Riley leads me toward the galaâs entrance, and the first thing that catches my eye is a huge poster board with bold white letters that scream: Hamptons and HuntingtonsâA single-day experience that brings together some of the biggest names in sports. This invite-only event for two hundred guestsâincluding VIPs, tastemakers, athletes, and power brokers.
The gala is held in the Parrish Art Museum, where modern and minimalist design stands in stark contrast to the surrounding countryside. It looks magical though. Itâs made of gabled sheds, set side by side, so that the profile of the building resembles an upside-down W. It manages to look like a huge white stable and a modern art piece at the same time, while all the rich people in the world are mingling within.
My heart pounds, nearly drowning out the clicks and flashes already erupting around us. Iâm not used to this. The glitz, the glamour, the hungry eyes of photographers.
As if heâs sensing my discomfort, Riley pulls me close, strong arms snaking around my waist, and whispers in my ear. Heâs done that a lot since we got here, and Iâd be lying if I said I donât enjoy it. The sense of security he provides is comforting. He makes me feel so safe, as if nothing could ever harm me again while Iâm in his arms.
âYou look absolutely gorgeous tonight.â Rileyâs whiskey eyes twinkle as they catch the glow of the fairy lights above us.
He had a designer come over to the pool house to show me some dresses. I tried to argue, but he was set on getting me a dress he had in mind. He insisted that for a gala where designers show off their creations, I couldnât just wear any dress. Eventually, I gave in.
I hadnât let anyone spoil me like this since Sandford.
Heâd buy me things and then use it to put me down, calling me his little gold digger for accepting his gifts. I swore Iâd never let a guy do that to me again. But Rileyâs excitement about giving me something is different. Itâs like the joy I feel when I give my mom a present. Itâs not about the gift or the dressâitâs about how happy it makes him to see me happy. Itâs moments like these that make me question how I ever thought he was anything but a genuinely decent guy. I needed Nina to practically drag me into his arms to see it. It taught me that we really shouldnât judge people based on their outward appearances. I should have known better.
The dress is silver with a low-cut back, glittering with tiny stones, and he even got me a matching necklace. Looking at myself now, Iâve never felt this beautiful before. Iâm relieved I got my hair and makeup back in place, because as soon as Riley saw me in that dress, he couldnât keep his hands off me. We ended up having sex right on the floor.
It was so spontaneousâI donât even know how it started. But when I saw him in his tuxedo and the way he undressed me with his eyes, I just had to climb my man. I couldnât help it.
I melt into Rileyâs hug and my head tilts up to meet his soft lips. He was so cute all day, I showed him the routine I came up with for the show and he spent his free time trying out some lifts. We used the pool to make it easier for him, since even though heâs way stronger than Aiden, heâs lacking the ice dancing classes he took. But I did my best and so did he and I think weâll rock it next week.
The world fades away as we kiss, deep and sensual, not a care for the dozens of cameras capturing our private moment. It feelsâ¦right. Natural.
My mind spins dizzying fantasies of a shared futureâa cozy house, a fluffy dog, children skating wobbly circles on a backyard rink.
I want it all, so badly it aches.
But deep down, I know itâs just a beautiful dream.
The doubts kick in, fighting against the burgeoning hope in my chest.
Sooner or later, the cracks will show.
The hurt will come.
My tender, naive heart will shatter.
The last time I felt like this when a man looked at me like that was the beginning of my downfall. And this time, my heart beats twice or even thrice as much.
I bury my face in his strong chest, wanting to stay lost in this perfect moment for as long as I can. Because despite every logical part of my brain screaming that it will all fall apartâ¦Iâve already tumbled headfirst.
Iâm dating Riley Huntington.
And Iâm in love with Riley Huntington.
But I canât tell him because it makes it true.
Heâll act like itâs true, but eventually heâll leave because life will be too much for him because heâs not ready for it. I believe that he wants to be ready. But heâs not.
