My brothers are down in the basement, suiting up. Or at least, Dante and Nero are. Sebastian is still at the hospital with my father. His knee is fucked, that much is certain. Ribs are broken, too. I canât bear the look of misery on his face. His season is ruined. Possibly the rest of his career. God, he might not even walk right after this.
And itâs all my fault.
The guilt is like a shroud, wrapping around and around and around my head. Each glance at Sebastian, each memory of my idiocy, is like another layer wrapping around my face. Soon it will smother me.
I wanted to stay with Sebastian, but Papa snapped at me to go home.
There I found Dante and Nero strapping on bulletproof vests and ammo belts, arming themselves with half the guns in the house.
âWhere are you going?â I ask them nervously.
âWeâre going to kill Callum Griffin, obviously,â Nero says. âMaybe the rest of his family, too. I havenât decided yet.â
âYou canât hurt Nessa,â I say quickly. âShe didnât do anything wrong.â
Neither did Riona, but I donât have the same sense of charity toward her.
âMaybe Iâll just break her knee, then,â Nero says carelessly.
âWeâre not doing anything to Nessa,â Dante growls. âThis is between us and Callum.â
By the time theyâre ready to leave, they look like a cross between Rambo and Arnold Schwarzenegger in Predator.
âLet me come with you,â I beg.
âNo fucking way,â Nero says.
âCome on!â I shout. âIâm part of this family, too. Iâm the one that helped Sebastian get away, remember?â
âYouâre the one who got him in that mess to start with,â Nero hisses at me. âNow weâre going to clean it up. And youâre staying here.â
He shoulder-checks me on his way by, knocking me roughly against the wall.
Dante is marginally kinder, but equally serious.
âStay here,â he says. âDonât make this worse.â
I donât give a shit what they say. The moment they leave, Iâm out the door, too. So I follow them up the stairs, not knowing exactly what Iâm going to do, but knowing Iâm not going to be left here waiting like a naughty puppy.
But before Dante is even halfway up the stairs, his phone buzzes in his pocket.
He picks up, saying, âWhat is it?â in a tone that makes me certain that itâs Papa on the other end of the line.
Dante waits, listening, for a long time. Then he says, âI understand.â
He hangs up. Heâs looking at me with the strangest expression on his face.
âWhat is it?â Nero says.
âTake off that vest,â Dante says to Nero. âAida, go change your clothes.â
âWhy? Into what?â
âSomething clean that doesnât look like shit,â he snaps at me. âDo you own anything like that?â
Maybe. Possibly not, by Danteâs standards.
âFine,â I say. âBut where are we going?â
âWeâre going to meet with the Griffins. Papa said to bring you.â
Well. Shit.
I didnât much enjoy my last meeting with Callum Griffin.
Iâm really not looking forward to a second. I doubt his temper was improved by a swim in the lake.
And what to wear to such an event?
I think the only dress I own is the Wednesday Adams costume I wore last Halloween.
I settle on a gray turtleneck and slacks, even though itâs too hot for that, because itâs about the only thing I have thatâs sober and clean.
When I pull the shirt over my head, it sets the knot on the back of my skull throbbing again, reminding me how Callum Griffin shoved me aside like a rag doll. Heâs strong under that suit. Iâd like to see him face off against Dante or Neroâwhen he doesnât have his bodyguard along for the ride.
Thatâs what we should doâtell them we want a meeting, then ambush the motherfuckers. Callum had no problem attacking us on the pier. We should return the favor.
Iâm amping myself up the whole time Iâm getting dressed, so Iâm practically vibrating with tension by the time I slide into the back of Danteâs Escalade.
âWhere are we meeting them?â I ask him.
âAt The Brass Anchor,â Dante says shortly. âNeutral ground.â
It only takes a few minutes to drive to the restaurant on Eugenie Street. Itâs past midnight now, and the building is dark, the kitchen closed. However, I see Fergus Griffin waiting out front, along with two bruisers. Wisely, he didnât bring the shit stain that stomped on Sebastianâs leg.
I donât see Callum anywhere. Looks like Daddy put him in time-out.
We wait in the SUV until Papa pulls up as well. Then all four of us get out at the same time. When Dante slides out of the front seat, I see the bulge under his jacket that shows heâs still carrying. Good. Iâm sure Nero is, as well.
As we walk toward Fergus Griffin, his eyes are fixed on me and me alone. Heâs looking me up and down, like heâs evaluating every aspect of my appearance and demeanor on some kind of chart inside of his head. He doesnât look very impressed.
Thatâs fine, because to me he looks just as cold and arrogant and phony-genteel as his son. I refuse to drop his gaze, stubbornly staring straight back at him without a hint of remorse.
âSo this is the little arsonist,â Fergus says.
I could tell him it was an accident, but thatâs not strictly true. And Iâm not apologizing to these bastards.
Instead I say, âWhereâs Callum? Did he drown?â
âLuckily for you, he did not,â Fergus replies.
Papa, Dante, and Nero close rank around me. They might be angry as hell that I got us into this mess, but theyâre not going to stand for anyone threatening me.
âDonât talk to her,â Dante says roughly.
