âFor fuckâs sake Drea, really? A Bratva guy? What the fuck is wrong with you?â Juan hissed low in his throat after Aleksandr, Nik and Logan left the room.
I laughed halfheartedly. I knew Juan would see the connection between Aleksandr and I in a heartbeat. Though to be fair, Aleksandrâs actions made it pretty fucking obvious.
Ordinarily, I wasnât a big fan of the whole jealousy thing, but I had to admit watching him get all territorial over me made my skin all tingly and shit.
Logan and I had a âwill they-wonât theyâ kind of relationship for years. After Daniel, I wasnât interested in a serious relationship, and Logan loved his playboy lifestyle, so fucking whenever the need arose worked out really well for the both of us.
People in the cartel wondered if weâd ever get together âofficiallyâ. We were similar in a lot of ways. We got along really well, and he wasnât threatened by me or my position, which was a damn hard thing to come by. To be honest, if I was going to get with someone, he would have been the ideal choice.
Until I met Aleksandr, that is.
Heâs getting married, remember?
Ugh. Sometimes I hated my inner voice. She was always a bitch, pointing out rational shit Iâd rather forget or ignore.
âCalm down, itâs not what you think.â
He snorted, giving me a derisive look. âWho do you think youâre talking to here? Iâm your twin. I know you better than anyone and I know youâre hot for that guy. And heâs hot for you.â
âReally? You think so?â
His jaw dropped. âDo you even hear yourself right now?â he hissed, the glare on his face the same as the one Iâd seen on my dadâs face countless times before. âIs this some weird case of Stockholm Syndrome or something? This guy kidnapped you, Drea. You understand that, right? Please, oh please, donât tell me you fucked him.â
I stared at him blankly. âDo you want me to lie to you?â
âOf course I donât want you to lie to me,â he whispered harshly.
âThen donât ask stupid questions,â I snapped back. âObviously I fucked him. Are you telling me you wouldnât if you got the chance?â
He stuck his nose up in the air. âWeâre not talking about me.â
I scoffed. âThat means yes.â I couldnât tell you how many times Iâd walked in on Juan fucking one of his boyfriends.
âNo, it doesnât. It meansâoh no. Donât you dare try and change the subject. You fucked the enemy, not me. I canât believeââ
âOkay, we donât have time for this,â I said, cutting my hand through the air. âAleksandr gave me five minutes, and trust me when I say he wonât go a second longer than that.â
âOh, I trust you. If anyone would know it would be you, wouldnât it, hoe bag?â
âIâm gonna get you back for that later. Weâre accepting his deal.â
âWell obviously. Itâs not like I was going to leave you with them. We have to get you out quickly before they find out who you are.â
I bit my lip, glancing away.
Oh man, heâs gonna kill me.
âThey already know.â
Juan stared at me, unblinkingly. âCome again?â
âThey found out a while ago. Theyâve got some contacts in high places. He managed to get his hands on a fingerprint ID scanner and he scanned my prints the first night. He was able to figure out my identity from there.â
âHe knows youâre Don?â
I nodded. He was taking this a lot better than I thought he would.
âWhat the fuck am I doing here then? You could have negotiated this deal on your own and come home ages ago.â
âYou donât think I tried? The Bratva are old school. Theyâll only make a deal if there are others there to witness it.â
He scrunched up his face. âWhat? Why?â
âI donât know. Itâs just the way they do it and Aleksandr refused to budge on it.â I glanced at the door that Aleksandr, Nik and Logan had walked out in and back to Juan, lowering my voice. âDid you find out who ratted me out to Nero?â
âNo.â Frustration streaked across his face. âBut Oliver is missing.â
Oliver was one of Juanâs longtime bed pals. Theyâd been friends since they were kids and were actually each otherâs first. Deep down, I knew Oliver loved Juanâbut he loved power more.
When my dad passed and named me as his successor, Oliver had tried to convince Juan to take it from me. He wanted Juan in charge so that, by extension, he would be too.
âYou think heâs the rat,â I stated, feeling sorry for my brother. It made sense. Oliver wanted me out of the way so Juan would be Don.
âI think itâs suspicious. You and Oliver get into a fight, Nero all of a sudden reaches out and requests a meet, he kidnaps you and I get put in charge by default. Oliver went missing shortly after you were taken. Iâve been looking for him but so far, no luck.â Guilt shone in his eyes. âI should never have pushed you to take that meeting. Itâs all my fault. All of this.â
âNo, itâs not. Itâs Oliverâs.â If he actually was the rat, that is. âOne thing I donât get is if he was the one to tell Nero who I was, why did he run? He would want to take advantage of you finally being Don, or acting Don, but whatever. It doesnât make sense that heâd just bolt when he finally got what he wanted, unlessââ
âUnless heâs dead,â Juan finished, his jaw clenching. âIt occurred to me, and Iâve wondered about it. Maybe Nero killed him when he got the information he wanted, I donât know. Iâm not ruling anything out. Iâll keep looking for him until I find him, dead or alive.â
I nodded. âIâm sorry, brother. I know youââ
âDonât say âloveâ. I donât love him.â But he did thoughâhe just refused to admit it because Oliver had hurt him more times than either of us could count. He was the one who outed Juan to our parents because he was sick of hiding their relationship. He took it upon himself to tell Juanâs secret before he was ready to share it.
