âSweetheart,â he groans close to my ear. âYouâre too hurt tonight.â
His hands skim down my back, the touch so comforting, itâs enough to make me ache. Iâve always trusted Gris implicitly when it comes to my body.
Itâs like my skin understood before my brain, that Gris was a man I could trust.
Tonight he was at my side when I needed him most, I sent out a distress signal and heâ â
âHow did you get here so fast?â
He grins at me. âMrs. Gillette called me the moment Preston started yelling.â
My mouth hangs open. When I called, thinking I was calling Luke, he was already on his way.
I donât ask him to make love to me again, instead, I kiss him. Itâs long and deep, my tongue sliding between his lips.
He kisses me back, the passion climbing between us, until he breaks away. âI donât want to hurt you.â
âYou wonât,â I say simply, I know any pain I feel will be nothing compared to the pleasure.
âArabella,â he groans and kisses me again. âYouâre killing me.â
I skim my fingers over his neck. I know heâs conflicted, but Iâm not at all. Iâve never wanted to be closer to someone more than I do him. Right here. Right now.
âThis is about me and you, correct?â
âCorrect.â
âThen I say we seal the deal, Gris. I want to give myself to you the way Iâve never given myself to anyone else before.â
âFuck, Arabella. How could I say no to that?â
Thatâs the whole point. Heâs not supposed to say no. I kiss him again, slow, languid, but with plenty of tongue.
This man lights me on fire.
Iâm ready to be consumed by the flame.
His tongue tangles with mine, his arms cradling my body. I barely feel when he stands and sets me lightly on my feet. Itâs not until he pulls back, that I make a small sound of protest.
He grins down at me, his eyes full of wicked intent. âIâm going to strip those little shorts off you, luv, and this seems the easiest way.â
âOh,â I blush as his hands come to my waist. He catches the hem of my tank and gently pulls it over my head. My muscles twinge a bit as I drop my arms. He kisses along my collarbone, unhooking my bra and sliding it down my arms. He stops, tracing a few bruises.
I look away. I donât want to think about them, about what happened earlier. All I care about is him.
âHeâs going to pay,â Gris whispers against my skin.
âHe already did,â I answer, grabbing the hem of Grisâs shirt. âAnd letâs not talk about any of that. I only want to think about you.â
He shrugs his own shirt off and then pulls me into his embrace as he nuzzles my ear. âNo man is ever hurting you again.â
My eyes drift close as I tip my head back, his lips sliding up my neck. Gris is more than strong enough to keep me safe. Protected.
I reach between us, undoing the button of my shorts. âI know.â
He smiles against my skin. âYou do, do you?â
I slide my hands up his arms, stopping at his biceps. Gently, I give them both a squeeze. âBut, Grisâ¦â
âYeah, luv?â
âDonât do too much damage to your family. Mine was already blowing apart, but I donât want you to lose yoursâ¦â I know what heâs doing. If we leave, he proves to me there wasnât an agenda. He really loves me.
But I donât want to see his brothers hurt because of me.
He looks down at me, his gaze nearly unreadable as he reaches for the zipper on my shorts, unzipping them, before pulling them down over my hips.
My hands come to his shoulders. He squats lower, sliding the shorts over my skin as he leans in and kisses my hip. âAre you trying to protect my family?â
âI suppose thatâs silly, considering I donât know any of them.â The shorts hit the floor, and he skims his hands back up my legs until heâs holding my hips in his hands. Heâs still squatting down in front of me.
âItâs not silly at all. I love how soft you are, caring. Itâs not a trait thatâs represented much in my family.â He stands, letting go of me long enough to shuck off his own pants.
As many times as Iâve seen him without clothes, I still stare, my own body heating as my eyes travel down his perfect frame. âGod, Gris, youâre soâ¦â
Heâs still wearing boxer briefs, but I can see his erection and I reach out, stroking him through his underwear.
I love the feel of him in my hand and I give him a small squeeze, licking my lips.
âBella,â his hoarse groan fills the room. âWhen you lick your lips like thatâ¦â
âI want to taste you,â I whisper back.
I know what he wants. He wants to protect me tonight. But here is the thing. He already did that, right when I needed him most.
Now itâs my turn to worship him. I feel it deep down, how much I want to give to him. My body, my heart, my time, and all my love. It all belongs to him. Itâs my turn to drop to my knees as I pull the briefs down to his thighs, his cock springing free and bumping right into my lip.
It knows exactly where it wants to be.
