ðððððððð . ðµð¢ðºðð°ð³ ð´ð¸ðªð§ðµ
â I don't wanna look at anything else now that i saw you, i don't wanna think of anything else now that i thought of you. I've been sleeping so long in a twenty year dark night, and now i see daylight, i only see ð¥ð¢ðºððªð¨ð©ðµ... â
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ð¥ð¨ð³ð¬ð¹ð°ð¬ ð¦ð°ð³ðºð¶ðµ has spent years in the spotlight, baring her soul through music and openly discussing the struggles that shaped herâadhd, borderline personality disorder, and an eating disorder she brushed off as "stress and anxiety." at just 21, she's one of the most talked-about artists of her generation, her latest album, aftercare, proving to be her most vulnerable and successful work yet.
but nothing could have prepared her for the moment she accidentally exposed her deepest secretâher undying love for billie eilishâon live television. what started as a casual late-night interview turned into a viral moment when valerie, caught up in emotion, admitted that billie had unknowingly saved her life. she assumed billie didn't even know who she was. she assumed wrong.
billie sees the interview. and then she calls.
what starts as a simple collaboration turns into something neither of them saw comingâa connection so intense it blurs the lines between admiration and something deeper. but with valerie's self-destructive tendencies and billie's own complicated past, their relationship becomes a whirlwind of late-night studio sessions, secret rendezvous, and emotions too big to handle.
as their worlds collide in ways they never imagined, valerie and billie must navigate fame, mental health, and the weight of falling in love when you've spent your whole life trying to outrun yourself.
it was never just about the music. it was always about her.
â â ï¹ cast ! â´ï¸Â â
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twenty oneâ scorpioâlesbian
ê£à§ ðððððð 'ðððð' ðððððð . ð£ðªðððªð¦ ð¦ðªððªð´ð©
twenty oneâ sagittarius âunlabeled
ê£à§ ððððð 'ððððð' ððð . ð¢ðð¦ð¹ð¢ ð¥ð¦ð®ðªð¦
twenty oneâ capricorn âbisexual
000. this book desperately needed some editing done, and im free literally all day so i finally decided to do it now
001. this entire layout is inspired by ellawritesz so credits to her for the entire layout idea!
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003. this book may contain some talk about mental issues, fights, cussing, and eventually smut (literally one chapter and its a bonus chapter but still)
004. thank you sososooo much for all the love on this book and 100k reads??? thats crazy. i love you all so much!! enjoy!