The entire time Iâm tearing through my wardrobe, Iâm trying to find something that says exactly what I need it to: Yeah, we fucked six years ago. It was incredible. Iâm willing to do it again, but thatâs as far as it goes.
The black dress I settle on fits the message perfectly. Simple, tight, and just provocative enough to remind him of exactly what he hadâand what heâll be having again tonight.
When Igorâs eyes met mine in the courtroom earlier today, I had every chance to ignore him. To pretend we didnât know each other and act like that hot, messy hookup against the fountain never happened. But the second he smiledâthat slow, confident curve of his lipsâI knew I was a goner.
I shouldâve drawn the line right then, for the sake of the case, for the sake of everything Iâve worked so hard to build.
But I didnât.
Because if I were someone who always followed the rules, I wouldnât be standing here right now, pulling into the Four Seasons parking lot and trying not to think about how wet I am just thinking about him.
The simple truth is, Igor Sokolov is impossible to ignore. He was intense back then, the kind of man who pinned you to the wall with nothing more than a look. And the way he carried himselfâthe dark hunger in his eyes, the raw, untamed energy in his touchâmade it clear he wasnât just a random hookup. No, Igor made an impression. One I couldnât shake, no matter how much time passed.
Even now, my body remembers him.
It doesnât matter that we barely spoke that day. It doesnât matter that six years have passed. The memory of what we did together still lingers in the darkest corners of my mind, a secret I keep even from myself.
And thatâs exactly what this will be: another secret. Another night Iâll bury deep down and never think of again.
The plan is simple.
Meet him. Have him. Leave.
Nothing changes. Nothing gets complicated. Just like riding a bike, I tell myself. A one-night stand isnât hard to navigate, especially when youâve mastered the art of cutting ties afterward.
Itâll be my secret. One more on the ever-growing pile.
I take a deep breath as I step out of my car, the evening air crisp against my skin. The excitement bubbling in my chest feels foreign, something I havenât felt in what feels like forever. I should feel guilty. I should be turning around, heading home, and burying myself in my work.
But I donât.
For once, Iâm not the judge. Iâm not the arbiter of justice or the enforcer of rules. Tonight, Iâm just a woman chasing a thrill, chasing a memory that refuses to fade.
I stride into the hotel with my head held high, the dress clinging to me. My heels click against the polished floor as I walk straight past the front desk, barely sparing it a glance.
When the elevator doors slide open, I step inside and lean back against the mirrored wall, forcing myself to take another deep breath.
What am I doing?
This is insane. I should leave before anyone catches a glimpse of me. Before anyone sees me walking into Igor Sokolovâs room and ruins the reputation Iâve spent years building.
But I donât leave.
The elevator dings softly as it reaches the top floor, the hallway stretching out empty before me. I step out, my heels sinking into the plush carpet, and glance around. No one. Good.
But even as I move toward his room, panic starts clawing at my chest. My heart thunders in my ears as I look back, fighting the urge to bolt.
I canât do this.
I shouldnât do this.
âKatya.â
The deep, familiar voice freezes me in my tracks.
I turn slowly, my heart lodged in my throat, and find him leaning casually against the doorway of his suite. Heâs smirking, of course, that maddening, knowing smirk thatâs always made my stomach flip. His hands are tucked in his pockets, his shoulders relaxed, and heâs barefoot. Barefoot. Like he owns the damn world and doesnât have a single care in it.
âIgor.â My voice is steady, which is a small miracle considering my knees are threatening to buckle.
âGoing somewhere?â he asks, his eyes glinting as he waves a hand.
The elevator doors slide shut behind me with a soft ding, leaving me stranded in this hallway with no escape.
Nowhere to go.
Nothing left to do but follow through.
I take a slow, deliberate breath and move toward him, my body betraying every logical thought screaming at me to turn around. Each step feels heavier than the last, my pulse thrumming with anticipation.
But the moment I see the heat flare in his eyes, every ounce of worry melts away.
âAre you coming, or not?â I challenge, brushing past him as I swing my hips just a little extra.
His scentâdark and woodsy, with a hint of something sharpâinvades my senses, pulling me back to that afternoon six years ago. My lips itch to press against his stubbled jaw, to feel the rough scrape of it against my skin again.
âOh, Iâm coming,â he drawls, his voice a low rumble that makes my thighs clench. âBut I want you to come first.â
I laugh, light and easy, ignoring the tiny voice in my head telling me to turn around before itâs too late. Before I fall back into the chaos that is Igor Sokolov.
The door clicks shut behind us, sealing us in his suite.
âDo you want to go to the restaurant, or should we order room service?â he asks, his tone deceptively casual as he stalks closer.
