MASON
Jamie had been snooping around my office againâ¦
This wasnât her first time. I was aware that she had discovered the file I kept on Jack some time ago. I also knew she hadnât stayed long enough to read it, thanks to the hidden camera in my office.
The camera was a tiny black dot, cleverly concealed in the corner of my ceiling. It was so well hidden that not even Jamie could find it. Whenever it detected movement, it would send a notification straight to my phone. Thatâs exactly what happened during my noon meeting.
I wasnât really mad at her. I understood her need to uncover the truth, to solve the puzzle. I had seen this coming from the moment I lied to her.
But damn it, I was only doing what I felt was necessary. Itâs what we do for the ones we love.
âMasonâ¦â Jamieâs voice echoed, laced with a hint of desperation.
I shut my laptop and made my way to the kitchen. Upon entering, I was met with a scene of utter chaos. Vegetables were strewn across the countertops, pots and pans were boiling over, and the air was heavy with the scent of something burning. Jamie stood in the center of it all, looking utterly defeated.
âWow!â I exclaimed, stepping closer. âYouâve got quite a situation here. Need some help?â I offered.
Jamie looked up, her face flushed from the heat. âPlease,â she begged. âIâm ruining everything. I donât want to serve our guests charcoal on fancy plates.â
I laughed and rolled up my sleeves. âDonât worry, Iâve got this.â
She was clearly overwhelmed. But just an hour ago, she had kicked me out of her kitchen, insisting on preparing a home-cooked meal for our guests tonight.
I dove into the chaos, chopping, stirring, and rescuing what I could. Together, we managed to restore order, and the kitchen soon filled with the tantalizing aroma of a home-cooked meal.
âThank you,â she mumbled. âI guess Iâm not as good at cooking as I thought.â
I smiled. âEveryone has their strengths and weaknesses. Yours is definitely in the realm of chaos management,â I teased, a playful smirk on my face.
Jamie rolled her eyes, but a small smile played on her lips. âWell, I appreciate you stepping in,â she said. âI guess I need more practice in the kitchen before I attempt to cook for twelve people alone.â
âCan you chop some onions?â I asked Jamie, handing her a sharp knife.
âSure, Mr. Knight. Anything for you,â she replied, winking at me.
I returned to the main course, the roast chicken and glazed ham. As I worked, I glanced over at Jamie, who had donned sunglasses to protect her eyes from the onions. I chuckled, shaking my head.
âSoâ¦,â Jamie began, her voice hesitant. âI have a question for you.â
A question? I was intrigued, but also a little worried. When a woman says she has a question to ask you, itâs rarely ever a good thing. âGo on,â I said, continuing to season the chicken.
âI was in a coma for two years. Thatâs a long time to wait for someone, especially if you donât know if that person will ever wake up.â She paused, looking in my direction, her eyes hidden behind the glasses. âI was just wondering, if maybe you were seeing anyone else during that time.â
Well, this was a question I knew was coming. I just didnât expect it so soon. âNo,â I replied. âI wasnât seeing anyone.â
âReally?â She looked at me in surprise. âYou know, I would understand if you were seeing someone else. I know you were heartbroken. Two years is a long time to wait.â
Now I was feeling a bit insulted. Of course, she assumed that I would be sleeping around New York City at the first opportunity. That was the old Mason, the part of me she remembered from before.
But I wouldnât lie to myself either. I knew Iâd made a mistake. One mistakeâ¦one time. The woman at the hotel in Torontoânothing happened with her. I couldnât go through with it. I still felt guilty that I had let it get that far in the first place.
I paused, taking a deep breath. âTwo years is not a long time,â I sighed, setting down my bowl of seasoning. I placed my hands on the countertop and looked at her. âI was prepared to wait forever if I had to.â
âForever?â she laughed, her voice tinged with skepticism. âYou wouldnât have gotten tired of waiting, would you?â
I shook my head, moving closer to her around the kitchen island. âIâm not interested in anyone else. Youâre the only woman for me,â I said, gently removing her sunglasses.
Her lips curved into a smile. âWell, thatâs good. Letâs keep it that way.â
I wanted to tell her something, something that had been eating at me for years. But I was afraid of her reaction. Maybe saying I love you would be too soon for her. Maybe it would push her away.
She changed the subject, her eyes sparkling with excitement. âSo, about this dinner⦠Everyone will be here in a few hours, we should probably start cleaning up.â
I nodded, my mind still spinning from my thoughts. âI put your stuff in the downstairs bedroom. You go get ready, Iâll finish up here.â
Before I knew it, guests were pouring in, the living room buzzing with activity. The soft glow of the electric fireplace cast dancing shadows on the walls, creating a warm and welcoming atmosphere. As more guests arrived, their laughter and chatter filled the room, blending with the crackling sounds of the fire.
Penelope was the star of the show. She moved from one person to another, entertaining them with her jokes and stories. Her infectious enthusiasm had everyone smiling and laughing. Knowing she had already eaten, I was relieved to think she would be in bed soon, away from the alcohol.
