IRIS
The week went by too quickly, and although we seemed quite unorganized at the beginning, things looked very different now.
Evangeline was proud of the progress we had made. She prepared the defense so well that she had to show off to Aidan and Noah all the time.
Avery focused on the attack with Devas, always trying to find combinations that could help us. But with every combination, they called Evangeline in to ask for her advice.
She was so strong and so good at what she did that Aidan had to easily admit she was the perfect commander for the army.
Evangeline didnât seem certain about the suggestion, but Avery was. Her doubts about whether the army would accept orders from a woman were blown to the winds.
Not only did they accept Evie, they kept looking to her for reassurance and advice. I often watched her give lessons to individual soldiers.
Her power was a force to be reckoned with.
âCome at me⦠follow my instructions exactly. And donât hold back,â she told one of the soldiers.
He looked back at Avery, who just nodded softly.
âAnyone who manages to hit her will be promoted,â Devas shouted into the crowd.
Evie and Devasâs gazes met as he grinned playfully.
But they did not hit Evie; not one of them managed to get anywhere near her. Evangeline moved like a storm surgeâpowerful, elegant, untouchable.
Each of her steps, every stroke, was like a perfectly choreographed work of art. I couldnât help but follow every one of her battles breathlessly.
And just like me, Devas also followed her every move. As soon as a soldier was close to her, Devasâs eyes were on her.
âAre you okay?â I asked Devas.
He just nodded, his face an icy stare into the crowd.
âThat guy over there⦠wonât stop looking at her,â he suddenly said.
Avery looked amusedly at Devas, and I couldnât help but smile too.
The preparation for war had taken too much already. Hardly anyone smiled, and this jealousy from Devas was a change of pace in all these days.
We watched as the young man approached Evie. At the same time, without another word to us, Devas immediately stormed towards him.
Just as the young elf was about to speak to Evie, Devas interposed himself between the two. His temper was rising into the sky because of his jealousy.
Devasâs body blocked the soldierâs path before he could say a single word to Evangeline. His broad back blocked all access to her, as if he were a living wallâimpenetrable, demanding.
His gaze was a single knife, sharp and warning, as he fixed his eyes on the other man.
âWhat do you want?â he asked him.
The question sounded less like a request for an answer and more like a silent threat.
His jaw muscles were working, his teeth clenched so tightly that the veins in his neck were dangerously visible.
But as he half-turned to Evangeline, his expression changed. The icy severity in his eyes gave way to something softerâa hungry, almost possessive gleam as he looked at her.
His gaze swept over her features, as if he was trying to read her every emotion, to capture every reaction to his dominance. His posture remained aggressive, his shoulders slumped forward as if he was about to throw himself between her and the rest of the world.
One hand twitched slightly as if he was considering pulling her towards him, but he controlled himself. Instead, he stood still, an immovable shield signaling⦠She is mine.
At least at this moment.
And yet, despite all his strength, all his jealousy, there was something in his gaze that revealed he knew how ridiculous this was. Because Evangeline didnât belong to anyone, especially not him.
âI just wanted to ask something,â the man replied, confused.
âThen ask⦠sheâs not deaf,â Devas replied.
I could hear Avery laughing loudly in my head. And I knew, just like him, that Bael would have liked to see this.
Evieâs head was lowered, her cheeks burning a shade of red that you could see even in the darkness.
âI wanted to ask when my turn comes for one-to-one training,â the young elf said, much more cheekily this time.
Devas took a deep breath, as if he had to hold himself back again to avoid becoming rude.
âYou can train with me,â Aidan called out, smiling broadly.
âItâs no problem⦠Iâm happy to take over,â Evie said.
Devas turned towards her, his eyebrow rising as he looked over her face.
âAidan said he would do it⦠why donât you practice with me?â he asked her.
Evieâs face was serious when she looked at Devas. He knew exactly what he was doing.
Because soul mates couldnât attack each other, they couldnât hurt each other.
âI canât,â she replied to him.
âAnd why canât you, Angel?â he asked her with a grin.
She glanced from Devas to the young elf, who was looking back and forth between them.
âYou know exactly why,â she told him.
âOh⦠do I?â Devas asked playfully.
Evie glanced over Devasâs shoulder and found my gaze. But what she saw was not the serious face of a queen; it was the smiling face of a friend who knew everything.
âPerhaps you should explain that a little better,â Devas suggested.
The two stared at each other without saying anything.
The young elf turned away from them with a sigh and walked over to Aidan.
âIf you want to tell me something, then go ahead,â Evangeline said to Devas.
âI donât want to,â he replied.
Her face was almost hurt at his words. She opened her mouth a few times, but no words came out.
âI would only ask you not to practice with the fireballs around my forest anymore. No one is allowed to burn it⦠not even you,â Devas said.
Avery sat down beside me as we watched the two of them. And it wasnât just us; most of the army had their eyes on them.
Everyone knew that no one was allowed to touch Devasâs forest. He had forbidden anyone to enter it for decades, and yet Evie had dared to train with fire there, of all places.
âI wonât burn down your forest,â she replied sharply.
âBut is that what youâre going to say to Abaddonâs army? Oh, please, donât burn my forest down!â she said angrily.
To each of his questions she had a quick-witted answer. To each answer, Devas had a perfectly sarcastic retort.
They were now standing so close to each other that their breaths were mingling. For a moment I thought she was going to back away.
But then he grabbed her chin, leaned down, and she froze.
âWhat are you trying to do here, anyway?â he asked, his voice rough.
Avery nudged me. I realized I had my mouth hanging open.
My mate was visibly fighting back a laugh, but the attraction between them was obvious. Evangeline had no answer.
And Devas just exhaled sharply.
âI need some restâ¦â he said softly.
Then he turned away and disappeared between the trees of his forest.
Rest. We all needed that right now.
The preparations had sapped us of all our strength. I thought, before the attack began⦠we needed to get some rest.
âYouâre right,â Avery told me gently.
âAidan⦠post guards, and take turns. The rest of you get some rest before the battle,â Avery ordered.
I was still looking at Evie, who was gazing after Devas. As I walked over to her, she reflexively turned to me and put on a fake smile.
âMy queenâ¦â she began, but I put my hand on her shoulder.
âStop punishing yourself for carrying this burden,â I said quietly. My voice nearly broke under the urgency of my words.
âYou canât save everyone from dying. To truly live, you need love, Evie,â I added.
She flinched, as if Iâd pushed her. Her eyes, usually so determined, were suddenly filled with doubt.
But there was no doubt about my words⦠she doubted herself. I felt her tremble under my touch.
âYouâre not just closing yourself off from destiny, youâre closing yourself off from yourself. You donât have to carry everything on your own. Because youâre not alone anymoreâ¦â I said gently.
Her eyebrows drew together, as if my words physically hurt. Yet I didnât stop.
âYou can travel through spheres. You can fly. You can fight. But you are also allowed to feel what you feel,â I explained.
My voice became softer but no less insistent. âYou deserve to be loved. You deserve to show who you truly are. You deserve to be⦠just to be yourself,â I whispered.
It was as if Iâd flipped an invisible switch. Her protective shield shatteredânot with a bang, but with a quiet, almost painful sigh.
And then her wings spread, brilliant white, so overwhelmingly beautiful that even the most hardened soldiers held their breath. The army stared at her, spellbound by her unveiled, painful grace.
But all I saw was Evie⦠not the fighter, not the protector. But the woman who had forgotten how to let herself fall.
âGo,â I whispered.
And then she ran.
Not away, but after~him~. Without hesitation, without looking back.
Finally free.