Despite that, and everything else that bastard had put my brother through, Juan still loved him. He just wouldnât admit it. Not even to me, or to himself.
âOne thing I donât understand about this whole thing with the Bratva is why theyâre even willing to make a deal with us,â Juan said, changing the subject entirely. I got the feeling talking about Oliver was just too hard for him right now.
I frowned. âWhat do you mean?â
âWeâre small-time compared to them. It probably wouldnât be hard for them to squash us under their boot and move on. So why donât they? Why are they even bothering to negotiate with us?â
It was a good question. One Iâd wondered about myself, to be honest. Juan was right in saying we were small-time. We didnât have the same reach the Bratva did. But we were fierce and cutthroat.
Juan leaned closer, his voice barely above a whisper, âThereâs talk, on the streets.â
âWhat kind of talk?â I asked suspiciously.
âThat theyâre losing their edge.â Aleksandr? Losing his edge? The idea was laughable. âThere are rumours circulating that theyâre in the middle of some brutal internal war or something and are spread thin. Canât even monitor their own territories properly. A bunch of their buildings have burned down and thereâs been zero retaliation for it.â
âThat doesnât mean theyâre losing their edge. It could mean they havenât found the people responsible for it yet.â
âWe should take advantage of the situation,â Juan uttered, completely ignoring what Iâd said. âIf the Bratva are distracted, itâs the perfect time to strike. Can you imagine? The Los Zetas being the one to cripple and take down the all-mighty Bratva? Weâd be goddamn legends.â
I growled, baring my teeth in anger as I grabbed him by the ear and pulled him down to eye level.
âOw! Drea!â he whined.
âShut up,â I hissed, my eyes darting to the door and back in alarm. I prayed they didnât just hear what he said. âDonât ever say something that colossally stupid again, you hear me? Even if what youâre saying is trueâand thatâs a big fucking ifâweâre still no match for the Bratva. Iâve seen what they can do. Iâve seen their men. They train every morning like theyâre in the fucking army. They have a military-type focus, Juan. Trust me when I say theyâd crush us with little to no effort.â
Juanâs face was scrunched up in pain, his whole body hunched over as I kept a tight grip on his ear. âButââ
âItâs this kind of stupid, ambitious thinking that got me kidnapped to begin with.â
He snapped his mouth shut. Guilt clutched my chest at the heart stricken look flashing in his eyes, but I couldnât think about that right now. I let him talk me into the meeting with Nero even though all my instincts were screaming about what a bad idea it was. I wasnât doing it again.
I let go of him and he straightened, rubbing his ear in discomfort. I gave him a level stare. âThe Bratva are far better to have as an ally than as an enemy, Juan. If thereâs ever a time in your life when you listen to me, itâs now.â
He blew out an irritated breath. âFine,â he nodded. âAre you excited to come home?â
I hesitated in answering. The truth of it was, I wasnât. Not really. I missed Juan and my mum, but I was afraid Iâd miss Aleksandr more. Iâd taken a peek through his hard, rough exterior, getting a glimpse of the person he was inside, the one he hid from everyone else. And I loved it.
He was strong, caring, selfless. He always put others before himself, especially his family.
I didnât set out to like him, or even care for him for that matter. But it happened. I was powerless to stop it. It didnât matter how I felt though, because in six months heâd be married. Come to think of it, leaving today before I got even more attached to him was probably for the better.
Iâd get over him.
Eventually.
Maybe.
Probably not.
âHowâs mum?â I asked instead of answering his question. I hoped he wouldnât notice the blatantly obvious subject change.
He didnât, thank God.
âSheâs about as good as youâd expect someone whoâs had one of their children kidnapped to be. I had to lock her in one of the rooms in the main house to keep her from showing up here. She wanted to come and wouldnât listen to me when I told her I could only bring one person, and that one person had to be someone who could shoot a gun.â
I felt a chuckle rise up in my throat. Sofia Ortega was like a big mama bear. Fiercely protective of her babies, with a pension for destruction built into her very core.
âI bet she wasnât happy to be left at home,â I laughed. âDo you thinkââ
An angry roar ripped through the air, followed by loud shouting and a hard thump.
Juan and I looked at each other. âWhat the fuck was that?â we both said at the same time.
I ran for the exit, Juan hot on my heels. I flung the door open and froze.
Shit.
Aleksandr was straddling Loganâs chest, his hands wrapped around his throat and squeezing so hard there was blood seeping into Loganâs eyes.
Shock slammed into me at the ferocious look on Aleksandrâs face, at the way he bared his teeth an inch away from Loganâs face, his eyes burning with rage.
