Wali was pacing outside the ICU whereas she was inside fighting for her life. Aisha was also sitting while praying for her health.Doctors were trying there best to gave her best treatment. She had taken whole box of sleeping pills which caused many parts of her body to stopped working. Doctor already had said less chances of her survival. They had been here from past five hours while waiting for doctors to came out and gave them good news. He haven't given her suicide news to anyone yet. Wali looked at his wrist watch when ICU's door opened and Doctor with nurse walked out. Wali quickly walked toward him whereas Aisha stood up from her place as well.
'Well Thankfully she is out of danger and is conscious but it is still police case as she have attempt suicide. Police soon will be coming here for investigation. They will ask questions from her first then you can meet her.' Doctor said and Wali nodded his head in yes whereas Doctor smiled and walked away. Aisha thanked Allah for everything and looked at Wali. Wali sighed in relief then looked at Aisha.
'Any idea why she did that?' Wali asked from Aisha who looked at him. How she will tell him that he might be the reason behind her doing this, She just stay quite while staring at him. He looked at her then there was shocked written on his face.
'Is it because of me?' Wali asked slowly pointing towards himself whereas Aisha just looked down as if agreeing with him , and he freeze on her place. Then he slowly walked towards chair, but tremble on his balance whereas Aisha was about to supported him but he stopped her , then stood back on his feet. He walked and sat down on Chair.
'Because of me?' Wali whispered shocked whereas Aisha sadly looked at him who looked really in shock. He put hand over his head and sat there while silence took place between them. After a while police came and walked towards him.
'Hello, I am police inspector Na'il.' Na'il introduced him and Wali greeted him back.
'Mr Wali you may walk in with us.' Na'il said and Wali walked in the room as well. Talia was laying in middle of bed whereas there was blood bottle on her arm. Wali entered and looked up as their eyes met, and Wali looked away.
'Hello Miss Talia.' Na'il said and Talia greeted him back , and looked at Na'il who walked then sat down next to her on the chair whereas Wali was standing right in front her while leaning on the wall.
'Miss Talia someone force you to commit suicide. Is there someone involvement in it?' Na'il asked first question, and Talia looked at him then nodded her head in no.
'You no need to scared from anyone.' Police inspector said then glared at Wali ,and Talia looked where he was glaring then got it who Na'il was talking about.
'No, Its nobody's fault.' Talia quickly said in Wali' defend and Na'il looked back at her. She looked at Wali who was looking down. Why he was not looking at her and that was what bothering her the most.
'Who do you live with?' Na'il asked another question.
'With my husband.' Talia replied and Na'il nodded his head whereas she again looked at Wali who was still looking down.
'How is your relation with your husband?' Na'il asked and that got their both attention and they snapped their head toward Na'il . Talia looked at Na'il and Wali looked at her while waiting for her answered. Talia nervously looked down.
'Good' Talia replied and Na'il looked at her.
'Just good, Husband and wife are not just meant to have good relation. Just good is not good in wife and husband relation' Na'il said and looked at Wali who was also looking at him. In his head it was clearly a abused relationship case and she must have committed suicide because of her husband. Na'il thought because he had seen many cases like this.
'No, I mean it is like any other husband and wife.' Talia quickly cleared it, and Na'il stared at him for while then nodded head in yes.
' Did he abuse you or torture you which make you take this big step?' Na'il asked even more openly and looked at Talia who quickly nodded her head in no.
'Is there love between you two?' Na'il asked another question and Talia looked at him then towards Wali. Before she could answer Wali spoke up.
'That is too personal question.' Wali said and Na'il looked at him .
'It is not personal at all. I think you may go outside patient is not comfortable with you.' Na'il said in hard tone and Talia and Wali looked at him.
'You may go out Mr Wali.' Na'il said in rude tone while insulted him and Wali felt humiliated then Wali angrily walked out whereas tears started forming in her eyes. He got insulted just because of her. Just because of her committing suicide.
'Okay Miss Talia...........' Na'il tried to say when she cut him off.
'Its Mrs Talia.' Talia said and glared at him who amused looked at her on her sudden changed of behaviour.
'Yeah Mrs Talia you might want to share now, You may tell me about your and your husband relation? And how he is as a person? Don't be scared.' Na'il said and Talia took in deep breath.
'Love, that is what our relation is. I love him more then anything else in my life...........I feel since he have come in my life I actually have start living... I love everything about him... There is no other person like him exist in this world............ I think I will dead the day he will ever leave me.......I am nothing without him...But he is everything to me....Talia is only here in this world to love him......My whole world revolved around only one person and that is my one and only husband. ' Talia said and smiled whereas Na'il was looking at her.
'All I know is that my love for him is enough for me to spend my all life.....I always wanted his face to be first face for me to see in morning and last face to see in night before I go to sleep. Can't you believe I have fantasies about my own god damn husband I mean who have fantasies for their own husband.' Talia said and laughed to herself whereas Na'il smiled as well.
