She has to know that by now.
Iâd kill for her, die for her, burn this whole fucking city to the ground for her. But all sheâs asking for tonight is this. For me to pleasure her, share her and show Sy what it looks like when a man does it right.
I could tell from the apprehension in her eyes that she doesnât quite understand this yet. Sy is a part of me, just as much as Remyâjust as much as she is. One day, sheâll get it. For now, I rear back to slide her shorts and panties off, not bothering to take my time. Beside the mattress, my brother is silent and still, his dark eyes locked on every newly revealed inch of skin.
Hard to say if she meant her or him, so I cover my bases. Grabbing each of her knees, I spread her thighs obscenely wide, putting her wet pussy on full display for us.
And then I dip down to taste it.
She hisses in a long gasp, fingers tangling instantly in my hair. âOh, god.â
I lick out to catch her slickness, groaning at the taste. Her clit is already swollen, like sheâs been horny all goddamn day. I flick my tongue against it, catching a glimpse of Sy in my periphery. He has his head tipped back against the rails, watching us through lazy, slitted eyes.
Heâs squeezing his dick through his sweats.
Lavinia never lets me get her off like this, my tongue flicking wild circuits around her clit, and now is no different. She tugs my hair, begging, âPlease, Nick, please.â
Iâm useless to do anything but obey, licking a sloppy, wet path up her belly, between her tits. âSome day, Little Bird,â I wrestle Syâs shirt off her just as her fingers slide my boxers down, my cock springing eagerly from the elastic, âIâm going to make you come on my tongue.â
The mattress is old and lumpy, not exactly comfortable on my knees, and every time I come up that staircase to claim her, I find that old fantasy cropping back up in my head; her, waiting for me in my bed. I never ask her to. I wouldnât fucking dare. Lavinia wonât ever come to that bed.
Not after what I did to her in it.
So I grab her hip and turn her on her side, facing Sy. When I spoon in behind her, pulling her into the curve of my body, I slide my hand down her thigh and tug her leg up, hooking my forearm beneath her knee to keep her spread.
Sheâs tense at first, not at all as flexible as I damn well know she can be. But then Sy makes a low, gritty sound at the sight, and suddenly the tendons in her thigh go lax, allowing me to slot my dick up against her entrance.
I always love this part. Sliding into herâslow or fast, gentle or hardâwatching the slack rapture take her features as I fuck my way inside. Usually, Iâd make her look at me, just to bask in my spoils of victory, the sweet curl of satisfaction that sheâs finally mine.
But tonight, I keep my eyes on my brotherâs strained face as I position the tip of my dick against her slick entrance. Resting my lips against her sweat-damp temple, I tell him, âSheâs wet for you, you know.â I push in slow and steady.
Eyes fixed to her hole, Syâs jaw clenches so visibly that his teeth must ache. âHow wet?â
My own jaw is clenched almost as tightly, holding back the urge to slam to the hilt. âSee for yourself.â I kick her discarded shorts and panties off the mattress and she whimpers, fingers clamping around my forearm as the motion buries me deeper.
I donât watch him pick them up, shifting my full attention to Laviniaâs flushed face. I mouth at the juncture of her neck. âYou feel so good, baby.â
âMore,â she breathes, brow knitted together.
I grip her leg and push my hips, sinking into her so easily that I bury a groan into her shoulder. Lingering there, I feel her buck back against me, always seeking more, which is how I feel the new surge of slickness.
Just then, I hear the unmistakable sound of Sy spitting.
Laviniaâs pussy flutters around me, a hitched gasp escaping her throat. âSyâ¦â
âShit,â I grind out, raising my head, which is when I see it. Sy has his dick out, one spit-slick hand squeezing the shaft while the other fists her panties. I drag my mouth over her warm cheek, watching her glazed eyes watch him back. âJust looking at that dick gets you wet, doesnât it?â He always keeps it locked away, like itâs something to be embarrassed about. But right now, Lavinia is looking at that thing like sheâs dying to be the one with her hand around it.
Syâs electric eyes are glued to her, but he lifts his chin at me. âYou gonna fuck her, or what?â Glancing up, I realize his hand is gripping his cock, motionless, poised for a reason. So I pull my hips back, dragging my cock away, just to punch it back inside. I push her thigh higher, strangely excited to show him this. My chest burns with too many things to list, but I know pride is one of them.