I flick my tongue out and give him a lick, a taste, before I wrap my lips around the head and give a small suckle.
âFuck,â he grits out, his hand coming into my hair.
But he doesnât pull me closer, doesnât use his grip to slide deeper into my mouth, instead, he uses it to hold me back.
I look up at him, my brows up. âYou donât want to be inside my mouth?â
âI want nothing more. But not tonight. Not after what your body has been through.â He pulls me back up his body, then lifts me in his arms and lays me on the bed.
Hovering over me, he takes my underwear off too, and then settles his shoulders between my legs. âSo you get to lick me, but not the other way around?â
He gives me a one-sided grin. âDonât worry, luv, youâll make it up to me another time. But tonight, weâre going to get you so wet, Iâm just going to slide right inside you.â
Those words cause a flood, my slickness starting to coat my thighs.
And then he reaches out his tongue, lapping at my folds.
My head arches back, and heedless of my stiff body, my hands bury into his hair, my toes curling as I spread wider.
He zeroes in on my clit, swirling his tongue over the little nub as two of his fingers slip inside me.
Iâm already panting, my body spiraling upward as pleasure crashes through me.
Iâm pulling his hair, pleading noises falling from my lips as he relentlessly licks at me just where I need it.
My insides are so tight, I feel like I might break, my heels now digging into his back.
He doesnât stop, or say a word, as his tongue pushes me higher and higher, his fingers pumping in and out of me.
With a loud cry, I break, the orgasm slamming through me.
Heâs up in a second, before Iâve even finished, his body skimming up my mine, as his cock settles into my soaking wet folds.
I wrap my arms around his neck, pulling him into a deep kiss, my scent all over his lips and tongue.
He rumbles into my mouth even as he sinks deeper inside me. I feel the stretch, the burn. But our eyes are locked, in each otherâs arms, as he moves with such a gentle slowness, that I donât make a sound.
I wonât ruin this moment with tears or complaints. All I care about it the connection. âI love you so much, Gris,â I push out with a deep breath, keeping my eyes locked on his. âI want to give you everything.â
His eyes widen as he finally settles deeply inside me. âI love you too, Arabella. Youâre mine. Mine to love, mine to protect. Mine to care for.â
And then he slowly pulls back out, pushing gently back in. I know heâs keeping the pace easy and light for my benefit.
He holds me tightly, kissing me, as he picks up the pace. But I can tell by the cords in his neck that heâs straining for control.
I love him even more for working so hard not to hurt me. I feel deep in my soul that my life is changing, that itâs never going to be the same.
I canât find the words to tell him how much he means, or how much I want to give him, so instead, I lock my legs around his, encouraging him to go deeper, take more of me.
I can feel him tightening, getting closer, though he still keeps his strokes light. Easy.
âIâm all right, Gris. Donât worry. I can take all of you, baby.â
âFucking hell, Bella,â he groans. âDo you have any idea what youâre doing to me?â
Tying him to my heart? I hope. I kiss him again, and it undoes the last of his control.
With a few quick thrusts, he cums hard.
The feel of him inside me, the heat of his cum, itâs this other level that makes me gasp in a breath, the intensity of my feelings, making me gasp out a cry. Iâve got my arms locked around his neck, my eyes squeezing shut as I burrow into his neck. âHoly shit.â
âYeah,â he says, dropping his cheek to my forehead.
âYeah?â I ask, suddenly feeling insecure. âIs that⦠is that how sex always is?â
He gives a stuttering laugh. âNot even close.â
I relax at that. âOh good. I got worried for a second.â
âArabella,â he says, lifting up to hold my face in his very large hands. âI meant what I said. Whatever comes next. Itâs me and you. I want to spend my life with you. I want to marry you.â
I nip at my lip. âI want that too.â
âGood.â
âI might just need a little time, though.â
âWhyâs that?â
âI still need to cancel my first wedding.â
He stares at me for a second before he gives a hearty chuckle. âPreston and Mason can take care of that shit. Itâs their mess to clean up.â
âNot a bad plan.â
He lifts up, sliding out of me. But when he looks down, he freezes. âWhatâs wrong?â
âJesus, Bella,â he curses. âWhy didnât you tell me?â
âTell you what?â I look down and there is blood everywhere. âOh. Jeez.â
âDid I hurt you?â
âNo, not really. I thought it was wonderful.â
But heâs lifting me again, carrying me toward the bathroom. âLetâs get you cleaned up.â