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Chapter 7: World Door[]
In accordance with the pope coronation ceremony, The Knight Corps of the Water Spirit was practicing with high vigor in the courtyard. From outward performance they were called to escort Henrietta who will attend the ceremony. But in reality, the true aim was to seize the enemy of both Henrietta and the Pope. Thatâs why they were in high spirit when they found out.
âFor this honored duty Her Majesty has chosen us!!â
Malicorne shouted, and immediately following were loud cheers.
âStop the conspiracy from the evil villain Galia that is endangering His Holiness, the Pope!â
Once again, the voices of the young pupils echoed.
âTo stop the conspiracy!â
Except with the affair of Void, Henrietta had explained the measures that will be taken to the Knight Corps of the Water Spirit gentlemen.
âSomething has targeted the Pope.â
In the next upcoming ceremony, the plan was to intimidate Galia to attack so they could be labeled as Heretics.
When that moment comes, Romalia will take all efforts to seize them.
Henceforth, the Knight Corps of the Water Spirit were doing their best to provide backup forces.
The Enemy, Galia, the one that will be labeled as Heretics, will most likely use demonic forces. (the actual literal translation would be evil tools)
Thatâs why the Knight Corps of the Water Spirit of Tristain will be extremely careful.
Because the order came from Henrietta directly, the Knight Corps of the Water Spiritâs morale rose to the culmination point. But of course the main reason they became so is because it is a good chance to restore their disgraced honour in the Magic Academy. If they successfully accomplish this mission, they could come home with triumphant looks!
However...... after the other day in Albion when battling Myoznitnirn, and having tasted the combat power of the enemy, the Knight Captain Guiche couldnât help but feel uneasy.
That Guiche, who before couldnât calm himself down, continued to give instructions while gazing at the sky.
The knight gentlemen created a simulation of the actual battle by using big golems as sparring partners. Any line class mage can make earth golems of this size. These sparring partners were used to land magic attacks.
âCome to think of it, are you well Saito?â
Guiche with a worried voice asked Saito who was standing beside him.
Ahead, the Knight Corps of the Water Spirit who were using a big golem as an enemy model, launched magic attacks. Some hit and some missed. âYes, I have successfully landed an attack." "No, itâs mineâ, that kind of commotion. The Knight Corps of the Water Spirit âOndineâ desperately tried to become as strong as possible for the next upcoming battle. Although it is probably a futile effort, whatever magic talent they may possess.
As to be expected for a line class level golem.
Those mortals donât even have a clue what kind of magic will be used by the Galia forces...... or Myoznitnirn.
âWhatever, it is futile, probably. But the efforts those guys give to achieve results is quite admirable.â
Calmly analyzing the differences in the combat ability, Saito said that. Truthfully, I donât want to involve them. But since it is an order from Henrietta, there is no helping it. These guys also have their pride as a part of the imperial guards forces. As for me.......
I had withdrew the objection stances I made for the plan to retake the holy land. If by any chances Galia really makes a move..... then at all costs, the plan must succeed no matter what.
âAt any rate, I will figure out something when the time comes.â
Saito said that while feeling the weight of the AK-47 and Derflinger he carried on his shoulder, as part of his protecting duty, Saito and his fellows were permitted to use any special weapon in the temple warehouses.
Itâs better if I could have some of these weapons, and so Saito chose the Russian-made Ak-47. This guy has the most destruction power, Derflinger told him so from the instinct he perceived.
âI too have to do the best of my ability....... that gigantic marionette knight from that elf. Perhaps this time, if I manage to live, I can find a way home.â
As for Guiche, he continued gazing at the sky.
When it was the time for lunch break, the gentlemen of the Knight Corps of the Water Spirit were full of sweat, and tiredly walked to the dining room. In a seat inside was Louise, who waited for Saito and fellows. When she saw the figure of Saito in the middle, suddenly her cheeks showed signs of being displeased.
With that angry mood, she took a seat besides Saito.
âStill in a bad temper?â
Of course I am, Louise thought.
The one who will confront the enemy directly is not Henrietta or the Pope, she understands that fully. Even though the person that bears the most dangerous task is him. Could you show just a little sign of dissatisfaction?
I understand, we have to settle the score with Galiaâs Void user. But........
Right now, I canât give much contribution. Since I am still recovering my will-power.
With a strong tone, Louise said.
âHey.â
âHuh?â
âTry to value yourself a little bit!â
Saito laughed when Louise said that.
