Chapter 3 Hearing those words, lanâs expression turned icy in an instant. His dark eyes fixed on Clara with an intensity that felt like a physical force. âIâve told you before Iâm not the marrying kind, Clara. If you couldnât handle that, you shouldnât have agreed to this.â
A faint redness tinged the corners of Claraâs eyes. âIt was different before, lan. It was just the two of us. Now, thereâs a third.ââ
âShe canât threaten you.â
Clara let out a selfâdeprecating chuckle. âShe just makes one call, and you drop everything for her, leaving me in the dust. Tell me, lan, how is that not a threat?â
A flash of anger sparked in lanâs eyes. âYouâre making a mountain out of a molehill over a little menstrual pain?â
âWhat if it was more? What if I was pregnant?â
âDonât try to trap me with talk of a kid. Iâve always been careful!â
His voice was cold, his words unhesitating. If there were a child, heâd probably drag her to get rid of it.
The last shred of hope in Claraâs heart shattered. She clenched her fists so tightly that her nails dug into her palms, the pain unnoticed.
She lifted her chin, her smile bitter. âYou once said that we were all about the romance, not the nuptials. That if one of us got bored, weâd part amicably. Well, lan, Iâm done. Letâs break up.â
Her words were crisp, devoid of any hesitation, but no one could see the fresh wound bleeding in her heart.
lanâs hands tensed, the veins standing out like cords, his gaze piercing Clara. âDo you even realize what youâre saying?â
âI know you hate to hear it from me, but Iâm tired, lan. Iâm tired of a love thatâs divided among three.â
She had been foolish before, believing that love was enough, that marriage didnât matter. But she was wrong because lanâs heart had never truly been with her.
lanâs grip tightened on Claraâs chin. âIs this your way of forcing me into marriage? I must have underestimated you, or maybe youâre just that full of yourself.â
Clara stared at him, her disappointment boundless. âThink what you want. Iâm moving out today.â
She rose from the bed, intent on leaving, but lanâs strong arm pulled her back into his embrace. His hot lips found hers with precision, biting gently. His husky voice was laced with a cool disdain. âAre you not afraid that the Bell family will return to its former struggles without me? You traded three years of your life for this.â
Claraâs mind exploded with disbelief, her eyes widening. âWhat three years?! What do you mean?â
lanâs cold fingers carelessly traced the bite mark on her lip, and his mouth curved in a mocking smile. âSetting up a scenario for me to save you, sticking with me even with no marriage on the tableâwasnât it all just to save the Bell family? Do you have any other reason that would make me believe otherwise?â
Three years ago, the Bell family had indeed faced an unprecedented financial crisis. After lan got involved with her, he had indeed thrown a lot of business their way, pulling them out of the mire. She had thought that lan was willing to help because he liked her.
Shaking, Clara asked, âSo for these three years, all your kindness was just an act, with no real feeling?â
lanâs forehead throbbed with irritation at her words. âJust a relationship of convenience, Clara. Did you really think I was serious?â
The words were a knife to Claraâs heart. Her three years of devotion had been nothing but a sordid transaction to lan. She had been the fool, thinking he loved her.
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2 With that realization, every inch of her skin felt as if it were being torn by hounds. The grief in her eyes turned to ice. âThree years should be enough to repay your kindness. Weâre even now, lan. From here on out, we go our separate ways,â
lan glared at Claraâs defiant face, the anger in his eyes growing. âClara, Iâll give you one night to think it over. Then we talk.â With that, he left, his aura as cold as a winter storm.
Clara curled up on the bed, alone. Tears sheâd held back all this while began to cascade down her cheeks.
Her seven years of affection and three years of tender care was actually part of a shameful deal in lanâs eyes.
In the game of love, the first to fall was the first to lose. And she had fallen for lan four years before he even noticed her.
She had lost, miserably and utterly.
Chapter 4