âI WAS THINKINGÂ you might be able to put that laptop to good use.â
I stared at the butter as it spilled onto the plate.
âRyth?â
I hated her. Hated the way she stood in front of me. Hated the way I couldnât get sounds out of my head.
I jerked my gaze up.
Mom flinched as though Iâd slapped her. âWhat the hell has gotten into you today?â
I wanted to scream.
I jerked my gaze to Creed, sitting at the far end of the island, his reading glasses in one hand and his iPad in the other, staring at me with surprise.
But they shouldnât be goddamn surprised. They should be Sheâd smiled at me when I gathered enough courage to walk downstairs and face her. Pretending like it was just another day staying in a strangerâs house, and for a second there, I couldâve believed her. I couldâve talked myself into believing what Iâd heard last night was all a bad dreamâ¦until Creed walked downstairs and mom smiled at him, smiled like sheâd never smiled at my dadâ¦my dad who was sitting in prison.
There was no mistaking the truth anymore. Iâd heard them last night. Heard them . She didnât even have the nerve to look embarrassed. âWhatâs going on with you this morning?â
âI could ask you the same thing,â I said carefully, my pulse hammering.
I wanted to tell her that I knew about them, but the words were stuck in my chest, balled up tight, unable to be dislodged. I couldnât do it. Couldnât say the words, because once I did, everything would change.
The heavy thud of steps came from the stairs behind me. The hairs rose on my arms as Tobias sauntered into the kitchen bare chested, his hair still damp from the shower, the scent of something masculine hitting me as he walked past.
âDad.â He grabbed a cup from the overhead cupboard and slid it under the spout of the coffee machine before pressing start and turning. âElle,â he greeted my mom.
âTobias,â she said carefully, her attention no longer on me.
âSorry about last night.â
She stiffened, then glanced at Creed, who lifted a brow in surprise.
âThe outburst,â Tobias added, walking slowly past me.
âThatâs fine,â she said slowly as a look of relief washed over her. âI understand.â
He just lifted those dark eyes to me. âThat doesnât excuse my outburst. I know dadâs only trying to help you get your home back. So Iâll keep myself in check in the future.â
But there was something else sparking in that glare, some kind of danger only I saw.
âT-thank you,â she replied, oblivious to the fact he was playing her, and licked her lips, desperate for a way to keep the conversation going.
âYou could ask Tobe about Duke,â Creed suggested. âHe finished up there a couple of years ago.â
âOh, you thinking about going?â he asked carefullyâ¦turning to me.
âWhat?â Panic rushed in as I tore my gaze from him to my mom.
âThatâs what Iâve been trying to say.â She glanced at Creed. âWe were thinking you could transfer schools?â
Since last night. A pang tore across my chest. I shook my head. âIâm in my last year.â
âThen itâll be a simple process.â She smiled, knowing damn well what she was doing to me. âYouâll attend maybe, what? A few classes, then take your exams, and youâll be done.â
Heat rushed to my cheeks. âNo, Mom.â
âIf itâs transportation youâre worried aboutâ¦â Creed started. âIâm sure Tobias will be happy to drive you.â
Anger flared in Tobiasâ gaze as coffee trickled into his cup.
âSee,â mom beamed. âTobias will be only too happy to drive you, honey.â
But he didnât look happy about it at all. The muscles of his jaw flexed as he clenched, then lifted the cup from the machine to his lips, never once taking his eyes off me.
She didnât see it, the savage hatred that lingered inside him. The kind that made my belly clench.
âOf course,â he answered carefully. âIf you want me to.â
âI thought we were going home,â I said quietly, looking at mom.
âRyth, the fire took everything. Thereâs nothing to go home to.â She stepped around the island toward me. âAnyway, once I get my accounts back, I figured we could get a place around here.â
Sheâs still working on getting us out of here. Thatâs one thing, I guess. Maybe this thing with Creed was just a I bet she was drunk. I bet they both were. Guilt filled me.
âWhich might take a while,â Creed added. âThe damn feds seem to have shown a particular interest in your mom. Until then, consider this place home. Do whatever you want to the room. Hell, we can even get you a desk and a chair, maybe even a small bookshelf. What do you think, kid?â He gave me a wink.
Tobias stilled mid swallow. There was a twitch at the corner of his eye, his throat muscles clenching before he finished. The muscles of his jaw tightened as those sparks in his eyes grew colderâ¦until they reminded me of shards.
