Reilly sat in the passenger seat and studied the plain, two-story house in front of them. The white paint on the wood siding was faded and peeling. It needed a fresh coat at least ten years ago or to be updated with vinyl siding. The house wasnât falling down or anything, it just needed a facelift.
The Broncoâs engine still rumbled since Rev had put the shifter into neutral as he also stared at the house. He hadnât even engaged the parking brake yet, almost as if he was weighing his options.
His expression was unreadable but his stiff body and the fingers white-knuckling the steering wheel said it all. This was not a joyous homecoming.
He was dreading it.
That made her wonder, for the hundredth time since yesterday, why he wanted to come back here at all. He said he wanted to make sure his father was dead. Simply reading the obituary would give him that. So would getting another phone call from his uncle once his father passed.
He didnât need to put himself through turmoil just to witness it.
She wanted to say something but didnât know what. Whatever she said he probably wouldnât appreciate right now. Instead, she sat quietlyâa struggle in itselfâand let him work out whatever he needed to work out in his head.
Most likely whether to stay or go.
The problem was, if he didnât say something soon, words might simply explode from her like a drunk unable to contain his vomit. She dug her nails into her palms in a desperate attempt to keep herself quiet.
She could do it. She could be patient. The whole point of going along was to be supportive and, if he needed her to keep her mouth shut, sheâd do her best.
Staying quiet wasnât her strong suit, so she hoped he appreciated the effort she was taking. She tried to concentrate on their surroundings instead, like⦠The fact that his parents didnât live in a neighborhood. It wasnât a farm, but the house was situated along a country road with other homes within view but not close enough to be on top of each other like in the suburbs.
She also noted that three vehicles were parked in the stone driveway. All plain, boring four-door sedans.
The lawn seemedâ
Reilly jumped when he stomped on the parking brake and shoved the shifter into first gear before shutting off the engine. He yanked the keys from the ignition and stuffed them deep into the front pocket of his jeans.
For some weird reason, her heart began to pound. She wasnât nervous about meeting his family. She was nervous for Rev.
Sheâd known and worked with him for a year now, and the way he was acting was not normal for him.
, it wasnât normal for most people visiting their parents.
But she could understand it. She would feel the same way if she had to visit her own. In her case, though, sheâd never do that, even if they were dying. Neither deserved her time or attention. Neither deserved even a second of thought. She had never been their priority, even when she was in her motherâs womb, so why would she ever make them hers?
What she was taking away from Revâs words and behavior was that his parents didnât deserve his time or attention, either. They had done something to severely damage their relationship with him and Saylor. She doubted it was anything minor. Maybe whatever it was was even heinous.
That made her thumping heart quicken.
âRev,â escaped from her, even though she hadnât meant it to. But the dread thickening the air of the Broncoâs interior had begun to seep into her own chest. âWe should just leave.â
He turned his head, his blue eyes hard when they met hers. âNo.â
The tension in the Broncoâs interior ratcheted up a notch or two. âI donât think this is a good idea.â
âTold you not to fuckinâ come. Once again you forced your way in the middle of somewhere you donât fuckinâ belong.â
She caught her grimace and smoothed it out. He was striking out and she just happened to be conveniently close. She understood that, too.
She would give him a pass. This time. âNow that weâre sitting here, I know it was the right decision for you not to come alone.â
âDonât need you or anyone else.â
She pressed her lips together in her attempt not to snap at him for being a dick. That was not what he needed right now.
Her heart seized when the front door of the house opened wide and a tall man stepped out. He didnât look ill or feeble so it couldnât be Revâs father. The older man was dressed in a plain black suit with a black button-down shirt and a white clerical collar. As he walked down the porch steps, he did not turn toward the parked vehicles, instead he took long strides right toward the Bronco.
âFuck,â Rev muttered under his breath.
It wasnât a good sign if the visit was starting out with a muttered curse in reaction to a man of the cloth. Or whatever they were called. Reilly had no idea. The only time sheâd ever stepped into a church was when a friend got married a couple of years ago.
She rated that experience a one out of five stars.
The wedding service was endless, and she didnât understand why they kept standing and sitting and kneeling over and over⦠Especially when Reilly was wearing a short dress.
âFuck,â Rev muttered one more time as the preacher, pastor, , stepped up to the open driverâs side window.
