âHere, let me fix that.â I lean over to pull the wheel of my dadâs walker out of the crack between the porch boards. Heâs only just started using it in the last week, but itâs good to see him mobile again.
He chuckles. âWhoâs gonna do that while youâre away?â He must see my face fall as a pang of guilt hits me. âWeâll figure it out. May will be here more than we need, Iâm sure.â
I rope my arms around his neck to give him a tight hug. âIâm going to miss you.â
âYouâre only gone a week, Abigail. The trip will be over before you know it.â
Thatâs what Iâm afraid of.
Grabbing the handle of my suitcase, I carry it down the three steps to the stone walkway. âOkay, wellâ¦.â I glance to the door. Will Mama even come out to say good-bye? Weâve been on cool terms since the incident, our conversations polite but strained. I donât want to fly to Europe and leave things like this.
A moment later, the door creaks open and she wanders out, a cup of tea in her hand. Her blue and green smock dress hangs just a little looser on her, I notice. Probably because sheâs cut back on the coffee consumption, and my dadâs been requesting fruits and salads for meals, forcing her to eat healthier, too. I donât know what happened after I left that night I discovered those pill packs in the trash, but I figure the two of them had an enormous fight. Regardless, Mama has been making an effort.
âThank you, Bernadette,â my dad murmurs, settling into the porch swing. âAbigail is leaving now.â
âYes, I see that. Have a safe flight.â
The woman can hold a grudge with the best of them. If this is what she needsâ¦. Iâm not going to let her make me feel bad for being happy. âIâll text when Iâve landed in Paris, and send emergency info when I have it.â With that, I turn and head toward the car Miles arranged for me, so I wouldnât have to deal with parking and traffic.
âBuy me something good,â Jed jokes, standing by my truck, his arms folded.
I toss him the keys.
His eyes light up with recognition. âSeriously?â
âDonât go putting it up for auction while Iâm away,â I warn.
âHeck, no.â He grins. âThanks.â
âNo, thank you. Never thought Iâd admit this but you really have been a godsend, Jed.â Since our little truce, Iâd actually call us friends again. I drop my voice a little. âMayâs gonna check in every day but can you keep an eye on them, too?â
He chuckles. âRelax. Youâre only gonna be gone for a week. Not even.â
âI know.â I roll my eyes at myself.
âSo⦠excited?â
I nod. Excited, nervous, worried, terrified. How many words can I find to describe how I feel right now?
Itâs been three weeks since Iâve seen Henry. Weâve talked when we could, but the time difference and his extra busy schedule has been a major hindrance. And then thereâs the fact that my parents are home, so video calls are out. At least, the ones Henry wants to have.
Iâve felt the separation. Iâm trying to believe itâs just the distance but, honestly⦠I donât know.
I guess Iâll find out soon enough.
âThanks, Jed.â I throw my arm around his neck. âSee you in a week.â
~ ~ ~
âWhat do you mean, you lost my luggage?â
âI am very sorry, miss,â the attendant says, her French accent polished and beautiful. Her words are the last ones I want to hear after flying all night and standing at the luggage carousel for a half hour, watching everyone else on my flight collect their baggage while mine, full of new clothes for this trip, never appeared.
âWell⦠do you have any idea where it is?â And, more importantly, when will I be getting it back?
She clicks a few keys on her machine. âIt looks like itâs in Madrid right now.â
I canât help but laugh. Henry just left Spain to come here. His jet should be landing at a private airstrip just outside the city any minute, where heâll wait for me to board so we can continue to Corrèze. âWe will have it transported on the next possible flight and bring it to your destination. Bon?â
I sigh, looking down at my leggings and t-shirt. I went for comfort over looks. I honestly think the flight attendant wanted to kick me out of first class for it. Either way, I have some toiletries and an outfit to change into for today, but thatâs it. âWill that be today?â
âIt is hard to say. We will call and notify you.â
âThank you for your help.â Itâs not her fault, I remind myself. She didnât lose my luggage.
She gives me a sympathetic smile and then quickly moves on to deal with another distressed customer.