Shards of glassâ¦
All of a sudden, it felt like battle lines were being drawn. That cold stare pinned me to the spot, and my momâ¦my mom oblivious to how that was staring at me. I wanted to lift my hand and hide my cheek. I wanted to back away slowly, until I hit the stairs, then I wanted to run.
I wanted to get out of this house and far away from the chilling way that asshole looked at me, and I wanted that panicked rush swirling inside me to stop. I just wanted it all to stop. Him. Them.
But I had no home to run to, and no other way to get to school halfway across the city to the friends who protected me from the bullying of others.
The taunts rose in my head. Taunts I knew would come. In a new school, Iâd be aloneâ¦and vulnerable. In a new school, Iâd be fair game.
âThatâs settled then,â Mom beamed, glancing at Creed, who rose from his stool and motioned toward her.
âLooks like we have a few things to organize, weâll leave you guys alone.â He gave a wink to Tobias as they left, leaving the two of us behind.
âThey want us to be friends.â I swallowed hard.
He placed his coffee cup on the edge of the island and took a step toward me. âIâm sure they do.â
I swallowed hard as the memory of last night returned. The way he looked at me now was just like then. Cold. Savage. Hate rippled from him as he lowered his gaze to my breasts.
I flinched, curling my shoulders as I tried my best to draw away from that stare, and glanced toward the stairs. The thud of my motherâs steps now faded.
âYou want me to drive you to school, Ryth?â
My name on his lips soundedâ¦
I flinched and jerked my gaze back to him.
âStop looking at me like that.â I crossed my arms over my chest.
âLike what?â He took a step, forcing me backwards.
âL-like .â
There was a twitch in the corner of his mouth. His perfect, full lips curling. âI have no idea what youâre talking about.â
But that same savage glare was in his eyes. The same one Iâd seen last night when he stood outside his fatherâs bedroom.
âYou want me to be your fucking chauffeur?â he said quietly, his gaze raking down my body once more.
I swallowed hard, taking another step back, then he moved until I hit the counter at the end of the room.
I glanced toward the entrance of the kitchen.
âYou looking for someone to save you?â He lifted his other hand and braced it against the cabinet bedside me.
I flinched and jerked my gaze to him. âNo.â
âNo?â
I forced the words, but inside I was panicking.
âIâll drive you, Ryth. On the end of my cock.â
I flinched at the words as heat raced to my face. Shock moved in. âW-what did you say to me?â
Iâd heard wrong, âYou heard me.â He lifted his other hand to the counter at my side, boxing me in. âAfter all, thatâs what you want, right? Youâ¦and your fucking mom. You want to be fucked, little mouse? I bet youâve never had a cock between your legs, have you? Iâll take your virginity for you. But I wonât be kind about itâ¦in fact, Iâll be a fucking mongrel.â
A feeling of dread washed through me. I glanced toward the entrance of the kitchen, desperate for one of the others to walk through.
âThey wonât save you.â
I jerked my gaze to his. âIâll scream.â
He just smiled. âI was hoping you would.â
Heâd hurt me, tear my clothes, paw at my body. Heâd ram himself inside me and he wouldnât be nice. Heâd fuck me like they did on those sites. Heat bloomed inside me with the thought and I swallowed hard.
Fear kicked inside me. I stepped to the side, but he shifted his body, blocking me. Panic made me flinch when he brushed a few strands of my hair to the side. His gaze fixed on that ugly mark on my cheek, before he lowered his hand and placed it over my breast.
I punched out, but he grabbed my wrist, pushing it behind me. âGet the fuck But he didnât. He just drove his body against mine, grinding my breast, his cruel fingers pinching until more than fear tore through me.
âThey wonât help you, because youâre mine. Mine to play with, mine to have any fucking way I want. You move into my home, take over the fucking bedroom with my momâs thingsâ¦while mom fucks my dad.
is what you get when you try to ruin my family.â
His ugly face blurred under the sheen of tears as they rushed to the surface. âI didnât to ruin anything. I donât want to be here as much as you donât want me here.â Tears blurred his cruel face.
âYou gonna cry, little mouse?â He pushed, driving me against the end of the counter.
Pain flared as he leaned down, his breath hot against my cheek as he stared at my birthmark. âThat makes you mine to do whatever I want with.â
Dadâs words filled me as I pushed forward, slamming into him. â
I tore free, stumbling to the side, then backwards as I headed for salvation. âCome near me again and Iâllâ¦â
âYouâll what?â His smile was daring.
âIâll make you regret it,â I whispered.