I only shared the tip of the iceberg with him, but credit where itâs dueâhe never once judged me for my silly Lolita love. Still, he has no idea what life has in store for me or how much heâd need to change to be part of it. I like him too much to even ask him to make those changes for me. Iâm not that selfish.
Someone clears his throat, snapping us out of our intimate bubble.
Riley and I pull apart and look over to see Jayceâs sheepish grin.
âGet a room,â he says.
Riley hugs him. âShut up, man. Good to see you, nice suit.â
Jayce is dressed in a sleek black suit, his black bow tie accentuating his mesmerizing blue eyes. Just as weâre about to step onto the concrete floor inside, Jayceâs eyes widen, and I follow his gaze to see a red car pulling up behind us, swarmed by paparazzi. Out steps Rosalie, a knockout in a tight red dress. Her black hair is elegantly styled in an updo, with loose curls cascading down her back.
A sly smile graces her bright crimson lips as she gazes up to a man right behind her. I donât recognize him at all, but the excited murmur of the photographers tells me he must be somebody. My gaze flits over his artfully tousled bleach-blond hair, the smudged black eyeliner, a half-unbuttoned shirt under a carelessly expensive red suitâhe oozes rock star attitude. I wonder what Daddy will say about this.
Riley sighs. âJett Vaughn, really, Rosie?â
âSince when are they a thing?â Jayce asks, his jaw tight as he watches them approach.
âWho is he anyway?â I say and both of them look at me as if Iâve lived under a rock and, well, I did.
âSome hot new singer, I fear,â Riley says.
âPop punk shit.â Jayce grimaces.
âHi guys,â Rosalie says, halting in front of us, but her man doesnât wait with her, he just winks at Rosalie and goes in. No hello or anything.
Seems like heâs learned from Henry Huntington.
Rosalie doesnât appear to mind as she casually loops her arm through Jayceâs, causing him to tense up like a soldier ready to fight. Whatâs up with him when sheâs around?
I asked Riley at some point, but he didnât think he acted any differently. I put it down to a manâs brain failure. They usually arenât the greatest empaths. But there is something between them. I just know it. The way both of them act around each other. Riley asks her if she wants to give him a heart attack by dating such idiots, and even though she responds with a cocky answer, she flashes Jayce a flirty grin at the same time that either Riley doesnât want to see or he ignores on purpose. But I think they have a thing for each other.
We go inside, Rosalie and Jayce walk in front of us and I watch how her fingers trail along his arm. Jayce is so stiff though, not one flicker of a grin or anything.
âDid they ever date?â
âWho?â Riley asks as we go inside. We donât have to show any badges, everyone seems to know Rosalie and Riley, since its their motherâs gala.
âJay and Rosie.â
Riley tenses up. âJesus, no. Why would you think that? He grew up like a brother to us. Heâs known her since she was thirteen.â
Well, tell me about young girls falling for older guysâ¦
âItâs justâ¦they act strange.â
âYouâve said this before.â Riley watches them and shakes his head. âBut no, Jay just hates Vaughn as well. Heâs very protective over Rosie.â Okay, he either got one or two too many slap shots against his head or he really doesnât want to see it. I get a feeling he would hate seeing them together. âAlso, Jay knows my sister is off limits. And heâs almost thirty, ready to settle. My sisterâs not.â
The grand hall is dripping with low hanging chandeliers, a bizarre contrast to the modern barnlike structure. The glimmering lights almost seem out of place in this rustic setting. Yet, they cast a warm and inviting glow over the opulent furnishings. Itâs like stepping into another world entirely.
Crisp white linens adorn several long tables, topped with silver place settings and decadent floral arrangements in rich hues of white and blue. Famous athletes from every major sport mix and mingle, dressed in designer suits and gowns. They flutter around like peacocks, clutching flutes of champagne, not even thinking about sitting down just yet.
Some years ago, this would have been everything for me.
Now, I canât wait to get home.
âYouâre almost thirty too. You looking to settle down as well?â I ask, throwing on a cocky grin, trying to keep my words in check, not wanting to get my hopes up too much.