âWhatâs with you, is it strange?â
âThatâs not it..... I think itâs reversed.â
âEh?â
âSee, you acted as a discarded chess piece in the Albion incident once before.......â
When Louise remembered, her cheeks blushed. Then with a strong appearance, glared back at Saito.
âYou follow me!â
Louise who was stretching Saitoâs ear, stood.
âOuch! Whatâs with you?!â
Leaving the dining room, she pulled Saito to the corner of the corridor, and with a strong tune yelled.
âYou know! The degree of dangerousness is different from that time! Perhaps even more dangerous. Understand, the enemy this time is an insane Void user..... Even if the three Void users on our side joined forces! Certainly, he will still come. Until now, they have continued attacking, so this time they will surely come!â (not very sure with translation in last sentences)
âHey, you know, youâve changed.â
âWhat?â
âThe you in the past, whatever the princess ordered, you would obey.â
âHey, listen seriously!â
âAye aye!â
â...You are conceited. Iâm sure looking from past experience, you are thinking it will be alright. What a crude way of thinking. Not only you, that goes for the Princess and the Pope...... You canât help but think that. Donât mess with me! Eee, Certainly itâs you who stopped the 70,000 soldiers of Albion and defeated that elf. But.... that was done with tough luck. One wrong step and we would be a corpse.â
âI know that a hundred times better than you. The one who did the fighting was me, so I understand it well.
âThen why did you promise to help without thinking!? Iâll say it again, itâs you who charges the enemy directly. Whether itâs Henrietta or the Pope, they are not the true fighting potential, isnât it!? Julio is not weak. But after all, that personâs combat abilities is Vindálfr Command Beast..... When the fight really begins, in the end, his familiar will do the fighting!â
With a depressed voice, Louise says.
â.....Do you really understand that? When the fighting begins, certainly the one who charges to the front is you, Gandálfr [Shield of God] they called it. But..... in the end, you are just a single human. Be it the Princess or the Pope, they cannot act like a shield.â
Saito mimicked looking troubled. While gazing far away, says.
âI...... until now.......... when I was living in that world, never thought for whom I will live for, not even once. But when I came to this world. I am not the past me. Yes, I think itâs something like that.â
âWhat are you mumbling?â
âLetâs say, living for oneâs own self, thinking for the best of my own convenience. Living by ignoring everything else,that would only result in regret, understood? If we see thoroughly, this world does not differ too much with that world in this manner, even though in that place there is no magic. Somehow, itâs something like that, thatâs why I thought it was okay to do my best.â
Saito!â
âRight. Until now I was always thinking for whom am I living for? I always couldnât understand that. But when I came here.....â
Saito fixed his gaze at Louise.
âI more or less pretty much understand that; for who am I living for, so I wonât run away. But when I was alone facing danger, I think I would run. Perhaps thatâs a foolish act. What could be gained in fighting? But, thatâs not it. When the person I like is endangered, I will fight.â
Louiseâs cheeks blushed.
But......... I canât lose here.
âI want to always be together with you.â
Thatâs how a boy would be thinking; they didnât want to lose in an unimportant fight. Those words he said should be some kind of persuasion, but he canât find the right words.
âSaito....â when she rose her face, from behind there was a call.
âLouise.â
Agnes was there when she turned around, looking at Louise.
âYou are called by her Majesty. Bring the Founderâs prayer book, please come as soon as possible!â
Louiseâs face stiffened, still continuing to glare at Saito.
âPlease wait for a little bit. I havenât finished talking yet!â
Mentioning that, Agnes walked away.
Meanwhile, Saito had left wanting to go back to the Cafeteria. Ah, if I may say a word, I donât want to meet with those eyes. That was my true intention.
Afternoon came with the same menu of training, aimlessly wondering, impatiently running until the sound of panting could be heard, it was Colbert.
âYo, sensei, something wrong?â
âIt works! It works!â
âWhat works?â
Colbert looked excited.
âNotebook (hiragana) computer is working!â
âWhat did you say?â
Saito replied with a high pitched voice.
Since have been prepared in Colbert room before, in front of Saito was a round looking object, a huge black battery.
âHow could this thing......â
Could it be yesterday that Julio brought the weapon from that warehouse to here? But Colbert shouldnât have known that yet.But soon after, his doubt vanished.
âThis thing here..... is from dragon raiment, that aircraft you called, wasnât it?â
Colbert said that, with an expressionless face.
