I canât make sense of anything anymore. The past few days have been hell. First, it was packing for New York. Then barely half an hour after arriving, Igor decided that wasnât good enough. Now heâs ordering us to move into his parentsâ home like weâre pieces on his personal chessboard.
I push up from the couch, my frustration bubbling over. Heâs standing there like he always doesâunflinching, cold, in complete control. But not of me.
We lock eyes, his icy blue gaze clashing with my own. My arms cross over my chest, and I let the words fly.
âThe only other house Iâll move to is my brotherâs.â
His jaw tightens, a flicker of warning flashing in his gaze, but I stand my ground. Iâm done dancing to his tune. Iâm not blind. I saw the blood-soaked boxes. Someoneâs sending him a message. Thatâs his world, not mine. To Igor, this is probably business as usualâa hazard of his job. But to me? This is life or death.
I have Sofiya to think about. And if I can use this chaos to get us away from him, Iâll take it.
âIâm not asking,â he says, his voice low and full of menace. âIâm telling you. Itâs not safe here.â
âExactly,â I shoot back without hesitation. âItâs not safe to stay with you.â
The muscle in his jaw jumps, and when he speaks again, his voice drips with ice. âLet me rephrase. If you donât grab your shit, Iâll personally throw you into the car with your suitcase.â
I step closer, my chin tilting up as my anger boils over. âIâd like to see you try.â
In two strides, heâs in my space, crowding me. His hands grip my waist, pulling me against his body like heâs daring me to push him away.
âDonât tempt me, volchitsa,â he murmurs, his voice low and threatening. His lips hover so close to mine I can feel the heat of his breath. âThere are still things I havenât done to you.â
âYouâre disgusting,â I snap, shoving against his chest.
He laughs, low and mocking. âSure. Thatâs why youâre burning up right now.â
âDonât flatter yourself,â I hiss.
âLiar,â he taunts, his grin sharp. âI bet youâre soaked for me.â
Heat floods my cheeksânot from embarrassment, but pure rage. My fists clench, and I throw every ounce of venom into my words. âStep away from me, or Iâll scream.â
âGo ahead,â he says, his gaze boring into mine. âDo it.â
The challenge hangs between us, and I realize with a sinking feeling that heâs not bluffing. Iâve used this threat more times than I can count to get out of bad situations. But Igor? He doesnât flinch. He doesnât even blink.
âDamn it,â I mutter under my breath, the sting of defeat settling deep in my chest.
He smirks, a maddeningly smug expression that makes me want to slap it clean off his face.
âYou canât blame a guy for trying to make the best out of a desperate situation. Now be a doll and get the kids. Weâre leaving.â
Every word from him grates against my nerves, but I know itâs pointless to fight him. I could stand here and argue all day, but it wonât change a thing. And honestly? I donât even know what I want anymore. My mind feels like itâs unraveling, every sharp edge of my anger dulling into helplessness.
Before I can summon a retort, a soft creak draws both our attention. I turn toward the doorway and freeze.
Sofiya and Damien are standing there, their wide eyes darting between us. My heart sinks. How long have they been watching? Did they see the worst of it?
I step back from Igor, forcing myself to take a deep breath. My lungs burn, but I smooth my expression, softening my gaze as I look at Sofiya. She doesnât need more reasons to dislike himâor to fear him.
I force a smile to my lips and sign, âDonât worry. We came to get Damien, and now weâre going to another house.â
Sofiya frowns, tilting her head. âAll of us?â
I hesitate, but the look in her eyesâso full of hopeâfeels like a knife twisting in my gut. âAll of us,â I sign back, even though the words feel like a betrayal. Thereâs no choice. If I resist Igor, heâll take Sofiya from me. And thatâs a risk I canât take.
Sofiya shifts her gaze to Igor, studying him like she always does. To my surprise, his posture softens. He kneels in front of the kids, and for a brief moment, he almost looks human. His icy eyes lock on hers.
âWhat did she say?â he asks, his voice quiet but firm.
âItâs none of your business,â I spit, the defiance in my tone making his shoulders tense.
But he doesnât take the bait. Instead, he turns to Damien. âWeâre going to Babushka and Deduskaâs house for a few days,â he says, his tone gentle. âGrab whatever toys you want, okay?â
Damien nods and scampers off to his room. Igor watches him go, and for just a second, I see something in his expression I wasnât expectingâa small, fond smile that makes my knees threaten to give out.
Sofiya glances at me, her little hands moving quickly in sign language. âShould I help Damien?â
âYes,â I sign back, my hands steady even as my chest tightens. âGo help him pack.â
Sofiya doesnât hesitate. She darts after Damien, leaving me alone with Igor once again.
I glare at him, my anger rising like a tide. âThis isnât a joke, Igor.â
His face hardens. âI know itâs not. Which is why youâre going with me.â
âTo Nikâs house,â I counter, my voice firm. âYou know weâd be safer there.â
His expression darkens. âNo.â
âButââ
âDonât push me, Katya,â he growls, his jaw clenching. âIâm not in the mood for another argument. Weâre all going to my parentsâ house, and thatâs final.â
âFuck you,â I snap, my voice low and sharp.
He moves so fast I donât have time to react. In three strides, heâs caging me against the wall, one arm braced beside my head while his body looms over mine. His presence is suffocating, his voice a dangerous whisper.
âI donât think you heard me,â he says, his tone chillingly calm. âI wonât tolerate defiance. Once in a while is fineâit keeps things interesting. But keep pushing me, volchitsa, and Iâll have to force you.â
I want to tell him to go to hell. I want to tell him heâs the last person Iâd trust with Sofiyaâs safety. But before I can open my mouth, Sofiya and Damien reappear, holding their bags.
