Big Shot (3)
Ironically, human relationships are all like that.
The one who's more desperate usually becomes the underdog.
Like right now.
âOne more.â
âAh, here.â
âAhhhhh.â
I refilled my Sprite and drank it.
The old man seemed eager to continue the conversationâ¦
â¦but no way.
âDo you have Coke too?â
âHaha, you must be homesick.â
âAhhhhh!â
This is the life.
My whole body trembled at the refreshing taste of carbonation, something I hadnât had in a long time.
But I decided to stop abusing my drink privileges.
âHe knows what Sprite and Coke are, so he must have been to our world. But how did they get here? They didnât open the âGate of the Abyssââ¦â
Various questions filled my mind.
âIf I could just figure out how they did it, could I go home without climbing the floors?â
Of course, it was just a thought, I wasnât that desperate. Honestly, my biggest concern these days was whether I even had to go back.
I had already adapted to this world.
Although it was a bit inconvenient, it was a livable place.
Yeah, even without carbonated drinks.
âHaha, seeing you so happy makes me happy too. Do you want another one?â
âNo, Iâm good.â
âReally?â
Auril Gabis tilted his head and then asked me the same question as before.
Butâ¦
âItâs my turn now, isnât it?â
He coughed awkwardly as I rebuked him.
âAhem, ah, I apologize. I got carried away. Youâre right, itâs your turn, so ask me anything.â
What the hell, he didnât even answer my questions properly.
I said firmly,
âNo more questions.â
âHuh?â
What do you mean âhuhâ?
How shameless.
âWhatâs the point? I canât even tell if youâre telling the truth or not.â
The old man looked indignant as I pointed out his underhanded tactic of using a lie detector.
âBut Iâve never lied!â
Yeah, thatâs right.
He just didnât tell me the important parts.
His actions actually made me trust him more.
Butâ¦
âItâs still unfair, isnât it?â
This old man could just change the subject when it was uncomfortable, but I couldnât even stay silent.
ââ¦What do you want me to do?â
Wellâ¦
I pretended to think for a while and then spoke.
âHow about I ask ten questions, and then you ask one?â
âWhatâ¦?â
The old man exclaimed in disbelief.
Damn it, was that too much?
I quickly made an excuse.
âIn the first place, Iâm taking a huge risk just by talking to you.â
âRisk?â
âI donât know how this will change the future.â
It was a line that implied the risks I was taking and the value of information from twenty years in the future.
Butâ¦
âWhat? Hahahahaha!â
Auril Gabis burst into laughter as if he had heard something truly funny.
It was so hearty that I felt offended.
I wasnât telling a joke.
âAh, sorry for laughing suddenly.â
He cleared his throat and composed himself as I just stared at him.
Andâ¦
âItâs just⦠I didnât expect that. Well, itâs understandable from your perspective, butâ¦â
Auril Gabis continued.
âYou canât change anything with the Fragment of Records.â
That was why he laughed.
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My mind momentarily short-circuited.
But even after regaining my composure and thinking about it again, I couldnât understand.
So I just asked him directly.
âWhat do you mean I canât change anything?â
âAh, is that a âquestionâ?â
Uhâ¦
ââ¦â¦.â
I felt speechless.
I suddenly wanted another sip of Sprite.
âHaha, Iâm just kidding.â
Auril Gabis chuckled and answered my question.
âItâs difficult to explain the concept of time and causality to you now, so just know this.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âWhich came first, the chicken or the egg? The order isnât important. The history of the universe only happened once.â
I didnât understand what he meant by the history of the universe.
But I understood what he was trying to say, even if I didnât know the principle.
So, this old man was sayingâ¦
âYouâre saying that no matter what I do here, the future wonât change?â
âThatâs right. Once a timeline has been observed, it canât be changed.â
âSimply put.â
âNo matter what you think or do here. No matter what conversation we have. Itâs already happened in the past.â
Understanding and accepting were two different things.
I understood the theoryâ¦
But what about Dwarkey?
The letters I left at the sanctuary?
So no matter what I did, nothing would change?
âThereâs no way.â
I decided to take his words with a grain of salt. This old man wasnât omniscient.
He didnât even know I had cleared the original game.
âYou donât seem to believe me.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âWell, youâll understand when you finish what you have to do here and return. What it means to be called by fate.â
Auril Gabis then changed the subject and returned to our original conversation.
