Sheâs a goddess.
Iâve never seen anything so sexy in my whole goddamn life, Lavinia straddling me as her pussy, slick with cum and her own hot arousal, grinds across the length of my dick. Itâs not just her pussy, though. Itâs her tits, supple and full, right in front of my face. Itâs the notch her teeth dig into her lip as she rocks against me. Itâs the way she gazes down at me, so full of raw that it makes my toes curl against the instinct to shove my hips up.
âLav,â I pant, wanting to reach for her face, but feeling the cuffs restraining me. âPlease.â
Her mouth parts on a moan, because of course sheâd get off on me begging for it. Tied up. Helpless. So horny that my dick surges with another stream of precum. My secret is that it doesnât matter how she takes it, only that she does. She can tie me up, make it hurt, bring me to the edge of insanity and shove me off the peak, and itâd all be the same to me, so long as I get .
I rush out, âIâm ready when you are,â but when I shift, bracing myself in anticipation, my wrist snaps, the chain to the cuffs jangling against the bed frame.
Remy snorts. âI bet you are, champ.â
âShut up,â I hiss, then turn back to her. âYouâre in control, baby.â
âYou say that,â her eyes cut to Nick, âbut someone wonât let me come.â
Nick sprawls next to me, head down by my feet, his gaze firmly on Laviniaâs ass. He extends a finger to skate teasingly around her ankle. âThought you should save it. Let him feel it when you clench around him.â He looks at me and smirks. âHappy birthday.â
Lavinia freezes, gaping down at me. âItâs your birthday?â A flustered look comes over her face. âNo one told me it was your birthday.â
I attempt a shrug that probably looks like a spastic twitch. âItâs not until tomorrow. I never make a deal out of it.â
âI didnât get you anything,â she worries, and I raise my head to fix her with a long, significant look.
âLavinia.â My eyes dart downward, to where her pussy hovers over my cock. âTrust me, this beats any present Iâve ever gotten, or ever could get.â
She blinks. âOh.â When she rises up, my cock springs with her. Weâre both wet, drenched in our own arousal and the sticky residue left by both Nick and Remy. My brother may play it off like this is all spontaneous, but Nick wouldnât give his victory fuck up for just anything. If this is my birthday present, then that means heâs done his research. The hornier she is, already fucked open by both of them, the easier it will be for her to take me.
Hopefully.
âYou scared?â I ask. Sheâs got me nudging at her entrance, and I force my hips to stay on the mattress. Someone should probably tie that part of me down too.
âNo. Not scared.â She bends forward, kissing up my chest, tongue lathing over my nipple. âA little nervous, I guess.â
I grasp the chain of the cuffs with my fingers, the grip so tight it stings. âIâll be good.â I mean it wholly, but I still shoot Nick a quick, desperate look.
.
Nick locks his fingers around her ankle and lowers his chin in a nod.
A shiver rushes through me as she ascends, tongue painting a hot path to my throat. âJust working up to it,â she whispers, pussy dragging over the head of my cock.
I strain upward to plant a kiss on her throat, sucking a bruise into her pale flesh. âFeed me your tits,â I tell her, dying to get them in my mouth. She grabs them both, squeezing them together and leads them to my hungry tongue. I suckle her, listening to her moan as I tug her nipples into hard peaks.
She rises up, grinding her pussy against me again. Her eyes flick to the chain binding my wrist, mouth turning down. âI wish you could touch me.â
The air escapes my lungs in a hard, painful gust. âFuck, babe. I want to touch you, too.â I give Remy a pleading look. âMaybeââ
âNope.â Remy sits up, his own cock already stirring to attention again. âIâve got this.â He moves behind her, his hands sliding around her chest, palming her tits. âThat good, Vinny?â
Itâs infuriatingly unfair, but the burn of envy is eased by the sound of her hum when she reaches between our bodies, fingers sliding enticingly over my shaft. I feel the warm heat as her lips spread apart, welcoming me in her folds, and I know instantly that itâs worth it.
âTake him slow, Vinny,â Remy says in her ear. His eyes are closed, his mouth sucking at her neck. He tweaks her nipple, and she bucks forward, taking the head of my cock with her.
