The time for fun was short-lived.
We enjoyed ourselves until just before closing time, and then headed back to the hotel.
We had a two-person room, and my roommate was Tanakaâ¦â¦
âWell, you canât use one hand. Wouldnât you be happier if she could do it for you rather than me taking care of you?â
Tanaka said so and said he would switch rooms with Suzuka and stay in the same room with Kaneda-san.
I thought to myself, âYou just want to flirt with Mr. Kaneda, donât you?â and asked another guy âAre you going to allow Tanaka to flirt with him?â.
It pissed me off to let the sweet space unfold, but still, it was a trip nonetheless.
I was kind enough to let them get to know each other a little better, as lovers.
Well, well.
It seemed to apply to me and Suzuka as well, âThereâs money at stake. Canât we make love a little, lover to lover?â Thatâs why.
So we went to the hotel reception, got the keys, and went to our rooms.
In truth, I was to sleep with Suzuka in the room where I was supposed to sleep with Tanaka before.
In such a room, there are two beds.
One small desk.
It really is a normal hotel.
âIâm tired of walking!â
Suzuka collapsed on the bed with a thump.
She turned her face to me and whispered to me with a smile.
âIsnât it exciting to stay overnight in a hotel?â
âWell, yeah.â
âEspecially staying in the same hotel room with Yuki. I am very nervous.â
âEven though weâve been spending time together in my room, this is the first time weâve been outside in a room together like this.â
âRight? Thatâs why, Yuki. Can you tell me something so that things donât get awkward?â
To meet her selfish request, I thought of a topic.
I started to tell Suzuka what came to my mind as soon as I thought of it.
âYou were involved with a strange pick-up group today, right? That was it. What would you do if I was being hit on by a girl?â
âIf you seem happy, Iâll charge you for cheating on me. If you are not properly seduced with a troubled and annoyed look on your face, Iâll be a good girl and take better care of Yuki. Teheeâ¦â¦, did I say something embarrassing?â
âHey, youâre really honest and cute and cunning these days, arenât you?â
ââIâm much more obedient to Yuki, yeap, so Iâm going to say anything, arenât I?â
After taking a breath, Suzuka looked me in the eyes.
âI like you, Yuki. I told you because Iâm honest. Hehe?â
Until a little while ago, we were childhood friends.
Direct words from the person with whom I had been doing stupid things.
Please quit it alreadyâ¦â¦. Iâm dying of excitementâ¦â¦.
âLet me be honest with you. Suzuka, youâre really cute.â
âReally~. Can you say more?â
âCute. Super cute.â
âRight? But right now, Iâd rather be told that you like me than that you think Iâm cute. Hey, hey, tell me you like me.â
She urges me to be affectionate.
Unlike Suzuka, however, I am a stubborn person.
I often say how cute she is, but Iâm still not good at telling her that I like her or love herâ¦â¦.
âIâ¦. I love you.â
I often say it awkwardly.
Knowing this, Suzuka still looks happy and smiles.
âI love you too. I also love the fact that you are not used to saying you love me yet!â
Suzuka picked herself up from the bed and hugged me tightly.
Although we had not crossed the line, we were getting closer and closer.
If we were normal, we would have crossed the line, but we didnât, and thatâs just the way it is.
âYouâve been hugging me a lot lately, havenât you?â
âI used to naturally hug you when I was happy or something, right?â
Suzuka and I have a history of being friends.
The act of hugging and pleasing each other has been a thing weâve been doing for a long time.
When we went to see the announcement of passing the high school entrance exam, when we won the sports festival, when we were relieved that we passed the entrance exam and were allowed at the school festival, we hugged each other more times than I can count.
âIf you ask me, yes. We were rather happy to embrace each other.â
âRight? But itâs always me first, isnât it~?â
She looks bored and deliberately slurps.
When I was happy, I never hugged Suzuka.
Basically, it was mostly or all of the time that Suzuka hugged me.
âWhat is it? Come on, get off me.â
âYes.â
Suzuka moves away from me.
She turns away to take out the cord to charge her phone.
âNow youâre happy, arenât you?â
I hugged her for the first time.
To be honest, I am super embarrassed.
I was almost burning up, thinking that she had done this to me without a care in the world.
âNo way. I was beaten. I was sure you wouldnât do it, but itâs not fair of you to do it out of the blueâ¦â¦.â
âIâm sorry.â
âI mean, you know. When we went on a double date with Miki and the others, they said we were a foolish couple, but now weâre a silly couple, arenât we?â
âI guess so.â
The fact that we canât laugh at Tanaka and the others is what makes us laugh.
After hugging Suzuka for a little while, Suzuka said to me in a sad tone.
âToday, I thought that everyoneâs sense of money is beginning to be out of sync with ours.â
âI knew you thought so tooâ¦â¦.â
Misalignment.
It was obvious that our sense of money had begun to shift.
âBut, you know, the money we won is not enough to last us a lifetime if we donât invest it, if we donât live really modestly, right?â
âWellâ¦â
âSo, Yuki. Do you want to use the money carefully from now on? If we make a mistake, we might end up in a disastrous situation.â
âWhy did you come to me for agreement?â
âIf we continue like this, we will be together forever. Itâs not right that I alone should decide how the money should be spent.â
âI agree with you. After this trip is over, we need to think about how we are going to deal with the money we won in the lottery.â
We are beginning to be able to think about the future together.
I can see that we are communicating more with each other.
In short, me and Suzuka are â¦â¦.
We are making slow but steady progress.
âWeâre making good progress.â
âWeâre making decent progress. We are.â
I was feeling ambiguity, not knowing whether we were making progress or not.
But it seemed to be my imagination.
âNow, Yuki. Iâll roll up the plastic bag on your hand. You want to take a shower soon, donât you?â
âYes, please.â
âYes, you asked me to!â