, my body is telling him.
.
Syâs fist moves with me, slow on the backstroke, quick on the upstroke. Iâve never seen my brother like this before, every muscle in his body tightening as his eyes glow hot for a chick. His nostrils are flared, the line of his mouth hard and angry-looking, and I think I get Laviniaâs reservation about the whole thing.
He looks like he wants to murder some pussy.
His eyes are also radiating absolute agony, chest collapsing with the sharp inhale. âYouâre so fucking beautiful.â
âThanks,â I rock into her, indulging in the glide. âI try.â
He shoots me a quick, homicidal glare, and it takes some work to keep my stroke up. Guy looks like a wild animal whoâs afraid of having his kill taken away. Itâs not that it hasnât occurred to me whatâs going down here. Itâs just that I donât give a shit. Lavinia wants my cock, but she wants his, too. Iâm his stand in.
If the sight of him matching his fist up to my rhythm isnât enough to remind me Iâm still getting the better half of that deal, then the way Laviniaâs arm reaches back, fingers winding into my hair, definitely is.
She tilts her head just enough to meet my demand for a kiss, tongue licking out to caress mine. Itâs not the best angle, but it still makes my balls tighten, even knowing that sheâs peeking at Sy from the corner of her eye.
I drag another long, slow thrust, watching her eyes flutter. âYou feel how wet and primed your pussy is?â I move to whisper my next words into her ear. âI bet if you went slow, you could take him.â I keep my voice nothing but the barest breath, the words meant only for her. âRight here, right now. Iâd stay and watch, make sure he does right by you.â
Something in my brain breaks and rearranges itself at the thought of it. My Little Bird taking that monster of a cock. The look on her face when he pushes it inside. The crush of her brow as she struggles to make room for him insideâ¦
But her lungs seize, and she bears greedily back into my thrust, making her answer clear.
Just me.
Iâm not expecting the feeling of disappointment, but I guess I should. Even from the first time, that night in the Hideawayâs basement, Iâve been darkly eager for Sy and Remy to know what I know, to see what I see, to have what I want.
But this isnât about Sy.
Not really.
Lavinia makes a sharp, mournful sound when I suddenly pull back, dick slipping free. The look she shoots me over her shoulder is a mixture of shock, annoyance, and yearning. Nevertheless, she goes easily when I move her legs.
I lay on my back, sideways on the mattress. My feet are pointed at the clock, Sy somewhere behind my head, and when I pull her on top of me, I know theyâre able to look at each other, face to face.
âCome on, baby.â I grab her hips, whispering, âShow him how youâd ride him.â
Laviniaâs eyes drop down to mine, mouth partingâmaybe in surprise, maybe just to say, âYeah?â
I answer by grabbing the base of my cock, positioning it right at her slick hole. Her eyes shift back to Sy when she finally sinks down, taking me to the hilt, and I should be jealous heâs getting that instead of me; the look on her face as she takes me in. The notch her teeth dig into her lip as she adjusts, feeling me so deep. The lazy slump of her eyelids as she relishes it, hips giving a little, testing rock.
Clearly, Iâm a saint.
âFuck,â she breathes, rolling her hips to a rhythm. âJust like that,â she says to Sy.
I canât see him, but I can hear him behind me, panting like a dog, the wet sounds of his fist on his cock as he matches her speed. âTouch her tits,â he says, voice like gravel. When I run my palms up her body, cupping them in my palms, he demands, âUse your mouth.â
I push up on an elbow to mouth at her nipple, tongue tracing a slow circle around the pebbled peak. Her fingers wind into my hair, clutching me close, and I donât even have to look to know theyâre eye fucking each other. I can feel it in the way sheâs fucking me, hips sliding back and forth, fingers tightening in my hair. I can hear it in his rough breaths, the shifting sound of fabric.
Sheâs fucking him through me.
When I fall back, hands clamped over her flexing thighs, she fucks me like itâs some kind of punishment. Eyes intent on Sy behind me, she plants her palms on my chest and bucks hard, making me groan. She doesnât let up, back and forth, up and down, her hips land unforgivingly against mine, and I stare at her in awe. The flush on her face. The wild heat of her eyes. The bounce of her heavy tits. Usually when my Little Bird is on top, she rides me slow and sweet, always demanding my mouth against hers, my hands roving hungrily over her body. Sometimes Iâll give it to her fast and a touch too brutal, but I know she likes it most when itâs making loveâme worshiping her.