A waiter carrying a tray of champagne passes by, and I take a glass with alcohol, while Riley opts for the nonalcoholic version. Their coach banned them from drinking before the finals.
âIn two to three years, maybe, yeah,â he says and my stomach sinks. âYouâre still young, so I wouldnât rush anything.â
I donât hear him talking about us as if weâll still be a thing in three years.
I just grin up at him and take a big, big sip of my champagne.
My gaze shifts to the commanding presence of Eleonore, who effortlessly dominates the room, and then to Rosalie, standing with Jay a few feet away. She finishes her drink and sets the glass on a passing waiterâs tray before excusing herself.
I watch her saunter to the bathroom.
Jayce and some athletes come over to us. They donât seem to recognize me and Iâm glad. I donât always want to answer questions about quitting the Olympics. Maybe disappearing without a word wasnât the smartest moveâI should have come up with some white lies to keep them quiet. But then my sponsors might have believed me even less. Who knows where Iâd be now?
Riley is chatting with a sports broadcaster when I see Rosalie come out of the restroom again. Sheâs subtly sniffing and dabbing at her nose. It hits me like a lightning bolt when I catch a glimpse of something white glittering under her nose, just before she wipes it away.
Vaughn meets her outside the bathroom and gives her a kiss.
I pull my hand away from Riley and make my way to Jayce. Itâs clear he noticed tooâhe canât seem to take his eyes off her.
I lean in close and whisper, âDidâ¦did Rosalie just do coke?â
He sighs heavily, resignation etched on his face. âProbably. Sheâs constantly acting out, seeking her dadâs attention. But no matter what she does, sheâll always be the good child in his eyes. The perfect daughter she hates to be.â
I watch him watching her, leaving for the garden with her hand clasped on Vaughnâs, her head thrown back laughing.
âDonât tell Riley,â Jayce says.
âWhat. Why?â
âItâs not like he doesnât know she overdoes it, but heâll get angry and theyâll have a fight. It wonât help anyone. She wonât stop with the shit and his night will be ruined. Believe me, we tried everything, but no therapist will work with her until sheâs ready to work on herself.â
âBut how can she do drugs as a professional ballerina?â
Jayce shrugs. âSheâs dancing on her grave.â
âAre you citing Gelsey Kirkland?â One of the most famous ballet dancers from the â70s. She used to battle several addictions while being the best performer of her time.
Jayce nods.
âSheâs using coke at parties, and I think sheâs trying to get herself expelled from Juilliard. They have strict rulesâone strike with drugs or excessive drinking, and theyâre out.â
I look up at him, my eyes big like saucers. âShe wants to get kicked out?â
âShe hates it there.â
âWhy not just stop then without ruining her body?â
âSheâs dramatic.â
I donât get it.
Before I can respond, Mrs. Huntington takes the stage, and the room falls silent.
Eleanor starts to speak, her polished veneer firmly in place, and all I can think is that this glittering world of wealth and privilege is far more tarnished beneath the surface than I ever imagined.
âGran, I want you to meet someone special,â Riley says, guiding his grandma to me after his speech. âThis is my girlfriend, Liora. And this is my grandma, Lilli Huntington.â
âOh, my dear, Iâm thrilled to finally meet you,â she exclaims, clasping my hands in hers. Her touch is gentle, her smile radiant. Sheâs the kind of elderly woman who still looks young despite all the wrinkles she doesnât hide and her white hair thatâs cut shortly. Sheâs as small as I am and looks so tiny as Riley has his arm wrapped around her. âIâve heard so much about you from Riley. He positively lights up when he speaks of you.â
âYouâve heard so much about me?â I blush, glancing at Riley, who grins bashfully.
âHe calls me on away periods,â she says proudly, and I think that is actually so sweet.
We chat casually, with Granny sharing funny stories about Rileyâs childhood and beaming with pride over his achievements. I canât help but feel a connection to her warmth and the way she genuinely cares about her grandson, especially compared to his parentsâ cold indifference.
