âGIO!â I called his name when the break bell rang, but he kept walking, shuffling with a limping gait that only seemed to get worse as the day went on.
I grabbed his arm as he walked out of the double doors and headed for the trees that shaded the tables and seats.
âGet the fuck off me, Ryth!â He yanked his arm away.
âWait,â I barked.
He stumbled but kept limping toward a group of others who just watched us with cold, calculated amusement.
âI didnât know.â
He stopped dead in front of me, his shoulders hunched, then turned, staring at me through the swollen slit of one eye. âYou didnât knowâ¦â
I swallowed, fighting the urge to wince at his face. It was even worse this close up. âNo. I didnât know.â
He stared at me, searching my gaze as a thick tear slid from the corner of his eye. I clenched my jaw. I was going to murder Tobias. Stepbrother or not, he was going to feel my goddamn wrath.
âYou know, itâs sick what youâre doing with them.â
I flinched as though heâd slapped me. âWhat?â
âWhat youâre doing, itâs not right. Your mom is about to marry their dad.â
I shook my head, glancing to the others behind him. âItâs not like that.â
âThen what it is like? It looked pretty fucking obvious at the club.â
Heat burned in my cheeks as it all came flooding back to me. âThey were protecting me from the goddamn bouncers. If they hadnât put their fucking hands on meâ¦â
âYou were underage at a bar thatâs notorious for sleezy assholes, what the hell did you think would happen?â
âI Iâd be able to walk in there, underage or not, and not be goddamn assaulted, especially by the employees!â
The fire burned in me now for a whole different reason. âI didnât see you being manhandled. But then again, I guess it doesnât matter, not with the company keep. But hey, if it makes you feel better about having friends who threaten and maim people, especially those who are inside prison, then go right ahead.â
Gioâs lips curled in a sneer. âYou have no idea, do you?â
âNo,â I crossed my arms over my chest, meeting his glare with my own. âBut Iâm guessing youâre about to tell me.â
There was a shake of his head. He started to turn away, then thought better of it, turning back to tower over me. âFirst their mom dies, then your dad is thrown in prison. Now youâre a part of their sick, twisted family. Seems a little convenient, doesnât it? Tell me, Ryth, are you really that fucking stupid that youâre going to play happy fucking family, or do you not care?â I couldnât escape his glare. âThatâs it, right? You donât care. Have they fucked you, is that it?â
I flinched, my breath catching in my chest. âThatâs none of your goddamn business, and what do you mean it â
âYouâre a smart girl, Ryth. Why donât you figure it out?â
âTell me.â I lunged, grabbing his arm, pulling him toward me as that savage side came roaring to the surface. âTell me what you mean, Gio, or Iâllââ
He saw me then, saw the real me, the dangerous me. The part of me that was a little too much like my fatherâ¦and it stung.
He looked at my hold on his arm, but he made no move to wrench away. âI felt sorry for you when you came here, thatâs why I volunteered to show you around.â He met my gaze. âI felt sorry for you, being in that house with those fucking assholes. I thought you were different. But youâre not different, are you? Youâre no better than them.â
He yanked his arm from my hold, took one last look at me, and said, âStay the fuck away from me, Ryth. Just stay the fuck away.â
âGio!â I barked as he strode toward his friends.
My chest ached, like a strap cinched tighter with every step he took from me. I charged forward as they slid from their seats and left, not once looking my way.
I stared at Gioâs shuffling gait as he walked away. My head was spinning, trying to capture the meaning of his words. But they were a jumble, scattered and strange.
What did he mean? What did he mean?
I closed my eyes, not even caring I stood in the middle of the grassy area in front of everyone. Creedâs driving this morning had shaken me. The way heâd actedâ¦the way heâd looked. Now Gio. A wave of nausea rocked me as I turned, gripped my laptop, and strode away.
By the time the bell rang for class, Iâd hit the street. I kept walking, leaving the school behind. I needed to think and I couldnât, not in there, not now.
Cars flew past as I moved, crossing the street, making my way to I didnât know where. Right then, I didnât care.
The words were stuck in my head and I couldnât get them out, no matter how much I tried.
âStop,â I pleaded out loud. âJust stop this.â
My steps were automatic, my thoughts stuck in that loop. I grabbed my cell and my finger slid across the screen until I punched in the code to unlock it. But the moment I moved my finger over Nickâs number, I froze. I couldnât do it. I couldnât call himâ¦
I couldnât call any of them.