Iâve never been outright by her before.
When she comes, I feel it right down to my curling toes, her pussy clenching around me as she cries out. Her hips grind down hard against me, and Iâm useless to do anything more than plant my heels, rut up into her, grunt like a savage, and come my goddamn brains out. Behind me, a strained, feral sound comes ripping out of my brother, and I know he must be doing the same.
She collapses against my chest, pressing these sweet little sighs into my shoulder as she comes down. âThanks for that,â she whispers.
âWhat can I say?â I take back over, tucking her hair back to brush a kiss into her sweaty forehead. âIâm a giver.â
Behind me, Sy snorts, but I hear him cleaning up, his breaths evening out slowly. A minute later, he appears above me, looking a lot less tense, and tips his fist out.
I raise my own to lazily bump his knuckles.
His eyes shift to her, softening, before he reaches down to run a hand over her head. âNight,â he says.
Both of us want to stay in her bed but not until weâre invited. Soon, I think as my brother and I both head downstairs.
Very soon.
I flip up my collar to keep the cool air off my neck as I walk across campus. I woke up in the loft next to a shivering Lavinia this morning, trying my best to warm her with nothing but my own body heat and a thin blanket.
Winterâs coming up on us like a South Side street dog.
Iâve just left Remy at his art studio to get to my own class. Sy and I have discussed if someone needs to stay with him, but my brother says no. Heâs got to do this on his own. Thank the fuck. Iâm tired of babysitting a grown-ass man. I prefer problems that can be hit, shot, or otherwise maimed, and whatever demon Remy is fighting, itâs not something I can beat into submission. He has to put in the work himself. It wonât be an easy road. His family is fucked. His body and brain are a mess, but heâs got something others donât.
Us.
Lavinia and Sy are in the science hall. Their schedules align, at least building-wise, and even though heâs not in the class with her, I feel good knowing heâs nearby. I fight the urge to pull out my phone and look for her on the tracker. This need to know where she is all the time, to make sure sheâs safe, is overwhelming. Itâs fucking ridiculous and I resist it.
Iâve got Lit across campus, although I take my time getting there. My zone of excellence isnât in academia, but I know itâs part of the deal and Iâve got to do it. The good news is my TA is a cutslut and she wonât mark it if Iâm late.
My route takes me near the athletic complex, and the constant vibe on campus is school spirit and football. Huge orange and purple banners hang outside the building promoting the team.
What a joke. Helmets and padding? Grow a fucking pair and beat the shit out of the other guy the real way, the way, bare-knuckled and bleeding.
Even I canât avoid the news that the team is struggling without their superstar quarterback, Killian Payne. I have to admit, Iâm impressed he gave up a career in the NFL for the position of King. When I worked for Daniel, his son always seemed too egotistical to make the sacrifice, but maybe I was wrong about that. Maybe Iâm the one that struggles with the idea of leadership.
Itâs not my only struggle.
I pull my phone from my pocket and slide my thumb over the screen, clicking the icon to confirm Laviniaâs locationâ
âBruin.â
I pause when I hear my name, eyes shifting to the guy in a basic black suit and aviators. Heâs olderânot a studentâand looks like a low-rent cosplay of a secret service agent, so the clothing is a dead giveaway. Heâs one of Saulâs goons.
I barely slow my stride. âWhatâs it to you?â
âMr. Cartwright would like to see you.â
âI have class.â I guess college come in handy, because if Saul found out about any of the shit that went down the last couple weeks, I may not make it out of the meeting alive.
His expression doesnât change, nor does his body language. It radiates, âyouâre coming with me.â
âHeâll get you an excuse.â
I glance down at the ring on my finger. Meeting up with Saul without advance notice isnât giving the best optics ever, but like everything else in this world, when do I get a choice? It comes with the territory. The position.
The having of a Duchess.
