We were like soulmates, Similar and kind to each other, I loved our relationship, most importantly, I loved you.
I thought you love me too, I remember when you sang me songs, I remember when you wrote me a poem, It's been only once, was it attraction or love?
I tell myself it's fine to grieve over what we used to be, even if you don't care and I'm the one hurting, So I write to let go of the grief, not knowing what's the wrong thing I did, Not knowing why you treated me like this.
I'm trying to let it go, There are so many things I want to say to this day.
My world has turned grey for a while, I'd run away a mile, trying to forget.
It's all hard, knowing this is the only love I've had, I wish I knew better.
Does it even matter?
It's already over, I started it, and I was the one to end it.
You didn't have to throw me away like I meant nothing, Perhaps you trulz didn't care after all?
I'll probably never know.