Chapter 9:
Lonelyboy17: I don't know why this guy would lie to you but do you think that you should talk to him about it? What if something happens. I just worry about you is all. Are you sure your father was telling you the truth? Did you talk to anyone else about it? Maybe your father has a reason to lie and is getting something in return for telling those lies. Please don't get mad at me for saying that. I don't know your father so I don't know what he would or wouldn't do. I am just throwing out ideas to try and be helpful. I don't know why this guy would have any reason to lie. Didn't you say you just met him. What would he have to gain other than you? Well I will wait for your reply. Smile for me.
I sat back wondering if he really was going to try and see me again. What would I do? Would I continue to try and get him to believe me or lie and say everything I said before was the lie. Do I just let him go and live his life as he has known it and leave to my own fate, or do I try to get him to be with me and ruin his life like mine is fucked. I was so confused. Everything I got to know about him in person and as Magic just makes me want him more. I was fading away quickly and needed to find a mate for my wolf or I would lose him forever and be a shell of myself.
MagicLover: I just remembered you wrote to me before and said that you might be leaving at the end of year. No I thought I said I couldn't have you leave me. Then you go and write that stuff about my father and I think well fine go, leave I don't care. But then I think and I know that you are only trying to look out for me so now I'm back to please stay. I would love to meet you and maybe have you with me when I go talk to the guy. Maybe you can see where I am coming from. I could tell you a lot more in person so I can be there for you to understand some stuff about me and my family. I just need the support. I'm sorry if I am asking a lot of you. I understand if you can't.
Lonelyboy17: I wish I could meet you and help you with all of this but I can't leave my school and no outside people can just come walking in. I don't even know how far from each other we are. This area is big. You are strong and if you want to talk to the guy go for it. Follow your heart. Go with what you feel is right. You will feel it deep within you who is telling the truth and who is lying. I'm sorry again I can't be there with you to help. I would kill whoever is lying to you. Smile.
I closed my computer after that not wanting to see what he wrote back to me right yet. I was drained and confused and just wanted to sleep. I laid back on my bed and waited for sleep to come which didn't take long. When I finally woke up I had missed all my morning classes and had a note under my door from the headmaster. He said that if I was sick again to stay in my room for the rest of the day and report to him in the morning if I wasn't any better so he could send me back to the doctor. There was no way on earth that I was going to see Caleb's dad again. He might just kill me and say it was the sickness. Suddenly there was pounding on my door and I could sense it wasn't a student on the other side. I just couldn't pinpoint who it was because my senses were off. I opened the door and almost shut it back on the person.
"Please Jackson, Let me in." It was Caleb. How did he get in here?
"Why are you here?" I asked when I opened the door all the way. "How did you get in here actually?"
"Your headmaster let me in. He said you were sick and might need a friend. I wasn't sure if I would be able to get to see you or not." He replied as he came in and stood next to me as I shut the door.
"Does Justin know you are here?" I asked and walked over to where my computer was and moved it onto my desk.
"No. I told him I had to go for a run alone. He's been distant recently so I knew he wouldn't care." He told me and he looked so sad.
"So why are you here. Last we spoke I thought it was the last time." I said not even looking at him.
"You seem different. Are you alright?" He asked as he came closer and placed his hand on my forehead. I leaned into his touch, just wanting it to stay there and comfort me.
"I'm sick." I told him.
"I can see that but there is something else. You shouldn't be sick. What is wrong with your wolf?" He snapped at me. I flinched back from the sound.
"Nothing is wrong with my wolf. If you're going to be mad at me then just leave. I don't need this shit." I snapped at him, just then my wolf came forward for a moment and growled inside my head making me grab it in pain. "Stop damn it." I snapped at him making Caleb look at me funny.
"Caleb please just go back to Justin and leave me alone. I contacted my father and I will be going home in a couple days to get married to who I should have in the first place. None of this would have happened if I just made my father happy." I said to him and I heard him whine. What the hell. My eyes snapped up to him and he was grabbing his chest and breathing hard.
"What the hell is wrong with you,. I said get OUT!!!" I yelled and he just stumbled backwards and then fled the room. His wolf felt it. He felt the rejection that I felt when he did this to me. When he heard I was getting married to someone else his Wolf reacted to it. I closed my eyes and calmed my wolf down. He was happy for a moment until I told Caleb to leave, now he was basically screaming inside my head to go after him. I ignored him and went back to bed. I needed more sleep. I can't deal with any of this shit any more.
MagicLover: I went to see him on my own. He looked so broken when I got there it almost killed me. Then he told me he was going to get married soon to please his father and something inside me snapped. At that moment I knew it was him. I know my Father and everyone has lied to me. I don't know what to do. I'm stuck in a situation I don't know how to get out of. I never heard of this happening. I don't know what to do. Please I need to meet you and be able to explain everything in person so I can get your help. I need help. Please Lonely Please.