Wanting to be both the first and last person for the one they love seemed like a natural instinct for living beings.At least, thatâs what I believed.When you love someone, you yearn to possess everything about them.Such thoughts made me want to fill even the past I wasnât part of with my presence.So, it was enjoyable to imagine what it would have been like if we had spent our childhood together.For this reason, Salome and I were in the process of creating a new childhood in our own way.
âHey! Hurry up! Why is a boy so weak?ââGirls are naturally stronger until puberty hits.â
Salome turned out to be more of a gang leader than I expected, and I played the role of a naive city boy trailing behind her.Young Salome was a troublemaker who caused all sorts of mischief, and she was still exactly like that now.
SwishâWe stacked empty boxes to peek inside a peculiarly shaped building.Climbing on top of them and standing on our tiptoes, we could see children in dresses twirling to the rhythm of clapping hands.
âOne, two, turn. One, two, turn. Thatâs right. Good. You need to practice diligently now so you wonât embarrass yourselves at court gatherings someday. Now, one, two, turnâ.â
It seemed to be some kind of âdance school.âI felt there should be a more elegant term for it, but I couldnât think of one.Then, my attention was drawn to a black-haired child among the others.With a white dress and long hair as dark as ebony, she exuded a strong princess-like aura. She looked to be about 6 years old.
âMiss Garcia. Shall we dance to the teacherâs clapping?ââYes.â
The girlâs name was Garcia.What a name, reminiscent of an expensive cat breed.The child danced gracefully on the gleaming marble floor, and Salome, observing this scene, clicked her tongue, rolled up a piece of paper to make a blowgun, inserted a pebble, and blew on it.
FwipâThe launched pebble struck Garciaâs ankle.Patâ
âHiik!â
Garcia let out a faint cry and fell to her knees.Salome burst into loud laughter at the scene.
âHiik? She just shreeked! Serves you right! Cariote, why are you playing at being a noble when it doesnât suit you?â
Only then did the little lady seem to realize we had been spying on her from the window. Garcia⦠no, Carioteâs face flushed red enough to be visible even from a distance, and she shouted.
ââ¦Stop right there! So this wasnât just my dream!â
Cariote had been roleplaying as a noble lady, taking advantage of the lucid dream. I thought it suited her well, but she seemed furious that we had discovered her fantasy.
âStop right there!â
PatâCariote grabbed her flowing, puffy dress and attempted to chase after us in her uncomfortable shoes.Of course, it was impossible for the noble lady Cariote to pursue us as we scaled the wall.
âThatâs hilarious! I have to tell Hina about this!ââSt-Stop right there!â
The 6-year-old Cariote struggled to climb the wall.Just when we thought we had easily outrun Cariote, we encountered a dead end.The wall was too high for a child to climb over.
âWhat? Why is it blocked here? According to my memory, this should lead to the bakery street?â
This alley was a dream world created based on Salomeâs memories. But the sudden appearance of a dead end greatly confused her.What could this mean?As I was also puzzled, I heard a tongue-clicking sound from behind us.
âTsk tskâ Trying to outrun me in an imaginary world made of magic. Salome, Judas, playtime is over. Youâre now like mice trapped in a box!â
It was Brigitte.Little Brigitte was blocking our way back, holding a wooden staff. I wasnât sure how, but I could tell that Brigitte had manipulated this space somehow.Soon, Cariote appeared next to Brigitte, her black hair swaying.
ââ¦What? Donât tell me youâre Cariote? Whatâs with that appearance? You look like a doll.âââ¦Well, itâs a long story.â
The meeting between 6-year-old Brigitte and 6-year-old Cariote was quite awkward.It was just Cariote who was unilaterally feeling uncomfortable, though.
SwishâAt that moment, Salome grabbed my side.Then she whispered in my ear.
âJudas, you go to Carioteâs side. Iâll handle Brigitteâs side. When I count to three, we run in opposite directions. Got it?âââ¦â¦â
My ear tickled from Salomeâs whispering.Whispering was more ticklish than I had imagined. As I was marveling at this, Brigitte got angry at us.
âStop whispering! Judas! Come over here! If you come here now, Iâll forgive you for putting us in this weird dream! It was clearly Salomeâs scheme, right?ââYouâll forgive me?ââHey! Youâre not believing that, are you? Judas, youâre on my side!â
PatâSalome grabbed my arm.Soon after, Brigitte approached and seized my other arm, pulling me.
âJudas, I said come here!ââBrigitte, stay out of this! This is my dream!â
My arms were being pulled from both sides.Even though it was a dream, my shoulders felt like they were about to pop out of their sockets.
âArgh!â
Then something strongly gripped my waist.It was Cariote.