A breath gets caught in my throat as I hold her gaze, feeling the resistance on the tip of my cock. Her hips give a little testing rock, which is all the warning I get before my dick finally spears through, the head slotting right inside her entrance.
Lavinia tenses, lips parting with a gasp. Her palms land flat on my chest, fingers splayed over each of my pecs. âOh my god, youâreââ
âFuck,â I growl, jaw clenched painfully. Sheâs hovering on her knees, the tip of my cock disappearing into her hole, and it feels like silk, liquid fire. âFuck, fuck, .â
Her eyes widen, and she licks her bottom lip. âIt doesnât hurt. I think⦠I think I can take a little more.â My fingers scream in protest as I brace for it, the chain digging painfully into my knuckles as she gives another careful rock, sinking another hard inch of me into her slick pussy.
âHow the fuck,â I snarl, slamming my head into the mattress. âHow the fuck do you feel this and not instantly come your fucking brains out?â From the distant, low chuckles, I can assume Nick and Remy understand this question is meant for them.
Remyâs the one to say, âItâs just experience, bro. We all bust our nuts too early the first few times.â
I canât tear my eyes away from my own dick to see how honest heâs being. Sheâs so tight, but so much more pliable than the last time. That night, I think I probably felt it, the way I tore myself into her. The whole experience was always knitted up in that sense of wrongness. Right now, itâs the complete opposite. She squirms to make room for me, but itâs thereâa place for me inside of her. I can feel it, and all I want is to , shove my hips up and pierce right through the resistance, sheathing my cock in all her warmth.
I resist the urge, my muscles so tense that I can feel them vibrating with restraint. Sweat begins beading on my forehead. âLav,â I grind out, watching her sink down another slow, agonizing inch. âSay something. Are you⦠is thisâ¦?â
âIâm okay,â she says, even though the words are spoken through a series of panted breaths. She touches my jaw, stroking day-old stubble with the pad of her thumb. âAre you? You need to relax, Sy. Youâre going to pass out or something.â
âYeah,â Nick says, âyouâre not the one taking that thing. Ease up a bit.â
I shoot him a glare because he doesnât fucking get it. There is no easing up when it comes to this. Only then, Lavinia tips down to kiss me, and itâs so gentleâso achingly sweetâthat my muscles begin unwinding. I fall into the sensation of her lips, her hair tickling my neck, her pussy fluttering around the head of my cock, and the next rock she gives, taking another thick inch of me, doesnât even make me clench against the instinct to slam upward.
I take it with a long, tortured groan. âYou pussyâs so fucking good,â I say, licking the whisper into her mouth.
Nick shifts on the bed next to me, his eyes trained on her pussy while his hand fists his cock. âGod, look at you taking him. Youâre doing so good, Little Bird. Just a little more.â
âA littleâ is an exaggeration. Itâs barely halfway. We may be past the âjust the tipâ phase but nowhere near fully inside. I understand that may not happen this time. Iâll take whatever she can give me.
But instead of pushing down, Lavinia rises back up. Panic washes over me, but before I can react to the loss of heat, she comes down again, harder than before. My cock slides in deeper, balls twitching as her walls cover me in warmth.
Remy soothes her groan by stroking her hair, whispering, âDonât force it, Vinny.â His hand disappears behind her, and then I feel his fingers scissoring around her folds. Belatedly, I realize heâs checking her for tears. For blood.
âIs sheâ¦?â I donât breathe again until he meets my gaze.
Remy dips his chin in a nod. âSo far, so good.â
Laviniaâs fingers descend next, my stomach flexing at the feel of her brushing my shaft. Her eyes go foggy as she touches the place where we meet, and I realize sheâs measuring, seeing how far she has left to go. âOh,â she breathes, eyes snapping to mine. âThatâs⦠deeper.â
Deeper than the last time.
More than sheâs ever taken.
Victory sparking in her eyes, she clamps her teeth into her bottom lip, rises in a slow, slick drag, and dives back down, taking so much of my dick that my thighs clench in shock.
âBabe, you keep doing that andââ
She does it again, her hips rising in a long, torturous tug, and then sinking back slowly. Remyâs hands are on her hips, but theyâre not guiding her. I can tell, because gradually, he pulls them away, as if heâs been waiting to catch her falling off a bike and suddenly realizing she doesnât need the support.