âItâs not the end of the world,â I mutter to myself as I rush for the closest restroom to change and freshen up. âTheyâll find it and theyâll deliver it and everything will be fine.â
The important thing is that Iâll be in Henryâs arms within the hour.
My stomach stirs with butterflies at the thought.
~ ~ ~
âWell, why donât I just wait for you at the airstrip then?â
âBecause you could be sitting there all day.â
âSo?â
âNo. Your driver is taking you straight to Margoâs. Iâll be there as soon as I can.â
My head falls back against the headrest of the limo. First my luggage, now Henryâs plane has been delayed because theyâve closed the runway heâs taking off from for emergency maintenance, with no ETA for being finished. So far, this trip is not going as planned. Now I get to sit in a car for four hours, wondering what the hell Iâm going to say to Margo when I see her.
âThat means Iâll have to be alone with her.â
âCome on. You loved her before you found out about our past.â
âYeah⦠and thereâs that other part.â The part where she and her boyfriend had sex in front of us.
âYouâll have no issues with her. Just make yourself comfortable. Maybe have a nap so youâre not so fucking cranky by the time I get there.â
I scowl at the phone, even though thereâs humor in his voice.
âI havenât seen you in three weeks, Abbi. Keep your mind on what Iâm going to do to you.â
My cheeks flush and I glance at the driver, hoping he didnât hear that.
âAnd who knows? I might be there by the time you get there.â
I hope so. âSee you soon.â
~ ~ ~
âBonjour. Mademoiselle Abigail Mitchell est ici,â the driver announces into the intercom.
The large iron gate creaks open and the airport limo crawls along the road, banked with a lake on the right and a crop of trees on the left.
âThere is a lot of history here,â he says as we round the tall stone wall and I see Margoâs place for the first time.
My mouth drops open.
Iâve seen castles like this shown on TV, but for some reason I didnât believe that they actually existed. While itâs not quite the same size as Wolf Cove, itâs overwhelming in an entirely different way.
Iâm in awe as we approach the massive, sprawling stone building, at its highest points four stories not including the numerous turrets.
âHow old is this place?â I hear myself murmur.
âIt was built in the 1400s. It is authentic in its design. Even the battlements.â The driver points to something.
âWhat are those?â
âYou know. The⦠how do I say⦠crenel and the merlons.â
âThe what and the what?â I know I sound like an idiot but Iâve never heard those words before.
He chuckles. âThe top of the wall. The way it dips and rises in that pattern.â
âYes. Okay.â He must be talking about the squared openings.
âThose are the original battlements, where archers hid and shot at invaders trying to steal the castle. Many died here.â
My eyes roam the peaceful acreage. All I see are rolling green hills and trees. âItâs a beautiful place.â
âOui. You are very lucky to be staying. Are you friends with Mademoiselle Lauren?â
âNo, but my⦠uh⦠boyfriend is.â Thatâs the first time Iâve ever dared call Henry by that. Would he care?
âOh, oui. Monsieur Wolf. I have met him once.â The driver smiles, but says nothing else. I canât help but wonder what kind of impression Henry made on him.
Margo is already waiting by a set of solid wooden doors. Thereâs no mistaking her, not even from a hundred feet away. Just the way she stands seems like a signature, her left hip thrust out slightly, her right arm raised as she leans against the frame, her gauzy white dress making her look like an angel. I know sheâs anything but. Itâs such a striking contrast to her shiny raven bob.
The driverâI was too frazzled about my luggage to remember his nameâlets me out and then, with a nod at Margo, ducks back in his car and is gone.
Leaving us alone.
Henry said Margo would have other friends here, but I see no sign of them.
âBonjour Abigail,â she croons in that beautiful accent, seeming at perfect ease, even though the last time I saw her, she was naked and having sex with her boyfriend in front of Henry and me, all while eye-fucking Henry. Is she at all embarrassed by what happened at the club that night?
âHenryâs plane was delayed,â I blurt out, because I donât know what to say this woman.
