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öszönöm, anya,â I say into the phone, the familiar words slipping effortlessly from my lips as I talk with my mother in Hungarian.
Sheâs called me five times already, all worried about where I am and if everythingâs okay. Well, itâs not, but thereâs no way Iâm telling Eszter James that. My mom would totally freak outâshe canât afford to come here and help in person, and I donât want her doing anything drastic. So, Iâve been telling her Iâm fine.
But honestly, Iâm not.
Even though I felt like a superhero with all the belief and power in the world after they told me Iâd made it to the next casting round, I couldnât find a cheap-ass apartment.
After a relentless search through the city, dodging yet another unsettling run-in with a dubious landlord, I now sit perched in Priyaâs cramped kitchen. Iâm so glad she gave me her number because even renting a car was too much for my savings. She lives in a cozy place where sunlight spills through rainbow lace curtains. Pictures and postcards cover the walls, each telling its own story about her five roommates, who seem to have vanished for the day.
Despite its modest size, thereâs an undeniable coziness to her apartment, with enough room for everyone to gather around the small table in the middle of the room. Each chair has a different shape and color.
âOf course, Iâll keep you updated,â I promise Mom. âBye, Szeretlek.â
Ending the call, I turn to Priya with a grateful smile. âMy mom is pleased Iâve found a place to stay for tonight, even if itâs just temporary. Seriously, thank you so much for letting me stay with you, even though we only met today.â
Priya waves off my concerns with genuine kindness shining in her eyes. âHey, Iâm alone in this city too. Iâm happy to finally talk with another skater. Weâve got to help each other out, right?â She cringes at the small kitchen and the tiny bathroom around the corner. âI know my apartment isnât much, just a mattress, and I guess my roommates will go to war with us at some point, but weâll make it work for some time. We can cuddle if needed.â
âItâs more than I could have hoped for, Priya, I swear Iâll return the favor somehow.â I plaster a smile on my face, but inside, I feel like Iâm drowning.
Itâs been a fucking rough day, starting with an early wake-up call, a three-hour flight from Orlando to NY, and a frantic rush to get to the TV set after that shitshow with Nina. And now, on top of it all, I was faced with the harsh reality of finding a place to stay in fucking New York overnight without any money. All my funds were tied up in rink fees and basic necessities.
This wasnât at all how I envisioned my big move to the city.
All the apartments I had lined up to check out were the worst, and one was even more frightening than the thought of living with Riley Huntington.
After cooking noodles for dinner, I tell Priya all about the absurd run-in with Riley and his assistant. Priyaâs reaction is priceless. She sinks into the chair across from me, mouth agape. âYouâre kidding. Are we talking about the Riley Huntington?â
âYup,â I confirm, taking a mouthful of noodles.
âI say again: youâre kidding.â
âNope.â
Priya quickly grabs her phone and proudly displays her lock screen, revealing a shirtless Riley. âOh. My. Gawd. Look! Iâm obsessed with him.â
I snicker at the sight. âThat guy is so in love with himself. Gross.â
âNo! Donât you ever use gross and him in one breath again! Heâs my baby, and he offered you to live with him! I think I might die right here and now. And you turned it down? Girl, I canât believe you!â
âWell, technically speaking, it was his assistant who offered it, and Iâm not an asset. I donât want to be his babysitter or whatever. What am I, his mother?â
I shake my head, but Priya just stares back at me incredulously, blinking several times. âI donât understand you.â
âI did speak English, right?â
She kicks me under the table and I cry out, âOuch, hey.â
âYouâre insane. Can I go instead of you?â
I laugh at her enthusiasm. âSure, I can text Nina if you like. Iâd be happy to live here instead.â
She shakes her head, blushing slightly. âNo, my parents would kill me. Iâm not allowed to live with a man before Iâm married. Pretty conservative, you know.â
âSorry to crush your dream.â
âBut you can live it for the both of us. Go to Riley, girl. Iâll even bring you to him, as selfless as I am.â She wiggles her eyebrows and I break out in a laugh.
Guilt suddenly swoons over me. She probably would love to sleep alone in a bed sheâs paying for. Shoot. âI promise Iâll find another place soon. Iâve been looking everywhere, but everything is either too expensive or in sketchy areas. Even car rentals are ridiculously pricey here, andââ
Priyaâs face softens. Her hand stretches out across the table and envelops mine. âLiora, I didnât mean it like that. You can stay as long as you need.â
I sigh in relief. âI honestly donât know how to thank you enough, but I will find a solution to this, I promise.â
A mischievous glint sparkles in Priyaâs eyes as she makes a playful suggestion. âI have an idea. You could tell me all about how Riley is living. And I mean all of it. Thatâs totally enough for me.â
My phone buzzes and itâs Nina. I sigh.
Itâs a photo of Rileyâs bathroom.
Nina: You could be bathing in here.
I sigh again and put the phone away.
Priya and I have been sleeping on a tiny mattress for two days, and my guilty conscience is eating away at me.