My eyes fly frantically from her pussy to her hooded stare. Every time she drops back down, taking just a little more of me, Iâm hypnotized by the way it looks, the space between us disappearing inch by inch. Somewhere in my brain, I try to reconcile what Iâm feeling with what Iâm seeing. My dick is inside there, through her belly, buried into her sweet, wet cunt, and I want nothing more than to tell her to stop.
I want to stay inside her forever.
âDonât come,â she begs. âNot yet.â
My ass flexes in time to her rhythm, and when I speak, itâs in a voice I hardly recognize, deep and slurred. âI wonât.â Itâs a promise I donât know if I can keep, because the truth of whatâs happening is almost as hot as the act.
Iâm getting fucked.
My eyes rise to Nick and Remy, even though itâs not like last time. I donât care that other people seeâthat they . This is about me and Lavinia becoming what weâre meant to be. Nick and Remy arenât my audience, theyâre my compass, and right now I need them to tell me if this is right.
Both of them are watching her pussy, though.
Remyâs leaning back, ducking his head to see it from behind, and I canât even imagine how it must look. âFuck,â he breathes, running a finger around her tight, stretched hole. âYour pussyâs taking him so good, Vinny.â
Nickâs eyes are glazed and almost black as he touches her thigh, desperate for a better look. âGet your phone,â he tells Remy. âTake a picture so they can see later.â
I start, âYou donât have toââ
But Laviniaâs only protest is to look at them over her shoulder, saying, âNo faces.â
Remyâs already fumbling for his discarded jeans, pulling out his phone and bending to get a photo.
âI can take more,â she says, teeth baring down on her bottom lip. âI just⦠let me justâ¦â She shifts, changing the angle, falling forward and trapping me with her dark eyes. With one roll of her hips, I sink in farther than before, watching as her jaw goes slack. âOh God, right .â
Her eyes, which had been locked-in on me, flutter shut. That simple act sends a jolt through my heart. She trusts me.
Behind her, Remy is snapping a photo of her pussy, but all I can focus on is the way she looks, forehead creased in abandon as she writhes to take more of my dick. Carefully, I plant my heels and give a small, measured nudge with my hips, bracing myself for disaster.
But when her eyes fly open, she just says, âYeah, like .â
âYeah?â I give another testing buck, not trying to drive myself in deeper, just wanting her to feel me here.
She makes a low, keening sound, bearing back into motion, and behind her, Remy spits a soft curse. The urge to come is overwhelmingâthe need to touch and make this good for her more painful than the ache in my balls. She deserves it.
She deserves the best.
My eyes drop from her, down to Nick who is watching this with sharp intensity. Our eyes meet and I jerk my chin.
He doesnât miss a beat, licking his thumb and leaning between us. He swipes the pad over her clit, rolling it in a slow circle. I donât just see her react; I her, the muscles lining the walls of her pussy clenching around me. My hips rock up, and she drives down to meet me. Nick must do it again, because this time she cries out, one hand thrusting in my brotherâs hair as the other claws down my chest.
The rush of feeling her tighten around me, all the way around me, eclipses all other moments. âOh my god, Sy,â she pants, eyes snapping open and meeting mine. âIâm coming.â
She doesnât have to tell me, because her back straightens at the same time her pussy strangles my cock, gripping me like a goddamn vise. I lurch forward, the thread snapped, my orgasm unleashing like a detonated bomb, but then slam back, forgetting my restraints.
âFuck!â
Lavinia falls forward, hair tumbling over her shoulder, her hips convulsing. Her mouth meets mine, tongue pushing between my lips. Her nails dig into my chest, but nothing matters but the sensation of her pussy milking my cock.
Nothing matters but her.
She finishes her kiss, the same time my cock stops twitching inside of her, and I gaze into her eyes.
âI love you,â I say, not caring if the guys hear me. Not caring if she says it back.
I just want her to know.
âLook at me.â My mother reaches for my face, twisting it back and forth as if sheâs searching for something. Weâre in the kitchen, just the two of us. Nick, Remy, and Lavinia are in the other room with Dad and Pops.