At least Rev hadnât closed the windows and locked the doors.
Reilly had no idea how long it had been since Rev had last been home, but the gray-haired man in the crisp clerical collar didnât have any problem recognizing him. But then, Rev did have a face that was hard to forget.
âBrother Michael. Itâs been far too long.â Not a friendly greeting, but actually quite icy. An unexpected tone from someone she figured was a church leader.
âNot long enough,â was Revâs grumbling answer.
Without any kind of reaction to Revâs insult, the man glanced past him to her frozen in the passenger seat. He pointed a stiff, plastic smile in her direction that was nowhere near genuine but only because it was expected. âI see you brought your wife.â
âIâmââ Her words were interrupted when Revâs hand shot out and clamped on her knee. He squeezed it almost to the point of pain.
âYes, my wife decided to accompany me in this trying time.â
She blinked.
Why was he speaking like that? Like he had a stick up his ass and wasnât a carefree biker who dropped his pants and whipped out his dick every time the wind changed direction.
The man turned his gray eyes back to Rev. Reilly noticed the way his cold, narrowed gaze slid from the barbell piercings in Revâs right ear to the hoop in his nostril and then over to the barbells in his left ear before coming back to settle on Revâs face with an expression that looked like heâd just sucked on a lemon. Or a whole orchard full of lemons.
âItâs a dark time for our congregation, Brother Michael. Your father is such a pillar of our community. A leader to look up to. A perfect example of a God-fearing man whose lifeâs work is to serve the Lord. His loss will leave a gaping hole that may not be possible to fill.â
Revâs fingers twitched painfully on her knee. She grabbed it and gave it a little squeeze of her own so he wouldnât unintentionally pop off her kneecap in his simmering rage.
Reilly didnât know whether to laugh or throw up at that description of Revâs father. Even with the little she knew so far, she could guess that was all a bunch of bullshit. To say that to the manâs son was even more insulting. Obviously, it was said with a purpose.
The purpose wasnât to console Rev, it was to make a damn point. A very sharp one jabbed in Revâs chest.
âYou receive his deathbed confession yet?â
The man made a sharp sound. âBrother Michael, you know our order doesnât do last rites or take confessions. A manâs sins are solely between him and God. No one else.â
âHow âbout their victims?â
The creases at the corners of the pastorâs mouth deepened when it became tight and his shoulders stiffened. âYour father has always been an upstanding member of our order. Since you lost your way and left our community, heâs also become an elder who is revered and respected.â
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Reillyâs eyes went wide as she stared in shock at the back of Revâs dark blond head since he still faced the preacher. Or pastor. Or whatever the fuck the man was.
Did the cursing, pot-smoking, fuck-anyone-with-boobs biker just quote some sort of scripture?
She ran those words over again in her mind and realized what he said held the same meaning as ânone so blind as those who do not see.â But for some reason he did not choose that simple and effective reminder, he recited that particular passage for a reason.
These two were verbally sparring with backhanded insults.
Maybe Rev was more complex than she ever thought.
She slid her gaze from him back to the clergyâs face. The older man no longer hid his now very unfriendly and unwelcoming expression. The religious leader no longer hid his disdain at Revâs presence.
Reilly wasnât liking this. Not at all. Something was very, very wrong. Had they stepped into some Stephen King or M. Night Shyamalan movie? Were things only going to get worse from here?
âDid you only come home to make trouble, Michael? Have you not outgrown that stage in your life and become a man? Or are you still a stubborn, petulant child who did nothing but create problems for your parents and steal your sisterâs innocence?â
Revâs whole body jerked, then his chest inflated so slowly that Reilly tightened her hand over the one he still had pinned to her knee so he wouldnât swing at a man wearing a clerical collar.
Though, maybe she should let him. The condescending asshole deserved it.
When he tried to tug it free, she put her other hand on top and put her weight into it, too. âDonât,â she whispered just loud enough for him to hear.
He didnât even bother to glance at her but turned his face enough so she could see his jaw working and a muscle jumping in his cheek.
He needed to start the truck and they needed to get the hell out of there. Whatever this was, it was not going to get any better. Sheâd seen these types of movies, they never ended well.
