more alone than ever, lost in the crowd.
_to be continued _