i realized something about myself.
you can't mean something to someone when your nothing.
they make it sound astronomical; their love for you.
the hard fact is nobody wants me and when the morning comes and i'm gone i won't be able to hurt anyone anymore. no more draining the life out of people, no more wasting all the space and supplies i take up and no more worrying.
im not just doing this for me,
it's for you too.
-a lover, friend and therapist. to someone, anyone