I stopped walking, my heart in my mouth.
Dad thrown in prison.
No. The reason he was in prison was because of the Rossis. I looked at my screen, but instead of calling my brother to come get me, I pulled up the search and started typing.
I was on the visitor list for the prison. I knew that. Dad had said if I needed to talk, he was only a call away. I entered the number for the prison, waiting for the guard to answer.
âMy name is Ryth Castlemaine and I was wanting to talk to my dad, Jack Castlemaine.â
âHold.â
I stared at the cars as they passed, realising for the first time where I was. Our park was not too far ahead. I couldnât believe Iâd walked all the way hereâ¦
âHeâs not available,â the guard snapped.
âNot available?â
âThatâs what I said.â
âDo you know whenâ¦when he will be available?â
âNo.â
âOkay,â I murmured. âI guess Iâll call back later.â
âSure,â he snarled, then hung up the phone.
The words sat heavy in my chest. I pocketed my phone and kept walking, only this time every step felt like torture. I stopped at the edge of the park, my gaze moving to the spot where Nick had tackled me to the ground.
An ache tore through my chest and shivers followed, ones that tore a sob from my lips. Anger and pain collided, until they were all I could feel. Tears came, but I didnât know if they were tears of shame or disgust. I didnât know what I was doingâ¦
Didnât know what I was doing with them.
The memory of the heat of their passion died away as my phone gave a I stared at the message, my thoughts frantic. How could he know? I swallowed hard and typed with shaking fingers, The response was almost instant.
âWho am I with?â I whispered.
That anger that seethed so close to the surface boiled over.
I stabbed the screen, punching out the reply, and hit send. But the moment I did, I froze. âOh shitâ¦
I stared at what Iâd sentâ¦as that sinking feeling took hold.
I was so fucked.
Literally fucked.
I started typing, and hit send. But there was no reply.
I hit send again.
Still no answer.
Panic gripped me as I pressed his number to call and listened to his phone ring. âAnswer the phone, Nick!â
My breaths were a roar in my ears as the call went unanswered. The heat of my anger was slipping away as I pressed the button again, listening to his phone ring, and ringâ¦
Minutes, thatâs all it took. A faint snarl came to my ears, familiar, Then the squeal of tires, sounding painful. I jerked my gaze up as a dark blur hurtled toward me. I was moving before I knew it, stumbling backwards as the Mustang took the corner sideways and fishtailed before the V8 engine kicked hard and charged toward me.
Terror gripped me as I stumbled, the car hitting the entrance to the park hard, kicking up stones as it came to a screeching stop. Nick was out of the car in an instant, his face full of rage as he scanned the park behind me.
I stumbled, still moving backwards. âNickâ¦
He was unhinged, savage, rounding the front of the car to come toward me. Fear punched through me as I stumbled, my feet catching in the thick grass.
he roared.
Iâd never seen someone so enraged, so completely unhinged, as Nick charged across the grass toward me. My laptop slipped from my hold and hit the grass, but I didnât stop to pick it upâ¦
I scurried, like the mouse I wasâ¦falling backward as Nick lunged.
He hit me hard, tumbling me to the ground, his crazed torment all I could see. âH-heâs not h-hereâ¦â I stuttered. â
, heâs not here!â
âIâll fucking kill him if he so much as lays a hand on you.â My stepbrother glared into my eyes. âTell me the truth, Rythâ¦
Violence.
Death.
His possessiveness was a fist around my throat. All I could feel was his cruel fingers digging into my shoulders and the heat of his breath on my face. In an instant, I was back there, prey for them once more. âGet off me!â
Rage burned in his eyes. âI donât fucking think so, princess.â
Hard breaths. A look of cold madness. This wasnât the Nick I knew. This Nick wasâ¦
He searched my eyes for the lies. âTell me who, Ryth!â
âNo oneâ¦
There isnât anyoneâ¦â Tears came as I sobbed. âAnyone but youâ¦all of you.â
âYou sure about that?â
Through the haze, I saw his misery, his depraved longing, as he lowered his head, his deep voice compelling. âItâs too late for you, Rythâ¦
The heavy feel of his hand came on my thigh, driving up my skirt, right hereâ¦in the middle of the park, in the full light of day.
âToo late for me to let you goâ¦too late for me to forget about you.â
His hand slid between my legs and his fingers skimmed my sex.
âNickâ¦
I whispered.