She approaches slowly. âI heard. Henry called and told me.â She leans in to air kiss both of my cheeks, just like she did last time, her light floral perfume catching my nostrils. Itâs a delicious scent and I want to tell her that I like it and ask her what it is, so that maybe I can match it with soaps, but I hold back.
She slept with Henry.
I donât want to like her, or compliment her.
âAnd they lost your luggage, too?â
I sigh. âYes. Hopefully theyâll find it soon.â How often does Henry talk to her? Is it simply because weâre on our way here?
âIf they do not, Iâm sure we can find something for you to wear.â Her gaze drifts down, over the black one-piece jumper outfit thing that the girls in the department store convinced me to buy. âSize four?â
âYeah.â
She eyes my chest blatantly. â36D?â
I frown. âHow can you tell?â
A tiny smile touches her lips. âIâve been in the industry for more than a decade. You learn bodies well.â
âOf course.â Sheâs been modeling clothes for ten years, Abbi.
She reaches up to touch a few strands of my hair, rubbing them within her thumb and forefinger. âYou colored your hair.â
âYeah.â Months of sun and washing had leached the vibrant copper and auburn highlights out of my hair, leaving it that dull ginger again. So I took a big risk, going to Pittsburgh to have it done again. I even showed them a picture of what that stylist did in Wolf Cove, praying that this woman could match it. While itâs not exact, itâs pretty close.
âIt is beautiful.â Something about the way she says that feels oddly intimate. âCome, let me show you to your room. Henry suggested that you take a nap.â
I roll my eyes, earning her melodic laugh.
I trail her through the main hallway, a wide corridor with arched white plaster ceilings and dark brown paneled walls, and many antique furniture pieces on either side. The air carries an odd scent to it. Impossible to describe, other than to call it âage.â
âI will give you a tour later, when Henry is here. For now, this is the main hallway. It will lead to most rooms. The guest rooms are on the third and fourth floors. There are fifteen of them. A few will be in use this week.â
Wow. âHow long have you owned this?â
âMy family purchased it one hundred and fifty years ago, and it has been passed down through the generations. I inherited it four years ago, when my grand-père passed away.â
She reaches into a desk drawer for an old-fashioned wrought iron key, then begins climbing a set of steps, collecting the skirt of her gauzy dress as she goes. âFive of my dearest friends and Joel will be joining us this week. Iâm sure you will get along. Here, this will be yours.â
Sheâs panting lightly by the time we reach the landing on the fourth floor. I trail her down another long hall, this one more narrow but just as aged, with the same ceiling details and gold gilded artwork lining the walls. I feel like Iâve been transported back in time.
I wish my parents could see this. Even Mama would have to appreciate it.
Margo uses the key to open the door. âThere really is no need for you to lock it while you are here, but should you choose to, it is here.â She hangs it from a hook just inside the door. âWhat do you think?â
In the far corner is a massive four-poster bed framed by pale blue and white toile curtains. The draperies match the wallpaper that covers the entire room everywhere except the enormous white plaster fireplace. A stylish but not entirely comfortable looking blue settee sits on a rug, centered on that fireplace. Above us, an intricate pattern of beams and moldings decorate the ceiling.
To my left, is a bay of glass.
âYou have a small terrace here.â She leads me to a set of French doors where just outside, a wrought iron balcony has been affixed to the stone. Itâs just large enough for a bistro table and two chairs, and a planter over the railing.
I step out, my fingers instantly going for the long, silvery leaves. âLavender.â
âYes. I love it. You will find sprigs in the dresser drawers and mist on the bedding, to help sleep.â Her right hand ever so gently settles on my shoulder as she points to somewhere in the distance with her left. âThere are lavender fields just over there. In the summer, the smell carries in the air.â
Lavender fields. Iâve seen picturesârows upon rows of bright purple bursts against vibrant green. âI would love to see that.â
Her smile somehow grows wider as she gazes out over the property. âIt truly is a different world here.â
I step back inside, taking in the historical luxury of the room again. âThank you for inviting me.â Itâs the polite thing to say, even if Iâm still wary of her.
