IRIS
Enthroned before me was a huge painting, so lifelike that it almost made me shudder. My heart skipped a beat when I stopped in front of it⦠and my eyes widened.
In the painting was King Elior next to a beautiful woman. Beside him stood my father, hugging my mother, and in front of them, four children.
Looking at the childrenâs faces, I recognized myself, Ava, and Avery⦠the fourth child seemed to be my brother⦠Aidan. We looked happy, all with smiles on our faces.
So it was true⦠I had been here before because I was born here.
Avery stood next to me. âWeâve known you since birth, Iris,â he said.
He studied the painting in front of us, running his fingers gently over it. I looked up at him, meeting his eyes as he turned toward me⦠and saw only happiness and compassion.
âWe were best friends when we were little. I have always loved you like a sister and waited for your return,â I heard Ava say.
She stood next to her father and smiled lovingly at me. And the King, he looked at the picture with pride.
âI would like to remember all of this again. My parents⦠my brother⦠and you. Can you help me, King Elior?â I asked while still gazing at him.
âYou have already cast the reverse spell⦠it has been a long time, Iris⦠you must wait and let your memory take care of itself. It is as if you have amnesia now. The spell on you was cast by a very old being⦠your grandmother was a very powerful one of us.
And so any spell cast that could give you the memory back faster would damage you⦠so be patient, it will take time,â replied King Elior.
I didnât quite understand what he meant by that, but I trusted him to know better than me.
âThe people in this room are all nobles. Queens and kings, important warriors and powerful sorcerers⦠even you, Iris, are one of them. Because whether you like it or not, your father was once a prince⦠and so you are a princess,â added the king.
A what? A⦠princess?
I just stared at him, aware that my facial expression told him I was more than shocked.
âMaybe it would be best if she got some rest. She needs a bath too⦠And tomorrow, when her mind has settled down, she can ask you some more questions,â Ava suggested, looking questioningly at her father.
I gulped at her words, remembering again how I stood before the king. I was dirty because of the escapeâwho knew how disgusting I even looked.
The heat rose up my face; I could feel my cheeks burning.
âYouâre right, my daughter⦠why donât you bring our guest into her room?â he replied.
Then he turned to me and added, âDonât worry, youâre safe here. Rest and take your time to process it all. And if you have any questions, Iâm here to answer them.â
The king left to attend to royal business. I followed Avery and Ava out of the room.
We walked down a hallway that had many doors. Ava stopped in front of a door and opened it.
âThis is your room,â she said as she walked in.
âIâm in the room just across from yours and Avery is in the large room down the hall,â she added, pointing the directions to their rooms with her finger.
âYou should rest and try to get some sleep, my love. Itâs getting late⦠if you need anything⦠weâre here for you⦠anytime,â Avery said.
Ava explained to me how I had everything in the room, and clothes in the closet; everything was even prepared in the bathroom.
A huge bed made of snow-white, ornately carved wood dominated the room, decorated with delicate flower tendrils that wrapped around the posts as if alive. The walls shone in pure white, but they were not bareâno, a lush climbing plant with blood-red blossoms was climbing up them, as if nature itself wanted to enchant this room.
Every leaf, every blossom seemed perfectly placed, as if someone had grown them there with magical precision. The light fell softly through the high windows and gave everything a warm glow.
The bedspread was made of silky ivory fabric, embroidered with golden threads that glistened barely noticeably in the sunlight. Even the air smelled of flowers and a slight sweetness, as if it were always spring here.
I just stopped and had to smile. As if from a different world.
My finger stroked the soft wood of the bedpost, almost as if I needed to make sure that all this really existed.
âWeâll take you to your brother tomorrow. Heâs currently on the island where our young warriors are being trained⦠He doesnât know youâre home yet,â Ava said as she came to me and hugged me.
âItâs nice that youâre back,â she whispered into my ear.
You could feel her gentle words and her warmth. When I held her in my arms, she took a deep breath and giggled.
Ava left the room and waved at me through the open door as she entered her room. âIâm here if you need anything,â she said softly to me before closing the door.
Avery had also started walking toward the door, but I stopped him by grabbing his wrist. When he turned toward me, he looked at me tenderly.
I didnât know why, but it was more difficult for me to let ~him~ go than Ava. When he was next to me, everything didnât seem so bad anymore.
And when he tried to leave my room, I felt almost physical pain. It was ridiculous⦠yet he seemed to understand me again.
His look was gentle, the smile on his lips even softer. I lowered my gaze to the floor, confused about my own actions. When I felt his fingertips on my chin, I felt a strange energy.
He lifted my chin slightly until our eyes met again. âWhatâs wrong, Iris?â he asked me worriedly.
My gaze wandered from his eyes to his lips. His mouth twisted into a mischievous grin, showing off his perfect white teeth.
And I dared to look up into his eyes once more. He was so beautiful, it almost hurt.
Yet his gaze was not mocking, not condescending. He just stood there, as if it were the most natural thing in the world to be looked at by me.
As if he was enjoying it silently, without greed, without expectation. Just⦠because it was ~me~ who was looking at him.
My cheeks burned. He was so close that I could feel the warmth of his body. I knew he saw it⦠this blush that betrayed me.
But instead of feeling ashamed, I just felt this tugging sensation in my chest, this magnetic desire that didnât need words. I wasnât bothered by his gaze.
I certainly didnât mind his closeness. On the contrary⦠I wanted it.
I wanted him to get even closer, to make this invisible line between us disappear. There was no rational reason, no explanation⦠just this deep, instinctive knowledge that I was supposed to be right here.
Next to him.
I took a step back, nervously rubbing my palms against my thighs. When I glanced at him again, he was looking at me questioningly.
One of his eyebrows was raised, as if he was surprised at my behavior.
âI needâ¦to take a bath,â I said quietly.
His mouth curled into a smile before he looked down at me. âYeahâ¦you need one,â he replied, laughing.
I bit gently on my bottom lip as I listened to his voice. It was warm and soft, a hint of familiarity creeping across my skin.
My breath hitched as I found the courage to seek out his face. Even though I knew that there was nothing beautiful about my appearance, he looked at me so piercingly.
His smile died away, not out of disgust, but because his gaze lingered on my lips. Focused, his eyes, glowing a soft purple, followed the delicate movement as if it were a secret he wanted to decipher.
âI⦠would ask you to stay with me for a little while longer,â I said. My voice was barely more than a whisper, as fragile as glass.
Suddenly he raised his eyes, met mine, and his smile returned, slower this time, more charming. It pierced me, this smile, as if I was something worth looking at.
âTake your time to batheâ¦â he said, his words sounding like an invitation. âI have to change too. And then Iâll come back again. Is that okay?â
I just nodded.
I was lost for words because this feeling in my chest was new. It was like I was breathing for the first time, like I had been sitting in the dark for years and now I could feel the sun on my skin.
I did not know what it was. But it was good.
It felt so indescribably good.