I wanted to split her rent, but she wouldnât take any money from me, so I bought food and cooked for the both of us after we practiced at a tiny rink around the corner. Mom sent me her killer recipes, so I tried to cook them for Priya. Naturally, Momâs version was way better but Priya loved it anyway. Her roommates are understandably unhappyâokay, thatâs understated, they absolutely hate it that we are now a group of seven people sharing the little space. I feel terrible about the situation.
When we first went to the rink, I gasped out loud at the cost. Twenty dollars per day, and only if I go at off-peak times. I tried to search for other ice rinks, but the ones that cost less are not in the city and the subway cost would add up, so it equals the same. Damn it. If Iâm unlucky and the producers donât cast me for Grace on Ice, I canât even afford to fly back to Orlando because Iâm that broke.
But I canât put my head in the sand just now, so I paid the rink fee and tried to come up with a decent routine for the next casting round while listening to my playlist. I tried to do a double axel and fell numerous times. I just need to train more, but once my time was up, I always had someone telling me to leave ASAP, and I started to think about Nina. That stupid arrangement would come with a nice apartment AND a rink.
As I browse the grocery store, getting some spaghetti for Priya and me, Nina sends me another picture. How does she always seem to know when Iâm thinking about her?
Sighing deeply, I look at Riley, teaching hockey to a group of kids. He looks genuinely happy, with a kid hanging off his shoulders and a big grin on his face. Seeing this, I feel a knot in my stomach. He just loves being in the spotlightâthis is nothing more than a PR stunt. Sure, it might look like giving back to the community, but itâs all part of Ninaâs job.
Nina: He teaches pro bono once a month, and letâs not forget all his donations to childrenâs hospitals and hockey programs!
Yeah, sheâs trying hard to influence me, but Iâm not buying it.
Liora: Nice try, but itâs not working.
I text back and slip my phone into my jeans pocket.
When I get back to Priyaâs apartment, she tells me weâve got an email. Theyâve postponed our second casting round because the third group had so many strong contestants. Apparently, they need another round to narrow them down first. Great. That means I have to wait another five days, which means more daily expenses with no payday in sight. This is going to be rough.
âCome on, it will be all right, letâs eat and go back to searching for some apartments,â Priya says and I nod. Sheâs right. It will be all right.
âUnbelievable. Two hundred dollars per night, a crappy room on Airbnb,â I say. âHow much do you pay for this room?â
âTwo thousand dollars,â she says, and I look at the mattress weâre sitting on. Thereâs not much space next to it. Sheâs got a tiny bookshelf stuffed with nothing but monster romance novels, and a nightstand that is her closet. Thatâs it. The room really is a shoe box.
âWild,â I say.
âAnd I had to book it months prior. My parents have a friend who knows a friend who owns it. Since itâs in such a good neighborhood, we just said yes.â
Shit. What if I canât find an apartment? âI think I need to vomit.â
My phone buzzes next to me and another message from Nina pops up. It shows a picture of Riley playing hockey with kids again. A girl with red locks is hugging his foot while he smiles at her.
âWhat is it?â Priya asks. âWhy are you frowning this hard?â
âNina is a PR girl through and through. Look.â I give her the phone and Priya swoons in less than two seconds, sheâs only missing the drool pooling out of her mouth.
âThis man is so hot.â
Nina: Did you find a place to live yet?
âShe canât be serious. She knows I didnât,â I say, stopping myself from pulling at my hair.
âGirl,â Priya says. âI think you should consider it.â
I wince, burying my face in my hands. âNo.â
Priya takes my phone, reading all the messages Nina has sent me over the past few days. She totally outdid herself, texting me more than Mom ever does. And thatâs practically a miracle, because I swear Mom has a PhD in texting.
Priya squeals. âJeez! Youâll get your own furniture! His PR firm is paying for everything you want, girl. Why donât you just say yes? Youâll live your dream, and I can crash at your place when my shoe box is killing me.â
âI canât.â
âWhy?â
I give her a wary glance. âHeâs, heâsâ¦heâs awful.â
âHeâs not.â
âDid we watch the same videos about him?â
âProbably not.â
âHeâs got problems.â
âHeâs a hockey player, Liora. They all fight. Itâs hot.â
âItâs not.â
Priya nudges me. âCome on, give him a chance. Iâll be your backup plan. You can call me anytime, and Iâll come get you, or call the police if needed.â
I roll my eyes. âYou donât know him. You just have a celeb crush.â
âYes, that might be true,â Priya admits with a slight blush, âbut just think about the offer. Did you see his apartment? Itâs in a safe neighborhood, unlike the areas weâve been looking at. I think itâs your safest option to live with him.â
âNo, I donât have the time to do whatever his PR people want me to do. I need to focus on the show, Priya.â
âOkay, okay,â she says. âIâm just not sure if we can find something in this short time, but Iâll do everything I can.â
âThank you.â
âAlways.â
I scroll through a terrible one-room listing on Craigslist. One thousand dollars a month for a room shared with another guy, located over an hour away from set. Yep. Not gonna happen.