Igor steps back like nothing happened.
âLetâs go, kids,â he says, ushering us toward the door. He pauses, glancing at me as his hand hovers over the handle. âIt should be cleaned up by now.â
I stiffen. âWhat was it?â I ask, my voice quiet, though I donât really want to know.
âWeâll talk later,â he replies, nodding toward the kids.
And just like that, Iâm reminded that in his world, secrets are currency.
And Iâm flat broke.
The elevator doors slide open, and a familiar face with the same piercing blue eyes steps out. Aleks, Igorâs brother. His stride is easy, casual, but thereâs an edge to him, a sharpness that makes it clear heâs no oneâs sidekick. He nods in acknowledgment before turning his attention to Igor.
âI sent the men ahead,â Aleks says, his tone clipped but calm. âIâm riding in the car with you.â
âThatâs not necessary,â Igor replies, already sounding annoyed. âWeâre fine.â
âTwo gunâhands are better than one,â Aleks reminds him, smirking at his own slip. âWeâre going to the same place anyway.â
Igor exhales sharply, the sound edged with frustration. âFine,â he mutters, stepping aside. âYou might as well make yourself useful and help with the bags.â
I tense as Aleks kneels in front of Sofiya. His resemblance to Igor is uncannyâsame sharp cheekbones, same icy eyesâbut where Igor is steel, Aleks has an easy charm that feels almost disarming.
He tilts his head to the side, his lips curling into a slow, deliberate smile. Then, to everyoneâs surprise, he lifts his hands and signs, âHi, Iâm Aleks.â
Sofiyaâs eyes widen, and for a brief moment, her tiny hands tremble. But then the smallest smile blooms on her face, and she signs back, âIâm Sofiya.â
Her shyness melts away, and seeing her beam so brightly makes something inside me ache.
She shouldnât be here, a voice in my head whispers. None of us should.
âNice to meet you,â Aleks signs, his movements fluid and confident. Then he stands, his gaze shifting to meet mine.
âKatya,â he says, the corners of his mouth twitching upward like he knows something I donât.
âAleks,â I reply coolly, crossing my arms, unwilling to let his charm chip away at my walls.
Igor steps in, his tone sharp with irritation. âSince when do you know sign language?â
Aleks throws him a smirk, as if heâs enjoying the fact that his brother didnât see this coming. âThere are a lot of things you donât know about me, brother,â he says casually, turning back to Damien before Igor can respond.
Aleks offers Damien his fist, grinning. âWhatâs up, little man?â
Damienâs face lights up as he bumps fists with Aleks. âWill you teach me how to talk to Sofiya?â
The words catch me off guard. I blink, my chest tightening with a flicker of warmth. I wasnât prepared for that, wasnât prepared for Damienâs earnestness or his desire to connect with Sofiya.
Maybe Iâve underestimated him. Maybe the world Igor comes from hasnât tainted him yet.
Aleks grins and winks at Damien. âSure thing, little man. Weâll start with the basics.â
The elevator dings, and we file inside, bags and all. Igor follows, his posture tense, his expression dark. He doesnât say a word, but the way his jaw clenches and his icy gaze darts toward me every few seconds is enough to make his anger obvious.
I ignore him. Let him stew in his misery. If he needs a fight to unload all that anger, he can look somewhere else. Iâve given him enough.
The ride to Igorâs parentsâ house is suffocating. No one speaks. Sofiya leans against me, clutching my hand while Damien sits beside her, fidgeting with one of his toys. Aleks sits in the front, relaxed, but his eyes flick to the rearview mirror every so often, like heâs reading the tension in the car and filing it away for later.
Igor is a storm cloud sitting beside him, radiating his displeasure like a physical thing. His hands grip the wheel a little too tight, his jaw clenched so hard I half expect to hear it crack.
And me? I stare out the window, watching the city blur past as my mind races. The silence in the car is unbearable, but itâs nothing compared to the dread sitting heavy in my chest.
Igorâs parents. Their house.
I didnât want to live with one Sokolov, let alone a house full of them. They will no doubt look at me like Iâm some interloper, the enemy who dared to keep Sofiya away from them.
My grip on Sofiyaâs hand tightens as I think about it. I donât need their judgment. I donât need their stares or their thinly veiled accusations. But most of all, I donât need their hatred. Because itâs comingâI can already feel it.
This is going to be hell.
Fucking perfect.
By the time we pull up to the massive gates of the Sokolov estate, my dread has turned into a lead weight in my stomach. The gates open slowly, revealing a sprawling mansion that feels more like a fortress. Tall, imposing, and cold. Just like the family who lives here.
As the car comes to a stop, Sofiya sits up straighter, her wide eyes taking in the house. Damien is already unbuckling his seatbelt, eager to explore.
âStay close to me,â I sign to Sofiya, brushing a hand over her hair.
Igor kills the engine and steps out first, barking orders at one of the men who comes to greet us. Aleks climbs out more casually, grabbing some of the bags from the trunk before turning to offer Sofiya a reassuring smile.
âItâs big, huh?â he signs, gesturing to the house.
Sofiya nods, her gaze bouncing between him and the mansion.
âDonât worry,â Aleks adds. âYouâll like it here.â
I donât know if heâs saying it for her benefit or mine, but I donât respond. Instead, I step out of the car, holding Sofiyaâs hand tightly. Damien rushes ahead, too excited to wait, and Aleks follows with an armful of bags.
Igor steps beside me, his presence unwelcome but impossible to ignore.
âTry to keep your temper in check,â he says, his voice low enough that only I can hear.
I whip my head toward him, glaring. âTry to keep your ego in check,â I hiss back.
For a moment, he looks like heâs going to snap, but then he exhales sharply and walks away, his long strides eating up the distance to the house.