âMa.â I grab her forearms and gently force her to stop manhandling me. âJesus, canât a guy just get a drink?â
âSomethingâs different.â She frowns, twisting to grab my hand, and I cringe as her eyes zero in on the marks around my wrist. âWhat happened here? A fight? Oh, Simonâ¦â
âNo, Iâm not fighting again!â Breaking away, I stick my head in the fridge, originally planning on grabbing a bottle of water, but . A beer seems like a better idea. In moments like this, I understand what it must be like for the guys and Lavinia to live with me. The hyper-analyzing is annoying as fuck.
I stand, slamming the door, well aware that my cheeks are flushed. I grab the bottle opener off the counter and pop the top. âIf you to know, Lavinia and Iâ¦â I swallow the rest of that sentence along with a gulp of beer.
She turns to smooth out the icing on my birthday cake, eyebrow rising. âYou know the rule, sweetheart.â
That just about sums up life with a mother whoâs a sex therapist. âWe had sex,â I blurt, hand clenched around the bottle of beer.
She looks at my wrist, brows hiking higher on her forehead. âAdventurously, it seems.â
Shaking my head, I explain, âNo, I mean⦠weâre together. Sheâs my girlfriend.â
Her eyes flick toward the living room where Remyâs excited voice carries as he describes something enthusiastically. âAnd your brother and Remy?â
âSheâs their girlfriend, too.â I swallow, picking at the label. âOur Duchess. You know how it is.â
Momâs good at keeping a straight face. The job requires it, but a mix of emotions runs through her eyes at the announcement. âAre you sure? Because managing this type of relationship isnât for everyone.â
I rake my fingers through my hair, already regretting this conversation. âI know things didnât work out with all of your⦠Dukes.â God, this is weirder than telling her I lost my virginity. âBut thatâs the thing. I get it now, that this isnât something that comes easily. I fucked up with Laviniaâbad, and more than onceâand we still worked through it. Sheâs the right one,â I tell her, feeling this from the bottom of my soul. âFor . She gets Remy. Like, really gets him.â I snort. âAnd God, Ma, she might be the only person in this world who can actually handle Nick.â
That makes her expression ease, because I know these are her real questions. Nick, Remy, and I arenât normal men. Weâre a messâalways have been. âAnd what about you?â she asks.
âMe?â I rest my elbows on the counter in front of my birthday cake. Itâs red velvetâthe same every year, just the way I like. âI gave her my journal,â I whisper, keeping my voice low. When I glance up at my mom, sheâs frozen, searching my eyes. Iâve never let anyone read my journals before. âI know I donât talk about it much, but I think⦠I think I was really messed up when I met her.â Lavinia dragged me from the edge of a place so filled with anger that it was eating me up inside. She showed me patience and care while dragging me out of that dark place of doubt and rage, over and over. She taught me to understand myself, and that women werenât my problem.
was the problem. I could tell Mom all of that, but I donât, because in the end itâs shockingly simple. âI love her. She makes us⦠better. Connected. Not new or different, justâ¦â I struggle to find the word Iâm looking for.
My mom knows, though. âA family.â
Something in my shoulders unwinds at the realization. Thatâs it. âWell, she needs that just as much as we do, because her own family is fucked all to hell.â
She frowns at my language but asks, âAnd youâre sure she can get past the things you had to do to get to this place?â She pulls the collar of her shirt to the side, revealing the puckered brand right above her heart. Although she normally hides it, itâs been a presence our entire life. I donâtâno, âthink about what she went through to get it. She lets me look at it for a brief moment before covering it again, saying. âSome things canât be undone, Simon.â Itâs the first time Iâve ever heard her mention her past with my fathers in anything but a happy light.
âWe didnât brand her,â I say quietly, squirming under the weight of her stare. âRemy marked her with a tattoo. That was enough.â
Her head snaps back in surprise. âAnd Saul is okay with that?â
My lip curls. âSaul doesnât get a say in how we manage our Duchess.â
âHm.â The corner of her eyes crinkle with skepticism. âWell, you never know, I suppose. Maybe things will be different for you.â
âThey will be.â I say this with absolute conviction. âNo one is going to hurt her again. I wouldnât let them, and neither would Nick or Remy.â I donât say that the three of us are willing to give everything for her, but from the worry in my motherâs eyes, she still hears it.
