Noark doesn't reject evil spirits.
So unlike on the surface, there are quite a few people who live openly as evil spirits. In fact, judging by our previous conversations, even Amelia, who was born here, didn't seem to be hostile towards evil spirits.
Howeverâ¦
âIt would become a permanent weakness if I admitted it.â
Bjorn Yandel is an evil spirit.
That sentence was my Achilles' heel.
A bomb that could destroy my social life and even threaten my life.
And Amelia now had the button to that bomb.
Of course, we were on good terms nowâ¦
âBut no one knows what will happen in the future.â
What if something happened and our relationship soured?
I wouldnât be able to sleep properly, and even if there were no problems, it would still be a source of anxiety.
If she decided to use me, I would be treated like a slave.
Thereforeâ¦
âAmelia Rainwales, are you insulting me?â
I spoke in a low voice, like a growling beast.
Evil spirits donât lose their memories?
It could be a made-up story to test me.
No, even if it was true that the pill had that characteristic, I had to make it seem like it was a defective productâ
âWhat will you do if I am?â
ââ¦Huh?â
Iâve never met someone this boldâ¦
Amelia spoke before I could even recover from my shock.
âAre you going to attack me? Even though it will be more difficult to obtain the item the Lord is keeping without my help?â
ââ¦Donât test my patience.â
Amelia scoffed at my words.
âThat just proves youâre not that angry. You would have already attacked me if you were. Like the other barbarians.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âCome to think of it, it was strange from the beginning. I told you to beg for your life on a warriorâs honor, and you didnât even hesitate.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âAnd now youâre talking about insults? Donât you think itâs a bit funny?â
Damn it, is this karma?
I was speechless.
So I had only one option left.
âYou must be crazy to mock a barbarian.â
It was an ultimatum.
I knew I would be at a disadvantage if I hesitated any longer.
I was gathering my strength whenâ¦
âWhy, are you really thinking of attacking me? Like you did to that Evil Spirit Hunter who came to see you?â
Huh?
She even knows about that?
ââ¦You investigated me?â
âThere were too many suspicious things about you. Not just me, but everyone must have done it. Well, they probably all dismissed their suspicions after you received a noble title.â
Amelia continued without giving me a chance to speak.
âBut to think youâre really an evil spirit. Youâre quite skilled. How did you even get a noble title? Even if the Secret Security Department cleared you, the royal family would have done their own investigation since itâs a title bestowal.â
Uh, there wasnât an investigation.
But whatever, thatâs good.
I could use this.
âCanât you believe that I got it because Iâm not an evil spirit?â
I said confidently, but Amelia immediately refuted me.
âLike I said, only evil spirits donât lose their memories after taking that pill.â
âIt was a defectiveââ
âThatâs impossible.â
Is she being stubborn?
No matter how hard I tried to explain, she wouldnât listen.
What should I do?
As I was contemplating, Amelia muttered something.
ââ¦Hmm, now that I think about it, the royal family might have known and turned a blind eye. You were practically a hero in the city back then.â
Damn it, what is she talking about?
I wanted to know what she meant, but I held back, knowing that it would be the same as admitting it.
But did my expression betray me?
âYou donât seem to understand.â
âNo, not at all. Why would I even be curious about that?â
Amelia chuckled at my denial.
âYouâre still not going to admit it, are you?â
âOf course. Iâm not an evil spirit.â
âWell, thatâs like you. Whatever. Itâs not like thereâs no solution.â
Amelia then took out a disc the size of a compass from her subspace pocket.
It was an item I couldnât not know.
âCrazy, why is that here?â
No. 7234 Distorted Trust.
A consumable item that prevented anyone within a 10-meter radius from lying, and the one that caused all that chaos in the Doppelganger Forest.
âI didnât see it when you were unpacking at the trading company.â
âI bought it separately when I was living in the city. I thought it might be useful in a city like this. I didnât expect to use it on you first, though.â
Right, so she had already simulated how to use her cards against me.
âJudging by your expression, it seems like I donât have to explain what this is. Well, an evil spirit would know, wouldnât they?â
Click.
Amelia pressed the button on the top of âDistorted Trustâ.
And she placed it on the nightstand between our beds.
Tick, tick, the second hand started moving.
âBjorn Yandel, are you an evil spirit?â
Checkmate.
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A suffocating silence followed.
I desperately racked my brain.
ââ¦What should I do?â
It wasnât about whether to reveal that I was an evil spirit or not.
That ship had already sailed when âDistorted Trustâ appeared.
âItâs not a fake.â
Unfortunately, it was the real deal.
I had already tested it as soon as it was activated.
I couldnât even say a lie like âIâm a womanâ.
âFive minutes left.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âAre you just going to stay silent?â
The item that made silence itself an answer.
The fact that I was an evil spirit had already been proven.
Therefore, there was only one thing I was contemplating.
âShould I kill her?â
It was my biggest secret, so even extreme measures seemed tempting.
Butâ¦
ââ¦Donât be ridiculous.â
I dismissed the thought.
It was impossible to kill her in the first place.
Honestly, it wasnât like I didnât have a chance of winning in a 1v1â¦
â¦but it would be difficult to chase her if she decided to run away.
And if our relationship soured now, our future plans would be ruined.
âAnd besides, she seems like the type who would be a pain in the ass as an enemy.â
Then there was only one option.
It wasnât a barbarian-like solution, butâ¦
She was a woman who saw things in black and white, so if I didnât want her to become an enemy, I had to become her friend.
âItâs a waste to just stay silent, so Iâll say something. Itâs true that âonly evil spirits donât lose their memories after taking that pillâ. I didnât make it up.â
I finally made a decision after a long contemplation.