Just as we all settle at the table, ready to ask Granny about Rileyâs cereal obsession, Rosalieâs laughter cuts through the air. Itâs loud, grabbing everyoneâs attention. Oddly, even though her parents are sitting right across from us, they seem to be ignoring their daughterâs drunk state.
She sways in her seat, a nearly empty wine glass dangling precariously from her manicured fingers. Jayceâs jaw tightens next to me, a muscle ticking in his cheek as he observes her.
âRosie, I think youâve had enough,â Riley says, reaching over the table for her glass.
She jerks away, sloshing wine onto the white tablecloth. âOh, lighten up, little brother,â she slurs, her words slightly blurred around the edges. âItâs a party, isnât it?â
âYouâre sure you donât want to come with me, baby?â Vaughn says and, as if weâre not sitting across from them, kisses her with tongue. I feel something against my thigh and notice that Jay is balling a fist next to me. Shit, heâs so gone for her. âI bet the party in New York is better.â
âI canât.â Rosalie pouts. âMy family needs me, galas are important.â She stretches out the important and rolls her eyes dramatically.
âFine. See ya.â Vaughn kisses her one more time and then leaves without saying goodbye. And no one seems to care. I glance to their father. Not one single move. Heâs still talking to some men, looking all business.
Rosalie takes the opportunity to whistle for the waiter.
Riley shoots Jayce a pleading look.
With a curt nod, Jayce slides into the seat beside Rosalie, gently prying the glass from her fingers. She pouts again, leaning heavily against him, her hand coming to rest on his thigh.
I watch, uncomfortably transfixed, as Jayce carefully puts her hand away, his gaze darting to Riley. He threw his hands up in front of his chest, palms pressed together like he was saying thanks.
Rosalie lurches to her feet, swaying slightly. âI need the little girlâs room,â she whisper-shouts at Jayce.
Jayce stands up, holding out his hand. âIâll keep your bag safe,â he offers, his tone brooking no argument. For a moment, Rosalie looks like she might protest, but then she shrugs, thrusting her clutch at him before staggering away, Jayce trails behind her like a shadow.
Rileyâs shoulders slump. âThank goodness for Jay. He always takes care of her when sheâs like this. I canât stand it when my sister pulls these stunts.â
âDoes your dad ever get mad at her?â I ask.
Riley snorts. âNever. She could be lying on the floor and heâd think she was just taking a nap from all the ballet training.â
âThat is insaneâ¦â
âI donât know whatâs wrong with my parents, but they always make me out to be the villain and put Rosalie on a pedestal she doesnât want to be on. It hurts more than they realize.â
I reach under the table and grab Rileyâs hand, intertwining our fingers.
We focus back on chatting with his grandmother, the aroma of truffle and caviar filling the air as the waiters swirl around us like bees.
âYou could be captain of the team by now, if you had your act together,â Rileyâs father hisses in between the main course, drawing the attention of the whole table.
Rosalieâs halfway sober now and actually sitting next to Jayce, behaving like a decent human being. I donât know how he did it, but he worked some kind of magic. Sheâs barely touching him anymore, and whatever heâs saying must be working, because she seems to be calming down. Itâs like heâs got a PhD in handling drunk drama queens.
âYour temper, your lack of controlâitâs holding you back. Itâs your own damn fault,â Henry says.
When Riley tenses up, I feel a surge of anger climbing up my chest. Not again. Can this man not stop?
His mother chimes in, her tone dripping with false concern. âI do hope youâll sort yourself out soon, darling. All these women youâre seen withâ¦itâs not a good look.â
I frown at her. Iâm not a good look? Have you seen your daughterâs boyfriend? Thank you, bitch.
âIâm in a serious relationship with Liora,â Riley says. âAnd Iâd appreciate it if youâd talk about her with respect.â
Eleanor purses her lips, and I notice Rileyâs dad shooting a look at the man across the tableâSteve, Howie, or whoever he is. Itâs like heâs silently confirming all the doubts and criticisms heâs shared about his âfailure of a sonâ seconds before.