âWhatever,â I say, âletâs make it quick.â
He leads me back to the main athletic buildingâthe administrative offices that back up to the stadium, Mercer Field, which everyone knows is named after Tristian Mercerâs family. Not for the first time, I wonder how much the Mercers know about their little golden boyâs exploits. Burning down his Kingâs office building. Programming explosives for the promise of pussy. Tristianâs racking up a lot of skeletons around here.
But regardless of the name on the stadium, Saul is the director of this place. Pretty cush job, if you ask me. Big paycheck, big power, eyes and ears everywhere. Itâs a long way from our janky little West End boxing gym. People can say what they want about Daniel Payne, but at least he did his business South Side, not locked away in the middle of Forsyth proper with all the security campus neutrality brings.
The goon leads me to the elevator, and while he dutifully watches the door, I spend the whole ride up to the top floor openly staring at him. With each floor we pass, I can see the tension in his neck cranking up.
I jerk my chin. âWhatâs Saul paying a guy like you to bum around a college campus?â Guys like himâand meâarenât exactly Forsyth material. This guy runs the book end of Saulâs empire. Probably chases down delinquent gambling addicts on the weekends.
The guy doesnât answer, but I still see that tendon in his neck twitch.
I remain motionless, expressionless in that way Iâve been informed makes people uncomfortable. âNice. It must be a lot if it buys your silence, too.â
Ah, there it is.
His eyes flick to me, narrowing. âTwenty-three.â
I whistle. âWhatâs that? Quarterly?â When the guy just stares back at me, I snort a laugh. âShit, man, thatâs annual? Are you part-time or something?â
Heâs looking a little put out now, turning to glare at me. âIâm working my way up.â
âOkay,â I say, the doubt clear in my voice. âDaniel paid me three times that, plus benefits, the second he took me on.â
His eyebrows crash together. âBenefits? What benefits?â
âAll the pussy you can eat,â I say, even though I never really indulged in it. The only girl in Danielâs brothel I actually wanted was off-limits. When the elevator finally dings, I give him a slap on the shoulder. âTough luck, chief.â
The doors open to an impressive reception area. An attractive woman at the desk barely looks up to say, âHeâs waiting on you, Neon.â
Underpaid Goonâwhat kind of stupid-ass name is Neonâmutters, âThanks, Michelle.â
Iâve been in a Kingâs domain before. Danielâs office building before it burned down. The little room Killian now occupies at the Hideaway. The Baronâs crypt. But fuck. Iâm not prepared for the grandeur of Saulâs office.
Saul is one of us. DKS. West End. A Duke, born to fight. You wouldnât know it, though, taking one glance at this place. Sleek chrome and leather furniture outfits the room, while the walls and shelves are a tribute to the history of Forsyth sports. Photographs, plaques, and trophies celebrate the All-Americans, Heisman winners, and various other National Champions the school has pushed out over the years. For all his shortcomings, Saul excels at his job. Finding talent, molding it, harnessing it, promoting it. The players under the Forsyth U banner are just another version of the guns the Dukes sling for him.
Saul deals in weapons.
The furnishings and décor are overshadowed by the glass wall overlooking the massive stadium and expansive green field below. Saul stands next to it, looking down at the grounds crew as they touch up the paint in the endzone. For the first time, I think I finally understand who Saul Cartwright is and what it means to be King. A strange flicker beats in my chest. Sometimes itâs easy to forget just how big of a deal this guy is, which is probably intentional. But Saulâs just as loaded as the other Kings, running his guns and manipulating the gambling market, all while holding one of the most prestigious positions in Forsyth.
Iâm nothing but a name and a trigger finger.
âBeautiful, isnât it?â he says, eyes flicking to the goon. âWait outside, Neon.â
âGood chat, Neon.â Flicking the goon a peace sign, I mosey along the length of a sleek credenza, inspecting odd trinkets that arenât quite trophies, but still clearly meant to be awards. A brass tennis ball. A gilded shuttlecock. A silver letter opener in the shape of a miniature hockey stick. âCare to explain why Iâm here and not in my literature class?â
âIâd love to,â he says, pulling a cigar from his jacket pocket, âbut weâre waiting on someone else before we get started.â My eyes narrow, because if Sy and Remy are about to be hauled in here, then some serious shit must be going down.
Every cell of my body sings with alert.
But when the door swings open, itâs not Sy or Remy. Itâs another one of those badly dressed goons, his hand gripping the bicep of my motherfucking Duchess.
