The bag of ice is freezing my fingers, but I donât put it down when Braxton slides into the truck.
His massive thigh presses against mine because Iâm sitting in the middle again, straddling the gearshift, even though thereâs plenty of space.
I still donât move.
âDo you want to talk about it?â he asks at the same time I say, âAre you okay?â
He turns his body a fraction of an inch, pressing closer into my side, and butterflies take flight in my belly. How does he do that? Just suck all the tension from my body with an innocent touch.
Even in the dark, his jaw seems swollen. Leaning into him, I press the bag of ice to his skin and hold it there. He hisses on contact.
âYou can tell me if it hurts, you know? I wonât think any less of you. The jerk sucker punched you when you wereâ¦when you wereâ¦â
âGetting you out of harmâs way, which is exactly what he shouldâve been thinking about too.â
âI was never his priority,â I admit quietly, readjusting the bag of ice on his face. âNot when it mattered. Iâm certain heâs so drunk tonight that he had no idea how close he was to me, but I honestly donât think even if heâd been sober, I wouldâve factored into his train of thought. For him, it isnât even about winning, itâs about not coming in last.â
His hand snakes around my wrist, and my pulse hammers beneath my skin.
I swallow hard before lifting my gaze to his. Heâs staring down through thick lashes Iâd die for, but thereâs a storm brewing behind his eyes, and a pull ignites between us thatâs explosive and exciting.
âYouâre not an object to lose, Madison. And if he thinks youâre a game, then heâs a fucking idiot. You should have always been his first, last, and only priority.â Braxtonâs voice rumbles in the silence of the truck. It bounces off metal and glass, reverberating through my body and heating my core.
âI donât need saving, Braxton.â
Painfully slowly, he tilts his head, pressing more firmly into my hand. Our gazes are fused together, each of us locked onto the other, and I know I have zero chance of breaking our connection first.
âNo, Madison. Youâre a strong, independent, incredibly amazing woman. You donât need savingâyou need to be savored. Thereâs a difference.â
A full-body tremble starts at my neck and works down my body. Savoring? Holy hell, now I canât stop imagining what being savored entails.
Braxton takes the bag of ice from my hand and tosses it to the floor of the passenger side, then presses my palm to his face in its place. It keeps us close enough to share air.
âDo you want to talk about it?â he asks again.
I purse my lips tight, too afraid that if I speak, if I open up to him now, Iâll never be able to stop.
âI donât know whatâs happening here,â I whisper.
His lips part as though heâs tasting my words, and a flame of desire spreads faster than wildfire through my veins.
He blinks, and his lips curl up at the corners. Lips I want to lick.
âI donât know anything about you.â My words barely touch the air. âNot really. Nothing important, but I feel likeâlikeâ¦â
âLike youâve known me for years?â He lifts a brow while he waits for a response.
âYeah, but thatâs silly. Right?â
His hand tightens on my wrist. Not painfully, just the slightest pressure to seal us together, and then his thumb strokes back and forth across the inside of my wrist and every thought in my head vanishes into thin air.
âThere are very few people in my life that I have a connection with, Madison. In fact, besides Grey and our nephew Sage, I work very hard to keep everyone out.â The sadness in his tone tells me heâs being honest. âBut here, with you and Pops? Itâs as if someone rewrote my life and dropped me into a new story. One where I belong just for being me. One that has me working harder than Iâve ever worked in my life, smiling more than I knew possible, and dreaming of a girl who might still poison my breakfast just to get me to move along if Iâm not careful.â
I gasp and jerk back, but he doesnât release my wrist, so my fingers twitch against the scruff of his jaw.
âI would never poison anyone.â I gasp haughtily.
His teeth shine in the moonlight. âNo, you wouldnât.â He says it as if he knows me, understands me. He says it as if thereâs not a doubt in his mind that he can trust me.
My gaze drops to his lips, those perfectly pillowy lips, and my heartbeat hammers in my ears. Have I ever wanted to kiss someone as much as I want to kiss Braxton Mitchell?
I snort a laugh, and his entire face dances with amusement.
âWhat were you thinking just now?â he asks, peeling my fingers away from his jaw and holding my hand in his lap.
Gosh dang. How long have we been sitting soâ¦so intimately?
âItâs probably better if I donât say.â Iâve never been so thankful for the cover of darkness as I am right now because heat travels at warp speed across my cheeks, down my neck, all the way to the tips of my aching nipples.