âThey were gonna give him a second chance, but then he went and got himself locked up. Can you believe it?â his father says, as if Riley wasnât actually sitting next to him.
âWhat a waste of talent,â the man remarks to no one in particular.
I look at Riley, waiting for him to do something, anything.
Why is he always ready to defend me but never stands up for himself when it comes to his parents? He can hold his ground against Ethan, Nina, his coach, and Houstonâs agent, but when it comes to his parents, he just lets them steamroll him. And I realize he gave up on them years ago.
âBut whatâs your plan if hockey doesnât work out?â some lady from the other end of the table pipes up.
âOh no, not Aunt Suzie,â Granny mutters under her breath.
âKidâs got nothing going for him. Failed all his classes in college,â his dad says, shaking his head.
My jaw clenches as I try to contain the bubbling anger inside me. How dare they say such things about him? Do they even watch his games? Heâs amazing and so are his stats.
âThatâs not true,â Granny grumbles before breaking into a fit of coughs, her voice no longer as strong as it once was.
My anger simmers and grows and boils over, like a raging inferno inside me. I just canât believe them. His family. The people at this table.
âWell, he definitely didnât inherit my smarts.â His dad laughs, and everyone else joins in, including Eleanor, whoâs laughing the hardest. âAlways needs a calculator because he canât do math in his head.â My hands ball to fists. More laughter erupts around the table. âI guess that explains why some of his passes are so off.â
Okay. I canât take it anymore.
I shoot up from my seat, scraping my chair against the floor loudly, causing everyone to turn their attention to me with open mouths.
My hands tremble with barely contained anger as I glare at Rileyâs creators. They donât deserve to be called parents.
âEnough,â I grit out through clenched teeth. âYou donât deserve him. None of you do, except for his grandmotherâsorry, Lilli.â
Granny raises her hands in surrender, a wide grin on her face. âNo offense taken, honey.â
I pull Riley up by his arm and turn to face his parents again, my voice loud enough for everyone to hear. âWeâre leaving, but first I need to make something clear. Riley is the best player in his league, he has the most scores, and one day he will beat Gretzkyâs records. And do you know what will happen when he does?â I point accusingly at all of them. âNone of you will be invited, except for Lilli.â
I hear a hoarse cheer from Granny.
âYou donât know anything about your own son. Riley is the kindest person Iâve ever metâalways giving back to the community with free skate courses and camps for kids whose parents canât afford them, even during his own season. And yet you sit here and claim he doesnât have control over his career, his scores, or his own records? Thatâs complete nonsense.â
I lock eyes with his father then, my tone dripping with venom. âAnd as for you. You never made it far in hockey because you werenât good enough. All the hate you feel toward your own son should be aimed at yourself. Go get some help with those wires in your brain that are clearly malfunctioning, because you are missing out on an amazing son.â I almost shout the last part because, fuck it, itâs true. âMaybe one day youâll come crawling back and give this man the love he deserves, but until then, let me fill you in on some vital things about him that you missed out on. His favorite color is blue, he loves thrillers, hates caviar, and oh, heâs allergic to celery, so why the heck is it on the menu? And most importantly, he lovesââ
âYou,â Riley says, causing me to freeze mid-rant.
Suddenly, all the thousands of words I was ready to unleash dissipate into thin air.
What? He said what?
I turn to look at him with surprise and my heart swells as he pulls me into a kiss. âWhat did you say?â I whisper.
âI love you,â Riley says and pulls me in for another kiss. âYou crazy little bulldog of mine. I love you.â He kisses me again, and I hear clapping and cheering from the tables around us, including from his granny, who is whistling and coughing with mirth in between.
âCome on,â he whispers and tugs on my hand. âLetâs go.â
We say goodbye to Lilli and basically run out of the door.
Everyone quickly goes back to their conversations, as if nothing had happened. Iâm not delusional enough to think my little speech will change their behavior. Honestly, these people are so stuck up, they probably wouldnât even notice if the sky turned purple.