Finally, Rev managed, âNot here to be judged by you or anyone else.â
âHow about God?â
âOnly here to say my final goodbye.â
âDid they ask you to come?â
âBrother Matthew did.â
âThen Brother Matthew made a mistake,â was the last thing the man said before turning and going to one of the dark sedans. Rev, with his nostrils flared and his lips now an angry slash, tracked his movement.
He breathed slowly, deeply and steadily like he was trying not to blow a gasket as he watched the sedan carrying the pastor drive away.
âTime to go,â she whispered.
With a single nod, he shoved open the driverâs door, yanking his hand from her knee.
âThatâs not what I meant.â
He stood just outside the Bronco and ducked enough to look inside at her. âYou stay in the truck. Doubt Iâm gonna be long.â He slammed the door shut.
Oh no. No. He was not going in there alone.
She scrambled to open her door and climb out of the raised four-by-four. She almost twisted her ankle in her heeled boots as she jumped down, but she caught her balance and hurried after him. Only almost face-planting once along the way.
She caught up to him at the porch. âThink about this, Rev.â
âNothinâ to think about.â
She stood at the bottom of the steps and sighed, watching him take determined steps to the front door. She expected him to pound on it, but he didnât, he just turned the knob and flung the door open, going inside.
âShit,â she muttered and jogged up the steps, across the porch and into the house before he could slam the door in her face.
She caught the door and closed it behind her, then turned and froze.
Yes, she knew only too well how these types of movies ended.
With desperation, destruction and, ultimately, death.
He felt her presence at his back. He heard her shallow breathing. âGo back outside.â
âNo, Iâm not letting you do this by yourself.â
She was so fucking stubborn and always had to wedge herself where she didnât belong.
âDonât need you, Reilly.â Complete fucking lie.
While heâd never relied on anyone before, for some reason he was relieved she was there. Now was not the time to figure out why.
Matthew stepped out of the room to the right and into the hallway. He stopped when he saw them. âI thought I heard voices.â His lips moved like he was trying to force a smile but couldnât quite manage it.
His uncle approached them and when he got within a few feet of Rev, he jutted out his hand. While his voice wasnât cold, it wasnât warm, either. âWelcome home, Brother Michael.â
He ignored the outstretched hand. âNameâs Rev. You donât wanna call me that, call me Mickey. Havenât been Michael since the day I walked out that door behind me.â
In reality, he didnât walk out that door. He snuck out the back in the middle of the night with only the clothes on his back and a few things tossed into a brown paper bag.
Matthew dropped his hand and his brow furrowed. âRev? Like reverend? Have you continued on the path of serving God?â The man actually sounded hopeful. Rev was about to smash the shit out of that.
âFuck no. Short for revenge.â
A nervous laugh bubbled out of Reilly. She pressed a hand to the small of his back and stepped to his side. âRev like rev an engine since heâs a mechanic.â
Matthewâs eyes fell on the woman by Revâs side. âAnd this is?â
Reilly chewed on her bottom lip for the second she glanced up at Rev, then extended her hand to his uncle. âIâm Reillyââ
Rev dropped an arm around her shoulders and pulled her into his side, tearing their clasped hands free. âMy wife.â
Matthewâs eyes went wide. âOh, your parents will be pleased to hear youâve settled down.â Revâs jaw shifted as his uncleâs eyes dropped to Reillyâs full hips. âAny little ones yet?â
âI keep her busy. Four, so far.â He dropped his arm from her shoulders and patted her ass. âSheâs a good little breeder.â Reilly choked and he lifted his hand from her ass to pat her on the back. âYou good, babe?â
Reilly nodded with one hand on her throat, still unable to talk. A fucking miracle in itself.
âAnd you didnât bring them along?â Matthew asked, surprised. âIâm sure your parents would appreciate seeing their grandchildren.â
âWouldnât bring my babies around here. Theyâre safer at home.â Rev lifted one eyebrow. He didnât give a fuck if his uncle picked up on his meaning or not. In fact, he hoped he did.
âWell⦠Your motherâs in the kitchen and your father has been in the sitting room ever since heâs been confined to a hospital bed. Who would you like to visit first, Broth⦠Michael?â
Neither.
âMickey or Rev,â Rev reminded him.
Matthew tipped his head. âYes⦠well. Youâll always be Michael to me. Itâs a good strong name.â
Rev leaned in closer and lowered his voice. âDonât give a fuck what you think about that name. Itâs no longer mine.â
Matthew went pale and he cleared his throat. âSo, umâ¦â
Rev ignored him and glanced around. Nothing had changed. Not one thing since the day he left. A large wooden cross was the only decoration that hung in the narrow hallway that led to the back of the house.