âThatâs what Iâm afraid of,â she says.
Before I can find a way of reassuring her, Nick struts in, loose and easy in a way our mom probably hasnât seen him since high school. When he passes her, ducking in to press a quick, affectionate kiss to her temple, I wave my hand.
She twists to give him a long, considering look, Nick opening the fridge to grab three more beers. When he turns, he freezes, looking between us. âWhat?â
Mom says, âNothing,â and fidgets with the cake, but Nick narrows his eyes at me.
âMotherfuââ he swallows the curse. âYou told her, didnât you?â
I glare at him. âLike you can judge.â He nearly shouted it from the rooftops when he lost his virginity in high school. All it got him was a lecture from mom on communicating his intentions to young girls who are prone to romantic attachments and a trip to the pharmacy to buy condoms with Pops. At least I donât have to go through that.
âAll he told me is that youâre happy,â Mom says, adding a wink.
My brotherâs eyes meet mine, and as unfamiliar as the term is to us, sheâs right. We are happy, and I plan to do everything I can to keep it that way.
âMom said dinner will be ready in ten minutes,â I say, walking into the living room.
Nickâs showing Pops the gun he got from Maddox. âDo I want to ask how he got it from you?â Nick asks.
Pops handles the gun reverently, running his thumb over the design etched in the side. The Bruin âB.â He answers with a pointed, âDo I want to ask how you got it back?â
Nick pauses before sinking back into the couch, crossing his arms. âTouché.â
As curious as I am to know the answer to that question, I know itâs futile. Nick and Lavinia have been pretty quiet about what transpired in the Baronâs crypt. âHey.â I look down at Remy, nudging him with a loose fist. âWhereâs Lav?â
He twirls his marker around his fingers and jerks his chin toward the stairs. âWashing up, I think. Want me to find her?â I shake my head before the seed of eagerness in his eyes can grow. Normally, Remy loves chatting with our dads, so I know itâs not the company. Itâs her. Lavinia.
All three of us are hooked.
The house isnât big, a modest two-story bungalow with a basement. By the time we were in middle school, it was clear two growing boys, along with two adult men, were not going to fit in the current footprint. Instead of moving, they blew out the back of the house and the attic. They used our old rooms to build a large ensuite and then expanded upstairs for me and Nick.
I jog up the stairs, noting that the hall bathroom light is off, door open. I peek my head into Nickâs room, but itâs empty. I look in my old room next, finding her standing by the dresser, looking at a photo of me and Nick standing on the edge of a dock. I was about fourteen, Nick thirteen. Weâre posing like Mr. Universe, puffed out chests, straining to produce biceps. We were scrawny little shits, but Dad and Pops had recently agreed to workouts.
âHey.â I lean in the doorway, thinking that fourteen-year-old me would have absolutely fucking died at the sight before me. A hot girl in my childhood bedroom. âDinnerâs almost ready.â
âThe Perilini-Bruin boys. Heartbreakers from the start.â She turns from the photo and sits on the end of the bed, eyes assessing the space. âIt smells like you in here,â she says, running her hand over the quilt.
Her skirt is short enough to expose the lean line of her thigh. And the low scoop of her shirt⦠well, someone should have suggested a sweater. âI was just here a few weeks ago, I doubt my motherâs washed the sheets yet.â
When I left. When I hurt her.
âNo.â She shakes her head, a smile flirting at the edge of her mouth. âItâs a different smell. You, but⦠more boyish.â
âMore boyish?â I ask, stepping into the room. I like the look of her on the bed, a million teenage fantasies colliding.
She hums thoughtfully. âYeah, kind of a mix of sweat, hormones, and cheap body spray.â
âAside from the body spray, how is that different from now?â Birthdays always make me ruminate on the fact I donât feel any differently, but this one especially. Iâm still a jumble of exposed nerves and hormones when Iâm around this woman. My cock incessantly hard.
hard at the moment.
She stands, never breaking my gaze as she closes the gap between us. Hands flat on my stomach, she pushes up on her toes, pressing her nose into the crook of my neck. âNow you smell like a man,â she whispers, inhaling.