âThis is?â
Saito found it hard to believe what was in front of him. Now that I think about it, after inspecting more carefully, that thing may be similar to present days battery, only bigger and far older.
It roughly resembled the batteries that are used in present-day cars and motorcycles. Inspecting more carefully, there is the logo âMitsubishi Battery model 3 stepping 2, June Showa years 18.â
This is part of the zero fighter, it couldnât be wrong.
âIs by any chance...... This battery was used.â
But Colbert shook his head
âNo...... it is not like that. Listen, you once said, the notebook (hiragana) is moved by electricity, but right now the power has been depleted, so it wonât work, true?â
âYes.â
âNow the source of electricity from the notebook (hiragana) should be this, true?â
Colbert took out a battery from the notebook.
âYes. That has been depleted.... it doesnât mean it canât be charged. But there is no consent it can connect to anything in this world.â
âI always thought about this. What could we do to provide electricity to your notebook (katakana) battery.â
Colbert talked excitedly, showing a similar attitude to that of any scientist who had successfully reached a conclusion after a series of experiments and want to publish it to the world; seemingly in a trance.
âFirst of all, note what electricity was used by that aircraft! It is a speedometer tool, navigation tools, and that engine which was rotating by oil to create power. And the one that provided all of that electricity is this box in the center.âI see!â
Saito looking excited too, made a fist.
âThen in this aircraft, this box is precisely the device that was providing electricity! If that thing were to rotate continuously, electricity would be made and if we connect it to this box, the aircraftâs life will be renewed.
âThen... the zero fighter dynamo is used to connect with this! Magnificent!â
âNo, that is impossible.â
Colbert quickly shook his head.
âWhy?â
âHow should I say it, itâs the same electricity. But the electricity needed to move this notebook (hiragana) and the one that is used for moving that aircraft is different. A more complicated electricity type is needed. If we forced it to connect with that electric box, it could break.â
â........Ah, then what should we do?â
Colbertâs smile resurfaced.
âUse magic.â
âMagic?â
âThe fundamental task is to gather the electricity in this box. To create electricity, what is the gradient? When I noticed that, I studied the mechanism on how that aircraft battery works. Doing a comparison, what is the factor that created the electricity and what is not? By investigating the components, at last.... I reached a conclusion to put it into practical use.â
âSo, you mean.....â
âRight! Artificial gold! If I provide artificial gold, the depleted electricity in this device can be filled again.â
âSensei! Thatâs wonderful!â
Being moved, Saito hugged Colbert.
âAhaha! Then, Saito-kun!â
âYes?â
âIf we can provide the electricity, shouldnât the notebook work?â
Meanwhile, having arrived at his Holinessâ, the Popeâs room, Louise knocked on the door.
âEnterâ, the pope answered. The door opened. Sitting in the chairs were the Pope, Julio, and Henrietta.
In the corner of the room, Tiffania stood timidly.
âAt last.... we have been waiting.â
Vittorio stood and welcomed Louise. On his finger, there is a ring that reflected the light. Louise continuously starred at that ring.
Vittorio fondly brushed the ring in his finger.
âThe other day... Only one, the fourth ring, has been returned to my finger.â
âThen your need with me is.....â
âCould you hand me the founder prayerâs book, please?â
Louise took a glance at Henrietta. Henrietta gave a big nod.
âThe power of the Founderâs prayer book is to discover a new spell. By using the national treasure of Romalia, the âFire Rubyâ, it is possible to get a new spell.
âWhat kind of spell?â
Louise asked. Could it be really helpful this time for the incoming battle?
âItâs not a spell for battles. Are you familiar with âObserveâ magic?â
âYes.â
Wind elemental magic, distant viewing type, able to see far away. In mister Ostmandâs room, there is an âobserving mirrorâ, which is a magic tool.
âObservation is a really handy spell, but it will not help the fight directly.â
âMy spell type is similar to that. However, the vision shown is different...... Itâs not Halkeginiaâs sceneryâ.
Louise felt a little disappointed. Itâs not able to watch the enemy movement in detail, if it canât do at least that, it is useless.
Noticing the disappointed face on Louise, Vittorio continued to persuade.
âEach element of Void has its own uniqueness. Itâs not part of the four element system..... However, itâs diverged among us. It seems my basic type is a movement element. Either my familiar or the spells I use are like that. Yours is offensive.â
âThen how about Tiffania? Or the Gallia void user?â
âAt this time, we are yet to know. But itâs related to divination. Thatâs what we want to find out right now. Then your Majesty, Queen Henrietta......â
Henrietta nodded, and took a ring.
