Joelleâs gaze instinctively shot upward, her reaction betraying her inner turmoil. She did want to know where Rafael wasânot to invade his life, not to reopen old wounds, but just to be certain that he was okay.
Adrian picked up on this and played his hand. âIâll drive you home. We can talk on the way.â
Joelle agreed reluctantly, getting into the car. As she settled into the passenger seat beside him, she realized it had been years since she had found herself in this exact position. A wave of nostalgia swept over her.
She remembered a time when she had been younger, filled with passion, loving recklessly without weighing the consequences. But life had slowly stripped her of that wild abandon, leaving behind someone who meticulously calculated every risk and weighed every decision, always conscious of what could be lost.
Outside, light rain began to patter on the windshield, the wipers moving with a steady hum as they worked. Inside the car, the air was thick, suffocating, heavy with the unspoken weight of Adrianâs presence.
Joelle inhaled deeply before breaking the silence. âJust tell me now.â
âRafaelâs left the country.â
âWhere did he go?â
âHeâs chasing the person responsible for his fatherâs death. Heâs out for revenge.â
Joelle didnât feel the relief she expected. Instead, her worry deepened. âCan you reach him?â
âNo. These are just bits of information Iâve pieced together from various places. Heâs gone to great lengths to stay off the radar.â
Joelle fell into a contemplative silence. It made sense. If Rafael didnât want to be found, no one could find him. All she could do was hope, silently pray that he remained safe. Adrian stole a glance at her, noticing the constant furrow in her brow, aware that every flicker of emotion across her face was for Rafael, not for him.
âIf you want, I could help bring him back.â
âNo, thanks.â Joelle shook her head, turning to the window. âThis is better.â
âYouâre probably right,â Adrian said quietly. âNot like us.â
Her fingers curled into tight fists, anger rising like a tide within her. âAdrian, do you think you can just talk about our past like itâs some casual memory?â
The wounds heâd left on her heart were still raw, barely healing. Every scar he had inflicted burned, a constant reminder of the pain she had carried. Rafael had been her refuge, her solace from the storm Adrian had created. And now, even that had been ripped away from her.
Just seeing Adrian again had unearthed memories of her first marriageâmemories steeped in bitterness, resentment, and humiliation.
âStop the car!â she demanded.
Adrian, sensing her fury and fearing she could follow through, slammed on the brakes. The rain had intensified, drumming harder against the car, and Joelle hadnât brought an umbrella. But that didnât stop her from reaching for the door handle.
âJoelle, wait!â Adrian grabbed her arm, pulling her back in, trying to reason with her. âI told you, I want to make things right! Iâve been searching for you and our kid for three years. Do you have any idea what those three years have been like for me?â
âAdrian, donât you dare try to turn your three years of regret into my burden!â
âOkay, okay. Iâm not trying to push that on you.â Adrian held her by the shoulders. âBut I know I hurt you. Canât you give me a second chance? Rafaelâs gone. Let me take care of you and the kids.â
Joelle shoved him away with all the strength she could muster, but exhaustion had wrapped itself around her bones. She was tired, but Adrian wasnât budging.
It was as though all the weight of the past few weeks had come crashing down on her at that moment, leaving her powerless to fight back.
âWhat gives you the right to take care of us? Who in the universe do you think you are? I fought so hard to leave you, to escape that nightmare! I donât want you in my life anymore!â
Without warning, Adrian pulled her into his arms, his voice soft and coaxing as she sobbed against him. âJoelle, I used to see you as my sister. You remember how I treated you before we got married. Canât we go back to that? Back to how things were?â
Joelle gripped Adrianâs shirt tightly, shaking her head repeatedly. Once, she had adored him, seeing everything through those soft, rose-tinted lenses of early love. But after the wedding, the cracks began to show. She saw him for what he truly wasâa man as cold and distant as ever, with bitterness simmering beneath the surface. The man she had fallen in love with had long since disappeared.
âAdrian, I canât do this anymore. Please stop pushing me.â
Adrian didnât respond, simply pulling her closer, holding her in the silence until her sobs finally ebbed away. When the weight of the moment lifted, he quietly drove her home.
âCan I see Aurora for a bit?â Adrian asked.
In recent days, Aurora had been moody, waking up from her dreams and calling out for her father. Joelle, emotionally drained, couldnât manage it any longer.
âYeah, you can spend some time with her.â
âThanks.â
But the moment Aurora spotted Adrian, her entire demeanor changed. âGo away! I hate you!â
âAurora! Thatâs rude!â
âI hate you! I want my daddy!â Aurora shrieked, her tiny hands flinging toys at Adrian. She believed that Adrian had driven Rafael away.
Joelle knelt beside her, trying to soothe the wild tempest that only a child mid-tantrum could summon. But reasoning with a child in the throes of such emotions was like trying to calm a hurricane with a whisper. Impossible!
Adrian crouched down, taking Auroraâs small hand in his. âHow about we play together for a bit? Would you like that?â
âNo! Youâre a bad guy! I only want my daddy to play with me!â And with that, she lashed out, slapping Adrian hard across the face.
Joelle had reached her limit. âAurora, go stand in the corner. Now! You need to think about what youâve just done. Weâll talk once youâve settled down.â
Her tone was firm, leaving no room for argument. Aurora, sensing the seriousness, obeyed reluctantly. In her eyes, her daddy no longer loved her, and now, her mommy didnât either.
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