'I mean your husband and wives are one who you have relation beyond any fantasies. Fantasies we have over actors or the things we can't have it........Well nevertheless my husband also only one person who is mine still not mine in my life.....You know he hate horror movies so once I asked him watched horror movie with me but I knew he don't like horror but off course like any other man he is not going to accept that to me...His ego will get hurt. He don't want to watch it so you know what lame excuse he made?' Talia asked then continued without waiting for his approval.
'He goes to me that you will get scared after watching horror in night Then I am not coming like superhero in night to save you....... Really?' Talia said and they both smiled.
'But he don't need to be my superhero because he already is one.............. I love everything about him...his eyes...his hair...his face...his personality...his character..... And I hate when other girls looked at him specially that stupid Pari....If Allah will let me murder one person that it have to be her.' Talia said suddenly started getting angry.
'I so god damn hate her.... She is most annoying person of this earth...I will for sure strangle her one day and.................' Talia was saying when Na'il suddenly stopped her.
'Okay enough I am not going to make any murder planning with you for a girl who look at your husband.' Na'il said and Talia looked at him then realised she had said loads.
'Well I only ask few things over him not to write essay on him.' Na'il said and Talia embarrassed looked down.
'I am sorry.' Talia said
'No worries. But please let me know when you are murdering her?' Na'il said jokingly and Talia smiled.
'So you are in love with him.' Na'il asked while smiling as if he found her love story really interesting and Talia looked at him.
'No.' Talia said and Na'il confused looked at her.
'I ONLY in love with him.' Talia corrected then they started laughing.
'Okay then Mrs Talia why you commit suicide?' Na'il asked and Talia loudly sighed
'Because he said he won't love me.' Talia said
'But Do you know suicide is haram in Islam?' Na'il said and she nodded her head in yes
'I am so happy I didn't die. I am really thankful to Allah for not giving me haram death. When he rejected him indirectly I got depressed and Shatyan took over him and I took that step but I do regret it.' Talia accepted and Na'il nodded his head in understanding. While outside Wali was pacing in corridor. He didn't liked that inspector at all. Then finally he heard the door opening and Na'il walked out then towards Wali. He stand and looked at him from up to down whereas Wali confused looked at him.
'What is it?' Wali asked and Na'il looked at him.
'I am just looking what's in you?' Na'il said and Wali looked still confused.
'What do you mean?' Wali asked and Na'il nodded his head in no.
'Nothing and Mr Wali she have confirm that It was only her own fault and no body is there to blame so there will be no police case but you better be careful with her that she might do it again. You never know.' Na'il said and Wali nodded his head in yes while Na'il walked away.
As soon Na'il walked out she thought Wali will came back.Someone knocked on her door whereas she quickly sat up to see him but Aisha entered in room and she got disappointed. Aisha walked in and ran towards her then hugged Talia. Talia smiled and hugged her back.
'What the hell was that?' Aisha asked while breaking away the hug and Talia embarrassed looked down. She knew she had done wrong, she had chooses wrong decision in hurry. She has chooses the coward path.
'I know I was so wrong and I promised I will never do it again.' Talia said and Aisha smiled when the door opened and Wali entered. She looked at him whereas Aisha excused and walked out to giving them some privacy. Wali slowly walked and sat on chair next to her. She was looking at him whereas Wali was looking down.
'Why you did that Talia?' Wali whispered asked , and Talia looked at him while he still was looking down , but she stayed silent.
'What you was thinking while even think of committing suicide.' Wali said still looking down as tears started forming in her eyes.
'I always used to think that you are brave women but you disappointed me so much. I can never think you ever think of committing suicide instead of actually doing it... I don't even get it why you commit suicide. You have so many things to always thankful to Allah. You have clothes to wear.... You have food to eat........You have shelter to live......You have eyes, nose, arms, hands, legs, face and loads more which people would love to have.....You have any idea things you have people would die to have them. People die to have a life like you.' Wali was saying slowly while still looking down , and Talia was quietly looking at him while listening. Then he suddenly got up and was about to walked out when she spoke up.
'Wali at least look at me once.' Talia said as tears started coming from her eyes , and he stopped in his tracks.
'Wali...please.' Talia pleaded while looking at his back. Wali slowly turned over and looked at her. Talia looked at him and got shocked of her life because he was crying. Wali Azad was actually crying in front her. First time since their marriage life she was seeing him crying, not in pain but actually crying. This broke her hearts in million pieces. He slowly walked towards her then stood right in front her. He bend down and came on her eye level with her.
'Talia, I don't worth that anyone give their life for me. Especially You. Your life is way more worth then mine. I just don't worth it.' Wali said then quickly walked out and tears started flowing out from her eyes.
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