My heart is a battering ram in my chest, pounding so hard I feel like it might crack my ribs wide open. I sink onto the couch and hug a cushion tightly, resting my cheek against it as my eyes flick to the tiny clock on the coffee table.
What the hell is taking him so long?
Does he need time to process the bomb that just dropped? Or is he out there planning something?
I need to run. My gut is screaming at me to grab Sofiya, pack our things, and get the hell out of this country. The only comfort I have is that Igor doesnât know my addressâat least, I donât think he does. But who am I kidding? This is Igor Sokolov weâre talking about. He could have my address in his hands faster than I can finish telling him to go to hell.
And right now, that feels like the exact place I should be sending him.
After what feels like an eternity, he finally returns. I didnât even realize heâd gone to grab his pants. His torso is still bare, the sheen of sweat glistening faintly under the dim light. My perfume lingers in the air around him, mingling with the masculine scent thatâs so uniquely his.
I groan inwardly. If this isnât the most awkward situation of my life, I donât know what is.
He sits down beside me, the couch dipping under his weight. For a moment, he just stares at me, his expression unreadable. Then, in a voice so quiet I almost think I imagine it, he says, âTell me about her.â
The tenderness in his tone is a blade to my chest. I donât know how Igor Sokolov can look so damn dangerous and sound so devastatingly gentle at the same time, but the combination makes my blood run cold.
I canât do this. I need time to think. âCan I have a glass of water?â I blurt out, my voice sharp and rushed. Itâs ridiculous, but itâs the only thing I can come up with to buy a few seconds.
Without a word, he gets up and goes to the minibar. The moment he turns his back to me, my brain kicks into overdrive, mapping out my escape. Which hotel exit will have the fewest people? If I slip out now, how much of a head start can I get before he comes looking for me?
But before I can finish plotting, heâs back, moving with his typical quiet, predatory grace. He sets a bottle of water and two glasses on the table, then turns back and uncaps a bottle of whiskey, pouring himself a glass. My heart races as he takes a long, deliberate gulp, watching me intently.
âNow,â he says, his voice lower this time, darker. âWhoâs Sofiya?â
I grab my glass and take a sip of the whiskey he poured for me, the liquid burning its way down my throat. Itâs rich, expensiveâjust like every other indulgence men like Igor are used to.
I sigh, wishing I could rewind the past twenty-four hours and undo the entire chain of events that brought me here. I donât regret what happened six years ago. Not for a second. But if thereâs one thing I do regret, itâs letting him find out about Sofiya.
The last thing I need is Igor calling in a team of lawyers to tear my life apart. But the way heâs looking at me nowâhis jaw tight, his shoulders tenseâIâm not so sure thatâs how he would choose to go about it anyway.
The silence between us grows unbearable. I can feel his patience unraveling, thread by thread, until it finally snaps.
With a sharp growl, he hurls his glass at the wall, the shatter of crystal ricocheting through the room. My body jolts, my heart slamming into my throat.
Before I can react, heâs on me. His massive hands grip the edge of the couch as he leans down, his body so close our knees touch. The sheer size of him, the intensity in his dark eyes, makes the air feel too thick to breathe.
âAnswer. My. Fucking. Question.â His voice is a low, dangerous rumble.
I stare at him, stunned, as my mind scrambles for an answer. But when his expression softens just a fraction, the words tumble out of my mouth before I can stop them.
âYou were there,â I snap, my voice rising in defense. âWe didnât use protection. Three months later, I had a positive pregnancy test in my hands. End of story.â My lips curl into a sarcastic smirk. âWho wouldâve guessed youâre so virile?â
The smirk falters as his face darkens. My heart stutters in my chest, and I brace myself for whatever comes next.
âYou shouldâve told me,â he snarls, his voice tight with anger, though thereâs something else there too.
I let out a bitter laugh. âI didnât want you in our lives, Igor. I didnât want Sofiya to know who you are.â
His hands twitch, his knuckles white as he grips the sofa. âYou had no right. Sheâs my kid.â
âIs she now?â I challenge, my voice sharp and defiant.
âYes.â His voice cracks slightly, the admission catching in his throat before he forces it out.