If I thought it was hard to keep my hands off Lavinia before, actually sinking my cock into her has made it substantially worse. I clench down on a surge of instant, consuming lust, but canât fight the impulse to grab her hips, turning to catch a whiff of her hair. âIâve worked a lot on my self-control the last few months, but you keep sniffing me like that and Iâm going to come in my pants.â
âOr you could come inside .â She slides her hand lower, cupping my erection. âWe can be quick.â
I give a strained laugh at the lie. The truth is, sex between the two of us might never be quick. There will always be prep work and patience. Itâs odd to think there was a time that reality would have brought a sense of bitter disappointment. Now, I imagine spending an hour working up to getting my dick inside of Lavinia and shudder at the prospect.
The ache in my balls is already returning. âTwo things will happen if weâre not downstairs when my mother calls us for dinner.â
Her hand gives a torturous squeeze, lips brushing against my jaw. âOh yeah?â
Struggling to find my voice, I rumble, âFirst, sheâll send someone up here to find us. Second, itâll be Nick, and he will lose his goddamn mind if he thinks Iâm fucking you in my childhood bedroom before he does.â
She pulls back, eyes growing wide. âOh my god, youâre right. Heâll me.â
âLike a dog.â
âFine,â she says, but even though her lips turn down, I can tell sheâs trying not to laugh. âWeâll go eat.â
This is how I end up sitting through an entire dinner, surrounded by my family, with a throbbing boner.
âGranted,â Remy is saying, recounting the events of last nightâs fight, âthis Prince was built like a bus ticketââ
âArenât they all?â Dad says, laughing. Remy laughs along, but Nick and I share a look.
The Princes are getting bigger and stronger as the years roll by.
Remy goes on, âSo Nick absolutely mollywhops this guy, right in the jaw. And you know Nick. Heâs boasting the crowd up like he does, pretending like heâs above it all.â
Lazily, Nick cuts in, âI am above it all,â and Lavinia rolls her eyes.
âPlease, you love the attention,â she says.
âSpeaking of,â Nick says, pushing back his cleared plate, âany heads up on this alumni poker game Saul has directed us to host?â
Thereâs no missing the look exchanged between our parents. Abruptly, the whole vibe around the table sours.
In a not so subtle way, Pop rests his hand on momâs and squeezes it. âHow about you two ladiesâsorry, âtake a break.â He gestures to the messy table. âWeâve got this.â
âThank you, honey.â Mom stands and gives both of her husbands a kiss on the cheek. She looks to Lavinia and says, âLetâs get out of here before they change their minds.â
âGrab the plates,â Dad says, reaching for the empty platter and starting for the kitchen.
âWe donât keep things from her.â I follow, carrying my plate and my motherâs. âWhatever you have to say to us, you can say to her.â
âVinnyâs tough,â Remy adds, shoving the last roll into his mouth before stacking the basket on top of an empty bowl.
âThatâs obvious.â Dad pushes his chair back. âBut the life they lead, being a Duchessâ¦â He goes unexpectedly quiet, his long dark hair shielding his expression.
Pops is the one to explain. âShe needs someone who can relate to her situation just as much as the three of you do.â
That statement sits uncomfortably in my chest.
âWhich is exactly why we need to know what weâre getting into with this poker game,â Nick says.
Pops snorts and turns on the faucet, shifting it over to hot. âYou mean the one we havenât been invited to since we dropped DKS?â
There are rules in the fraternity. If you drop, like our parents did, then that means youâre no longer affiliated in any way. Itâs full-on persona non grata. A former member can no longer attend events, receive any perks, or wear letters or symbols associated with the fraternity. But this is Forsyth, where allegiance runs deeper than a pin or ring. The brand on my motherâs flesh tells that story just as much as the blood that runs through Nick, Lavinia, and Remyâs veins. Still, I know our parents were ostracized when they chose one another over Royal life.
Dad opens the dishwasher and starts rearranging the plates, but abruptly freezes, jaw dropping in horror. âWho put this pot in here?â
âI did,â Pop snaps. âItâs fine.â
âThis is hand-wash only!â Dad barks, thrusting a finger at the pot. âAnd it takes up too much space, anyway.â
Fighting over the dishwasher is a lifelong struggle with these two. Both think theyâve figured out the key to maximum arrangement. Whatever talk she must be having with Lavinia isnât the only reason my mom happily escaped from cleanup.
