âBut what the hell is this?â Liam asked again, not letting go of my arm.
âItâs nothing,â I replied, realizing that when I changed my blouse, I put on one that left my arm exposed, and there was the bruise left by Dubâs hand when he grabbed me tightly. Although a week had passed since then, the mark of his aggression was still there, faint but still visible.
âYou canât say something like this is nothing, dear,â Ethan said. âYou better tell us who did this to you because Iâm sure it wasnât in gym class.â
It was as if Ethan had read my mind because I was a second away from using the previous dayâs incident to justify what now caught the twinsâ attention.
âYou know what? This is none of your business. Why donât you mind your own affairs? Now, I have to work, excuse me.â
I let go of Liamâs hand on my arm, and as I turned around, I felt both of them standing up. Liamâs hand, which was closer to me, grabbed me by the shoulder and didnât let me go.
âThis place is ours,â Liam said when I turned around and after I asked him to leave me alone because I needed to attend to other tables. âYouâll serve us when I say so.â
âBut who do you think you are? Enough is enough! Leave me alone!â
âYouâre ours, doll,â Ethan said, who had already positioned himself beside his brother, determined not to let me go.
Mine? Had I heard that right?
âNow you have to tell us who caused that mark,â Liam insisted. âDonât be stubborn with us, little girl. Tell us now who did it to you.â
I was tired of their game. One moment, they acted like two savage macho men who thought they owned me, and in the next second, they were gentle and tender, even treating me as if I were a little girl in need of their protection. But I wouldnât let myself be manipulated that way, no matter how attractive they were or even if I enjoyed their closeness.
âI canât stand you anymore!â I shouted with all the anger I could gather. I shook Liamâs hand off my shoulder and ran towards the kitchen.
I hadnât realized the chaos I had caused in the restaurant until I saw Alyâs face, who looked at me as if the police were outside, waiting for me because I was accused of a serious crime.
âWhat was all that?â
âI want to leave. I canât stand this anymore.â
Aly looked at me now with understanding.
âIâll talk to Angelo. Iâll be right back.â
Aly didnât take long to return.
âLetâs go. Angelo agreed. Iâll take you home.â
We exited through the back of the restaurant, and I only felt safe when I closed the car door.
âI think you went too far with them,â Aly said when we were halfway there.
âBut didnât you tell me yesterday that I should do everything possible to get rid of them?â
Aly nodded.
âYes, I know, but⦠forget it, youâre right.â
I couldnât get them out of my mind. How was it possible that even after what they had done to me at school, by the lockers, and now at the restaurant, I still felt such a strong connection with them and even had the sensation that I belonged to them in some way, both of them. But wasnât that sick? Why did they consider me their property? And both of them? Ethan had made it clear: âYouâre ours, doll.â What did he mean by that? What kind of macabre game was this?
âAre you feeling better now?â Aly asked.
âI donât know,â I replied as I searched for the words to tell Aly that I didnât understand what the twins had meant by considering me one of their possessions. âItâs just that even after what just happened, I doubt theyâre going to leave me alone.â
Aly didnât say anything for a few seconds, as if she were processing the words that had just come out of my mouth.
âHow does that make you feel?â she asked.
âWeird,â I said without thinking too much.
âWell, weird is better than nothing,â Aly said.
I was surprised.
âYou think this is okay?â I asked, puzzled. It was as if, after what had happened at the restaurant, Alyâs position was now very different from the one she had the day before when she lectured me about the importance of staying away from the twins.
âWell, supporting might not be the right word, but, you know, theyâre not as bad as they seem,â Aly said.
I looked at Aly as if I were analyzing her after suspecting that she wasnât the same girl who had warned me so much about them. She noticed and quickly justified herself.
âI was their friend when we were little.â
âPeople can change a lot,â I said. âFrom childhood to adolescence, we change too much.â
Aly shrugged.
âYes, what you say is true, but I know theyâre not bad people. That doesnât change, ever.â
Aly stopped the car in front of my house, and I was surprised to see that Liaâs car was already parked there.
âIâll think about what youâve told me,â I said before getting out.
I watched Alyâs car drive away, and it wasnât until she turned the corner that I decided to go inside. I just wanted to lie down and not think about what had happened anymore, but I had barely taken two steps when Lia approached from the house.
âWhat did you do?â she asked, annoyed.
It took me a few seconds to react.
âThey wonât deposit the money anymore.â
âOh! Thatâs it.
âDonât you think itâs little? Your father left me and I got stuck with you. You know I deserve that money.
I shrugged my shoulders.
âIt doesnât matter if you think you need it or not. Itâs done. You wonât receive it anymore.
I turned around and entered the house, barely paying attention to Liaâs protests.
I lay down on the bed.
Somehow, Margaret, the social worker, had managed to get in touch with the man who had abandoned me before my mother.
Now, that was a surprise.