Nerves are one thing, but this is another.
âHow are you holding up?â Priya asks from the makeup chair beside me, her knee bouncing up and down.
âUghh, I swear I might puke right here,â I say, gripping the armrests. âThree more shows, thatâs it. I just need to make it through three more.â
âYouâve got this.â Priya smiles reassuringly at me in the mirror. âYour routine is amazing. Theyâre kicking me out tonight. I know it.â
I box her slightly, she still winces.
âStop saying such nonsense. So is yours. No way theyâre kicking you out today, youâre incredible.â I watch as her makeup artist dusts shimmery shadow over Priyaâs lids.
Priyaâs voice trembles as she speaks, âI donât knowâ¦it just seems to get harder every week. The pressure, the constant trainingââ Her sentence is cut short as the artist applies a vibrant orange-red lipstick onto her lips. It looks amazing with her russet skin. The reddish brown paired with the orange dress of hers and that lipstick? Sheâs such a pretty babe and she doesnât even know it.
âDerek is coming to watch today. And Mason has been acting really strange about it.â
âSounds like someoneâs jealous,â I tease. âHas he asked you out yet?â
âWho?â she asks.
I chuckle. âThatâs part of what Iâm wondering.â I secretly hope Derek does ask her out, though.
âWell, Derek keeps texting, butâ¦I donât know. What if we go on a date and I have to tell himâyou know.â Her cheeks flush pink.
âIf heâs that much of a jerk and he rejects you just because youâre a virgin, thenââ
âSweeties, trust me,â Nora, my stylist, pipes up from behind me, âthat will only make him want you more. Men love the challenge.â
âBut Iâm not ready to sleep with just anyone,â Priya protests.
âPreach,â Nora agrees solemnly. We share an empathetic hum of understanding.
âThen donât,â I say. âTell him and watch his reaction.â Iâm not a fan of Derek, but I have to admit, heâs at least better than Mason.
Just then, Riley bursts in wearing only his studded black jeans, no shirt.
My jaw drops. Holy hell, has he been doing extra training? Or is it the studio light? Those abs areâ
âI canât find my top anywhere!â he exclaims, eyes wide with panic.
I know those abs all too well. But those jeans. The way theyâve styled him. Are his lips even moreâ
âLiora. The shirt for our number.â
I snap out of my hormone-addled daze. Right. Focus. Shirt. âIt has to be with the fitting team. Did you check there?â
âThey donât have it! Iâm freaking out, we go on in like ten minutes!â He runs a hand through his styled hair and I let out a shriek.
âDonât!â I and the stylist scream at the same time.
A wide smile stretches across my face as I glance at the stylist in the mirror. âJust donât destroy your hair and stay calm. Weâll find it.â
The makeup application is a breeze, and I eagerly hop off the stool to check myself out in the full-length mirror. My skintight scarlet dress is a perfect match to my bold red lipstick. These stylists really deserve more recognition for their talents.
âThank you, Nora. Youâre always incredible,â I say.
âThanks, darlinâ,â Nora says. âYouâre an easy canvas.â
Rileyâs gaze rakes over me appreciatively before he remembers the crisis at hand. âYou lookâ¦wow. Okay, wardrobe. I need a shirt. Like, now.â
Priya, Nora, and I exchange a glance before jumping into action, riffling through racks of costumes. I pray to the skating gods that we find something, and fast. This routine has to be flawless. Everything rides on it. But as the clock ticks down, my stomach only coils tighter. Where the hell is Rileyâs shirt? I notice the stylists searching for it, too, and hell breaks loose.
The jittery dread surges up my throat again.
Donât puke.
You cannot puke. You have makeup on.
Pull it together. Prove that you deserve to be here.
If only this didnât hold so much weight.
Iâm so close to success .
âStage call, five minutes!â the directorâs voice booms across backstage.
Crap.
I abandon the fruitless search and run to Riley.
Just as I reach him, a stylist I donât recognize runs up to us with his shirt in her hands, pointing out a large rip in the back of it. We exchange worried glances. Someone sabotaged us.
âWho,â Riley starts, but then the director calls for the last two minutes.
âGo shirtless,â I pant. âYouâre drop-dead gorgeous anyway.â
I basically leap into my skates.
Shit. Shit. Shit.
My fingers fumble with the laces as I yank my skates on.
âThree minutes!â someone yells.
In my haste, I notice something sharp jabbing into my heel. Then the ball of my foot. I wince but ignore it. No time. The other skate goes on, and I tug the laces tight.
âLia!â Riley screams.
Wobbling to my feet, I barely register his words because a searing pain lances through my foot and up my leg. I suck in a breath. What theâ Itâs fine. Mind over matter. I just need toâ
Holy shit. The moment I put all my weight on my shoes, agony explodes through my feet. Tears spring to my eyes immediately.
This cannot be happening. Not now. No.
âHey, you okay?â Rileyâs brows furrow in concern.
âFine,â I grit out. âGo.â
I limp forward, determined to push through. Iâm a pro. The show must go on.
He takes my trembling hand in his.
Hand in hand, we glide out.
Breathe. Smile. Dazzle them.
Even if it kills me.