Iâm on the verge of launching into a tirade when Priyaâs doorbell rings.
She jumps up. âOh, I think thatâs the new dress I ordered for the next casting round. Yay!â
My stomach drops. I canât afford a new dress. Theyâll get what I can afford. My old dress. I just hope it wonât fall off.
As I scroll through various Facebook groups, I hear a sharp gasp from Priya.
My body tenses in response.
âWhatâs wrong?â I yell, but she doesnât respond.
Panic rising, I grab the closest object within reachâa long, metal shoehornâand sprint out of the room, my heart pounding in my ears.
When I reach the living room, I freeze at the sight before me: Priya is standing motionless in front ofâ¦Riley.
Sheâs as still as a statue, not even flinching until she lets out an ear-splitting shriek and covers her mouth. And then he looks at me like Iâm the one causing all the commotion.
I can feel the tension in my body loosening, but my grip on the shoehorn remains tight as I watch him. Every inch of his muscular form fills the door frame, making it seem like weâre living in a dollhouse. His black hair is pulled back with a blue sweatband and his hands casually rest in his gray sweatpants, which match perfectly with his Falcons hoodie.
I lift my chin with defiance, refusing to let him unravel me completely.
He nods to the shoehorn. âIs this a threat or are you flirting with me?â
When he flashes a smirk that could charm the socks off a sloth, I swear I hear Priya swoon, clinging to the wall next to her like itâs the last lifeboat on the Titanic.
I lower the shoehorn and stride toward him. âItâs definitely a threat. Believe me, if I was flirting with you, youâd know it.â He lifts a black brow in amusement, and I quickly add, âFor a second there, I thought we were getting robbed. So, whatâs up with you?â
He scoffs. âYou really think a shoehorn would have made a difference?â
Shrugging, I twirl the curved end of the horn between my fingers. âOh, trust me. In the right hands, this little beauty can work magic.â
âThe right hands, huh?â His voice trails off as he leans casually against the door frame. âThose hands of yours are pretty small.â
âSmall hands, maybe. But Iâve got a talent for making the most of what Iâve got. Want me to show you?â
He grins, and Iâd never admit it out loud, but that look heâs giving me makes my heart jump in a very funny way.
But Iâm not the only one in the room with this problem, because Priya squeals again, shattering the strange tension between us.
âI canât believe itâs you,â she says.
The good friend I am, I rush to her and pull her behind me. Sheâs going to hate herself for being so embarrassingly starstruck. I guess itâs like being drunk. You donât know what you say until youâre sober again.
âWhat do you want?â I try to sound as casual as I can.
Priya does another funny sound behind my back and Riley nods to the hallway. âCan we, um, can we speak outside? Alone?â
I narrow my eyes. Why would he want to speak to me alone? Anything he wants to say, he can say in front of Priya. âDepends on why youâre here?â
âBecause.â
My eyebrow shoots up to my forehead. âBecause?â Thatâs all he has to say?
Has he taken one too many hits to the head?
He straightens his posture and slides both hands into the pockets of his sweatpants again. When he bites his lip nervously, I resist the urge to roll my eyes. If this is his usual seduction tactic, heâs barking up the wrong tree.
Riley signals for me to follow him, but I fold my arms and shoot him a defiant look. Iâm no dog to be ordered around just because he thinks heâs some kind of ice prince.
A sharp poke on my shoulder causes me to spin around and I face a furious Priya. Sheâs silently mouthing every swear word known to mankind, her eyes nearly popping out of their sockets as she emphatically gestures toward him, insisting that I talk to him.
I dramatically roll my eyes and make wild hand gestures back, signaling that heâs completely bonkers, entitled, and I have zero intention of following him just because heâs famous.
Priya looks confused, but before I can continue my silent protest, she wrenches me around and shoves me toward him.
Thanks for the backup, Priya.
I come to an abrupt halt, narrowly avoiding a collision with this massive mountain of a man. I regain my balance and quickly smooth out my hair.
I look up, and his eyes catch the light, revealing a mesmerizing shade of whiskey.
Damn. Those eyes could drown a girl. Drown me.
No, not me. Never.
He grins, obviously enjoying my reaction, and I grind my teeth. I canât hide how I stared at himâheâs infuriatingly irresistible. But itâs just looks.
I narrow my eyes, trying to mask the unwanted attraction, but he grins like he just won sexiest man alive.
âDonât get any ideas,â I snap, trying to ignore the way my heart flutters.
He leans in a little closer. âYou mean because you checked me out?â
âHardly. I was just wondering how someone so infuriating can also be soâ¦â
âCharming?â
âI was going to say insufferable.â
âWell, lucky for you, Iâm both.â
I roll my eyes. âOkay. Fine. Just letâs get this over with.â I nod behind him.
He smiles, a flicker of something more serious passing through his eyes. âPerfect.â