I arch a brow, amused. âOh, Iâm not here to eat; I already had dinner. But Iâm warning you, one word about the case, and Iâm leaving.â
His lips twitch into something resembling a smile, but itâs too wicked, too dangerous to be sweet. âStraight to the point, I see.â
He steps closer, his towering frame drawing the air from the room. Heat radiates off him, and it takes everything in me not to reach out and run my hands over his chest.
âMaybe I want to court my girl first,â he murmurs, his voice a low, teasing drawl as his eyes rake over me.
âIâm neither yours, nor a girl,â I say, but my voice lacks the conviction I wish it had.
Because we both know itâs a lie.
We might have spent six years apart, but tonight, the lines are blurring all over again. Whatever this is, itâs bigger than either of us.
He grips my waist, pulling me flush against him, and my body betrays me completely. My arms slide around his shoulders, my fingers brushing the nape of his neck, drawing us closer.
âShould we go to the bedroom?â I whisper, my voice breathless. âOr do you have a kinky fantasy youâd like to share?â
The heat in his eyes darkens as his lips curve into a sinful grin.
âWhy donât we start here?â My skin is ablaze. âWeâll take this to the bedroom later,â he says in a gravelly voice, then runs his lips over my jaw, kissing lightly every now and then as his fingers trace the delicate line of my neck.
His suggestive words open a floodgate of visuals that are unapologetically naughty. Before I can stop it, I imagine myself on my knees, my lips wrapped around his gorgeous cock, worshipping him.
In the next heartbeat, the image changes. One moment, Iâm holding his length, teasing it, pushing my tongue over the head, driving him crazy with slow strokes down the shaft. But then we lock eyes, and I realize that no man has ever looked at me with such a hungry gaze, as if I was a goddess and a temptress wrapped into one sultry being. No man has ever given me more freedom to be myself, and yet been this demanding and all consuming.
When I can no longer take the agonizingly slow torture he inflicts upon me, I throw myself at him, pushing him back with so much force we both stumble backward against the door. Our bodies clash, but neither of us seems to mind. This is too damn exciting.
His blue eyes turn dark, a shade I recognize as a prelude to mind-blowing orgasms. I force myself to remember that despite my undeniable attraction to him, Iâll never give him more than my body. Thatâs all he can have. And still, something inside of me recoils.
My self-controlâs lacking in this equation, and when he lifts me in his arms, I waste no time wrapping my legs around his waist, my dress riding higher up my thighs. His length rests comfortably against my pussy, so snug I could drop my body just a little to grind against him and ruin us both.
I tip my head down. His lips are mere millimeters away from mine, but not only because of the height difference. If I wanted to, I could kiss him. The need is there. It fills me with a fluttering of desire, but I donât allow myself to go there.
âYou feel so good against me,â he breathes, his muscles taut as he holds me in his arms. âI bet youâd feel even better without your clothes on. Iâve been dreaming of seeing you naked. Iâve been fantasizing about your breasts. We didnât have nearly enough time in that garden for me to worship you the way you deserve.â
âYou better get moving then,â I tell him, trying to feign control. âI have other plans after this.â
Itâs a lie, but what else am I supposed to do? This is nothing but an opportunity to get him out of my system. Tomorrow, we can both pretend as though is this didnât happen. One nightâs all I can allow myself. Itâs how long I can afford to let go.
He starts walking toward the bedroom, lifting me a little higher with every step. I fiddle with his shirt, unbuttoning it the best I can. My fingers arenât getting a lot of work done because Iâm too busy admiring him, running my gaze down his six-pack and the iliac furrow pointing straight down to his crotch. God, I canât wait for that moment, when his length fits perfectly snug inside me.
âFuck,â he whispers under his breath. âYou have a great ass. I could even tell it was magnificent under that judgeâs robe.â
I twist my hips a little and wrap my hand around the long column of his neck, pulling his head up to meet me. His stubble rubs against my palm, and I tighten the hold, dragging my lips across the line of his jaw. The faint scent of his cologne is enough to speed up my heart. Or is it the rush of adrenaline that comes from holding a powerful man right in the palm of my hand? I slide down the hard edge of his cock pressing against his pants. Closing my eyes, I press my cheek against the crook of his neck and inhale deeply. My every sense is in tune with his body, with his hardness and the strong beat of his heart thumping against my chest.
He crashes us on the bed, one hand coming up to cup my ass. He pulls my body to his hips, aligning us until our groins are flush against each other. The slightest shift of his body sends a jolt of pleasure through me. I smile, allowing myself to bask in the incredible feeling.
âFuck me like you mean it, Igor.â