The hand on her is enough to drastically shorten this fuckerâs lifespan.
The tears streaking down her cheeks are enough to end it entirely.
I take in the scene quickly, noting her hitched breaths and pale face, eyes red-rimmed and panicked.
I swipe the silver hockey stick from the credenza right before I lunge, barreling into the lackey. He slams against the wall with a grunt, eyes wide as I put the letter opener right beneath his eye.
âWhat,â I growl, pushing the tip of the spear into his flesh, âdid you do to her?â
Heâs fast, whipping out a pistol and pressing it against my gut. âIâll do it, Bruin,â he says, tone deadly. âI didnât touch her. She just fucking freaked out when we got in the elevator.â
My heart pounds in my ears, wondering if I can sink this thing into his eye before he can pull the trigger. But then his words process, and I glance at Lavinia again. Sheâs desperately trying to put herself back together, straightening the short black skirt sheâd put on this morning, wiping her eyes with the wrist of her pink sweater.
âJesus Christ.â I blink, nails digging into this assholeâs neck. Fuckfuckfuck. âYou put her in the goddamn elevator?â
The goonâs eyes narrow. âIf Iâd made her walk all those flights of stairs, you would have seen it as an insult.â
From somewhere behind us, Saul clucks his tongue disapprovingly. âEwing, put the gun down. For Peteâs sake, this carpet is Persian. Youâre not spilling Bruin blood all over it.â He sighs. âYou too, Nick. Release my man. I prefer his eyeballs in their sockets.â
Ewing lowers the gun, and I drop my hand.
Lavinia is already shaking her head when I reach her. âDonât.â
I do anyway, grabbing her face and thumbing away the remnants of tears. âI didnât know they were going to do this.â
She nods, saying, âI know, I know, justââ
Saul asks, âWhatâs wrong with Lucia? Is she sick?â But his tone isnât worried, itâs full of polite disgust. Still concerned about his fucking rug.
âNothing,â I snap because itâs none of his goddamn business. I press my forehead to hers and speak low. âBreathe, baby. Take a deep breath and Iâll get you out of here.â
She nods and exhales a shuddering breath. Her fingers wind around my wrists, gripping tight, like Iâm her anchor. She may be right about that. An anchor thatâs dragging her down.
Iâm the one that locked her in that elevator.
âWeâre leaving,â I announce, grabbing her hand. âWhatever this is, we can deal with it later.â
âNo,â Lavinia says, taking another deep breath. âIâm fine.â She glances over at Saul. âI-I just need a minute.â
âFuck this,â I snap, pulling her into my side. âYou want to talk to one of us, you can make an appointment.â I turn for the door, but Ewingâs massive body plants in front of it, arms straight by his side, gun still in one hand. His expression is blank. This guy clearly gets paid more than poor Neon. âMove,â I say, voice low and full of threat, âOr Iâll fucking make you move.â
âNick,â she says, fingers curled into my shirt, âitâs okay.â
âHe put his hands on you,â I argue, wishing like hell Iâd brought my pistol.
âIâm not leaving. I donât want to.â I look down at her and see itâthat stubbornness in her eyes. So stubborn. âPlease?â she begs, easing me away from the door. âRemember last night? You saidââ
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Goddamn it.
I turn to Saul, trying to tamp down the red-hot impulse to murder someone. âYou have five minutes.â
âNick,â Saul says, ignoring my time demands, âLavinia, why donât you take a seat.â
Stiffly, I say, âWeâll stand.â
âNick,â Saul says, voice carrying a heavier tone. A warning. âIâm not here to hurt you or your Duchess. We need to talk, and Iâd like to do it civilly.â
Lavinia and I share a look. No civil conversation begins with being dragged to someoneâs office against their will. But I canât go off half-cocked with her in the room. Not while sheâs in this condition.