âOf course. I wanted Henry to enjoy himself, and I knew he would with you here. I am so happy that you came.â
I have to acknowledge that Margo could have made this a business trip and had Henry here all to herself. But she didnât. Sheâs making it hard for me to stay bitter with her.
The sun streams in, through her gauzy white dress, showing me the curve of her breasts, and her long, taut torso. Sheâs not wearing a bra, and one dark pink nipple peeks through the sheer material.
I look up to find those catâs eyes on me, something secretive in that look. Does she know that her dress is see-through?
âPlease make yourself comfortable. Do you need anything else from me?â
âI think Iâm good. This isââ
A knock sounds on the door, and my heart jumps.
Henry?
My hopes are dashed a second later when a woman in a maidâs uniform carries a tray of fruits and cheeses and other things in, setting it on the small dining table. She ducks out quickly and quietly.
âSome refreshments for you, so you donât starve. The croissants are freshly baked.â
The way she says croissants makes me never want to try and say that word again. Iâll only sound stupid in comparison.
âEat, and then sleep.â She gestures to the bed and I catch a mischievous twinkle in her eyes. âHenry asked me to make sure you are well rested.â
She knows what kind of man he is.
And thanks to Henry, I have a good idea what kind of woman she is too.
Two men at the same time? One being her boyfriend?
I tamp down my jealousy and my judgment, because the past is the past and I have no right to judge her, given what I myself have done. âI will. Thanks.â
She smiles as she kind of floats toward me in that ethereal way of hers, a genuine heartwarming smile. Seizing my arms with cool, gentle hands, she leans forward and presses her soft lips against mine. Itâs a closed-mouth kiss and it only lasts for a second, but Iâm caught unexpected in any case.
If she notices my shock, she doesnât let on.
âWe will see you later.â
I watch her sashay out of the room, her hips swinging.
My mouth still tingling.
It wasnât entirely offensive. Actually, it wasnât offensive at all.
It was just⦠weird.
With a sigh, I connect to the placeâs Wi-Fi, only to see that Henry hasnât left Barcelona yet. At least he says he hasnât. Who knows with him, seeing as he doesnât like to warn me when heâs coming.
Well⦠when coming means flying, that is.
Looking around me at the room Iâm going to share with Henry for the next six nights, my blood stirs.
I smile.
These walls are going to see a lot.
Iâve been up for thirty hours. Iâm hungry and travel weary, and in need of sleep and a shower. The last thing I want to be is tired when he arrives.
Wandering over to the windows, I admire the view againâgardens and a courtyard below, rolling hills of fields and crops of lush trees beyond. Off to the side, I can just make out a newly built pool, surrounded by stone to fit in with the style of the place. Itâs late September and still warm during the day, though maybe not warm enough to swim. Still, a couple lie side by side in lounge chairs, sunbathing. I canât tell their age from here, but the womanâs skimpy royal blue bikini shows off a svelte, tanned body.
I canât picture Henry lying in a lounge chair all day, doing nothing. Maybe heâll surprise me though.
With a sigh, I strip off the only outfit I have to wear and carefully lay it over the back of the wing chair. Crawling into the silky sheets, I hit the button to draw the blinds and close my eyes.
~ ~ ~
I wake up to a warm hand slipping over my hip and my heart starts racing.
I know itâs Henry before I even open my eyes.
I try to roll to meet him, but heâs already right there, his chest pressed against my back, lifting my leg up to fit himself between my legs from behind. I feel his smooth, hard cock as it slides against my thigh and heat instantly floods to my core.
And then heâs lining himself up and pushing inside me.
âGood sleep?â he murmurs, settling one of his muscular legs between mine. It changes the angle, giving him deeper access.
I reach back to curl my fingers through his hair, twisting my body just enough that I can see his handsome face. I never tire of it. âKiss me.â
He smiles and brushes my hair off my face. Leaning down, his tongue catches mine, giving me a taste of Scotch.
âHave you been drinking?â
âJust one on the plane, to take the edge off of waiting all day for this.â He punctuates this with a hard thrust and I cry out against his mouth.
