So Madoc wanted to talk.
This was new.
I couldnât get off the bed without his permission, and I was totally naked and vulnerable while he conducted his Q&A.
I sighed, knowing I owed him this much. And more. âA few months after I left I snuck back,â I added. âYou were having a party, and you had someone with you.â
As much as Iâd gotten past hating him for that, the feeling of betrayal could never be forgotten. He had been sitting on the edge of the hot tub with his legs in the water while some girl blew him. He had been leaning back on one hand with his other in her hair, and his head had fallen back. He didnât see me looking through the patio doors.
His dad and Addie were home but undoubtedly asleep. I thought Iâd worked it well, arriving in so late. Heâd be in bed. Iâd sneak in. Weâd talk.
My timing couldnât have been more wrong. Or more right.
I ran out of the house, away from someone I was too young to love.
Madoc averted his pained eyes. âYou shouldnât have saved yourself for me. I donât deserve it.â
âI didnât,â I whispered. âI saved myself for me. Part of it was that I didnât want anyone else but you, but the truth was I just didnât want anyone. Even you. I was in over my head. I needed to grow up.â
His body was so still. Heâd stopped advancing, and I wanted him to know that none of this mattered anymore. Iâd lived with it and had plenty of time to get over everything. He was still adjusting.
I lay back on the bed, watching his eyes come back to me as I rolled onto my stomach and looked over my shoulder at him.
âFuck the past. Remember?â I told him, keeping my eyes and tone serious. My pose might be to redirect his attention back on me, but I wanted him to know that while I understood his concerns, we were done talking.
His eyes softened, and he walked around the bed, leaning down over me on his hands.
He was so close, and I faltered when I felt a streak shoot from my chest down between my legs.
I gave him a sly smile and hooded my eyes, trying to be sexy. Kicking up my legs, I crossed my ankles and swung my feet back and forth.
He turned his head, running his eyes the whole length of my body in a way that made me feel as if a warm blanket covered every inch his gaze touched. Reaching out, he grazed the skin of my back with his fingertips, and I closed my eyes.
âHowâs school?â he asked, and I popped my eyes open again.
âMadoc! For Christâs sake!â I yelled.
I hated questions, and now was not the time!
He arched a scolding eyebrow at me. âTemper, Fallon,â he warned.
I clenched my teeth, seething.
But then I was shocked out of my anger when he grabbed me by my thigh and hauled me to the edge of the bed, flipping me over onto my back.
âMadoc!â
Parting my legs, he hooked me under my knees and yanked me to meet him at the edge.
My heart pumped like a ten-pound weight pressed against my chest, and a sweat broke out over my neck.
âSchool,â he urged like a warning.
âItâs . . . itâs . . . good,â I stammered. âIâm studying Mechanical Engineering. You?â
I didnât laugh, because I was mad, but this shouldâve been funny, I guess.
He ran his fingers between my legs, massaging my entrance. âPre-Law,â he responded in a light, nonchalant tone. âSurprise, surprise.â He sounded like he was having a business conversation.
âYeah,â I breathed out, trying really hard to figure out what the hell my mind should be on right now. His questions or the sensation of his prodding fingers. âPre-Law? Howâs that?â I asked.
âI like it, actually.â His eyes werenât on mine. He was watching everything his hand was doing. âI think Iâll be good at it. So what does the Valknut tattoo mean?â
He slipped a finger in, and my belly exploded with fireworks.
âUm . . . what?â I gasped.
His fingerâor fingers, I thought it was one, but I felt so fullâhad to be buried down to the knuckle, because he was so deep when he started massaging my insides with small circles.
My eyes rolled to the back of my head.
âThe Valknut symbol, Fallon,â he reminded me.
I barely unclenched my teeth. âCan I tell you another time?â
His sly little smile peeked out as he watched his fingers moving inside me.
âOne more question.â He raised his gaze to mine. âDo you trust me, Fallon?â
I stilled, knowing right away what my answer was. âYouâre the only person I trust.â
Sitting up with my legs still hooked on his arms, I looked up at him and whispered, âAnd Iâll make you trust me.â
He was going to wake up in the morning with me still here.
He pulled me up to stand on the bed, and I wrapped him up in my arms, hugging him to me. His smooth jaw rubbed against my chest as his head lowered, trailing kisses over my collarbone and down my breasts.
I ran my fingers through his short blond hair and leaned into his mouth. Chills spread everywhere, and I shivered.
He took a nipple between his teeth and then covered it with his entire mouth, sucking hard. âDamn,â I sighed, completely helpless.
I let my head fall back as I moaned. His hot mouth sucked and released, bit and let go, over and over again until I felt like there was a spark of electricity shooting from my heart straight to the heat between my legs.
Then, he turned his attention on the other one: kissing, nibbling, and damn near eating me alive.
Sucking in my bottom lip, I dug my nails into his shoulders while he feasted. The torture was so good, but it was building so much that I wanted to throw him down, climb on top, and ride him.