Never. Not once in my life have I ever thought the words aching nipples in relation to my own breasts. I guess itâs another thing we can chalk up to this handsome housemate of mine.
I giggle to myself again, but he doesnât press. He watches me with a mix of amusement and lust. Itâs the lust that sobers me quickly.
âYour skin is so soft,â he whispers. I stare at where his thumb swipes over my pulse point.
âI like lotion. It makes everything slippery.â Oh my God. Did I seriously just say slippery? Slippery Madison? âSoft. I said soft.â
His rumble of laughter is a balm to my burning skin. âSlippery, huh?â he asks while running the thumb of his free hand along his bottom lip.
âSoft. And I bet your lips are soft.â Did I just moan that out loud?
Okay, Madison Melissa Ryan, I know you only had a couple of drinks tonight so get it together.
âMadison,â he rumbles in warning. âAs much as Iâd love to show you just what I can do with my lips, we need to get you home. Youâve been drinking, and Iâm not that guy.â
âYouâre not?â
His grip on my wrist sends an electric shock throughout my body when he squeezesâitâs a tease of what he could do to me without any clothes on.
âOh, God. I think Iâm drunk.â
Braxton throws his head back and laughs, and even though I know heâs laughing at me, I canât help but savor the soundâheâs infectious.
He leans in so our foreheads are nearly touching. âDid you have fun?â
When I nod, our noses touch.
âThatâs all I wanted. You deserve to have fun, Madison. Fun and so much more.â
âDo you have to go home?â
The muscles in his body bunch next to mine. âHome in general, or home right now?â
Both, but I want to play pretend for a little bit longerâpretend that he is actually the hometown hottie. âRight now.â
He scans my face, but I have no idea what heâs searching for.
âI have somewhere I want to show you, and itâs still warm enough out to do it. Another month or so and itâll be too cold, at least for me.â My voice quivers in anticipation. âItâs my favorite place in all of Happiness.â
The energy in the cab of this truck is incandescent. Even the windows are beginning to fog up, casting the streetlamps in a twinkling haze, but finally, he lets go of my wrist and tucks a piece of hair behind my ear.
âI think Iâd very much like to see all your favorite places, sunshine.â
âSunshine, huh? I shudder to think what youâll call me when my clouds roll in.â
He puts the truck into reverse but leaves his arm resting on my thigh and his hand on my knee.
âDoes that happen often?â
I donât want to talk about my fearsâand thatâs all that seems to roll around in my mind these days, so I deliver directions instead. âHead toward the hardware store and take the second right.â
âYes, maâam.â He squeezes my knee, and then his thumb taps against my skin in time with the song on the radio as if he and I are the most natural thing in the world.
And sitting here, this way, with him, we just might be.
Braxton turns his head to smirk at me. âThis is where you wanted to take me?â
I glance through the windshield to the vast emptiness below us and shrug. Thereâs only one other vehicle up here, and I know their mamas would flip out.
âMadison, is this where the locals go to make out?â he asks in mock outrage. At least I hope itâs mock, because if heâs truly unhappy, Iâm going to feign a horrible, debilitating illness until he leaves.
I scoff as if he didnât just call me out. âIf youâre sixteen, maybe. But I come here for the stars. Thereâs no light pollution up here. We can see everything, so back this truck up and letâs go.â
âBack it up?â
I nod, feeling lighter than air. âYes, we have to get in the bed of the truck to look up at them, obviously.â
His wide, uninhibited grin should make the cover for the sexiest man alive. âObviously,â he teases, then performs a perfect three-point turn until the tailgate is a few feet from the safety wall the mayor installed years ago.
Braxton turns off the truck and removes the keys.
âCome on, get out. Youâre going to love it.â I playfully nudge his side with my elbow. Not that I moved him even an inch. The guy is a wall of muscle. I bet he doesnât even have an ounce of body fat. Jerk.
With raised brows, he opens his door, climbs out, and offers me a hand. It was never a question that Iâd follow him out his side.
âNow what?â he asks, closing the door behind me.
My back is pressed to the truck, and he hovers over me, so close our thighs are touching. I lift a hand to his chest and press. He backs up at my unspoken request, and I turn to peer into his back seat.
âOh, Braxton,â I chide. âOld Fender here hasnât been outfitted for small-town life yet.â
He presses into my back, cups his hands around his face, and peers through the glass over my head.
