âI cannot let go of the palaceâs glory and wealth, nor can I let go of my motherâs hope and dreams.â Bittersweet in his smile, Xia Hou Qi nevertheless holds strong, âBut in the in end, I cannot give up on you either. Forever until the end, I will only have you as my main wife.â
The prince was a frank person. Heâs not selfish nor cruel so he would make a perfect ruler. Sadly, thatâs precisely the reason why he wouldnât make a good lover.
âXia Hou Qi, my answer to you will always be the same, I will not marry you.â Ling Yue believes her words are clear enough by now. Also, due to the pregnancy, itâs certain the queen wouldnât have the time to worry about the boyâs marriage.
See the girlâs adamant attitude, Xia Hou Qi too didnât want to keep forcing the issue.
âLing Yue, I only want to ask you this. Your reason for refusing me, is it because of the Phoenix Lordâ¦.â A bit sulky in his tone, he brought out whatâs on his mind in the end.
Phoenix Lord?
To hear Feng Shenâs name out of the blue, Ling Yue suddenly found herself lost for a proper reply.
I wonder how his body is doing⦠Has he recovered yet? Since her return to the city, she hasnât had the chance to meet the boy yet.
âI heard that you and the Phoenix Lord is very close.â Xia Hou Qi tactfully went about his question.
Since his encounter with Sir Qing at the Royal Hospital, the prince had been keeping an extra eye out for the third competition after learning of the unusually good relationship between the two.
Originally he only knew the basics about the Phoenix Lord, merely rumors and hearsay. But after some digging, he was horrified to learn Ling Yue was the only person allowed free passage into the Phoenix Manor.
Both individuals are at the age of love and quarreling. If someone told him that neither held feelings for each other than Xia Hou Qi would call them liars.
âMy refusal has nothing to do with Feng Shen. He and I are only good friends.â In her mind, the picture of the boyâs gentle and kind smile once again appears. For that face, Ling Yueâs gaze softened somewhat.
And of course, the changes here didnât go unnoticed, which caused quite the stir inside the poor princeâs heart.
Maybe itâs out of jealousy or unwillingness to give up, a flicker of resolve suddenly crossed Xia Hou Qiâs eye after he noticed the purplish figure coming over at the end of the corridor.
In order to win Ling Yueâs heart, heâs willing to be the bad person here for once despite going against his heart.
âYou mean, you donât have any feelings for Feng Shen?â The prince chases with another question.
âNo, I only thought of him as a brother.â Without any forethought, Ling Yue directly blurts this out and roused a slight shivering sound from her back. A bit surprised by the strange noise, she turns around to find Feng Shen standing there.
Due to the winter season coming to a close, most of the snow had already melted away. Nevertheless, the sickly boy still donned a fresh coat of fur to keep his body warm while he eyed the precious girl before him.
Naturally, the sentence just now had all reached his earâ¦.
What is he doing here? For a second there, Ling Yue didnât know how to react.
âGreetings to you, Phoenix Lord.â
âGreetings to you too, Prince Hou Qi and Princess Yue.â Based on his appearance, Feng Shenâs condition wasnât bad at all.
After staying at the hot spring for more than a month and having his body ârestoredâ, its only proper for Feng Shen to come thank the king himself. Therefore, it was quite unexpected for him to encounter that familiar figure across the corridor just now.
Despite the frosty cold of the season, Feng Shen only felt the warmest sunshine hitting his face at the sight. Unconsciously, he moved forward only to be stopped by the presence of Xia Hou Qi.
Feng Shen knows, this should be a time where heâs supposed to go away to give the two some privacy, but he just canât, his feet wonât go. Then came the marriage proposal. In that instant, Feng Shenâs entire being was riled up.
Although he had long known about his own situation where he couldnât be a match for Ling Yue, nevertheless he canât help but ache inside still.
The girl in his heart may not have agreedâ¦. But the following words was more than enough to throw him into the darkest ditch.
Elder brother, Ling Yue only takes me as a brother.
Not even a month had gone by, but the boy has grown thinner which outlined his contour much more clearly. This shouldâve been a merit to showcase his maturity, but in Ling Yueâs eye, it only appears like itâs been covered in a layer of gloom.
âFeng Shen, just now, Iâ¦â Nervous in her tone, she glances at the boy.
âI donât have such a big younger sister like you.â With plaintive eyes, Feng Shen only uttered this out using a mournful voice.
âPfff~!â Unable to keep herself together, Ling Yue directly burst into a giggling fit.
âHa, alright Feng Shen, you are even more of a brother than a real one.â Assuming her friend here wasnât angry anymore, she immediately exhaled a sigh of relief. Then it struck her, why was she being so happy over the fact?
Swelling red in her cheeks at the realization, Ling Yueâs appearance only made the boy even happier inside.
In the next while, the two continued to exchange some more informal greetings. Naturally, this left quite the bitter taste in Xia Hou Qiâs tongue after seeing this scene.
Thereâs no denying that the girl was but a few steps from himself, yet itâs like thereâs a barrier built up around the two. No, itâs more like the world in that space only belongs to the pair.
Inexplicably, the hands under Xia Hou Qiâs sleeve had tightened into a ball that even his veins were swelling out on top.
âPhoenix Lord, Iâm assuming you are looking for my father the king. If thatâs the case, let me bring you over to him.â Not wanting to let this continue, he abruptly interrupts their conversation.
âOh yes, I almost forgot. Feng Shen you are afraid of the cold so you better hurry. The sooner you are done, the sooner you can go back and rest.â Urgent in her voice, Ling Yue rushes the boy to go.
Despite the push to leave, Feng Shen instead made a grab for the girlâs hand: âYour hands are already red from the cold. Here, I had Du Nao bring over a packet of warm water. Use this to warm your hands.â
This move shouldâve been a very intimate gesture, but since it was Feng Shen doing it, it came out very naturally.
While Ling Yue was still paralyzed there, the two men were already well on their way.
âPhoenix Lord, did you hear Princess Yueâs words just now?â Xia Hou Qi turns around and asked after they reached the garden area.