Chapter 13: chapter 13

I added, “If I say a terrorist is a bad guy then if you are a believer of this philosophy then you will say, “Don’t judge him. You have no right to judge him. Let him live the way he wants.” And if he continues to live in the way he wants, then he will kill a hundred people more!”Gagan - Oh God. I can’t use that much brain to understand what he means. The full energy of my brain will be drained. Vicky - Gagan, I think first of all we should ask his full philosophy about girls. Only then will we come to know what he wants to say. Gagan - Yeah, you are right. Vicky said in a funny way, “Guru ji (Aman), now you tell.” Gagan - Hehe.I also laughed a little and then said, “Actually, my thought process is like that. Something we miss within ourselves. Therefore, we try to get something to fill the vacuum within us. Right?”Gagan - Hmm… continue. Aman - For example, when we feel thirst, we start searching for water. When we feel hungry, we start searching for food. Similarly, we continuously feel that something is missing in our life. But in this case the problem is that we don’t know what exactly we are missing in our lives. So, we run after money, we run after popularity and the most common thing is that we start running after girls.Vicky - But we feel good while chasing girls. Aman - Hmm… It’s like that. If I ask you, if you get a girl you want, then how will you feel? Vicky - I will feel awesome. Aman - But for how long? Vicky - Means?Aman - I mean, you will feel awesome for a day or two days or for a week or maximum for a month or say six months. Then what will you do after six months? Will you be crazy for the same girl as before? Vicky - Obviously, not. Aman - Then you will start searching for another girl. Right?   Vicky - Hmm… Perhaps. Aman - Not perhaps. It’s for sure. Check your history. You must have fallen in infatuation or say in love with many. I am sure of that. Hehe!Gagan - Yeah, Aman, that’s true. Haha!Aman - But do you love them now? Do you even feel attracted towards them now? Do you still feel complete in their company? Obviously, the answer is no. You married Azeez because you must have fallen in love with her. Vicky - Yeah, I love her a lot. Aman - But see, still, you are chasing girls! Haha!Gagan - Haha!Vicky - No, I love my wife. That’s true. But chasing hot girls is another thing. It’s a man’s thing. I mean a man is called a man when he does these things. Aman - Who has written this? In which text book it is written? Which great personality has said this? No one said these things. We learnt these dialogues from our peer groups, from our society. Or say, in simple language, we have learnt these things from foolish people around us. Gagan - But Aman, the thing is that we really feel good when we chase girls and admire their beauty. If we talk to new girls, we get thrill, we get entertainment. Aman - I agree. But is that thrill, is that entertainment able to fill the vacuum within you? This is the question in hand. If you say yes, then what happens after some time? Why do we start chasing a new girl? Gagan - Hmm…Aman - The conclusion is that what we really want in our life, we are not chasing that. We are chasing the wrong things. And in this case, the main problem is that we don’t even know what we really want in our life? And what to chase?Vicky - Okay, then make it simple. You tell us what to chase. I smiled and said, “It's a very difficult question to answer. And one can’t understand this answer very easily.”Vicky - We will understand. You just tel us what one should chase in his life? One should devote his life to reading books or doing good things. I know your answer will be like that only. Aman - No, my answer is not like that. My answer is very very different from what you said. Gagan - Then you tell us bro clearly. Why are you confusing us? Hehe!Aman - The problem is that there is no direct answer to this question. Vicky - Means you are not going to answer my question. Aman - For the time being no. Because it will take a long time and I think girls are waiting for us in my home. We should go back now. Vicky - Okay. Aman - Give me the bottles in your hand. I will return these to the stall. Vicky - Okay. They gave me the bottles and I walked up to the vendor and returned the bottles. While I was a bit away from both of them. Vicky said to Gagan, “He gave us a long lecture that we should not chase girls. But what one should do instead, that he doesn’t know! Haha! He has no answer to my question. He is a very confused man. He is really a stupid. He doesn’t even realize that his life is going waste. He is missing the most entertaining, the most interesting things of life. In fact, he is missing life itself. Haha!”Gagan - Yeah, true. Hehe.  After returning the bottles to the vendor, I came back to them. Vicky kicked the bike. We sat behind them and we set off for my home. In my room while I was away with Gagan and VickyAzeez said, twitching her nose, “How dirty his room is! Pshaw! (chi- chi!)”Sanya - I don’t think he cleans his room. Neha - It’s not even that dirty. It’s okay okay. Azeez - And see his kitchen. Everything is set on a wooden charpoy. No shelf, nothing. Neha - He is living alone. So, I guess, it’s okay for him. Azeez - Basic hygiene one should have na…(It will be so nice of you, if you leave at least a single word comment and please don't forget to follow me and become my superfan. You will be able to chat with me and my superfans directly.)