The shake of his head butted against my cheek. âYou donât get it, do you? There is when it comes to this Not with you.â
Agile fingers dug into my panties, finding my clit and stealing my terror. I closed my eyes, hating how my body betrayed me. âI was angry,â I moaned. âAnd scared.â
âYou scared now, Ryth?â he growled, his fingers digging under the elastic of my panties and plunging in.
I jerked with the invasionâ¦and moaned.
âYou scared now, princess?â
âYes,â I groaned. âYes, Iâm scared.â
âGood.â He yanked his fingers away, then grabbed me around the waist before hauling me up from the ground.
âNickâ¦stopâ¦
âLeave it,â he snapped, lifting me over his shoulder. âIâll buy you a fucking new one.â
The sight of the laptop bounced with each stride, silver glinting in the sun before we dashed into the shadows. Cool air plunged between my thighs as he pulled me from his shoulder and pushed me against a tree.
âYou fucking make me crazy, you know that?â he growled, pressing against me, his big hand kneading my breast. âI wouldâve fucking killed him if heâd fucked you. I wouldâve killed them all.â
He was a beast in that moment, a cold-blooded savage.
I tilted my head back as he kissed my neck, reached under my skirt to grasp my panties, and yanked them down. âI wouldnât care. Iâd go away for the rest of my fucking life.â
The thought of that terrified me. I shook my head as he knelt, tugging my panties off and shoving up my skirt. âDonâtâ¦donât say that.â
âThey fucking touch you, Ryth,â He slid his hand up along the back of my thigh. âTheyâll pay with blood.â
He pulled me closer and his mouth found my slit. Warmth rushed in, sliding, sucking, finding the part of me that came alive. I slid my fingers through his hair, bowing my spine, letting him go where he wanted. He made me want to fuck, made me want to disappear, Made me want to be nothing more thanâ¦
âFuck me,â I croaked, fisting his hair. âI want you inside me.â
He rose, the taste of my hunger on his lips as he worked the button of his jeans, then shoved his zipper down. The door to the Mustang was still open, the keys probably still in the ignition. My brand new laptop lay on the grass out in the open, but right now, there was nothing more important than him.
He gripped my waist and lifted, driving me against the trunk of the tree. His thighs widened mine. His thrust was urgent, driving into me, and I couldnât get enough. âYes,â I moaned, dropping my head forward. âOh God, âYouâre mineâ¦you get that, Ryth?â he grunted, driving into me.
Hard friction made me feel raw.
I wanted itâ¦wanted it all. Warmth moved through me and the slick sounds grew more insistent.
âYouâ¦belongâ¦toâ¦
I wound my arms around his neck, holding on as he drove his cock inside me. Everything else melted away until there was just himâ¦just usâ¦
The rumble of his growl invaded my hearing.
The scent of his sweat.
The punishing thrust of his cock.
It all brought me undone.
My body quaked, a pent-up moan tore free as stars exploded behind my eyes. âMake me yours,â I cried as I clutched him, pulling him against me. I couldnât get enough, not of the feel of him inside me.
Nick braced his hand against the tree, driving his cock deeper and harder, until I jolted with the impact. He lifted his head, his glare brooding, and dangerous, and singlemindedly focused on me.
His pale lips curled against his teeth as he thrust deep inside me and let out a guttural moan. Sweat glistened on the top of his lip. He stared into my soul, invading, searching, leaving a tiny piece of himself in there.
âNext time I callâ¦â he forced through hard gasps. âYou fucking answerâ¦
I matched his brutal breaths with my own, my pussy clenching and throbbing as I nodded.
He slid out, leaving me empty and aching before lowering my feet to the ground. His towering presence was threatening as he caught my chin and tilted my gaze to his. âYou understand me, Ryth? You make me unhinged like that again and you wonât like the consequences. Iâll chain you to my goddamn bed if I have to. Iâll fuck you until you forget anyone outside our family exists. Because you my family, princess. No one else touches this pussy, get it? Tobias, Calebâ¦or me. You want to be fucked, you come to usâ¦â
Desire raged with his words. He wasnât letting me goâ¦not until I gave in. âIf Iâm family, then you better understand Iâll hit as hard as I fuck.â
There was a tiny scowl.
I jerked my chin from his grasp, and glared. âDid you know Gio was the one Tobias attacked?â
He rocked back on his heels, understanding nowâ¦
But I wasnât letting him get away so easy, even if I still burned for his touch. âAnswer me, Nickâ¦