Itâs the Wind Ruby.
Various unfortunate fates befall on this ring. From Albionâs royal family Wales, to Saito, to Henrietta..... The wind treasure has changed owner a few times. Henrietta walked to the corner of the room, making for Tiffania.
âY, your majesty?â
âPlease receive this.â
âBu, but.....â
Tiffaniaâs face reddened, ashamed. Henrietta took Tiffaniaâs hand.
âThis ring has always been passed down from Albionâs royal family...... Except you. Right now, there is no one else that has that bloodline. This has been destined to be placed on your finger. Rise, are thou not a Void user?"
With that said, Tiffania received the Wind Ruby, carefully inserting it on her finger. Tiffaniaâs white, beautiful skin matched perfectly with the wind ring.
Now, Vittorio said, facing Louiseâs direction.
"Brimirâs secret is just like the treasures that were packed in a casket. Each treasure (magic) is different. And the rings...... are the key to opening that casket. I wonder what kind of treasure that will be shown by Miss Tiffania. Miss Tiffania, please open the Founderâs prayer book."
Louise remembered the words she once said to Tiffania.
âWhat I need to do is just read.â
So, does it apply to another Void user too? Louiseâs heart wondered, and Vittorio answered.
âThe treasures did not choose four Void users. Such is the reason, however, we are brothers.â
Hereupon, What kind of spell will be discovered by Tiffania?
Once before, I have discovered a new spell........
Louise handed over the Founderâs prayer book to Tiffania. Biting her lips, Tiffania received it.
Taking a deep breath for gathering courage, her big breasts moved up and down. And then with a determined look, Tiffania opened her eyes. Resolute to face any destiny that may lie.
Slowly, Tiffania opened a page.
One page, one page, Tiffania continued to turn pages.
âIs there any inscriptions that you can see?â
Tiffania shook her head.
âNo.... nothing.â
âSeems like itâs not your time yet.â
Tiffania leaked a sigh, a sign of relief.
âThen, itâs my turn now.â
Vittorio received the Founderâs prayer book from Tiffania, with a similar hesitation to see, and opened it.
However...... this time a page in the Founderâs prayer book started radiating bright light.
Vittorio was illuminated by that dazzling light, the dignity of the fifth saint was shaken. Meanwhile, Julio, with the same ever modest look, crumbled to the floor.
âYour Holiness..... oh, your Holiness......â
Henrietta, was amazed at that shining light.
Louise too, couldnât say anything, continued watching that scene.
That moment witnessed the other users gain Void.
The second Void user, Pope Vittorio.
Inside the light, Vittorio read the characters that appeared.
âUpper center in the middle page. World Doorâ.
Saito plugged in the source of electricity. With the sound âBeepâ, the notebook start to operate.
Characters began to appear on the LCD screen, Colbert held his breath.
âWhat a fine, beautiful display.â
âNow, we are still in the process of booting.â
For Saito, it has been one year since he last saw this screen naturally; his pulse beat fast. The OS logo was shown..... and the Desktop screen appeared.
âItâs fortunate. This machine is not broken.â
Like a child, Colbert watched intently at that bright screen.
âThen, Saito-kun.â
âYes?â
âWhat kind of thing can this device do?â
Saito looked troubled. That will be a difficult explanation.
âFor example, internet....â
âThat was what you said before, many many thing can be found to gather information, the functionality of this thing, right?â
âAffirmative.â
âWith all honour, could you demonstrate it for me?â
âIâd love to, but I think there is no connection.â
Saito said. This is a different world, itâs impossible to connect.
âWhatever, for the sake of truth, letâs try it?â
Nodding, he understood. Saito opened an application to test the connection.
Meanwhile in the Popeâs office, the sound of the spells being chanted vibrated in the room.
Yuru.eru.nawashizu.pooba.shirumari.......
Louise was gazing intently at the performance.
The name of the spell that was chanted, spinning her head trying to remember.
âWorld Door."
That is...... that is, by any chance?Could it be......?
Hagasu.eoruu.peoosu.......
The Pope finished reciting the spell. The power of Void like always took some time to finish chanting, moreover, it exhausts will power.
And then....... swinging the staff so it pointed to the air.
The first time that was shown....... something that resembled a small dot, a speck.