âWeâll see,â he answered before I turned and ran, lunging for the stairs.
Movement blurred coming from the doorway as I hit the top of the stairs. I smacked into a wallâ¦one that grabbed me before I fell backwards.
Nicholas steadied me, concern flashing in his eyes as he glanced behind me, then settled his gaze on mine. âWhatâs happened?â
The words were a roar inside my head, until that sickening feeling washed over me once more. The feeling that pushed through with the pain. Heat. Shame. I lifted my gaze to Nick as it hit me.
It wasnât just disgust that welled in the dark pit of my stomach when Iâd seen him standing outside his fatherâs door last nightâ¦
âWhat did he do?â Nicholas asked, his voice husky.
Heat raced to my cheeks as I shook my head. I couldnât tell him, couldnât say the words. Shame filled me as I shoved away from him, ran for my room, and closed the door behind me with a Noâ¦no, this canât be happening.
Those words resounded as the sick feeling and the shame filled me. I closed my eyes and leaned my head against the wood.
Nicholas called through the door.
I closed my eyes as the thunder in my chest gave way to a burn. âGo away.â
Silence came from the other side of the door. I swallowed the throb in the back of my throat and pressed my hand over my breast. My nipple was hard, poking in the middle of my palm. Pain coursed through me, tearing all the way between my thighs as I dragged my finger across the peak.
He didnât mean that. He was just trying to scare meâ¦trying to rattle my cage. I squeezed my eyes shut tighter, rolled my nipple between my fingers, and stoked the flames. Iâd seen men like him on those sites, seen how they bullied and manhandled those womenâ¦like the kids did at my school. Heat flared in my cheeks, drawing my attention to the mark on my face.
Just like the kids at school did to me.
But this wasnât schoolâ¦
This was where I was living.
I waited until the soft thud of Nickâs steps faded before I risked opening the door. The place was quietâ¦
I stepped out and hurried to the bathroom before closing and locking the door behind me. Hard breaths tore from my chest and I stumbled for the basin and turned on the taps.
He was a bullyâ¦just a fucking awful bully.
Just like the ones Iâd dealt with.
I gathered the water and splashed it to my face.
But he wasnâtâ¦
I needed to get out of here, out of this house and away from these people. If mom wasnât going to help me, then Iâd leave on my own. I twisted off the tap, dried my face, and made my way out of the bathroom and down to the second floor. My gaze went to Creedâs bedroom door and a sickening wave of dread hit me.
I tried to push the memory of last night out of my mind and instead, went to his study door, where I knocked. âCreed.â And waited.
But there was no answer. I knocked again, only this time louder, then opened the door. âCreed?â
The study was empty, no one was inside. Where were they? Curious, I stepped inside. The room was nice, black bookshelves packed with expensive looking books ran the length of the wall. I moved closer, finding burgundy hardbacks etched with gold.
âThe guilty?â I murmured, running my fingers along the edges before I turned my attention to the desk.
Who the hell was this guy, anyway?
A lawyer, I got that. Someone whoâd known mom years ago. Papers were splayed out on the desktop. I glanced over my shoulder at the door and stepped closer, peering at things I really shouldnât be. But right then, I didnât care. I wanted out of here, away from his asshole sonâ¦
Our bank.
I grabbed one of the statements and lifted it.
from the IRS.
âWhat the hell?â
So they were telling the truth. There was more. All our bank accounts, all our moneyâ¦
He really was helping us.
âRyth?â
I spun, the statement still in my hand and watched as Creed narrowed his gaze. He glanced around the room, then stopped on me once more. âEverything okay?â
Mom followed him inside, her eyes shining and red like sheâd been crying. The floor seemed to open up and swallow me whole. He had been trying to help us. Heâd bought me things with his own money, Things he hadnât needed to buy.
Heâd gone out of his way to help us, giving us a place to stay. I was an asshole for charging in here demandingâ¦
That we leave? I clenched my grip around the truth and glanced at Mom, finally understanding.
âRythâ¦Iââ Mom started.
âIâll go.â I cut her off, my words slipping free as I met Creedâs gaze. âIâll go to Dukes, whatever you need.â
Momâs eyes widened with surprise as a look of utter relief washed over her.
But Creed grinned and crossed the room to take the statement from my hand, and pulled me into a hug. âI knew youâd come around. Thank you, Ryth, that means a lot to me and your mom.â
I let him hug me, then slowly pulled away. âBut on one condition. I want Nick to drive meâ¦â
Creed nodded, that smile growing wider. âDeal.â