Grace Finneganâor Gracie as she preferred since it was cuterâwas one of the worst sorts of girls to know. A classmate of Adamâs since their earliest years, heâd known her for fourteen out of their almost eighteen years of life. From the start Adam found her insufferable because she liked irritating people and called her disruption _attitude._
He entered the spacious interior of the main hall for his next class, passing a pair of giggling girls from Gracieâs circle. He didnât know the names of these two, since Gracie replaced members of her crew according to her moods. Six minutes late for History of Galactic Travel III, he found few other students besides them navigating the polished halls.
Another of Gracieâs females shifted into his way, appearing from an adjacent corridor as he passed, and spilled a contented laugh as she studied a hologram of class listings. She was blonde, but not the right blonde, and Adam knew her better than Gracie suspected.
âGet out of here, Heilani.â His nose pricked at her cloying scent. He remembered it from their brief encounter. âI know what youâre doing.â
The girl, Heilani, clasped her hands behind her back. Her voice followed as Adam turned the corner.
âDonât know what you mean, starlight.â
Adam reached the class led by Professor Edelig and scanned his fingertips on the doorâs control panel. He slipped through the sliding doors once he gained entry, though Professor Edelig addressed him before heâd made it two steps inside.
âFinally, Mr. Pendergast.â Edeligâs bald head tilted back. His sound carried up the rows of seats, amplified by the bot hovering behind him. âYouâve graced us with your presence. What a relief.â
âIâm sorry, Professor.â Adam hurried past the other students staring at him and climbed the stairs two at a time to the highest row. He slid into the first available chair and heard from the frontâ
âLeave.â
Adam froze, turning toward Edelig. âWhat?â
âThis class has hours. You surpassed your five-minute grace. Whatever made you late was more important than your grades.â Edelig remained focused on the projection before him, a star map of humanityâs expedition from Earth with a collage of Ipirâs potential location. âTen-point penalty to your marks. I hope your work can hold that weight.â
A dryness sank in Adamâs mouth. His grades, though positive, didnât need the burden. âTen? Are you serious?â
âYes, Iâm seriousâand I know who you are. Save the reminder. Your name grants you no privileges here.â Edelig waved a dismissive hand with his back turned. âYouâre expected to meet the same standards as the rest of these mortals. Every one of them managed to log in at the correct hour. Show yourself out; youâre dismissed. Donât make me find an escort.â
Sparse laughter broke from the observing students. Adam glanced at the rows of faces, most of their forms in the senior red with a few advanced third-years in blue interspersed. Several stared back at him while others looked away. Adam straightened, his pride sparked as he cursed.
Fucking Edelig.
A pair of seconds later, he swallowed his emotion to present the control he worked hard to maintain. âYes, sir. Sorry for the lateness. Thereâs no valid excuse.â
âDidnât think so.â
âNo. Itâs my fault. Sorry for disturbing the lesson.â
Adam descended the stairs, keeping his attention on the exit. As he neared the door and reached for the panel, Edelig coughed.
âItâs our last session before Harvest. Tough time for many.â Edelig peered at Adam over his shoulder. âMr. Pendergast, Iâll consider your lateness a seasonal distraction. Your records prove tardiness isnât your issue. Complete the semester without another latenessânot a single minute past graceâand Iâll void the penalty.â
Adam processed the words as he scanned the dozens of eyes staring back at him.
âThank you, sir. I wonât be late again.â
âI believe you.â Edelig turned back to his display. The bot zipped to a new position. âTen points is severe this close to graduation. Youâd have to work harder to score average marks, and I know that tarnishes your status.â
Adam nodded. âYouâre right. My goals are clear. I appreciate your generosity.â
âGood day, Adam.â
Adam returned to the halls, flicking through his COM messages while needles of irritation prickled his nerves. He thought of Edeligâs penalty, then the redheaded reason for his lateness. With Edeligâs expulsion, Adam found himself free for the rest of the day, and loosened his tie as he linked to one of his two best mates, Ivan Rodinsky.
âHey, shithead,â he muttered to the answering note, clearing his throat before starting his message.