I try, âWhatever you need from me doesnât involve the Duchess. Let her go.â
âActually, it does involve her. But you donât need to worry.â He walks over to the bar against the wall, uncapping a decanter to pour himself a glass of amber liquid. He pointedly doesnât offer one to us. âAlthough it stands to reason the hit has made you paranoid.â
âIâm not paranoid,â I say, realizing that makes me seem more so. âThe hit has been handled. Everythingâs fine.â
âIt seems to be,â he says, gesturing to the slick leather loveseat. Lavinia moves stiffly, reluctantly beside me, but takes the seat next to mine. Saul takes the armchair. âIâm not sure what you did, but it appears all signs of the contract are off.â He swirls the amber liquid in his glass. âBravo.â
Lavinia relaxes a little, some of the strength returning to her voice when she says, âIs this about my father? Because if I could get him to back down on literally anything, I wouldnât even be sitting here right now.â
I shoot her a dark look.
Well, thought is disconcerting.
âThis is about DKS business,â he says, tipping the glass to his mouth. âAlthough it isnât about your father. Nothing can be in this town. You know that.â
âFrat business,â I repeat, impatient to get her out of here. âWhat kind?â
Saul gives me a look that says just how much he doesnât care about my impatience. âEach year we have several obligations that require representation by the Dukes and Duchess. One is coming up in the near future.â
I clench my fists. âThis is about that stupid charity carnival?â I gesture to Lavinia. âThe Duchess is off limits. No one approaches her, talks to her, engages with her without coming through me or one of the Dukes. Am I clear?â
He looks up at me, lip quirked. âDidnât like me seeing her weakness, did you? Your âLittle Birdâ has a broken wing. A flaw.â He tsks. âBut you should know by now thereâs nothing stupid about a city-sponsored networking event, son.â
I return his stare evenly.
Lavinia cuts in, âSaulâMr. Cartwrightâwe already know about our duties for the carnival. Iâve already begun coordinating with the Lady. Iâm prepared to do whatâs necessary to have a successful event.â
He gives her a grin. âIâm glad to hear you say that because youâll have a very specific role to play.â
Wringing her hands, she guesses, âWhat, like I have to man a booth or something?â
Saul looks between us, a low chuckle escaping. âThe two of you donât get it, do you? You still think this event is about cheesy carnival rides and inter-house charity.â He puts a hand to his chest. âHow precious.â
âTick tock,â I tell him, voice full of warning. âSay your part, Saul.â
âVery well.â He puts down his glass only to inspect his cigar, patting his jacket pocket for a lighter. âAt the end of the carnival, DKS hosts an annual alumni poker game. These are large donors, you see. Their support allows us to maintain properties like the clock tower and gym. They also help facilitate our other operations.â
This I understand perfectly: operations means guns.
These arenât just alumni.
Theyâre customers.
Saul goes on. âMany of our brothers are powerful members of the community, with roots that run as deep as mine.â He presses the trigger on the lighter, torching the end of the cigar as he pins Lavinia with a stare. âAnd each of them dislikes your father.â
Lavinia shrugs. âWho doesnât?â
Seeing where this is going, I argue, âLavinia isnât , Saul. Sheâs ours. Sheâs a Duchess.â
âYes, yes.â Saul waves a hand, the ember of his cigar casting a trail. âBut they donât see it that way. So youâll understand how a⦠display of sorts is in order.â
âA display?â Lavinia passes me an uneasy glance. âWhat does that mean?â
He gives her a slow, sleazy smile, jamming the cigar between his teeth. âIt means, little girl, that youâll be their entertainment.â
That wordâentertainmentâcan only mean a few select things in this town. When itâs about a girl, it narrows it down considerably. I shoot up, spitting, âFuck that.â
Saulâs still grinning around his cigar, looking disgustingly satisfied. âSheâll dance, show her tits, give our brothers a little peek at whatâs under that hood. She spent two years in a whorehouse. Whatâs a little skin between sworn brothers? Donât you share?â
I canât even let myself imagine it, knowing if I do, Iâll lose the already frayed thread of reason thatâs holding me back from gutting this guy. âIf you think Iâm going to let a bunch of power-tripping grudgefucks paw at my goddamn Duchess all night, then youâre out of your fucking mind!â
Saul puffs his cigar, nodding. âI see that youâre worried about her safety, so Iâll give you this. You and the other Dukes will be her security.â
âI donât think youâre understanding me, Saul.â I reach down to pull the knife from my boot, voice low and deadly. âThe answer is no.â
After a short pause, he bursts into a gravelly laugh. âOh, youâve got such spunk, kid.â Gradually, the mirth falls away, leaving a ruthlessly pensive expression. âTruth be told, Iâd love to meet you in the ring someday.â
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against your washed-up ass? Please.â I scoff, eyeing him disdainfully. âYou have a beer gut and a bum knee. You couldnât even beat Killer.â
âOh, but I can beat you,â he says, raising a finger, âwith nothing but my fingertip.â
He brings his finger down on the remote control perched on the arm of his chair. Thereâs a brief whirr and then an enormous flat screen appears from behind a wall panel. The picture on the screen is dark and grainy, but Iâd know the face anywhere.