Like a sparkling light of a crystal, floating in the sky...... that kind of scene.
Gradually, that tiny thing turned bigger and bigger until it reached the size of a hand mirror.
âMirror....â
There is a vision in that mirror..... No, it couldnât be a mirror. The vision that is being projected is not a vision that I have ever seen. Tall, rows of tower..... a vision of a different country.
âThis is.....â
Louise muttered.
Not a scene of Halkeginia.
Could it be..... this is.......
The name of the spell is resurrected.
âWorld Door.â
âThis vision..... could it be......âVittorio satisfied, returned a nod.
âRight. A world different from ours. The world where flying machines are made....... the place before us gives a sense of extraordinary technology, the home-world.ââThat is...... Saitoâs birthplace.â
Louise continued to stare at Saitoâs home-world. Those tall looking towers..... many towers forming rows is a city, Louise has never seen scenery like this.
No, it is not an ordinary tower; those high uniformity, from looking at those, there is no similar tower like this in any of Halkeginiaâs castles.That highly refined art of the walls..... many of them are made from glass that seemed to sparkle, reflecting the sun light. Even with magic, it is impossible to archive this, truly an art.
I wonder how many of them stand there.
Tiffania too, her eyes wide-open, continued gazing at that vision. Henrietta too, looked at that vision with anxiety. As for Julio, he showed signs of satisfaction just by watching these ladies.
Vittorio continued to say:
âThe spell I used right now only reflects The World, not even past this point. Nevertheless, the true strength of The World Door spell is different. If that spell is really used, the gate to that world can really be opened.â
After the demonstration had been shown...... the sphere of reflection vanished. That spell only lasted for 10 seconds....... But even with that, surely it was a most exhausting will power. At any rate, the gate to a different world can really be opened......
Louise ran.
âHey Louise, where are you going?â
That figure, Julio said that.
âItâs been decided, hasnât it? To tell Saito about this! A way to go home has been found!â
âOi, oi!, if you do that, I would be troubled.âWith a smile on his face, Julio said that.
âWhat do you mean?â
âI, Look at the fact that he came from that world. He once said before, âin the holy land, there is a possibility that I may find a way homeâ. If you told him this magic, the only reason that he would come would be moot, wouldnât it?â
âHow could you!?â
âThat is not the only problem.âVittorio interrupted.
âThis World Door, quite a spell that requires exhausting will power. For the sake of showing this to you, a small door was made....... If we want to make a bigger door, for example: sufficient enough for him to enter, Iâm afraid that would take all of my will power. My Void ability, if it was not for Halkegeniaâs sake, I canât use it; I have to preserve this power. For the sake for him to go back home, if only for that reason, I canât use this spell.â
âBut! But!â
Louise was drawing near to Vittorio.Julio, who widened both his hands, said.
âBesides that Louise, can you really bear it if he really goes back home?â
"....Eh?â
âWouldnât you be troubled too? If you said to him to go home....â
Louise took a blow.
âLouise, you donât want to part with him, right?â
Louise began to shiver.Seems now Louise began to grasp the situation.
About myself..... that didnât want to part with Saito. That time, when I thought he was dead....... What did I do actually? I attempted suicide by jumping from the fire tower, wasnât it?
Do I dare to take the choice to part with him forever?.
I donât want the second time that I canât meet him.
Can I bear a situation like that?
Now I remember, I didnât think seriously about this matter.
How many times have I said to him that I will find a way home for you. Actually, I havenât thought deep about the meaning of those words.
In reality, if Saito could really find a way to home..... Iâm trembling right now.
The chance of Saito having a girl, that thought really scared me!
To the pale looking Louise, Vittorio continued.
âIn the long lifespan of a human, we will endlessly make choices. Miss Valliere, living for the sake of love is right. Wishing for his happiness is right too...... I donât think it is a shame to choose any of them. Perhaps I will too, choose for my sake. In the religious teachings, consideration to one of the party is not a wrong thing. Thatâs what I think.âHenrietta too, says to Louise with a painful voice.
âLouise, in choosing the option, we took the meaning the other options we discarded. No matter what it takes, Saito-dono canât go home. Moreover, wisely thinking, he has not come to this world just to inspect it. But... Even if itâs for the sake of your love, his parents will be abandoned. In the end, he returns for justice, I think. âHe canât go back homeâ, itâs not a shame if this cruel conscience is ignored.â
Henrietta continued talking.