The sound of swishing fabric made him stop talking. A light laugh tittered as the correct blonde appeared. Gracie Finnegan wore a senior school uniform, though she had nothing scheduled for that week or the next.
Adam noted the other girls present and groaned. Gracie charged forward to block his escape, flashing a coy smile.
âHey.â
âFuck off,â he retorted.
She held up a finger, humor dancing. âNot yet.â
âGoddamn, Grace.â He waved his arm toward the watching girls. âI donât have the patience for any of you today. Youâre always haunting me.â
Gracie widened her eyes, their stormy gray-green color glistening with mischief. She touched her chest with a gasp. âWow. So angry, babe. None of us made you late for Edel-dickâs class. Get that straight.â She jerked her thumb behind her at the others. âThe girls told me you were strolling the paths with that one this morning. Chatted with her on campus, too. What a bad look. Sheâs like, retarded or something.â
âOh, God. So it was you guys in the lot. Youâve got nothing better to do.â Adam snorted. âPlease, get lost.â
âJust looking out for your reputation.â
Displeasure tugged at the corners of his mouth. âYouâre a demon. You deserve expulsion. Huge mistake to show your face here.â
âOuch. Expulsion, and Iâm a demon. Little olâ me?â Gracie pouted, rubbing away fake tears. âHarsh. Youâve got a sting on you today. Someone should kiss your boo-boo to make it better.â She tossed her hair. âCall me what you want, but while youâre at itâtell me what youâre doing for Harvest.â
Adamâs scowl deepened. âIâll be wherever youâre not.â
âFunny. But I know your real answer.â She adjusted her cleavage in her school blouse. âYouâll go study in a library like a boring sack of shit until I force you to have a life. The ultimate partyâs happening on Eve and every seniorâs going. Word will reach the rest of the sector by tomorrow. I expect youâll want to be there, too.â
âParty?â Despite Adamâs intent on leaving, he perked at the mention of a Harvest party. Like heâd told Talitha, he hadnât heard of anything happening on one of the most important Eves of the past one thousand years. âSomething new?â
âMusic. A show. Blood Fangâs playing. Those native fucks hit the top of the charts.â
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âBlood Fang.â Adam wracked his memory for the bandâs name, making a connection to the sun-drenched wildlands. He frowned as more associations arose, negative ones. âYou mean that weird native group that performs with fangs and blood, chanting and thumping dark shit. Night-electro.â
âExactly.â Gracie nodded with a dimpled smile. âThumping shit. Night-electro. Dumb savage crap with a dumb savage dance, like youâre stomping the ground for vermin.â She twisted her body, shuffling through the steps of Blood Fangâs dance. âOoh-ah, ooh-ah, blah-blah-blah. The sequence is nova. Even Iâd say itâs catchy.â
Headlines about the band joined visuals of their blood-spattered performances. âArenât they banned? Read something a while ago about the band leader biting someone for real.â
âThat was last year. Not this year.â Gracieâs shoes tapped against the tile floor as she approached Adam. âThese bloodsucking shits are all the same, not worth a damn. Donât know why we try working with them.â
âGrace, if Blood Fang was playing on Eve, itâd be on every news feed. People would protest.â He chuckled. âSomeoneâs fucking with you.â
âYouâre right any other day, but this is happening, and youâre invited. Youâre welcome.â She reached inside the bosom of her uniform, removing a black polymer card from her blouse. She extended the item to Adam. âThatâs your ticket.â
Adam studied the card but didnât take it. âWhereâs the show?â
âWestmont.â
âWestmont? That place is dead.â His face screwed with distaste, Gracieâs notice getting worse with each revelation. Westmontâthe last location heâd suspect for a party. âSo much happened there during the Time, and the historyâs so dark. Itâs still shut down. This canât be legal.â
âItâs notâ Gracie tapped him with the card. âItâs an underground kind of deal.â
âUnderground. You mean criminal.â Adam shoved away her offer. âNot interested.â
âOnce in a lifetime, Pen. Nothing else like it.â
âGetting caught there can destroy my lifetime.â He scoffed and turned back toward the automatic doors that led back to the campus courtyard. âThis is the dumbest idea Iâve heard today. I thought I had my fill, but you win.â
He stepped away as Gracie tapped her cheek with the ticket.