âBiologically, yes,â I spit back. âBut that doesnât mean you get to barge into our lives and make demands.â
âYou donât know anything about me,â he says quietly, his eyes flashing fury.
âIs that so? Do enlighten me.â
He straightens slightly, his jaw tight. âI take my responsibilities seriously.â
âSo, because you were a careless sperm donor, Iâm supposed to include you in our lives?â I snap, my voice growing louder. âWe had one night, Igor. And yes, I enjoyed every second of it. But Sofiya is mine. Sheâs my entire world, and I wonât let you in.â
âI have a son,â he says suddenly, his voice low and raw.
The words hit me like a brick. I blink, stunned.
âAnastasiya Gargarin,â he continues, his tone soft but heavy. âShe died in childbirth. The judge gave me full custody of my son. Iâve been raising him on my own ever since.â His dark eyes lock onto mine, and for the first time, I see the cracks in his armor. âI know what itâs like to be a parent, Katya.â
My breath catches. Thereâs too much to process, too much to unpack.
âI want to meet her,â he continues, stubborn and unyielding.
âNo.â
âI donât need your permission,â he counters, his voice cold and hard.
âYou have no idea what kind of power I hold in Russia,â I hiss, my voice laced with warning. âNor what my brothers will do to shield meâusâfrom you.â
He smirks, leaning closer. âIs that supposed to scare me?â
âAnd you expect me to welcome you into our lives out of fear?â
âIf thatâs what it takes,â he says, his voice dropping to a dangerous whisper. âThen yes, Katya. Youâll accept me out of fear.â
I need to spell it out for him in a way he canât twist, manipulate, or bulldoze his way through. âI think weâre past the point where we can play games, Igor. And I also think youâre full of shit. My little girl is the most precious thing in the world. I wonât risk her safety by letting you into our lives.â
âSo what?â he snarls, his voice cracking with barely contained fury. âYou want me to stay away from her? You expect me to pretend she doesnât exist?â His face is turning an alarming shade of red, and for the first time, I wonder just how far his temper can go.
I rise from the couch, forcing space between us before this fight spirals even further. âThereâs no going back to a different time, Igor. Thereâs no point shouting at me.â
But heâs up just as fast, closing the gap between us. His finger jabs toward me, the accusation in his eyes cutting sharper than any words. âMaybe youâre right. Maybe itâs too late. We canât turn back the clock. Fine, I can accept that. I can even accept that you shut the door in my face before we even had a chance to talk it through. But you donât get to keep my daughter away from me. Now that I know she exists, I wonât stop until I meet her.â
His words hit me like a punch to the gut, sending my anger flaring hotter and brighter than I thought was possible.
âYouâre crazy,â I snap, shaking my head in disbelief. âThis isnât a pissing contest to see who has the bigger dick, Igor!â
âFuck you,â he growls, his voice dropping an octave as his hands scrub over his face. He paces like a caged animal, his body coiled tight with frustration. âGod, I canât even look at you right now.â
âThatâs the one problem I can easily solve for you.â My voice is cold, razor-sharp as I turn on my heel.
Without giving him a chance to respond, I stride to the door and slam it behind me. The sound reverberates down the hallway, loud and final, but it does little to soothe the storm raging inside me.
By the time I make it to my car, my hands are shaking so badly it takes me two tries to get the key in the ignition. As I pull out of the parking lot, my mind is already racing ahead, planning my next move. I canât handle this alone. I will need backup.
I grab my phone and hit the speed dial for Vasiliy. He answers on the first ring.
âMeet me outside my house,â I say, my voice clipped and urgent.
âWhatâs going on?â Vasiliy asks, instantly alert.
âWe have trouble,â I bite out, gripping the steering wheel so tightly my knuckles ache.
Thereâs a beat of silence before he speaks again, his voice hardening. âDidnât I tell you to stay away from him?â
âThis isnât about me!â I snap back, my frustration spilling over. âItâs about Sofiya.â
Another pause. And then, quietly, âWhat do you mean?â
âHe knows,â I say, the words tasting like acid in my mouth.
Silence again, but this time itâs heavier.
âIâll be there,â Vasiliy finally says, his voice ice cold. The line goes dead, leaving me alone with nothing but my thoughts and the overwhelming realization that my carefully constructed world is about to come crashing down.