He smirks. And then he plunges again.
And again.
The arm hooked around my leg is like a vice, holding me in a perfect position as he pumps in and out of me relentlessly.
âI donât have enough hands,â he murmurs, curling his fingers through my hair. âUse yours.â
I reach down to start rubbing my clit, already slick and swollen and needing attention.
Thirty seconds later and without warning, he suddenly groans and shudders. âFuck,â he forces out between gritted teeth, pulsing inside me. âIâm sorry, I couldnât stop it this time. Iâve been thinking about it too much.â
I sigh, my hand slowing. âItâs okay. This time.â Truthfully, he could come ten seconds in and Iâd still be okay with it. Iâve never been so happy as I am right now.
âNo, itâs not.â He slides out of me and climbs to his knees, leaning back on his haunches. Throwing the covers off, he rolls me onto my back and pushes my knees apart, spreading my legs wide. âKeep going.â
âBut you do it so much better,â I tease.
He stretches over me just long enough to hit the button to the retractable curtains. They begin drawing open, filling the room with late sun. I squint into the brightness.
âIâm waiting, Abbi.â
Keeping my eyes closed for the moment, I tentatively reach down, feeling his eyes on me even though I canât see them. I may have done this a lot on our video calls, but Iâve only done it once with him sitting and watching me like this. I still felt this strange mix of erotic excitement and embarrassment.
I let my fingers slip over my clit and then down, to where Iâm slick and sticky with his seed as it leaks out. Back and forth, I draw slow circles, feeling my embarrassment slowly diminish.
âOpen your eyes.â
I do, letting them adjust to the daylight until I can easily focus on Henry kneeling in front of me, his naked, muscular body settled in a relaxed pose. His cock is jutting up from between his legs. He looks ready again, but heâs not making a move.
Heâs just staring at me with that intense gaze of hisâat my fingers between my legs, my breasts, my face.
I look down at his erection again, and my legs instinctively slide farther out, opening my body up more for him. God, I want him on me and inside me again.
His lips curl into a sexy smirk, like he knows exactly what Iâm thinking. With his right hand, he runs his hand up and down his shaft twice before letting it fall away again.
Heâs teasing me now.
I move to sit up.
âNo.â He gives my shoulder a gentle push, sending me falling back. âI like watching you fuck yourself. In factâ¦.â He stretches forward, reaching for the nightstand beside the bed.
I use this chance, curling my body and sliding under him.
He lets out a groan as I wrap my fist tight around his shaft and then open wide, letting my teeth scrape across his skin ever so lightly as I take him in. He freezes on his hands and knees, whatever he was going for temporarily forgotten.
I look up to find him watching me. I pull away just long enough to smile at him, earning an eyebrow spike. âYou think youâve won?â Even his voice is husky, though he tries his best to play cool.
I stick my tongue out and lick his tip like an ice-cream cone in answer, pretty sure that I have won. I ignore the rustling at the drawer and, closing my eyes, I fill my mouth with him again, reveling in the fact that I get to do this for six days straight.
He lifts to his knees, his hands on the back of my head, pushing himself farther into me. âGoddammit, Abbi,â he hisses. Heâs swelling inside my mouth already, and I can taste beads of his cum on the back of my tongue. It wonât be long before he orgasms again.
Suddenly heâs gripping my hair and pulling himself out. I look up to find his heated eyes glaring at me, and his chest puffing in and out with his fast breaths. Heâs seconds away from coming and is deftly shifting me back to my original position, on my back with my legs spread.
He settles on his haunches again and tosses something long and black at me.
I recognize it immediately. Itâs just like Autumnâs green dildo, only a little bigger.
âThis was in the nightstand?â
He chuckles. âMargo makes sure her guests have everything they might need.â The smile drops off, and a seriously intense gaze takes over. âI want you to fuck it, Abbi. I want to watch you do it until you come.â He starts stroking himself in long, slow movements, waiting. âThe sooner you do that, the sooner youâll get this.â
God, this manâ¦.