Iâd never seen him this way before. Even when we went to the Rage Room (where the sole purpose was for people to express their anger by beating the shit out of stuff), heâd still been in control, hitting things with precise, direct blows, never truly releasing the reins on that tight self control he possessed.
What the fuck had Logan done to make Aleksandr snap?
âZander! Enough!â Nikolai barked, trying to pull his brother off Logan and failing.
Aleksandr was like a brick wall. Completely unmovable. He didnât even seem bothered by Nikolaiâs attempts, he just kept his rage-filled eyes locked on Logan as he strangled the life out of him.
Something spurred me forward. What specifically, I couldnât say. Maybe it was the fact that Aleksandr was literally seconds away from killing Logan. Or maybe it was the click of Juanâs gun as he cocked it, the barrel now pointed right at Aleksandrâs chest.
Whatever it was, it propelled me towards Aleksandr like a magnet.
I wrapped my arms around his huge bicep, pulling back as hard as I could while Nikolai did the same with his other arm, both of us working in unison to try to dislodge Aleksandr.
âDamn it, Big Guy, let go,â I grunted with exertion.
Nikolai unwound himself from around Aleksandrâs arm and ran to his front. He threw a brutal right hook into Aleksandrâs face, the blow stunning him and making his grip on Loganâs throat loosen. Nikolai ploughed into his brother with the force of a linebacker and we all tumbled to the ground in one big heap.
Ow.
Juan rushed to Loganâs side, checking his pulse. The relief that washed over his face told me all I needed to know.
He was alive. Unconscious, but alive.
I picked myself up, wincing at the slight pain shooting across my chest. Getting crushed under over two-hundred pounds of hard, toned muscles wasnât nearly as much fun as I thought it would be.
Aleksandr shoved his brother off him and got to his feet, the anger still evident on his face. His eyes snapped to Loganâs unmoving form. It looked as though he was debating lunging for him again.
âThe deal is off,â Aleksandr growled, his hand clamping around my forearm. He pulled me close to him and I was too shocked to do anything but follow.
Wait, what? What the fuck is happening right now?
Juan jumped up, aiming his gun at Aleksandr, which prompted Nikolai to aim his gun at Juan. âLet her go!â my brother yelled.
Fuck. I needed to deescalate the situation as fast as possible. âGuys, stop. We donât need to do this. Everythingâs fine.â
Aleksandr didnât say anything, marching me towards the elevator that would take us down to the undercover parking lot while Nikolai covered him.
âHey! I said let her go! Iâll shoot you, I swear to fucking God.â
Aleksandr punched the button to call the elevator and turned, placing me behind him protectively as he stared down the barrel of Juanâs gun. âNo you wonât. Because we both know youâre not the one in charge here. The deal is off. You hear me? Take your man and go home before I change my mind and kill you both. Weâre done here.â
A ding announced the arrival of the elevator, the door whooshing open. Aleksandr ushered me inside with Nikolai at his back. Juan looked at me for guidance. He didnât know what to do, whether to let me leave with them or put a stop to it.
I shook my head, urging him to stand down. I wasnât sure what happened with Logan. But whatever it was, it was bad enough to not only make Aleksandr lose control on that tight leash he kept on himself, but also make him go back on the deal he put forth.
I needed time to figure out what was going on and what I needed to do to fix it before an all out war broke out between the cartel and the Bratva.
The elevator ride down to the underground parking lot was silent and tense. Like an awkward family dinner where everyone hated each other. Neither Aleksandr nor Nikolai spoke a word. I was standing, wedged between two hulking men who were both fuming with rage. It made for an unpleasant time.
âOkay. Someone going to tell me what happened?â
Fucking crickets. I might as well have been talking to myself.
The elevator dinged. Aleksandrâs hand tightened on my arm as he steered me out of the elevator and towards his car, our footsteps echoing around the empty lot.
âAleksandr, we need to talk about this.â
He said nothing, just unlocked the car and shoved me inside without so much as a âhow do you doâ. He slammed the door shut and locked it.
Not again.
I opened my mouth, ready to yell my fucking head off, but the words died on my tongue. It wasnât only anger rolling off Aleksandr. It was also distress, something Iâd never seen in him before.
He and Nikolai stepped far enough away that I struggled to hear what they were talking about. I could catch little snippets as Nikolai yelled at his brother, veins throbbing in the side of this neck as he pointed an accusatory finger at him.
âWhat is wrong with youâ¦get yourself togetherâ¦who cares if heâ¦sheâs not yoursââ
Aleksandr struck him hard across the face. Nikolai dropped, taken completely by surprise.
Aleksandr stomped away, his jaw clenched and brows lowered in an angry glare. He flung the driverâs side door open, climbed in and started the car, not looking at me once.
Nikolai picked himself up, scowling in our direction. He rubbed his jaw as he marched towards the car. Once he was inside Aleksandr sped off, heading towards the house.