He curled his hand around Reillyâs hip, gave it a little squeeze and guided her past his uncle and down the hallway that ran along the stairway to the second floor.
They might as well deal with his mother first. He didnât even know if his parents knew he was coming.
âYou tell them?â he asked over his shoulder as he continued toward the back of the house.
âNo, I⦠wasnât sure if youâd show up. I didnât want to disappoint them if you didnât.â
Rev doubted theyâd be disappointed if they never saw him again. They probably thanked God every day since the day he disappeared.
Since they werenât expecting his arrival, this would be a surprise family reunion.
Perfect.
When they stepped into the kitchen, his mother was at the stove, he swore wearing the same apron she wore when he was a kid. Her dark blonde hair, now with a few strands of gray, was pulled up into a tight bun and her back was to them.
âSister Rachel,â Matthew called from behind them.
Rev stood frozen in place, his fingers tightening on Reillyâs hip as the mother he hadnât seen in about twelve years turned and looked at him. With those few strands of gray hair and the wrinkles lining her make-up free face, she looked a lot older than her forty-six years.
It shouldnât be a surprise that the way his parents lived their lives had aged them faster than normal. Or at least his mother.
It took her a full second before recognition filled her face. As soon as it did, it turned hard. And about as welcoming as Pastor Thomasâs.
Her blue eyes landed on her brother, who pushed past them to act as a buffer between mother and son.
âWhatâs the meaning of this?â she asked sharply, wiping her hands on her apron.
Yeah, this would be no loving family reunion. Not even close.
No smile. No tears. Just a frown marred her face. âWhy is he here?â
From the corner of his eye, he saw Reillyâs face tipped up toward his and her eyes flicking back and forth from him to the woman who gave birth to him.
âI figured it was time for everyone to make peace,â Matthew said to his sister. âItâs time for things to be settled between you all.â
âDidnât come here to see you,â Rev announced, shooting his uncleâs peace-making efforts to shit.
âWhereâs your sister?â
Not âYou look great, son,â or âThank God, youâre alive. Weâve been worried,â or âWeâve missed you so much.â
Nope. That might mean they cared.
Matthew stepped between them, turning to face Rev. âI didnât get a chance to tell them yet.â
âSarahâs dead.â No lie was told when he spouted that out without bothering to soften the blow. Sarah had been dead for a long time. It was Saylor who lived in her place now.
He waited for his motherâs reaction to the knowledge that her only daughter was dead. Again, nothing. No tears, no gasp, not even a look of surprise.
She didnât even ask how Sarah died.
His mother was emotionally frigid. She always had been. But then sheâd been married to a man who had controlled her and her thoughts since she was seventeen. Women in their religious order were only allowed to serve God, their fathers and then their husbands. And, of course, bear children.
That was it.
They did not work outside of the home. They did not drive. They didnât have one damn unique thought.
And sex was not supposed to be enjoyed, it was to be endured only for procreation. A woman who enjoyed sex was a whore. Even though, as many times as Rev was forced to read the bible, he never read anything in the âgood bookâ that said a woman couldnât enjoy sex.
Because the men sure did. Even with their daughters.
Seeing his mother reminded him what life Saylor wouldâve lived if she hadnât found a way to escape on her own. By acting out and committing crimes.
Though, Rev wouldâve done his best to get her out of there as soon as he couldâve. But when he finally escaped at sixteen, he couldnât raise his baby sister.
So, she did things to get herself out of the situation by stealing, fighting and anything else she could think of that would get her thrown into juvie over and over. Sheâd hardly be out for a week before she would do something to get thrown back in. A week home was probably too long.
, a day was probably too long.
Finally, she made sure to do something that would keep her locked up until she was eighteen. With what she did, she was lucky she wasnât charged as an adult, skipped juvie and went right to prison.
Once she was released that final time, Rev brought her to Manning Groveâusing the excuse she wasnât welcome at their parentsâ homeâbecause there was no fucking way sheâd ever go back to Coatesville, this house and their father.
Over Revâs dead body.
