âBaby, you need to calm down.â Cassandra pats my chest, and I trap her hand against my body. âTheyâre going to love this place.â
I blow out a breath and look around the grand entryway with the double staircase and multicolored blown glass chandelier.
âI donât doubt that theyâll think itâs fineâ ââ
âFine?â Cassandra scoffs. âThis is a ten-thousand-square-foot mansion with a pool, a seven-burner stove, and a greenhouse. Itâs more than fine. Weâre gonna have to kick them out when we want them to leave.â
I tug her against my body with my free hand. âYeah, but the reason you donât have your old house anymore is probably going to bother them.â
My girl knows her touch helps my nerves, so she slides her hand up the front of my T-shirt, resting her palm against my skin and giving me her warmth.
True to his word, the day after we landed, Nero walked over to his neighborâs houseâneighbor being a relative term since the lots are several acresâand told them Iâd pay double the market value for them to leave the furnitureâminus any heirlooms or things of sentimental valueâand be out in twenty-four hours.
They did. I paid. And now this home belongs to us. Which is great. But her parents are on their way over for dinner, and I feel like Iâm going to throw up.
Cassandraâs phone rings.
She pulls it out of her pocket and puts it on speaker, her momâs name on the screen.
âYou lost?â Cassandra asks.
âI think we must be.â She says something to Mr. Cantrell. âThat address you sent, was it correct?â
âYes, Mom.â
âThis is Hansâs new house?â Mrs. Cantrellâs tone is understandably skeptical.
âJust tell Dad to pull up to the gate. Theyâll let you in.â
In order to get them here, we told them it was just my house.
Plus, I have an important question I need to ask her dad before we tell them Cassandra lives here too.
Cassandra knows Iâm asking. And sheâs already told me sheâll say yes. But Iâve never had a chance to do any of the traditional dating things, so I want to do this.
When we can hear them talking to the property guards, Cassandra hangs up.
Sliding her phone back in her pocket, she lifts her hands to hold my face. âI love you, Hans. They will too.â She pulls me down and presses her lips to mine. âAnd theyâll forgive the rest.â
I swallow and kiss her once more, then pull the front door open.
Mr. Cantrell drives his Buick up the driveway and around the fountain in front of the house. He slows on the far side, near the garages, but I can see Mrs. Cantrell waving her hands around inside the car, and eventually, Mr. Cantrell circles the fountain again, stopping directly at the bottom of the stairs leading up to the gigantic house.
I keep my hand on Cassandraâs lower back as we walk down the steps to meet them.
Mrs. Cantrell climbs out of the car first and holds her hands up toward the house. âHoly shit!â
Cassandra cracks up next to me. âMom!â
âWell, seriously, Cassandra.â She drops her hands to her hips. âYou cannot just go from that cute little cul-de-sac to this and expect me to pretend thatâs normal.â
I wince a little when she calls our old street cute.
Casandra has been taking their calls and texts the last few days like nothing was amiss. Her mom was extra attentive, making sure Cassandra was still okay after everything that happened in Mexico, so Iâm sure sheâll insist on moving in for the next month when she finds out what else has happened.
We talked about it and agreed to tell them everything. Or at least the broad strokes. And if they ask us a question, we wonât lie. Cassandra is certain they wonât try to turn me in to the authorities, and I trust my Butterfly, so Iâll trust them.
Mrs. Cantrell turns to me after she hugs Cassandra. âThe house is beautiful. And absurd.â
âMom!â
Some of my anxiousness fades. âIt is both of those things.â I start to hold out my hand to Cassandraâs mom, but she just pushes it away and grabs me for a hug.
âI donât know why you lived in that sad little house when you could afford this.â She pulls back and smiles at me. âBut Iâm glad you did.â
âMom, you canât go from calling it cute to sad.â
We both ignore Cassandra.
âIâm glad I did too.â My words feel so inadequate for how true they are.
Mrs. Cantrell hooks her arm in Cassandraâs. âShow me inside.â As they pass me and head up the steps, I hear Mrs. Cantrell say, âYour house is cute. His was sad.â
Both houses are equally destroyed now, but itâs still a fair description.
Mr. Cantrell stops before me, making no attempt to follow the ladies.
Iâm significantly larger than he is, but I suddenly feel like Iâm back in my teenaged body. Trying to stand straighter. Trying to prove Iâm worthy.
I take a breath.
Iâve battled against so many odds.
Iâve fought for my life and survived.
I can do this too.
âI love your daughter,â I tell him. âCassandra is⦠Sheâs my everything. And Iâd like to ask you for her hand.â
Mr. Cantrell looks past me to the mansion at my back. âI wasnât in communications in the army. I wasnât even in the army.â He pauses, and my nerves spike. âI was with something else.â
I swallow. âThree-letter agency?â
He doesnât confirm.
âI saw a lot of shit. Most of it had nothing to do with wars, but I saw a lot of dangerous men.â His eyes move back to meet mine. âTheyâre easy to recognize when you know what to look for.â
I fight my bodyâs instinct to move back and hold his gaze.
He dips his head like heâs making a decision. âI knew what you were the first time we met.â
His words feel like ice across my skin. âIf you try to stop meâ ââ
I cut myself off because I donât know how to finish that sentence. I wonât ever give her up, but Iâd never do anything to hurt the man who raised her.
âI still know some people. And that night when Cassie was stuck in Mexico, after her bus got hijacked and then miraculously saved⦠I had some images sent my way.â
I brace myself. Ready for the questions. Dreading his rejection of me.
But then he takes a step closer and reaches up to grip my shoulder.
âThank you.â He fights to keep his composure. âI owe you my life. Sheââ He nods toward the house. âShe is my life.â
Tightness grips my throat.
His love for her is what my parents had for Freya. And I watched it destroy them.
But his girl is still here. And heâs one of the parents that understands just how precious that is.
âI would do anything for her.â My voice cracks on the truth.
âI wouldnât accept anything less.â The hand on my shoulder squeezes. âThat girl is a handful. She needs someone dangerous to protect her. So yeah, son, you have my blessing. And that makes you family. Meaning you have my wife too. However you need us.â
Son.
I nod.
Then I nod again.
Because fuck, it feels good to have a family.