But I had to take a stand.
As we make our way through the crowded room, ignoring the curious stares and whispered speculations, Riley lets out a relieved sigh next to me. It feels like he just shed all the unwanted thoughts he ever had.
âFuck. Youâre. Fuck,â he says, smiling from ear to ear. âYouâre incredible.â
I canât help but grin at his flustered words, feeling my cheeks heat up as well. âI just couldnât sit there; I hate your parents. Iâm sorry.â
âPraise the universe. I hate them too,â he mutters.
I want to grab his face again and pull him down for another round of kisses, but then suddenly a familiar figure steps into our path and my heart stops.
No, this canât be.
Itâs Sandford, looking just as handsome as I remember, but with a few more lines on his face. His blue eyes widen as they land on me, and I canât help but feel a flutter of nervous excitement in my stomach.
Itâs been years since our explosive fight in Beijing.
I could still feel the sting in my heart, but here he is, standing in front of me. His hair is still a mane of wavy blond, his square jaw cleanly shaven.
âHey,â he says, his voice oozing with false sincerity.
Rileyâs grip tightens around my waist as we turn to face him. Sandfordâs eyes rake over me, lingering on the hand that Riley has placed possessively on my waist.
âWhat do you want?â I snap.
He leans forward, a move that used to make my heart flutter but now only sends chills creeping down my spine.
Riley is quick to react, pushing Sandford away before he can get too close. âDonât even think about it,â Riley growls, his protective instincts kicking into high gear.
Sandford laughs, brushing off Rileyâs warning like itâs nothing.
But we all know Riley could take him down without breaking a sweat.
âSweety,â Sandford says with a sly smirk, using the same endearment he always did when he wanted something from me. But I am not that naive girl anymore. I have changed and I owe it all to him. He made me grow up fast.
âIâm not your sweety anymore,â I sneer, emphasizing each word. âI told you once and Iâm only telling you this twice, donât play me, I donât want anything to do with you. Get out of my way.â
But Sandford doesnât listen. He never did listen to anyone. âWhy didnât you call me back?â he demands, completely disregarding my previous statement. âI just want to talk.â
I swallow hard, trying to keep my composure in front of everyone watching us. âYou talked enough on TV,â I retort, remembering how he tried to twist the truth to make himself look like the victim.
That poor man.
His young, teenage protégé, all wild and naive, running away from the Olympics. The hate I got on social media made me cry myself to sleep, even though there was so much more I had to cry about.
âI never want to see you again. I mean it, Iâll get a restraining order if I have to.â
Sandford laughs, probably thinking about how broke I am and that I canât afford to come after him. But he has no idea how much Iâve earned from the show. If I win, Iâll finally have the means to track him down. And I will.
He reaches out to grab my arm in a desperate attempt to stop me from leaving. Before I can react, Riley is there, standing between us, his eyes shooting daggers at Sandford. Itâs then when I realize heâs half a head taller than him. âIf you touch her again, I will knock you out,â he warns.
Sandford looks up at him with a steely gaze, showing no signs of fear. âAnother sports career ruined over trifles? How pathetic.â
Trifles? He canât be serious.
The anger inside me boils over as I look at him and all the hurt heâs caused me.
âTrifles?â I say.
Riley doesnât throw a punch.
I do.
My fist connects with Sandfordâs jaw, but the pain shooting through my hand is nothing compared to the satisfaction rushing through me now.
âLeave me alone,â I spit, cradling my throbbing fingers. âI never want to see you again.â
Riley pulls me away before anything else can happen, leading me outside into the cool night air.
As we walk toward our waiting car, I lean against him for support, tears prickling at the corners of my eyes.
I let out a groan of pain as Riley quickly inspects my hand.
âOh no,â I mumble, realizing what Iâve just done. My hand. I need it.
I have never hit anyone before and I didnât even do it right.
But it was never just trifles and Sandford knows it.
âFuck. Hospital. Now. I think you broke your thumb,â Riley says.