Chapter 0354 Hannah Golden sunlight streamed through the curtains, casting a warm glow across the blankets. I stretched languidly and rolled over, already smiling contentedly as consciousness returned and the memories of last night floated back inâeven sweeter than the sweet dreams Iâd had all night.
Noahâs arms were still wrapped around me, warm and comforting. He tugged me closer as I turned to face him, and I opened my eyes to find those green eyes smiling down at me.
He was still here. He hadnât slipped out of bed, hadnât left me. I almost pinched myself to see if it was real.
âMorning,â he murmured with a lazy smile. His voice was deep and gravelly from sleep, and the sound of it felt like velvetâ
covered fingers gently stroking at the inside of my mind.
I leaned into him, reveling in the sensation of his warm breath tickling my hair. âMm. Morning,â I replied, my own voice still husky with sleep. âHow long have you been awake?â
Noah shrugged, his thumb brushing across my cheekbone. âA while.â
We laid there like that for a bit, each of us lazily waking up in the light of the morning sun. It was a Tuesday, and I knew he likely had some meeting or another he had to run off to, but he didnât seem eager to get up.
Finally, after what felt like a blissful eternity laying together, he slipped out from under the covers. I couldnât help but feel a bit disappointed as I watched his nude form, golden skin gleaming in the sunlight, head into the bathroom.
But a few moments later, I heard the shower turn on and he poked his tousled head out. âShower with me?â
Beaming, I practically leapt out of bed like a kid on Christmas morning. Of course I would shower with him -I thought he would never ask.
The warm water soothed my tired muscles, which were still a little sore from the adrenaline that had coursed through me during my panic attack yesterday. But all of that felt miles away by now, especially as Noah began to gently scrub the loofah across my body, lathering me with fragrant soap.
I felt a blush creep up my neck, the heat spreading to my cheeks as he moved the loofah over my skin. His touch was gentle, just as reverent as it had been in bed last night.
âNoah,â I said, curiosity getting the better of me, âwhen did you know you loved me?â
His hand stilled. âIt wasnât just one moment. It was a lot of little things.â
âSuch as?â I bit my lip, arching my back into him. Noah let out a small growl of approval as I began sliding my body against his under the water, covering him in soap.
âLike... the way you light up when you talk about your Luna Council projects,â he said, his hands caressing my slick hips. âAnd how determined youâve been to better yourself. The strength you showed during your eating disorder recovery.â
I listened, captivated, as Noah recounted moments from the past few monthsâmoments I hadnât even realized were significant to him, such as watching me eat a chocolate croissant at the hotel and seeing 1/2 +25 BONUS Chapter 0354 my fighting get better as we trained together.
âThen there was a couple weeks ago,â he continued, a smile tugging at his lips, âwhen you were sitting in the living room working on your penpal program proposal. You were sitting crossâlegged on the floor, and He shook his head, chuckling. Iâd turned to face him by now, our bodies tangled together beneath the warm water. âWhat?â I asked.
âItâs just...â He laughed again. âWhen you concentrate, you have a habit of sticking your tongue out a little. Iâll confess I once found it annoying, but itâs honestly really cute. I think I knew then, as I saw the determination on your face while you worked, that I had begun to love you.â
I felt too full of emotion to even speak, so I wrapped my arms around his neck and tugged him close, kissing him deeply. He responded in kind, and though I felt something warm and hard press against my leg as I slipped my tongue around his, he didnât ask for sex. This moment was intimate enough.
Finally, we shut off the water and stepped out into the steamy bathroom, wrapping towels around ourselves. I watched, drying my hair as Noah brushed his teeth. I watched the hard planes of his body, the way his skin glistened with droplets of water.