With a little more tact, Papa says, âYou wanted a meeting. Letâs go inside and have one.â
Fergus nods. His two men enter the restaurant first, making sure it really is empty inside. This place belongs to Ellis Foster, a restaurateur and broker who has connections to both the Irish and our family. Thatâs why itâs neutral ground.
Once weâre all inside, Fergus says to my father, âI think itâs best if we speak alone.â
Papa slowly nods.
âWait here,â he says to my brothers.
Papa and Fergus disappear into one of the private dining rooms, closed off by double glass doors. I can see their outlines as they sit down together, but I canât make out any details of their expressions. And I canât hear a word theyâre saying.
Dante and Nero pull a couple of chairs out from the nearest table. Fergusâs men do the same at a table ten feet away. My brothers and I sit along the same side, so we can glare across at Fergusâs goons while we wait.
That keeps us occupied for about ten minutes. But looking at their ugly mugs is pretty boring. Waiting in general is boring. Iâd like to get a drink from the bar, or maybe even poke into the kitchen for a snack.
The second I start to rise up from my seat, Dante says, âDonât even think about it,â without looking at me.
âIâm hungry,â I tell him.
Nero has his knife out and heâs playing with it. He can do all sorts of tricks. The blade is so sharp that if he made a mistake, heâd lop off a finger. But he hasnât made one yet.
It might look like heâs trying to intimidate Griffinâs men, but itâs not for their benefit. He does this all the time.
âI donât understand how youâre the one that eats the most out of any of us,â Nero says, without looking up from his knife.
âI donât!â
âHow many times have you eaten today already? Tell the truth.â
âFour,â I lie.
âBullshit,â Nero scoffs.
âIâm not as worried about my figure as you are,â I tease him.
Nero is vain about his appearance. With good reasonâall my brothers are handsome, but Nero has that male-model prettiness that seems to make girlsâ panties spontaneously combust. I donât know a single girl who hasnât slept with him, or tried to.
Itâs a weird thing to know about your own brother, but weâre all pretty open with each other. Thatâs what comes of living in the same house for so long, with no mom around to keep them from treating me like just another little brother.
And thatâs how I like it. Iâm not anti-womanâIâve got no problem with girls who want to be pretty or feminine or sexy or whatever the hell. I just donât want to be âtreated like a girl,â if that makes sense. I want to be treated as myself, for better or worse. Nothing more or nothing less. Just Aida.
Aida who is bored out of her mind.
Aida who is starting to get sleepy.
Aida who is heartily regretting annoying the Griffins, if only because Iâm going to be trapped here until the end of time while Fergus and Papa talk and talk and talk forever . . .
And then finally, almost three hours later, the two patriarchs come out of the private dining room, both looking somber and resigned.
âWell?â Dante says.
âItâs settled,â Papa replies.
He sounds like a judge pronouncing a sentence. I donât like his tone one bit, or the expression on his face. Heâs looking at me mournfully.
As we head outside, he says to Nero, âTake my car back. Iâm going to drive home with Aida.â
Nero nods and gets in Papaâs Mercedes. Dante climbs into the driverâs side of the SUV, and Papa gets in the back with me.
I definitely donât like this at all.
I turn to face him, not bothering with my seatbelt.
âWhat is it?â I say. âWhat did you decide?â
âYouâre going to marry Callum Griffin in two weeks,â Papa says.
This is so ridiculous that I actually laughâa weird, barking sound that fades away in the silent car.
Papa is watching me, the lines on his face more deeply engraved than ever. His eyes look completely black in the dim light inside the car.
âYou canât be serious,â I say.
âI am absolutely serious. This is not up for debate. Itâs settled with the Griffins.â
âIâm not getting married!â I say. âEspecially not to that psychopath.â
I look to the driverâs seat for Danteâs support. Heâs staring straight forward at the road, hands clenched on the steering wheel.
My father looks exhausted.
âThis feud has been going on too long,â he says. âItâs an ember that smolders and smolders and continually bursts into flame, burning down everything weâve worked for. The last time we had an eruption, you lost two of your uncles. Our family is smaller than it should be, because of the Griffins. The same is true for them. Too many people lost on both sides, down through the generations. Itâs time for that to change. Itâs time for the opposite to happen. We will align together. We will prosper together.â
âWhy do I have to get married for that to happen?â I shout. âThat wonât help anything! Because Iâm going to murder that bastard the moment I see him!â
âYouâll do as youâre told!â my father snaps. I can see that his patience is at an end. Itâs 3:00 in the morning. Heâs tired, and he looks old. He is old, really. He was forty-eight when he had me. Heâs nearly seventy now.
âIâve spoiled you,â he says, fixing me with those black eyes. âLet you run wild. Youâve never had to face the consequences of your actions. Now you will. You lit the match that started this particular blaze. Itâs you who will have to put it out again. Not by violence, but by your own sacrifice. Youâll marry Callum Griffin. Youâll bear the children that will be the next generation of our mutual lineage. That is the agreement. And you will uphold it.â
This is some kind of fucking nightmare.
Iâm getting married?
Iâm having fucking babies?!
And Iâm supposed to do it with the man I hate worse than anyone on this planet?
âHe crippled Sebastian!â I shout, my last-ditch effort to express how utterly revolting this man is to me.
âThatâs as much on your head as his,â Papa says coldly.
Thereâs nothing I can say in response to that.
Because deep down, I know that itâs true.