âListen carefully, no matter how many times you have been saved, do not think only for yourself. Think for the sake of the future of Halkeginia. For our ideals, his strength is needed..... Please think carefully and make your judgment wisely, Louise.â
âSaito-kun.....â
Dumbfounded, Colbert dazed at Saito, asked.
However, there was no reply.
Saitoâs vision was stuck on the notebook computer.
There.... A sign on the browser telling him itâs connected to the internet.
Itâs connected.
How could it be?
I donât think it could be connected.
Saitoâs fingers were moving the cursor from the taskbar.
Entered the web-mail address, and then clicked.
In just a few seconds, one by one, mail flowed continuously.
It was direct mail. Some from his friends.
But, the most frequent was from...... his mother.
It couldnât be counted how many there was actually.
Once a day, it could delivered two or three times.
He opened the latest mail.
To, Saito.
Itâs been a year since you have been gone. Right now, where could you be?
We have been asking many people to find you, but still you canât be found.
I am hoping, somehow this mail can reach you, so the fee always payed.
Today, I made your favorite, hamburger.Like when cutting an onion, tears flowed.
"Are you well?
Iâm so worried just thinking that.I canât think anything besides that.
Whatever you do, I couldnât care.
But please show your face.ââ
Saito opened the next mails one by one.
There is not much change on the display screen.
Most of the mailsâ topics were worrying about Saitoâs disappearance.
Eventually, the link got cut off.
Saito was just dumbstruck opening this large quantity of mail.
âSaito-kun, that is.....â
âItâs mail."
âMail?â
âA letter. From my mother.â
Colbert held his breath. Without waiting for the next words, Colbert exited the room.
Rushing out from his Holiness, Popeâs room, Louise ran.I want to meet Saito.
In the end, Louise submitted to their will.
After that long conversation, in the end, a conclusion has been reached.
However..... wasnât the actual circumstances of the choices mostly related to myself?
For the sake of the world, they said... but in the end, didnât it turn out for my sake?
Because I want to be embraced.
Because the existence of myself is miserable, I want him to accept me.
When she returned to the dining room, Saitoâs figure couldnât be found anywhere. Hearing from his fellows in the Knight Corps of the Water Spirit, he has gone to Colbert-senseiâs room.
In the direction of Colbert room. In front of the door, there was Colbert, who crossed his arms. Louise approached him, inquiring Colbert.
âSensei, Saito.....â
Having been asked, without saying anything, he pointed to something.
And then, in the vision visible from the door gap... there was a silent figure in the center.
â.....Saito?â
Saitoâs body was frozen in front of the desk. In the surface of the desk there was something. Louise remembered that strange looking machine. When Saito came to this world for the first time, he showed that thing to her.
Saitoâs shoulders were shivering.
Heâs crying.
âSensei, what happened, really......?â
With a small voice, looking troubled, Colbert explained.
âYou see that device...... that Saito brought from his world....... somehow, letters can be delivered.â
".....Letters?â
That machine seems like one way or another it could do that.
â.....From whom was the letter sent?â
âIt seems from his mother. Seems a sensitive topic.â
Louise receiving a heavy blow to her head, was shocked.
Didnât Saito say before...
That he didnât have any family?
âBut....â
But immediately, Louise noticed.
Saito was lying.
Saying he didnât have a family was a lie too.
Why?
I know.
To not burden me with responsibility.
Dumbfounded, Louise stood blankly.
Then, Louiseâs tears start to flow in her eyes.
Saito, even lying to the extent of hurting himself...... but right now, what did I do to him?
Even without it being said, I want to be cured from this guilty feeling by being held by Saito.
âI..... why I was such a coward like this.â
A silent cursing voice, whispered by her.
âMiss Valliere?â
Bewildered, Colbertâs voice asked. But his voice didnât reach Louise. He remembered what Saito once said.
âI more or less understand, for whom I live right now.â
Thatâs why, Saito lied...... Because he was thinking of the most important thing.Despite of this, did I myself think for him too? The best for his sake.
Even right now, I want to be comforted by him. Thatâs why I came here......Louise ran.
âAh, wait, Miss Valliere!â
Colbert called, trying to stop her, but without turning back, Louise continued leaving.
Rushing over to her own room, lying down on the bed.
Gazing at the ceiling, thinking.
âI...... what is it, that I should do?â
Then I too, will do my best to think of something, for the sake of this boy. What is it that I can do for him?
And then, Louise continued thinking.........