Jamie and I didnât like the idea of Penelope being around people drinking, even if it was just a glass or two of wine. I figured Jamie wouldnât drink much, which meant I could indulge a bit. If I had to endure a dinner party, I was going to need a drink to loosen up.
Eoin stopped next to me, standing on the border between the dining room and the living room. âI canât believe you got it all back, man,â he said in a mix of disbelief and admiration.
âWhat do you mean?â I asked, turning to face him.
âJamieâ¦your family. This is what youâve been working so hard for,â Eoin said, his eyes softening. âI admit, when you told me Jamie had no memory of you, I didnât think things would work out. But Iâm glad they did. You guys are like the perfect family.â
âWell, it wasnât fucking easy, thatâs for sure,â I replied, my gaze softening as I looked at Jamie. She was wearing a stunning purple dress that hugged her petite figure. She was the epitome of perfection.
âYou made it happen though,â he said, admiration in his voice. âYou donât know how lucky you are, cousin. If I were you, Iâd put a ring on it, make it official.â
~But youâre not me~, I thought. But then again, Eoin was making sense for once. Jamie approached us, a small smile on her face.
âCould you take Penelope to bed? I think we should get everyone seated for dinner soon. But weâre still waiting on one more.â
âWho?â I asked, curiosity piqued.
She smirked, her eyes twinkling with mischief. âYouâll just have to wait and see.â
The air was filled with the comforting scent of fresh bread and homemade soup. A low, amber pendant light bathed the dining room in a warm glow. Family and friends gathered around the table, their faces lit up with smiles as they shared stories and laughter.
The soup, a hearty mix of vegetables and spices, was served in steaming bowls, each topped with a dollop of creamy butter that Rita had made that morning. The bread rolls were soft and fluffy, piled high in wicker baskets, while the soda bread, dense and slightly sweet, was cut into wedges.
âThe soup is amazing,â my father said.
âItâs my motherâs recipe,â Jamie replied, sharing a smile with her father.
âAll right, story time,â Ethan announced, capturing everyoneâs attention. âYou wonât remember this, Jamie, but there was one time we got stuck in Laceyâs bar after closing. Bill, the owner, had already locked up and gone home for the night, not realizing we were still there.â
The room buzzed with anticipation. Everyone leaned in, eager to hear more.
Sara, Ethanâs significant other, quirked a brow. âHold on, how does something like that even occur?â
Ethan laughed. âWell, we were just chilling in the garden, sipping on some drinks and maybe puffing a bit of the green stuff.â His face broke into a playful grin as he winked knowingly.
The revelation that Jamie had smoked weed was a shocker to me, and judging by the expressions around the table, to everyone else as well. She never seemed the type. Itâs amazing how people can surprise you.
Clay couldnât help but chime in. âThatâs every fatherâs dream.â
Ethan carried on with his tale, ribbing Clay. âDonât stress, it wasnât a habit. Just on special occasions, weekends, and Tuesdays.â He paused for effect, winding Clay up like a toy. âIâm just messing with you! But seriously, it was so dark in the garden, Bill didnât see us. And we all knew that Bill was scared of the dark, even at fifty-five.â
His words were met with laughter from the group, even though the only others who knew this Bill character were the Harris family.
As the story unfolded, I couldnât help but notice the puzzled look on Jamieâs face. I glanced at Ethan, eager to know how they managed to escape.
âSo, how did you get out?â I asked curiously. âOr did you stay there all night?â
Ethan chuckled, answering, âWell, when we realized we were trapped, Jamie here went into full panic mode. She tried every door and window she could, but the alarm went off.â He paused again before continuing. âSo, we decided that our best option was toâ¦jump over the fence.â
Jamieâs voice was soft as she spoke, her eyes filled with a blend of amusement and disbelief. âI remember,â she said, her words drawing everyoneâs attention. âMy dress got snagged on the spike of the fence when we were jumping over. You had to tear a huge hole in the side to get me free.â
Ethan nodded, a proud smile on his face. âYeah, thatâs right. You remember?â
âItâs a bit fuzzy. But the story is familiar to me, parts of it at least.â Her words were filled with a sense of wonder, as if she was slowly piecing together parts of a puzzle.
Jamie remembering something from her past filled me with a mix of emotions. On one hand, I was pleasantly surprised that she was able to recall something from her past. It was a hopeful sign.
However, a part of me couldnât help but feel a twinge of disappointment. Despite all the time and effort Iâve invested in her recovery, she still hasnât remembered anything about me. It was a hard pill to swallow.
I quietly excused myself from the dining table, taking a moment to myself in the kitchen. The noise of laughter and conversation from our guests faded into a distant hum. However, Jamie quickly noticed my absence and followed me into the kitchen.
âEverything okay?â she asked, her voice soft and concerned.