âJesus,â Nick says, swiping the pot from Dadâs hand. â
wash.â He shoots me a look. âYou dry. Remy, you put up the leftovers. You two sit down and drink a beer.â
Dad and Pops both look impressed. Itâs the first time theyâve seen Nick wearing this new leadership skin. It suits him better than anyone expected.
I grab the dish towel off the rack. âSo,â I start, trying to get this back on track. âThe poker game?â
âRight,â Dad says, taking a seat at the kitchen counter, while Pop grabs two beers. âI donât know what to tell you, son. Other frats gather alumni together for homecoming or a family weekend. DKS has always had our poker game. As it grew, it seems like Saul decided to link it to the fall festival. A lot of local families come out to that anywayââ
âBecause itâs a good place to be seen,â Pops adds, sitting next to him, sliding the beer over. âThe media is there. Politicians. Saul likes that attention, but really what he wants is to remind everyone that West End is still open for business.
business.â
Dadâs eyes dart between us. âBut you boys already figured that out, didnât you?â
âItâs not the business part that worries me,â I say, that flicker of possessive anger sparking in my chest. âHeâs making Lavinia the nightâs entertainment.â
Pops freezes, the beer halfway to his mouth. âYou pissed him off, didnât you?â After a moment of obvious silenceâNick canât spend time with anyone and not piss them offâPops deflates. âIâve tried really hard to hold back on the âI told you so,â but Nick.â He levels my brother with a hard look. âI told you so.â
âYou can always walk,â Dad says. âWe did.â
I chuckle, the sound dark and mirthless. âYou âwalked,â huh? Because thatâs not the way I hear it.â
Popsâ eyes narrow. âAnd just how do you hear it?â
A lot was happening that night I met with Maddox at the Underworld, so much that I didnât have time to dwell on what he told me. That doesnât mean I forgot, though. âWord is, you lost the loyalty of the frat.â
Nick watches our fathers closely, expression hardening at the look they share. âHey, fuck that. Donât just leave us in the dark.â
Pops sighs, avoiding Nickâs glare. âYou know your grandpop died when we were Dukes.â Grandpop was his grandfather, our great-grandfather.
My back goes ramrod straight. âYouâre not saying Saulââ
But Pops shakes his head. âSaul didnât kill him. Your grandpop had been dying for years with lung cancer.â
Dad pipes in, âWe all figured heâd go once Davis was in the belfry.â
âAnd we were right,â Pops says, the dullness of an old grief filling his eyes. âIn fact, weâd only been in for a couple months when he kicked it. I never wanted to be King. You all know that.â Finally meeting Nickâs gaze, he adds, âBut grandpop was always good to me, and I wanted to honor him. Do right by him. Do things just the way he taught me.â He lifts the beer to his mouth, giving a bleak smile. âSaul had other ideas.â
Dad stresses, âBigger ideas,â and I take a guess.
âBusiness ideas.â
Pops gives me a slow nod and begins massaging his knee. Itâs an old training injury that always seems to flare up whenever he needs a fidget. âWest Endâs always had the gun trade locked down, but it wasnât always about running them, you know. Weâre built differently than the other Royals.â He jerks his chin at Remy, and then Nick. âWeâre fighters. Our weapons are our bodies and our cunning, and weâre good at knowing how to use themâ
to use them.â
Dad snorts. âA Count, a Baron, a Prince, a Lord⦠none of them are going to match a Duke on pure physicality alone. They need guns to beat us.â
âSo,â Pops says, watching Nick with shrewd eyes, âwhat does a fighter do to ensure a victory?â
It takes Nick a second to answer, comprehension dawning on his features. âYou monopolize all the guns.â
Pops tips his beer at Nick. âExactly.â
âBut where we saw strategy,â Dad says, eyes growing dark, âSaul saw business potential. Your grandpop was sitting on a stockpile that could have earned West End a fortune.â
Pops grabs his knee, leaning forward. âI donât need to ask you to imagine what that would be likeâForsyth stocked to the teeth with West End guns.â He gestures broadly. âYouâre living Saulâs dream out there, boys.â
Anger flickers in my brotherâs eyes. âSo you just⦠fucking ?â
âHey,â Dad snaps, because as much as he and Pops bicker, no one jumps to his defense faster. âNo one leaves the Royalty, Nicky. Especially not when theyâre about to become King.â
âThere was a vote.â Popsâ voice is low and toneless. âThatâs how itâs done in the belfry. You know that.â
Dad adds, âSaul campaigned the frat. Davis promised a future of the status quo, which was more about community and building up the gym than power, but Saul was offering a way for West End to earn money hand over fist.â
Pops rests his head back against the cabinet, eyes faraway. âDKS chose Saul.â
I share a look with Nick, because this is news to us. Weâve always been told it was a choice. That the three of them packed their bags and gladly left the Royalty behind them. It canât all be a lie, only now Iâm realizing it wasnât as easy as they made it sound.