I jerked, my eyes popping open when I felt his fingers back between my legs.
âDamn, youâre wet,â he groaned into my neck.
Yeah, I could feel it.
I pushed against his chest and dropped to the bed, scooting back to the headboard in a slow crawl.
âStop toying, Madoc,â I challenged through hooded eyes. âTime to put up or shut up. Letâs see what you got.â
He broke out in a bright smile, stilling my heart. Laughing and watching me, he stalked around the bed unfastening his jeans.
âMy little rival. You think I canât rise to the occasion in this game?â he shot back.
I couldnât hide the smile at the corner of my mouth. Leaning back on my hands, I bent my legs up, locking my knees together with my ankles apart.
I lifted my eyebrows with a look that said .
But my face fell when he smiled again, this time more sinister.
A yelp caught in my throat as he darted out his hands, grabbed my ankles, yanked me down, and then paused only a moment to gloat at my wide-eyed expression before flipping me over to my stomach.
Fast, shallow breaths poured in and out of me, and my insides clenched and throbbed with the friction of the blankets on my stomach.
I choked on air. âMadââ
âDonât talk,â he growled low in my ear, and thatâs when I realized I was trapped by a wall behind me.
He still had his jeans on. I could feel them rubbing against my ass.
His hand dipped back between my legs, and I closed my eyes as he smoothed them up and around the entrance, across my clit in circles but never entering me. I propped myself up on my elbows and started moving into his fingers.
The bed dipped, so I knew he mustâve brought a knee up to lean over me. A hot, wet tickle ran up my back, and I shivered at the feel of his tongue licking me.
A hard nibble descended on my side, and I clenched the blankets under me.
âMadoc.â But he didnât stop. Coming down again and again, he sucked on the skin of my back, taking it between his teeth each time. It felt like glass splintering. One kiss and the tingles spread out in an even radius all over my body.
âYou want to challenge me again?â He pressed himself into my ass, and I could feel his hardness trying to get free.
âMadoc, damn it!â I tried to sound angry, but it came out as a whimper-cry-beg instead. âIâm about to hump the damn bed! Please!â
Looking over my shoulder, I soaked in his sexy-as-hell smooth, tanned chest and six-pack that I wanted to lick. âI need you,â I mouthed.
He mustâve seen the pleading in my eyes, because he reached over to his nightstand and plucked out a condom. Ripping it open with his teeth, he pulled his pants and boxer briefs down and kicked them off his feet. I held his eyes as he rolled it on. I held his eyes when he knelt on the bed and lowered himself on me.
But I lost him when he arched one of my legs up, my inner thigh lying flat on the bed, and nestled himself between my legs.
As he positioned both of his arms on the bed next to each of my shoulders, he leaned down over me, his hand under my chin, and tipped my head up to meet his lips.
. He covered my entire mouth with his, and slipped inside of me, slick and fast.
I whimpered into his mouth.
âI love you,â he groaned against my lips.
I reached behind me and clutched the back of his neck, closing my eyes and absorbing every back-and-forth movement of his body as it thrust into mine.
Grinding my teeth together, I sucked in air as he drove deeper and faster, his body sliding up and down my back.
His long, muscled forearms at my sides flexed and tensed, and each time he entered me, I started moaning at the pleasure of what he could do to me that I couldnât do to myself. I think people called it the G-spot, and he was really good at finding it. I started squirming against the bed, pushing up against him to increase the speed. The faster he went, the more I felt it.
His hot breath hissed in my ear. âNo patience tonight, huh?â
âIâm sorry,â I moaned, not lessening my speed one bit. âIâll make it up to you. This position is just . . .â
My belly started to swirl with butterflies like I was free-falling, and my insides tightened and released. I dropped my head to the bed and arched my ass up to meet him and held it there as he slammed into me.
âOh,â I moaned, feeling the burn, and I went wild, seeking him faster and harder.
Until he stopped.
What?
My eyes burned with fear and anger, and the pulse between my legs raced.
Before I even had a chance to turn around, though, he grabbed my hips, yanked me up on all fours and entered me again.
âOh, God!â I cried out, steeling my arms and widening my legs as he slammed into me just as hard and fast as before.
âThis position is even better,â he remarked, holding onto my hips.
And then I was gone. I tightened around his cock, throbbing and bursting as the orgasm scorched my insides, making my heart jump into my throat.
My forehead fell back to the bed, but Madoc didnât stop and didnât relent in his pace, even after my orgasm had passed.
And that was mind-blowing, too.
Continuing to feel him after I came was so good. He squeezed my hips, moving faster and faster.
He grunted a couple of times, breathing hard and finally drove as deep as possible two more times before spilling and slowing his pace until he was done.
Collapsing back to the bed, he finally let me fall, too.
My cheek rested on the bed, and my sweaty hair was stuck to my face. Or maybe his hair was stuck to my sweaty face.
Whatever.