Heâd felt guilty leaving her behind in the first place. But his parents never wouldâve tolerated him taking Sarah with him. He wouldâve ended up charged with child abduction and, once found, she wouldâve been delivered right back into their hands.
hands.
The hands that doled out punishment for every minor infraction. Even imagined ones. The hands that doled out different punishments to his daughter than his son.
Rev struggled to breathe as he stared sightlessly across the barren kitchen. Nothing was ever left out unless the item was in use. The counters were clear, the table was empty, the walls were bare except for another cross. None of the crosses in the house were the kind with a crucified Jesus. None were fancy. They consisted of only two strips of polished wood.
The house was not full of knickknacks or decorations. No family photos. No drawings or crafts made by their children were displayed. Plain curtains were used only to block the sun or to give the family privacy. Or to be pulled to avoid seeing what her husband was doing to her son in the backyard.
Was it to fight the temptation to go out and stop him? Or was it because she believed Michael was getting what he deserved?
Or was it because if she intervened, she would take his place and receive the lashes instead of him? Of course, with some additional strikes added on to the number for stepping out of her place.
He wondered how many times his father had made his mother bare her back so he could paint stripes on her skin with a switch. All with the excuse to remind her on how to be a good wife.
Or did she marry him already trained to serve him? Trained by her own father like Michaelâs father had been âtrainingâ Sarah?
Everyone in their church seemed to look the other way when it came to things like that. Like it was normal. When it wasnât.
None of it was normal.
It was all fucked up.
All of it.
He made fun of the Shirleys and their cult-like ways, but in truth, he had grown up in a community no better than theirs.
Unlike the Shirleys, they did not hide and keep to themselves, they walked among the greater community. Their secrets hidden in plain sight.
Their children constantly complimented for being so well-behaved.
Until they werenât.
Until they acted out. Until they fought the chains that bound them.
Until they fought to be free from the restraints forced on them by their parents, grandparents and the members of their order.
Those disobedient children were prayed over.
And when that didnât work, they were punished.
Brought to heel.
The rod was not spared but instead used generously.
It was also highly encouraged.
Rev squeezed his eyes shut and simply breathed as a hand pressed to the center of his back, grounding him. Bringing him back to the situation at hand.
Which was his mother. Stepping closer. Inspecting him. Seeing the multiple piercings in his ears. The hoop in his nose.
The forbidden tattoos that covered his hands. He had worn a long sleeve T-shirt but it was impossible to hide the tattoos that spilled past his cuffs and onto the backs of his hands.
She would probably drop to her knees and ask for Godâs forgiveness if he whipped off his shirt and she saw what was underneath.
Not scars from his fatherâs punishment. But different types of markings. More of what was already revealed. What she only got a glimpse of. The marks his father left behind on his back now mostly gone and the very bold statement of who he was, where he now belonged, in their place.
He chose not to join the fellowship his parents groomed him for, but instead a fellowship of another type. A brotherhood that stood stronger together than apart.
Also full of secrets. But nothing like the secrets kept within this house.
Within their church.
Within their minds.
She did not hide her disgust, or the fact that she was judging him, when she said, âLeviticus 19:28, Michael. Have you forgotten by accident or by choice?â
âOn purpose, Mother mine.â
Her mouth tightened and her blue eyes narrowed. Yeah, there was no doubt where he got his eyes from. Only his werenât so damn judgmental.
âYou are not welcome here, Michael.â
He shrugged âAinât a surprise.â
âSo then, you will leave.â
âNo, I wonât.â
âBrother Matthew, see your nephew out,â she ordered.
âI wonât, Sister. I had a purpose when I asked him here.â
âTo create problems. John doesnât need this stress right now. His passing over should be peaceful.â
Rev hoped to fuck it was anything but. The real reason why he came. Why he was putting himself through this. Bringing himself back to a past heâd left far behind.
She turned and headed back to the stove, clearly dismissing them.
Reilly tugged on his arm. âMaybe we should go, Rev.â
âRev?â His mother spun back around, a wooden spoon in her hand, her face now showing some emotion. Disbelief. âAre you a Reverend now? What church allows all those tattoos and piercings?â She pointed the spoon in his direction and waved it up and down. âThe marks of the devil.â
âHis wife said itâs a nickname since heâs an auto mechanic, Sister.â Matthew still trying to be the Schmidt family whisperer.
âRev your engine,â Reilly explained weakly next to him, still gripping his elbow.
