Charlie
The bed is cold when I wake up, running my hand over the spot where his body should be. My phone tells me itâs 6 a.m. Monday morning, yuck.
The fantasy is over. Now I need to travel all the way across London to get ready for work.
The bedroom is eerily quiet. Where is he?
I peel off the bed covers and shuffle out of bed. Hmmm, the underfloor heating is on. No wonder he can wake up early.
Thereâs no sign of him on the top floor.
Padding down the stairs in my underwear, his dry husky voice gets louder as I reach the bottom step. I follow the sound towards the kitchen.
âWrite up the proposal and send it to me this morning, Michael.â He has his back to me and his headphones in. âThe deal needs to close tomorrow.â
6 a.m. on a Monday morning, and heâs already in work mode. I can barely muster the strength to brush my teeth yet.
Heâs wearing a black suit sculpted around his muscles, and as he turns around, I see that heâs cleanly shaven, highlighting his razor-sharp jaw. One glance at him in that suit, and Iâm turned inside out.
Thereâs a distinct slant to one of his eyebrows as he clocks my state of undress, making me self-consciously cross my arms over my chest.
He gives a brief nod of recognition and mouths âfive minutes.â
It must be the States if heâs on this early. I can tell thereâs a number of them on the call from the names heâs firing out, his commanding tone dishing out orders.
CEO Danny is sexy as fuck.
I sidestep him in the kitchen and grab a glass from the cupboard as quietly as I can.
When Iâm at the tap, I jump slightly as his hand encircles my waist from behind, pushing me against the cloth of his tailored suit. âI need to go. Iâll call you in the office.â
âGood morning, beautiful,â his commanding tone drops into a softer one.
He moves my hair and sends a trail of kisses down my neck, making me shiver.
âMorning,â I say huskily, turning around to face him.
âThis is a spectacular view to see first thing in the morning,â he murmurs darkly, his eyes running up and down my body. âI hope I didnât wake you. Thereâs coffee in the pot.â
âNo.â I shift consciously from foot to foot. âI need to go back to mine to get ready.â
âIâll call my driver.â
I shake my head quickly. I donât need his driver knowing I stayed all weekend. âPublic transport is quicker.â
My eyes widen. âThat love bite is still showing through your shirt.â
He grimaces slightly, trying to pull up his collar. âIâll have to contend with the rumour mill on that one today.â He gives me a half-grin as I flinch. âIt was worth the rumours. Donât worry, they wonât be able to identify itâs your marking.â
âI really am sorry.â I giggle. âI got carried away in the moment.â
His phone buzzes again.
âSo, this is the life of a CEO, huh? Glad Iâm just I.T. Support.â
He shoots me an apologetic look.
âItâs OK.â I wave my hand. âI need to put some clothes on.â
Fifteen minutes later, Iâm back in my outfit from Saturday night. Iâve never had such a delayed walk of shame. Danny is resting on a bar stool, talking loudly into his phone with a frown on his face. Should I just sneak out?
I gave a slight wave from the kitchen door.
Wait, he mouths.
âI need five minutes,â he barks down the phone then puts it on mute.
âI guess Iâll see you in the office,â I try to say breezily.
âThe Nexus office.â He walks towards me, smiling. âYou guys are moving into our offices today, remember?â
Shit. I had forgotten about that. I better get there early.
âCharlie.â He frowns, staring at me. âOur secret, OK?â
I flash him my brightest smile. âOf course.â
***
I walk through the ground floor lobby of Nexus, my trainers slipping on the tiled floor. This place is in a league of its own.
The receptionist looks like a hired model. I hand her my details, and she flicks through something on her computer screen, then smiles up at me, handing me a security pass. âYour team is based on the sixth floor.â
Dunley Tech had two floors in our previous building. Nexus has all fifteen floors, with the top-level being the directorsâ floor.
As the Nexus employees line up beside me for the elevator, my stomach starts churning. Why didnât I put more effort into what Iâm wearing today? I study myself in the mirrored elevator doors. Iâm in my old jeans and sneakers that I always wear on a Monday. We became so complacent at Dunley, wearing jeans and T-shirts without anyone batting an eyelid.
Here, I stick out like a sore thumb in my rags. These coders, many arenât suited, but they are dressed sharply.
I get out on the sixth floor and stare straight out at one of the tallest buildings in Europe, the Shard. What a backdrop for answering I.T. support calls.
Everything is shiny and sexy.
