PHUWIN'S POV
I went up to my manager's apartment and knocked on the door. It was around 3 pm. A little while later, he opened the door, but he looked slightly off. However, I didn't place too much on it and waiied to him before heading in. His place has always been neat and tidy, and this time was no different.
However, he had some cigarettes on the table and a funny smell in the air. I couldn't quite place my finger on it but didn't say anything. He asked me if I wanted a drink, and I said no, having just had lunch and a coffee.
But he insisted, so I opted for water. He came back with a glass full of ice water and handed it to me. He sat down and continued smoking.
"P, you wanted to speak to me?"
"Yea it's about that role. The director really wants you to be in the lead."
"I understand P but I'm just not ready to do super raunchy scenes yet. I.. at least not onscreen."
"Look Phuwin, you are young. There are alot of actors out there. You can't always be doing the same act cool, act play hard to get with your comfort pairings. It gets boring after a while. Haven't you been watching KinnPorsche, Only Friends, House of Stars? Sex sells my boy. So I thought about it, maybe you haven't had sex yet so that's why you are not comfortable. Try it. And maybe you be better. Whether you do it onscreen or in real life, its the same. But you be paid for it onscreen."
"P! Do you hear yourself? That's so.. demeaning! Just because I don't want to do raunchy scenes doesn't mean I don't want to try out new roles. Just.. I'm not comfortable with sex scenes. Why can't you understand? You are my manager right?!"
"Precisely why I need you to step up your game. Or else how do you want to be famous Phuwin?"
'I don't have to necessarily have sex onscreen constantly to be famous..."
"I know best and I'm managing you. So unless you want to find a new manager which you can't, better listen to me. What's your problem? Never been laid? It's ok. Phi here will teach you."
My manager then laid his hand on my knee, gripping it tightly. I pushed him off and stood up. But he had such strength suddenly. He grabbed my hand and pulled me towards him, attempting to kiss me.
I tried to push him away and run off vut he grabbed me back and pushed me onto the couch. He ripped off my shirt and I gasped. How the fuck was he even this strong?!
Just then my manager took a deep puff of the cigarette and it hit me.. maybe it was drugs and he was on the adrenaline! I gasped as I tried to escape but he just forced himself on me, pinning my hands down and trying to kiss me.
I managed to push him off and took my phone out calling Force successfully but before I could speak, it was knocked out of my hands and I fell to the floor!
I turned and my manager threw himself on me, kissing me, grabbing my neck and scratching me all over in his attempt.
I screamed this time; not caring but he just laughed as his walls were sound proof so he told me to make all the noise I wanted as it was turning him on.
I tried so hard to get off but he didn't let go. He slapped me hard and that knocked abit of the fight out of me. He nibbled at my neck and I whimpered, trying so hard to push him off.
Just as he was about to touch me down there, the front door flew open! Force and Pond rushed in, with Pond grabbing me while Force laid it on my manager!
There was no stopping Force who just rained blow after blow after blow on him! Pond took off his jacket, putting it on me before trying to stop Force from nearly killing my manager. They called the police who came down and it became a whole scene. Thankfully the police cordoned off the area and quickly handed out masks so nobody could see our faces.
Our big bosses came down, appalled at what had happened. They sent us home first, promising to deal with the issue and not to worry. The ride home was the quietest, with Pond holding onto me all the way and Force sitting in the front with his face as black as thunder.
I don't think I had ever seen him that angry before. We got to my apartment and everyone climbed out. We went up and Pond opened the door. He made me sit on my couch while he got me water and the first aid kit. Force sat next to me quietly.
I looked over at him and placed my hand on his. He looked at it and finally burst into tears! Pond was stunned as he came out to a crying Force and myself. Force just held onto me, while I sobbed in his hold, absolutely totally frightened.
Pond didn't know what to do and just placed the first aid kit on the table. I saw him and tried to pull myself away from Force who didn't let go of me.
Pond just subtly shook my head, telling me not to fight it. I just held onto Force for a bit. Pond left us and disappeared to the kitchen for a bit. I could hear him trying to cook something and speaking to someone on the phone but I knew it was his way of giving us space.
Force took the first aid kit and saw the numerous bruises and scratch marks and winced as he tried to clean every single one. I held onto his hand as he finally gave up on the 5th one, sobbing even harder.
He held onto my face as he whispered, "Sorry for not protecting you harder.".
"It's not your fault" I whispered.
"It is. When I let you get this hurt. It is." He kept repeating endlessly. There was no way I could seem to stop him so I leaned in to kiss him gently, in an attempt to stop him from hurting himself over it.
He shouldn't be blaming himself over assholes. Assholes whom I had clearly trusted with all of my life and heart.