ââ¦Right, Iâm an evil spirit.â
It was my second coming out, after Lee Baekho.
Amelia didnât seem surprised.
She must have already been certain.
âYou have a strange expression.â
ââ¦You wouldnât understand. How relieved and frustrated I feel right now.â
âI thinkââ
Amelia suddenly stopped talking.
I didnât understand at first, but I soon realized what was going on.
âDistorted Trustâ had blocked her from speaking because it recognized her words as a lie.
âDonât tell me you were going to say youâre sorry.â
ââ¦â¦.â
Damn it, this is ridiculous.
I was furious, but I barely managed to control myself.
I couldnât afford to make an enemy out of her.
Now that she knew I was an evil spirit, I had to become her best friend.
Right, so letâs confirm this first.
âBut are you okay with it? That Iâm an evil spirit?â
âIf youâre asking if I have a grudge against evil spirits like the people in the city, the answer is no. I was even on a team with an evil spirit for over a year.â
ââ¦Then why were you so persistent?â
âI was curious.â
This was the second hurdle.
She investigated me, trying to find out something I wanted to hide, just because she was curious?
I was getting angry whenâ¦
ââ¦We keep getting involved. So I was curious. If you were hiding anything, if I could trust you.â
â¦Amelia said so, avoiding my gaze.
Judging by the fact that âDistorted Trustâ was activated, it didnât seem like an empty compliment.
Damn it, this is making it hard for me to be angryâ
âAh, and of course, I also thought it would be useful to have leverage over you so you wouldnât betray me.â
She shouldnât have said that.
Well, what can I do? Thatâs just how she is.
âI have a question.â
ââ¦Go ahead.â
âIf youâre an evil spirit, why were you so angry about Yandel Jarkuâs death? Was it guilt?â
âThatâsâ¦â
I donât know.
I tried to answer, but I couldnât speak.
So I just admitted it.
âYes.â
âHmm, youâre surprisingly soft-hearted.â
Amelia looked at me with interest.
âIs your goal also to return, like the other evil spirits?â
ââ¦I donât know.â
âBecause of your companions?â
ââ¦â¦.â
âYou must have always been sentimental.â
Seriously, why is she so interested in me?
I should change the subjectâ¦
Click.
The second hand on âDistorted Trustâ stopped moving.
The effect had ended.
âI can finally breathe.â
I quickly changed the subject.
I had already revealed that I was an evil spirit, whether I liked it or not.
I had to confirm the things I couldnât ask before.
âAmelia, why were you looking for Auril Gabis?â
âAh, come to think of it, you must know about him since youâre an evil spirit.â
âKnow about him? I even met him recently.â
âYou met him?â
âWeâll talk about that later. Answer my question first.â
ââ¦He was there when my sister died.â
âWhat?â
âI thought he must have been involved somehow. So I wanted to meet him and hear the truth. Thatâs all.â
Hmm, thatâs surprisingly simple.
I thought there would be a bigger secret.
âNo, wait, the fact that the old man was there is valuable information. Maybe I can find out his goal during this trip.â
âSo, tell me. Where did you meet him?â
âDo you know about Ghostbusters?â
âIf youâre talking about the evil spirit gathering, then yes, to some extent.â
Okay, then thereâs less to explain.
âI didnât think I would be summoned since itâs twenty years ago, but I was summoned in my sleep. I met someone who claimed to be Auril Gabis there.â
I then briefly explained how I was discovered to be from the future.
âThe important part is from now on, so listen carefully. That old man said that the past canât be changed, no matter what we do here.â
ââ¦He said that?â
âYeah, I couldnât believe it either, so I tested it. And the result is what I told you back then.â
Dwarkey and Raven.
I tried to change their futures, but it seemed like even those actions were part of causality.
âSo Iâll ask again, Amelia.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âAre you still going to try?â
Amelia didnât answer.
She didnât even flinch when I mentioned it before.
It seemed like Auril Gabisâ words carried a different weight.
âIâll try.â
Amelia finally spoke after composing herself.
âItâs too late to give up now.â
Too lateâ¦
Sheâs like someone who bought stocks at the top of a cliff.
âI see. Then Iâll help you.â
I expressed my willingness to help instead of advising her to cut her losses.
Sheâs surprisingly kind.
If I keep building up her favorability and putting her in debt, she wonât use my weakness against meâ
ââ¦Iâm tired, so Iâm going to sleep first.â
Amelia then ended the conversation and lay down on the bed.
I was a bit flustered.
âHuh? Sheâs going to sleep? Isnât this the time to say thank you?â
I didnât even expect her to say she was grateful or relieved that I was here, but I didnât expect her to just lie down without saying anything.
Damn it, this is ruining my planâ¦
How can I score points?
âAmelia, are you asleep?â
ââ¦â¦?â
âI, I was just wondering if you wanted a massage since youâre tired.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âAh, right⦠I guess that would be weird. Sorry for bothering you.â
I lay down on the bed across from her, watching her reaction.
I closed my eyes, but sleep wouldnât come.
Thatâs when, as the silence continuedâ¦
âWhatâs your real name?â
â¦a question suddenly came out of nowhere, and I just answered honestly.
I didnât know why she was suddenly curious about my real nameâ¦
âItâs Lee Hansu. Ah, Lee is the last name.â
â¦but my real name didnât really matter now that she knew I was an evil spirit. And refusing to answer could decrease her favorability.
Well, thatâs right.
Butâ¦
âHans? So your name is Hans? Thatâs an unusually common nameââ
I couldnât help but curse.
âWhat the fuck?â
That was crossing the line.