I did an evil thing.
I could've walk away, left them to their mistakes.
now I'm no better.
I just don't want to feel this pain alone, or at all.
why would they keep hurting me? why did I hurt them?
probably for the same reason I hurt myself. I think i wanted physical proof I was hurting. I wanted them to see it, how much what they did would push me to. this girl you once thought was so sweet, maybe the nicest in the world?
am I all that I do? is there more deep down?
I want to be more, or nothing at all.