âGo on. News of this broke an hour ago. Youâll be grateful for the scoop.â The polymer card went back into her loosened uniform and she raised her chin. âAnyone whoâs anyone will be there.â
âDonât care.â
Her taunting voice followed him as he turned his back. âIâll hold on to your invite, love.â
âFuck off.â
Getting to the top chairâbecoming Union General like his fatherâwas Adamâs top priority. Heâd lived his life with that single goal for the past fifteen years. Reaching the seat would never happen if he went down the wrong path, and that included invitations to illegal parties by a pushy blonde.
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Talitha followed Spencer out of Cloverlandâs rest hall to the path leading into the academyâs sprawling garden. They stopped on one of the looping paths and halted in the shadows, secluding themselves from the din. Spencer faced Talitha with a steeled expression; their interactions that day were the closest theyâd been since the split.
âYouâre trying to prove a point.â Beads of sweat formed on Spencerâs brow and glinted in the patchwork sunlight beaming through the trees. âAgreeing to party in Westmont of all places. Thatâs not like you.â
Talitha feigned a smile. âIâm not proving anything. Itâs my life. I want to go. The partyâs controversial, but thatâs part of the fun. Right?â
âItâs more than a scandal. Itâs dangerous.â
âPlease. If we were still together, weâd be planning how to get there.â
âNot the same this time. Youâll regret going.â
Talitha waved a flippant hand, already tired. Heâd said that already.
âRight, itâs bad for me, but youâll still go with your gang to deal.â
âI have to. Iâve got to pay back what I owe. Thereâs no choice for me. Iâm stuck.â He closed his eyes for a moment. âFirestormâs the reason I got the flat Iâm living in nowâwhere I wanted you to live with me. I owe all my success to the gang.â
âCongrats, Spence. Get a bigger flat next with your next score, one where you can run around with your arms stretched wide.â Talitha extended her arms to illustrate, her expression tight. âGo sell more drugs. You love doing that more than anything or anyone.â She pointed to herself. âIâll be out with my friends on Eve.â
âIâm warning you againâstay away. Itâs one stupid party. Weâve been to so many. You can afford to miss it.â He shifted nearer, and Talitha took an instinctive step away. âIf you ever loved me the way I still love youâlisten. You know when Iâm being serious.â
Talitha sensed his desperation again in his strain. She folded her arms, a note of anger rising in her at her own weakness. Eleven years together, a bond since childhood, and an unseen glue made it impossible to turn away from him. Not entirely. Not in three short weeks. Not for all they shared.
âGo on. Talk. If thereâs a problem with the show, I deserve to know. So does everyone else.â She rested a hand on her hip and huffed a short breath. âDonât say shit half-finished and expect me to trust you. I donât trust you anymore.â
Spencerâs expression softened as he absorbed her aggression. âIâm sorry about that.â
âSay what you have to say.â
âI canât.â His mouth opened like heâd speak, but he pursed his lips tight instead for a moment. âI want to tell you but I canât. Makes me sick to even think of spilling.â He spoke in a deliberate tempo, bowing his head, and Talitha felt a sharp sting in her heart. She assessed his appearanceâthinner than before, gaunt shadows hollowing his cheeks and ringing his eyes. âIâve never felt like this. Itâs physical. Somethingâs off.â
âYouâre strung out because you fucked yourself up on your own supply, like usual.â Talitha remained stone as she turned away. âI asked you to give me space. Youâre not.â
Spencer touched her arm. She jerked back like the contact burned and hissed, her eyes already damp.
âDonât touch me. Ever.â
âYouâre angry and you deserve to be.â
âI wonât forgive you.â Her voice wavered.
âI know.â Spencer rubbed his head. âI did something wrong to you.â
âYou hurt me.â
Talitha faltered at her words. She touched the back of her neck where heâd dragged her around his flat in a rage. Heâd ranted that she, Adam, and all of Union were plotting against him as she cowered in his bathroom. Once heâd stormed out of the flat in frustration, she charged home to Altir without her bags. Days later, as he returned her items, he explained that heâd overdosed on something new but she didnât care. As soon as he stopped talking, she ended their long relationship.