âIâm fine,â I replied, uncorking another bottle of wine.
Jamie stood at the kitchen island, her voice gentle and sweet. âYouâre upset because I remembered something with Ethan and not you, arenât you?â
Jamieâs words hit home, piercing through my denial. Despite my attempts to hide it, she had seen right through me.
âIâm not upset with you,â I began, guilt and frustration building in my chest. âI justâ¦â I trailed off, unable to find the right words. I knew I was being unfair, and she didnât deserve my behavior.
Jamie stepped closer to me, her eyes filled with compassion. âYou wanted me to remember my time with you before anyone else,â she said, her voice soft and understanding. âItâs okay, Mason,â she continued, her voice reassuring. âI wish I remembered you before everyone else too. But maybe my brain is saving the best till last.â
My lips curved into a smile as I looked at her, her smile mirroring my own. âI hope youâre right,â I replied, my voice low and husky. I closed the distance between us, brushing my lips against hers in a soft lingering kiss.
The sound of the doorbell ringing jolted us apart.
âThatâs the last guest,â Jamie announced, her voice a mix of anticipation and relief. âWhy donât you bring the wine to the table? I think my dad needs a refill.â
She walked toward the door, her walking stick clicking against the floorboards. I continued toward the table with the wine bottles, filling up glasses that needed to be filled.
âEthanâs calling for Carmen.â I heard this over the hum of conversation.
I swiveled my head, a gentle smile blooming on my face. Carmenâs arrival was unexpected. Given the tension between her and Jamie at the restaurant, I thought it would take a while for them to reach this point.
âSorry for my tardiness,â Carmen apologized, her cheeks tinged with embarrassment. She glanced at the empty bowls scattered on the table. âSeems like I missed the appetizers. Antonio kept me at work until all the dishes were done.â
âNo worries,â Jamie said, stepping forward to help her with her coat. âDinnerâs almost ready. Why donât you sit next to Ethan?â
Carmen nodded and quickly found her seat.
As the evening wore on, the table buzzed with conversation. Everyone savored their meal, and empty plates were swiftly replaced with dessert: rich chocolate cheesecakes Jamie had ordered from the bakery.
I traded my cheesecake and vanilla ice cream for a glass of scotch, keeping my health goals in mind and trying not to break too many rules.
âYou guys should host dinner parties more often,â Eoin declared. âHonestly, the food tonight is better than anything Iâve had at a restaurant.â
Jamie laughed. âYou can thank Mason for that. Heâs quite the cook.â
âWell, my birthday is coming up soon. I wouldnât mind you two hosting my party,â Eoin suggested with a playful wink.
âReally?â Jamieâs eyes sparkled. âPlanning a party sounds fun. Iâd definitely be up for it if youâre serious?â
Eoin looked at both of us. âAre you sure? I donât want to impose.â
Jamie caught my eye, and I gave her a reassuring nod. While the idea of throwing a party for my older cousin didnât thrill me, I could see the excitement in Jamieâs eyes. I knew it would mean a lot to her.
âAbsolutely,â Jamie said warmly.
Eoin grinned. âAnd everyoneâs invited!â
The table erupted in laughter. Eoin was clearly enjoying himself and would likely end up passed out on my couch by nightâs end.
âSoâ¦,â Carmen started, her voice laced with curiosity as everyone returned to their desserts. My father moved around the table, refilling empty wine glasses. âIâve been out of the loop for a while. Any news on Jack? Itâs unsettling to think heâs still out there.â
My heart hammered in my chest at the mention of his name. Instantly, memories of the last time I saw him flooded back, the image seared into my mind. My breath hitched. It was already too late.
âWhoâs Jack?â Jamie asked, confusion clouding her voice.
Carmenâs brow furrowed, her expression turning serious. âWhat do you mean?â she asked. She turned to me, her eyes a blend of surprise and concern. âYou didnât tell her, did you?â
âTell me what?â Jamie pressed, her curiosity piqued. She looked at me, her eyes wide with anticipation.
The table fell into an uncomfortable silence, all eyes on me. The room was thick with tension, everyone waiting for me to speak. I didnât know how to tell her the truth.
Anger bubbled up inside me. This wasnât the right time or place.
âWho is Jack?â Jamie demanded, desperation creeping into her voice. âDoes anyone know who Jack is?â
I sat at the head of the table, my muscles rigid against my white shirt. The weight of the secret I was about to reveal felt heavy, suffocating. I drained my scotch and set the glass down, then opened my mouth to speak.
âJack isâ¦your ex. Heâs the one who caused your accident.â
Her mouth dropped open in shock, her eyes wide with disbelief. Everyone at the table remained silent, their faces a mix of surprise and horror. I assumed they were all silently blaming me for making them keep this secret from her, but I had told them I knew what was best for her, because I thought I did.
Jamie rose from the table, her body trembling slightly. Without a word, she turned and walked away, the sound of her walking stick echoing off the floorboards as she vanished from sight.