âThis will be your office,â Maddie tells me. Sheâs a nurse at the Astor clinic, and sheâs taken it upon herself to show me around, practically shooing away the lady from Human Resources.
I follow her in and canât help but smile. Itâs a fully equipped office, but itâs far more luxurious than what I had at Dr. Johnsonâs clinic. Thereâs even a fully leather patient check-up bed. Itâs insane.
Taking this job is the best decision I ever couldâve made. The college is only a twenty-minute drive from home, the pay and benefits are great, and the resources they provide me with are top notch. Iâm lucky they called when they did. Even the interview was surprisingly pleasant.
Maddie rests against my desk and smiles at me. âWeâre so lucky to have gotten such a handsome doctor,â she says, smirking. âYouâre definitely going to brighten up my days.â
I smile, but not for the reasons sheâs thinking. I can hear Ariaâs voice in my head, and I just know my little sister wouldâve sicced Human Resources on Maddie real quick. Sheâs all for equal treatment, and sheâd never stand for this type of behavior. I miss her. Iâll have to hop on a video call with her and Gray soon, even if itâs just to fill her in on the new job. Sheâs probably heard about it from Grayson already, but I know what sheâs like. Sheâll want to hear all about it from me directly.
âSo,â Maddie says, drawing out the word. âThere are a couple of things you need to know, though Iâm sure HR has already filled you in.â
I turn to her and nod. Since the entire university and everything on its grounds is owned by one family, there are bound to be some unwritten rules. I donât want to fuck this up. This job opportunity is far too good.
âOne: donât fuck any of the students. Like, really donât. Itâs an instant dismissal. Donât even go anywhere near them, because if Mr. Astor finds out heâll lose his shit. Apparently, his daughter fell in love with one of the staff and threw away everything for him, only to have to come back home, all alone. No one knows the full story, but ever since then, Mr. Astor has been crazy about boundaries for staff members.â
I nod. I have no intention of fucking some preppy student. Fuck that shit. I canât stand the drama â and the lack of experience. Maddie grins and runs her hand through her hair. âThat doesnât include me, of course. Iâm not a student.â
I shake my head at her bravado. Sheâs trouble. I can already see it. I definitely canât ever fuck her, because sheâll never leave me alone if I show her the tiniest bit of attention.
âTwo: sleep with a patient, and your career is ruined. Doesnât matter if they arenât a student. Faculty staff is off-limits too. Mr. Astor will legit report you wherever he can. Heâs done it to the doctor youâre replacing. Last I heard, the poor guy still hasnât found a job, and itâs been a few months. Doubt heâll find anything. If the Astors want something, they get it.â
I nod, a chill running down my spine. Iâd better be extremely careful. Itâs been a while since I was at college, but I remember what it was like. I doubt Iâd be tempted, but it wonât hurt to be a little extra mindful of my interactions with patients.
âThatâs it, really,â she says, before turning to show me how the systems work. Iâve barely spoken a word, but thankfully I donât have to. Maddie speaks enough for the both of us.
I smile as I think of the horror Iâd see on Graysonâs face if he were in my situation right now. A chatterbox is his worst nightmare. Me? I donât mind it so much. I prefer being around people that fill the silence that always seems to surround me.
âThatâs all, Dr. Grant,â she says, smiling up at me. Sheâs leaning in, showcasing her breasts. I smirk, and that only seems to embolden her. âDonât hesitate to let me know if you need something,â she says. âLike⦠anything.â
âSure thing, Maddie,â I tell her. âThank you for the warm welcome.â
She giggles as she hops off my desk and walks to the door, looking back over her shoulder. âAnytime, Dr. Grant.â
I breathe a sigh of relief when the door closes behind her. Sheâs a whirlwind, that girl. I shake my head and reach for the white doctorâs coat hanging on the hook behind my desk.
This is everything Iâve always dreamed of. An office of my own, being referred to as Doctor, and helping patients on a daily basis. This is a dream come true, and I need to make sure I donât fuck it up.
I sit down in the far too posh seat behind my desk and shake my head. How could I have gotten this lucky? I smile bittersweetly as I reach for my bag and take out two photos: one of my parents, and one of just Aria and me. I place both photo frames on my desk, already feeling much more at home in this office.
Would Mom and Dad be proud of me today? Iâd like to think they would be. Neither Aria nor I are very religious. We stopped believing the day our parents were brutally taken from us. Yet somehow, I still want to believe theyâre watching over us.
Iâm startled out of my thoughts when my desk phoneâs loudspeaker crackles, the receptionistâs voice resounding through the room.
âDr. Grant, I have a patient here to see you. Iâm sending her file over now.â
I nod, my heart pounding. âSend her in,â I say, just as I click on the patient file. My eyes widen when I read the patientâs name. Amara Astor.
Astor? Fuck me. Just my luck. Itâs not a common enough surname for her not to be one of the Astors.
Iâm nervous as the door opens and try my hardest to hide it, but all my composure is lost the second I lay eyes on her.
Bright blue eyes. Long wavy red hair. Sheâs breathtaking. Fuck. I tear my gaze away and tug at my tie, suddenly feeling suffocated.
I offer her my hand in introduction and she nods at me, her cheeks flushed and her breathing uneven.
Does she have a fever? Fucking hell. Iâm a doctor. Sheâs obviously here because she needs medical help, yet here I am, acting like a goddamn pig. No wonder Mr. Astor has his rules in place.
âIâm Dr. Grant,â I tell her, taking her hand in mine. I couldâve sworn her touch fucking zapped me, but she doesnât seem to notice a thing as she shakes my hand. âAmara Astor,â she tells me, and her voice⦠fuck. Itâs rare for a womanâs voice to turn me on, but she does it for me.
And she really shouldnât. Sheâs my patient, after all.
âDoctor,â she says, her voice soft. âLet me preface this by telling you that Iâm a mechanical engineer. A PhD student, actually. This sounds like the lamest excuse, but I swear Iâm not lying.â I frown, intrigued. Amara shakes her head and looks away. âMaybe this is a bad idea. I shouldnât⦠I can get help elsewhere. I didnât expect you to⦠Why are you so young?â
I put on my most reassuring smile and shake my head. âDonât you worry, Ms Astor. There isnât much I havenât seen yet.â
She laughs, the sound betraying her nerves. âOh boy. You have no idea how wrong you are.â She looks into my eyes, seemingly gathering her courage. âDr. Grant. I need your help. I⦠I have a sex toy stuck inside me.â
She has⦠what? What the fuck?