Itâs been a while since Iâve heard him talk to me like that. I tentatively pick it up. Itâs almost as thick as Henry and just as smooth, except for the ridges around it. It has a slight curve, to it, too.
Henry takes it from me with a smirk. âIâll get you started. Sit up a bit so you can see.â
I prop myself up on my elbows as he begins sliding it up and down my folds, twisting and turning it with each pass, until it starts to glisten.
And then he slowly begins to push.
Itâs not going in as easily as Henry does. He stops pushing and, with his other hand, starts rubbing my clit, his touch instantly making blood rush down between my legs.
He pushes it in farther. âCome on, Abbi. I know how wet you get for me. Open up.â
I stretch my thighs apart. He pulls it back and then pushes in again, forcing it farther. I stop focusing on the black thing, and instead focus on his hand, gripped around it, strong and rough, and so skilled at delivering orgasms.
The dildo disappears deep inside me.
He pulls it in and out a few more times and then he releases it. Grabbing two pillows to prop my head up, he leans back, his hands at his sides again. âYour turn.â
I reach for it, feeling the warmth of Henryâs hand where he was just gripping it. It feels weird, having something foreign inside me.
I slide it out slowly, and then push it back in as he did.
Henry lets out a sigh, his cock bobbing once in anticipation. He runs his hand along his shaft once. âKeep going. Pretend itâs me.â
I close my eyes and do as he asks, imagining this is Henry inside me.
âYouâll need to go faster if you ever want to come.â
Heâs actually going to make me keep going until I come? How is he not coming? He was going to explode. With my other hand, I reach for my clit and start rubbing it.
âLook at it. Look how wet you are.â
I open my eyes and look down. The black rubber only accentuates how much thick, white cream is coating the shaft now. Each push in makes a wet, slurping sound now.
âFuck, I love seeing you like this, Abbi,â Henry hisses through pants. Theyâre matching my own, I realize, my breasts heaving up and down with quick breaths.
His words spur me on and I start pumping it in and out even harder, and faster, until the curved end hits against that spot deep inside that Henry loves to rub. An almost uncomfortable pressure begins to build.
The orgasm comes on hard and unexpectedly, bursting inside me. Iâm still crying out when Henry yanks the dildo out of me and replaces it with himself, thrusting himself in and out of me at the same unrelenting pace until, only moments later, heâs groaning and pulsing inside me.
Iâm boneless as I lie beneath his body.
âNow you know how to get by when weâre not together.â His breaths are heavy in my ear.
âSomehow I donât think itâll be quite the same,â I murmur. âAnd thereâs no way Iâm doing that in my bedroom at home, with my parents downstairs.â
âSo get your own place.â
I roll my eyes. âWeâre not all made of money.â
Henry lifts himself off enough to peer down at my face. âYou know that whatever you want, you can have. Right?â
âIâm not taking advantage of you.â
âWhy not? Iâm taking advantage of you, right?â He lays a lingering kiss against the small of my neck, making me moan. âPreying on your virtue?â
I giggle. âAccording to Mama.â
With a groan, he climbs off me. âWe should get up. Margo said they were all meeting for drinks at seven. Dinnerâs at eight.â
I roll over to glance at the clock. Itâs just after six. I canât believe I slept the afternoon away.
The nightstand drawer still sits wide open. Curious, I look inside. Thereâs a basket filled with condoms and packets of lube, along with a bunch of other toys. âAnal beads?â I hold it up. âWhat is all this stuff?â
âThings we can try out when we donât have to be ready in an hour.â
I frown, turning to take Henry in. Heâs standing in front of the bay window, unashamed of his nakedness as he peers out over the scene. âHow did you know that thatââI gesture at the dildo lying in the sheetsââwould be in there?â
âJust a hunch.â
âYou had a hunch that sheâd put a basket of sex toys in our drawer?â
He smirks. âHave you not figured out that sheâs an odd one, yet?â
Heâs halfway to the bathroom when I remember and blurt out, âShe kissed me. On the lips.â
His feet slow for a moment before he continues on, disappearing behind the door.
I hear him chuckling to himself.