âCariote, why you too suddenly!ââIâll tell you now, but at 6 years old, I was quite greedy. I had to have whatever others had to feel satisfied. Judas, Iâm going to make you look as embarrassing as me.â
Is this for real?I felt like a criminal being drawn and quartered.I thought weâd create some new childhood memories in this dream, but why am I being tortured like this?
Suddenly, I recalled once imagining how nice it would be if pretty girls fought over me.The prettiest girls in class fighting with me at the center.Along with the fantasy of âheroically defeating a sudden intruder in the classroom,â itâs probably something every boy has dreamed of at least once.
âHey, Salome! Judas is in pain! Let go of him!ââBrigitte, you let go! Or you release him, Cariote!âââ¦Judas has to be my dance partner at the social gathering.â
CrackâMy arms and waist were screaming in agony.
ââ¦Stop it!â
I had no choice but to shout at the children.Only then did Salome, Brigitte, and Cariote release their grip.Relieved that they listened better than expected, I addressed everyone.
âInstead of fighting, why donât we all play together since itâs come to this? What did you play when you were young? There are four of us, so letâs divide into teams. You know âDedenji,â right?â
SwishâAs I held out my palm, Brigitte frowned.
âWhatâs Dedenji? Do you mean âWhitey, Blackyâ? Flipping palms to divide teams?â
â¦Whitey, Blacky?Whatâs with that vaguely racist chant?As I frowned, 6-year-old Brigitte blushed.
âThatâs what we called it in our neighborhood. All the children of the Walpurgis family used that term.â
I see.Since most Walpurgis people are white, they divided teams into Whitey and Blacky.Soon, the noble lady Cariote, who had been listening, spoke up.
âI was wondering what you were talking about, but you mean âDendi Dendi Brady.â Itâs where you flip your palms and divide teams based on whether the palm or back of the hand is showing, right?â
Brigitte frowned at Carioteâs know-it-all attitude.
âWhatâs this about Dendi? Is that some kind of spell?ââThatâs how everyone divided teams in the plains where I lived. I thought everyone naturally used Dendi Dendi Brady to divide teams. How strange.â
Cariote shook her head.Now everyoneâs gaze turned to Salome.How did they divide teams in Salomeâs area?Soon, Salome spoke.
âIn my neighborhood, we called it âUnderwear Strippingâ. Un-der-wear Strip-ping. Strip-ping Strip-ping.âââ¦Strip what?â
I wondered what kind of place Salomeâs childhood neighborhood was.Looking at it this way, it became clear how differently we had spent our childhoods.I thought about what kind of childhood each of us had experienced.
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âDadâ¦!â
Shakeâ Shakeâ, Shakeâ Shakeâ Shakeâ!Something shook me awake from my sleep.When I came to my senses, Naru was tugging on my arm.I reflexively said,
âDad donât go back to sleep!ââDad! You need to eat breakfast! Breakfast! You have to eat breakfast! Todayâs breakfast is cereal! Iâll make it for you! Iâll pour cereal into milk! Naru is good at making cereal! Naru is the cereal master!â
So Naru continued to wake me up.The morning sunlight was already streaming through the window, illuminating the floor.What time could it be?
â9 AM?â
My goodness, Iâve slept in so late.Soon, Naru placed a bowl of cereal on my bed.Eating breakfast prepared by my daughter while lying in bed.Is this why people raise daughters?With such thoughts, I took a spoonful of cerealâ Slurpâ*.Since it was cereal brought from the 21st century, it naturally tasted like the 21st century.
âNaru.ââWhy are you calling me!ââWhat do you say when dividing teams? You know, when you do this with your palm. Dividing teams based on your palm or the back of the hand. You have that too, right?ââDividing teams? Do you mean âUrung Kyarungâ? These days, they also say âRai Rai Molumoluâ!â
Even stranger names popped up.
After finishing the cereal Naru had prepared and changing my clothes, I stepped into the hallway.As if the timing was strangely perfect, the women who had also slept in late like me emerged into the hallway, yawning.They all seemed tired despite sleeping in.Salome, who yawned so widely that all her teeth were visible, asked.
âSo what are we doing today?â
Well.Today was a day where nothing particular was planned.At that moment, the women who had been eyeing each other grabbed their children and hugged them.While the children looked confused, only Cecily reacted with disgust.
âHiiiikâ¦! Are you trying to suck on my cheeks againâ¦!ââThatâs right.â
SlurpâCecilyâs soft cheek was sucked into Carioteâs mouth. Of course, Cecily struggled and resisted, but she couldnât overcome an adultâs strength.
ââ¦Fuck!â
Anyway.After the commotion settled down, the women looked at each otherâs faces.Brigitte asked.
âNaru, what do you kids play these days at places like playgrounds or schoolyards?ââMolumolu Battle!â
Meowâ
âAnything besides Molumolu Battle?ââUm, hmm⦠hmm.â
Naru fell into deep thought.It felt like today would be another day of running around and sweating for various reasons.