People are arranging personal items on their desks in an upbeat tempo. In the kitchen area, there is a crowd cooing at the coffee machine while Dan and Alex excitedly try out the bean bag chairs in the chill-out area.
âYouâre over there, Charlie.â Jackie nods to a group of desks.
I donât know why everyone is getting so comfortable.â Stevie comes up behind me. âHalf of us wonât have jobs soon.â
âWhatâs that thing Jackie is setting up?â
âSheâs setting up fucking lighting.â He snorts. âSo the light catches her at the right angle, she says.â
âSheâs got competition,â Stevie adds as we watch her fumbling with the lamp. âSome of the girls in this office are hot as fuck. I donât know how the blokes get any work done.â
Sheâs got competition? So do I, I think, feeling totally inadequate.
âI have to tell you something about the weekend,â I say in a hushed voice. âNot here. Lunch.â
âYou had that dinner party on Saturday night. This better be a filthy story and not something your mother has done.â
I flash him a grin. âThe filthiest.â
âThis calls for an early lunch.â
***
âDonât see this for more than it is.â
We are eating burritos far enough away from the office so that no one will eavesdrop.
âIâm not.â I tut.
Stevie looks at me wearily.
âDid he say he wanted to see you again?â
âNo,â I admit, biting my lip. âHe asked if we could keep it our little secret.â
Saying it out loud makes it sound seedy.
âUmm,â he muses. âJust be careful, you have more to lose here than him.â
I flinch. âI know, I know, heâs the Casanova, and Iâm the slut screwing her way to the top.â
âYouâve got that look in your eye. Like youâre ignoring all the signs.â
âNo, I donât,â I lie. âIâm fine with a casual fling.â
âLook, just let him contact you, OK?â he says firmly. âDonât run after him.â
âI wonât,â I promise. âBesides, Iâve been holding in my farts all weekend; I need a break before my stomach explodes.â
âCan you die by holding in your own farts too long?â
Shit. I better investigate that.
After lunch, I settle into the usual barrage of annoyed customers reporting failings in our software. I apologise profusely for our wrongdoings with each call.
âLook how fast this thing can go.â
I look over, and Stevie is spinning around in his chair.
âStop that,â I mutter, waving him away. âIâm trying to work here.â
âHave you tried all these levers?â He rams his chair into mine.
âArgh! If I do it, will you piss off?â I move out from my desk and push my legs around. It does spin pretty fast. Trying out the new levers is more fun than dealing with angry customers.
âSee?â Stevie laughs. âBest chair ever.â
We spin around laughing until I feel really dizzy. A few people look up and roll their eyes.
âOK, it is fun,â I admit. âI feel sick.â
âGlad to see the new employees are enjoying their work,â comes an icy female voice from the aisle.
I stop spinning, disoriented, and look up to see Cheryl, Nexus Head of HR, Danny, and some other upper management suits standing in the aisle.
Stevie flinches abruptly beside me, whacking into my chair.
In a cold, detached look of recognition, Dannyâs eyes meet mine, then a frown of disapproval forms over his face. How long has he been watching our stupid chair escapades?
Heâs different now. The relaxed Danny Walker rubbing my feet last night is gone. His eyes are dark as they flit between Stevie and me.
âPerhaps you can reshare the company code of conduct, Cheryl,â his voice cuts through me, igniting a fire in my cheeks.
I shuffle back to my desk on my chair and hide under my screen as they stride down the office.
Mature, Charlie. Really mature.
I swallow the lump in my throat and shift focus back to my screen. An email flashes up, and just as Iâm about to hit delete, I re-read the title from Nexus HR.
Role opening: Designer.
You will all have heard that we have recently taken over Dunley Tech. Now we are looking for a cutting-edge team to shape the future of these products. Do you have an innovative mind that can drive the future design? If so, read on. â¦
I scroll down, intrigued. After listening to a barrage of complaints for five years, I am brimming with ideas to shape these products.
Excitement swirls in my stomach.
Submit a business case with three of your top ideas to apply.
Dare I? It would be humiliating if Danny found out I had applied, but I wouldnât have to tell him. The applicants would never be shared with the CEO. Itâs way more senior than my current role so I have little chance.
My eyes light up as I scan down further. Two months working from the New York office.
I can apply, and they reject me; no harm done?
Maybe I can show Danny Walker Iâm more than a chair swinging buffoon, the little voice in charge of hope says in my head.