Lavinia is spread out on a bed.
A man in a black ski mask is fucking her.
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,â sheâs gasping, fighting, as I punch my hips into hers. â
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I grunt, â
â and another masked man appearsâRemyâclimbing onto the mattress and wrenching her arms up.
âIâll scream!â she warns, voice wobbling. â
â
I slam into her with a deep rumble, remembering all too well what it felt like to finallyâfucking âclaim her like this. How warm she was inside. How unbelievably tight. The way it felt to know I was filling her up, making her mine.
I canât rip my eyes away from it.
âThe Lucia girl is going to give our brothers a show, Nick.â Saulâs voice is closer, maddeningly matter-of-fact, and I realize heâs climbed to his feet at some point, standing loosely beside me. âElse, Iâll have to give them and the rest of Forsyth a show of my own.â
When I eventually look away, unable to bear what comes next, itâs to the sight of Lavinia on the loveseat with her head bowed. I donât need to see her eyes to guess what sheâs feeling. This is humiliation to the highest degree. To Saul, I try to keep my voice even, belying the nuclear explosion currently happening in my gut. âBlackmail? Really?â
His eyes swing to the screen. âOh, itâs not just blackmail, kid. This little feature here doubles as a nice, juicy bit of insurance.â He straightens suddenly, eyes flashing in delight. In the video, me, Sy, and Remy spread her legs, showing off my cum dribbling out of her hole. âThis is my favorite part. Goodness, look at that pretty cunt. Who knew a Lucia girl could be so pink and tight?â
I lunge for him, grabbing him by the collar, his glass falling to the floor and shattering. âThis video doesnât fucking belong to you.â
âEverything belongs to me!â he snarls back, clamping my wrist in a bruising grip. âThis is exactly what Iâm talking about. Disobeying orders, making deals with Kings behind my back, telling me whatâs .â His nostrils flare wide, eyes burning with anger. âSo in case you feel entitled to positions that donât belong to you, consider this, .â He spits my name like itâs an insult, full of venom. âIf the Lords found out you duped them, theyâd kill all three of you. Especially at the agreement of your own King.â
All along, I should have known that Saul only let me in to make me fall. The last Bruin. His only competition. Iâm not here to be a Duke. Iâm here to be his joke. âYou ratfuck piece ofââ
âIâll do it.â Laviniaâs voice cuts through my rage like a blade made of ice. âIf you let Nick protect me, Iâllâ¦â She swallows and I see her in my periphery, trying her best to raise her head high. âIâll them.â
Saul never breaks my glare, baring his teeth. âSmart girl.â
I search his eyes, every muscle in my body poised to tear him apart. âWhen I came in here, I had this thought that you were smarter than people give you credit for.â White hot rage circulates in my bloodâpounds in my ears. I twist the shirt, tightening it around his neck. âObviously, I was wrong, because you just committed suicide,â I hiss, then shove him back, where he stumbles into the bar, knocking over the crystal decanter.
Saul violently rights himself, a lock of graying hair flopping into his eyes. âYou donât scare me, Nick. Hers isnât the only weakness Iâve seen this morning. After all, if youâre dead, where does that sweet cunt of yours go? To her father? Back to the brothel?â His eyes slide to Lavinia, narrowing. âMaybe Iâll just let the alumni have her. Fifty bored, bitter, horny, washed-up fighters just chomping at the bit for a little taste of territorial revenge.â His voice drops to a low timbre when he meets my gaze again. âTheyâd fuck her so much bloodier than you did.â
âWeâre leaving,â I say, because I know if I donât, Iâm going to stop caring about the fact Payne will kill me when that video gets out.
As Iâm grabbing Laviniaâs hand, wresting her off the couch and storming toward the door, Saul calls out, âNice chat, Bruin. To the victor!â