âThatâs not an appropriate name,â she said sharply. âWhat kind of name is that?â
âOne I chose and you did not.â
Her head snapped back and her words became extra crispy, just like he liked his fucking fried chicken. âWe gave you the perfectly good name of Michael, the archangel. The great protector and leader of Godâs army to defeat the forces of evil. But you have become one of them, havenât you?â Disappointment filled his motherâs face. There was the mother he used to know and tried to love. âYou have chosen the wrong path. I always knew you would. I knew you would never grow up and be worthy of that name.â She sniffed. âMaybe itâs better you donât use it.â
He hadnât used it since he was ten. He insisted all his friends call him Mickey. Only his parents, his extended family and the members of their church used the name Michael. Or Brother Michael.
He hated it. He even stopped answering to that name in school. The teachers finally relented and began to call him Mickey, too.
He kept that name until Trip rolled into town and resurrected the Blood Fury. When he became a prospect, they called him Mouse, a stupid play on the name Mickey. And once he was patched in, he got to decide for himself. Dutch said the name Mickey was for a pussy and he needed a more manly road name.
One day at the garage he was revving an engine and Dutch decided to bitch about it. The more he bitched, the more Rev gunned the engine. That was when the idea to use the road name Rev popped into his head. Rev not only liked it but knew it would annoy Dutch, so it stuck.
âThe devil has always been inside you. We tried to remove you from his clutches. We tried to help you but you resisted us at every turn. Starting when you were very young. If I told you to look up, you looked down. If I told you to turn left, you turned right. If I told you to keep your Sunday clothes clean, you purposely got them dirty. Pure evil.â
Reillyâs grip moved from his elbow to his wrist and she tugged. âWe should go, Rev.â
âDidnât do what I came here to do. Not leaving âtil thatâs done,â he murmured, not taking his eyes off his mother and the item in her hand.
Instead of asking about his intentions, his mother rushed back across the kitchen with the wooden spoon, making Revâs head snap up, his spine stiffen and his breath seize.
He couldnât help but close his eyes as he braced to feel the pain associated with that familiar tool of punishment. Usually used when he said something out of line in the kitchen while she was cooking. Or when he wasnât moving fast enough while setting the table or washing the dishes. Or when he tried to sneak some food.
But instead of feeling the impact of the spoon, Reillyâs grip was torn from his arm. He opened his eyes to see his mother tightly holding Reillyâs left hand.
He saw what his mother saw. No wedding band on Reillyâs finger.
âTraveling with a woman whoâs unmarried. Who also bears a mark.â His mother dropped Reillyâs hand and swept her hair away from her scar, staring at it for far too long. âThe devilâs mark.â
Reilly yanked her head away, pulling her hair free from his motherâs fingers. âThatâs right. That mark was made by a devil. One who died for his sins,â Reilly said sharply.
Rev grabbed her hand and intertwined their fingers, pulling her back into his side. âDidnât bring her here for you to insult her.â
âYou shouldnât have brought that jezebel here at all. You have dishonored us and this home by allowing an unclean woman into my house. Uninvited.â
âWe were invited,â he said through clenched teeth.
âSister, he says theyâre married and are blessed with four children.â
âThen she bore those poor children out of wedlock. I see no commitment band on her finger. That means sheâs available for any man. Sheâs not committed to her husband.â
It was laughable, judging children who didnât exist. Judging Reilly and Revâs relationship when there wasnât one.
âItâs what you donât see that matters most,â Rev said, making a point that his mother probably wouldnât pick up on.
âYou always thought you knew better than your parents. But the truth is, if you did, you wouldnât have come here. You wouldâve stayed wherever you came from.â
âIâm happy to see you, too, Mother. And now I will go see the person I came here for.â
Rev spun on his boot and tugged Reilly with him out of the kitchen, hearing his motherâs words in his wake. âHe doesnât want you here, either.â
âGo sit in the truck, Reilly,â he growled as he took long strides toward the sitting room, dragging her along.
Her hand tightened in his. âNo. Youâre outnumbered.â
âNothing new.â
âBrother Michael,â Matthew called from the end of the hall.
Rev spun back toward him. âThe words you said to me on the phone were not the truth.â
Matthewâs lips thinned out. âI thought they were, nephew. God forgive me, clearly I was wrong.â
Clearly.