âSo about fairness⦠ten questions is a bit much. How about three for one?â
Geez, heâs taking advantage of me while Iâm confused.
I focused on the negotiation, deciding to think about the history of the universe later.
âThree is too few. How about five for one?â
ââ¦Arenât you being too shameless? Although information from twenty years in the future is valuable, the things I know are no less valuable.â
Auril Gabis frowned as if his pride was hurt.
Well, I could understand.
If you asked a hundred players from Earth, all of them would be interested in the information Auril Gabis had and think it was more valuable.
Butâ¦
âThen donât do it if you think that way.â
The value of water is relative.
To a thirsty person, a drop of water is more valuable than a hundred pounds of gold.
âFive questions for one. Take it or leave it.â
I gave him my final offer.
Thatâs whenâ¦
âThese damn bastardsâ¦â
â¦the old manâs expression hardened.
I was nervous, thinking I might have crossed a line, butâ¦
âAh, I apologize. I wasnât talking about you. Itâs just that those guys I saw earlier are breaking the rules again.â
Fortunately, it wasnât because of me.
He even seemed worried that I might have misunderstood.
âIt seems like I have to go now. How about we continue this conversation next month? Iâll think about the fairness issue.â
Although it was sudden, I didnât show my disappointment. If I did, our negotiation might fall apart.
âOkay.â
I nodded as if I wasnât in a hurry, and he waved his hand.
Andâ¦
ââ¦Iâm back.â
â¦I was lying in bed in my room when I came to my senses.
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[00:00].
I checked the time, midnight on the 15th, and then lay down and tried to sleep.
Of course, sleep didnât come easily.
Countless thoughts, worries, and anxieties flashed through my mind.
But the sun still rose.
ââ¦Nothing has changed.â
I got dressed and headed towards the library as soon as I woke up.
That the future wouldnât change no matter what I did?
That it was meaningless since it had already happened in the past?
So what?
That couldnât be a reason for me to just stay still.
There was a chance that Auril Gabis, that old man, was mistaken.
The probability was zero if I didnât do anything.
âSheâs not here today.â
I went to the library, but Raven wasnât there.
Where did this kid go?
Did she get in trouble for electrocuting someone?
ââ¦She didnât come after all.â
I waited until the time Raven usually went home, but she didnât appear.
It was the same the next day.
ââ¦Damn it, this is making me worried.â
I regretted not finding out where she lived, but I continued to visit the library. Raven finally appeared the next day.
âWhy didnât you come for the past few days?â
âI had something to do. What about you?â
âJustâ¦â
Raven answered vaguely and sat down, starting to read a book.
But thenâ¦
âWhy do you keep turning your head?â
âIâm not.â
No, you are.
And your hair is a mess.
âCome here.â
âNo.â
âThen Iâll go to you.â
I strode towards Raven and moved her bangs aside.
And I barely managed to control myself.
âSo thatâs why she was hiding it.â
There was a large bruise around Ravenâs eye.
âWho did this?â
ââ¦It doesnât matter.â
Damn it, how do I get her to talk?
As I was sighingâ¦
â¦Raven looked at me cautiously and muttered, as if trying to comfort me.
ââ¦Donât worry about it. I just came home late and my mom found out I was at the library.â
I felt a bitter taste in my mouth.
Aside from the fact that this child was beaten up by her motherâ¦
âCame home lateâ¦â
She was always on time.
Then how did she end up coming home late?
âDid you wait for me and come home late?â
ââ¦â¦.â
Raven remained silent, and her silence was a clear answer.
Well, she did say ânoâ belatedlyâ¦
But it was too late.
âForget about me, tell me about the labyrinth. We were talking about it before.â
ââ¦Where did we leave off?â
âThe Doppelganger Forest. We talked about how doppelgangers are good at playing dead. But thatâs not very interesting, so tell me something else.â
I told her stories about the labyrinth, as if entertaining a child, and then it was time for Raven to go home.
âThen Iâll be going.â
âOkay.â
âAre you⦠coming tomorrow?â
âIf nothing comes up.â
Raven left the library after hearing my answer.
So I also left.
Andâ¦
âShould I follow her?â
I started following Raven.
I didnât want to get involved in her family mattersâ¦
âBut she didnât do anything wrong.â
Damn it, this was crossing the line.