âWhat am I supposed to have back there?â
âA blanket, first aid kit, snacks. You always carry snacks. If nothing else, you can toss them to a black bear and make a run for it.â
I turn slowly, but his hands stay pressed to the truck on either side of me. âYou get a lot of black bears around here?â
His voice is low, controlled, hungry.
I nod despite being full of crap. âWe could. Theyâre in the mountains, and even Google says they could be in southeast Georgia.â
Braxton leans down, his words hot against my ear. âHave you seen any?â
âN-no,â I stammer. Iâm pretty dang sure he just inhaled my hair. âBut that doesnât mean theyâre not here.â
He pulls back enough to study my face. If he stuck a piece of paper between our mouths, our mingling breaths would surely turn it to wet mush in seconds.
âWell, Madison. Youâve got me here, and Iâm apparently woefully unprepared. What are you going to do with me?â
Dear God, if I make a fool out of myself right now, please donât let me remember this tomorrow.
Before I can talk myself out of it, I lift up onto my tiptoes and seal my lips over his. My eyes are wide openâthe shock of my actions registering too late, and my surprise is reflected in his matching expression. One second. Two. Three. Then his mouth curves into a smile against mine, and my lashes flutter closed in relief when his arm bands around my waist and hauls me to him.
Our bodies press together from my breasts to my knees, and my entire being melts as I sag into him.
His lips are so dang soft and gentle but firm as he angles his mouth over mine, deepening the kiss, and yup, I open to him with a low moan, the sound seeming to urge him on.
âBraxton,â I gasp, when he fists my hair. Holy Hades. Itâs not even painful, but the illusion of how he could control my body has my stomach doing somersaults and my thighs clenching.
He nips my neck, just once, before resting his forehead against mine. âJust a taste,â he whispers. âYou had fun tonight.â He sighs. âA lot of fun. And as much as Iâd love to continue with this kind of funâ¦â
My mouth drops open when I register his hardened length pressing into my belly. Thatâs not a cock, thatâs a weapon of mass destruction, and Iâm ready to be its target.
âOh, God,â I groan, my head tipping back. He kisses my chin, then pulls his body away from mine.
âAs much as itâs killing me, tonight is not our night.â
âDoes that mean weâll have a night?â I snap my mouth shut. âI didnât mean that. Iâ¦â
He takes my hand in his. âI hope you did, actually. But weâll talk about it another time. Whatâs our plan here, sunshine?â
Embarrassment is a real drain on liquid courage because suddenly, I have no idea what to do.
âMadison,â he says gently.
âUm. Just a sec,â I say, then slip out from under his arms, march over to MJâs truck, then bang on the window. Thankfully, theyâre too busy to have noticed what was happening on the other side of the parking lot. Hopefully.
The two teens jump apart, and Marty Jr. rolls down the window. âMiss Madi? Whatâ ââ
I hold up a hand to stop him. âI know your mama thinks youâre at the youth group campout right now.â
The kidâs face pales, and the tiniest fissure of guilt sneaks up my spine.
âI wonât tell if you head back there with no stops.â
âYes, okay. Of course, Miss Madi.â His voice cracks, and that guilt kicks me in the ribs. Havenât we all snuck out of youth group at one point or another?
âOne more thing,â I say before I turn around. âCan I borrow your kit?â
His brows raise, then he squints, trying to make out who is leaning against Popsâ old truck.
âSure thing, Miss Madi. Are you sure youâre okay up here?â
This is what I love about small towns. Even scrawny little sixteen-year-olds watch your back.
âIâm fine. Mr. Braxtonâs a city boy. Heâs never seen our Georgia moonlight before.â
Marty Jr. hands me the bag from the back seat of his truck.
âThanks, MJ. Iâll get this back to you tomorrow.â
He nods, spares one more questioning glance Braxtonâs way, then starts his truck. I donât move until his taillights have long faded.
âIs scaring away teenagers one of your many talents?â Braxton asks. He hasnât moved from where heâs leaning against his truck, but his voice carries to me on the breeze.
âYou have no idea what kind of talents I possess, Mr. Mitchell.â
He winces at the same time a sound rumbles out of his mouth that has the effect of a magical incantation because my body floats to him on its waves.
When I reach him, he takes the bag from my hand, opens it, removes the blanket, and holds it in the air. âYour move, Madison. Show me what Iâve been missing.â
I press my lips together almost as tightly as my thighs. Stand down, vagina, he means the stars. He means the stars!