âI thought I was going to die.â Her lids sank at the memory. âI have nightmares of you charging at me. You were an animal. I donât know you anymore.â
Spencer drooped as he listened to her. âI donât remember everything that went on, but I felt my hands on you. You hid from me that night, and still flinch around me.â His tone dampened to a monotone. âIâm lucky you didnât call CDPD.â
âI donât feel lucky.â
âRight.â The rings around his eyes, discolored purple, made it look like he hadnât slept in a while. Talitha wondered if he suffered the same nightmares. âIvan laughed when I took a vial of that new stuff. I thought I was a pro.â
Talitha cooled. âToo bad. You went too far, and canât undo whatâs been done.â
âIf you told me how to fix this, Iâd do it.â
She shrugged. âI accepted that night happened because of Dot. Doesnât change the fact that weâve had issues since you joined Firestorm. Youâre not the guy I rememberâthe boy I loved.â Her breath caught over the word, love, and she allowed herself a second to regroup. âIâll never see you the same.â
âI made a mistake and whenever I look at you, I remember what I lost.â Spencer dropped his head low. âWeâve been through hell since our earliest days. You and I, glued. These society types will never understand our bond.â
A note of defiance rose in Talitha, though sheâd said similar herself. âThe Pendergasts care. Theyâre the reason Iâm here, and the reason you were accepted to Asylum. Their work doesnât stop at human borders. Did you enjoy living in the slums?â A shiver passed through her. She recalled the zone heâd been shuttled into after quarantine, a dangerous area where heâd joined his gang. âYou drifted through crazy places before you made any money. I always worried about you while I was here in Altir.â
âI donât need Asylum anymore. I wouldnât join society if the Pendergasts paid me, either. Theyâre the types thatâll yank their help back the minute we stop being useful for a campaign.â Spencer focus settled on Talitha. âIâm making more with Firestorm than I ever could in Union. Thatâs all for our life together after you finish school.â He reached for her hand, and to her own surprise, she didnât swat him away. âI used to make you smile. Youâve got such a pretty one.â
She separated from his touch, but not with anger. âI wonât pretend weâre okay. Thatâs not what we agreed to talk about.â
âI know. Itâs part of the honesty I owe you that you deserve.â The strained look returned to his face, and he exhaled with frustration. âIf I could say more, I would. Iâm trying but Iâmâ¦blocked.â
âOh, fuck off. Youâre blocked from telling the truth.â Talitha snorted. âThereâs nothing wrong with the party.â
âItâs an awful idea. Please donât go.â
âEnough.â Talitha wrapped her arms over herself. âDonât do this. Weâre over.â
âI hear you, but Iâll still prove Iâm here about your safety and nothing else.â He raised his hands in resignation. âIâll make sure nothing happens to you, and also deal with Gracie with no strings attached. I donât like that sheâs been stressing you out behind my back, even while we were together. Everyone knows how important you are to me.â
A forlorn weight hung over his face, and a twinge of guilt struck Talitha as memories of their past resurfaced. Somewhere behind Spencerâs drug dealing mask was the boy who visited her faithfully during solitary confinement. The world was afraid of her, but not him. Never him. He was part of her and she was part of him, always. He gazed at her, but kept his distance.
âDonât get involved.â Talitha broke the silence after a moment. âThat confuses things. Worry about yourself.â
âItâs what I want to do. Itâll happen anyway.â He nudged his head toward the campus. âWhen Gracie buys, Iâll tell her to fix her attitude and thatâll end it. She wonât touch you, because Iâll make sure she knows I mean it.â
Talitha sighed. âDonât.â
âYouâll see. Itâll work.â He moved close again. Talitha turned her head when he pecked her cheek. âLetâs be friends. Itâs a shame to lose everything we built when we know each other so well.â
Talithaâs arms remained cocooned around herself, though she slackened her resolve. âItâs over, but we can share space. This is the last time weâll be alone together, though.â
âGot it.â
âAll right.â She studied his earnest gaze. âWe can be friends.â