Because Iâm looking into my Popsâ eyes, and somewhere beneath all the resentment and stubborn conviction, thereâs a wound thatâs never quite healed. Maybe Davis Bruin never wanted power or legacy, but he wanted to do something right. Something good. Something worthwhile.
And Saul Cartwright took it from him.
Thereâs a crash, Nick dropping a coffee mug into the dishwater. He clutches the counter, shoulders forming a taut, tense curve over the sink. âDo you have any fucking idea what itâs like out there?â he asks. Turning a glare onto our father, he keeps his voice low and measured, but so full of venom that it makes me jolt to stand between them. âWest End was yours. You should have fought for it.â
Pops jumps off the counter, his knee injury forgotten. âYou think I didnât fight?â he asks, mouth pinched into an angry grimace. âYou asked how the Baron King got that gun, so hereâs the truth. I went to all of themâthe Kings of Forsythâhoping for one goddamn promise of support.â He tilts his head in that special, menacing way that comes with the Bruin genetics. âDo you know what that masked asshole told me?â
Remyâs the one to answer, the words quiet and grim. âDeath is business.â He shoots me a look, because my fathers might not know Maddoxâs true identity, but we do. âMore bodies, more money.â
Pops gestures to Remy like itâs the most obvious thing in the world, and I suppose it is.
Dad clutches his beer, staring sightlessly at his knuckles. âThe other Kings liked Saulâs pitch. They lapped it up, Nick. They were all too happy to see West End in his hands, however bloody they might become. They wanted the firepower.â
âMore than that,â Pops raises his chin, âthey wanted the war.â
The words ring with a frightening clarity, because it all makes perfect sense. The Barons wanted the business. The Lords would have wanted to build their own arsenal to protect their land and women. The Counts would have needed the enforcement. And the Princesâ¦
They wouldnât have settled for anything less than the best of the best.
âWell,â my laugh is clipped and full of bitterness, âthey got it.â
Some of the fire bleeds from Nickâs eyes, but he doesnât look any less tense about the revelation. âEven if we wanted to walk, we donât have that option,â he says, turning his focus to the dishes. Steam runs from the hot water, but he runs his hands underneath anyway, his fists clenching at the burn.
Remy snaps the lid on a glass container and admits, âHeâs got us by the balls.â
Nick and I shoot him a glare. âDammit, Remââ
But itâs too late.
âI see,â Dad says, and itâs clear from his expression that he does. They both do. They donât have to know the specifics of the video to understand that Saul has leverage on us, and thatâs why thereâs no walking away from this one.
âYou donât need to say you told us so.â I ball the towel up and toss it on the counter. âAgain.â
They donât have to. It rings in the air. This is what they were always warning us about. Living this life⦠the danger was never about how it would hurt us. Thatâs not how people like Saul come at fighters like us. Itâs always about how it will hurt the people we love. People like mom.
Like Lavinia.
But thatâs the thing about the belfry. Our fathers wouldnât understand it, because they never had it. Weâre not fractured like they were. Weâre three Dukes and a Duchess, the way grandpop always knew it had to be. DKS finally has someone to get behind. The Bruin in the belfry finally has a house he can count on.
And if the Kings want a war, weâll give them one.