Ame heard them chanting, as he looked at Russia who was shocked, as he blushed. While Germany looked as if he was going to start crying. The chanting got louder, and louder to the point of Ame screaming " NO, SHUT THE HELL UP " Ame said, as he bursts out crying, he ran out the room. He went to the back porch, where he sat down on the seats, while looking at Russia's plain garden.
" Did we, do something? " Finland asked in confusion. Germany started to tear up, and got up and went over to the kitchen. As he sat down while looking at the window. " Guys, stay oj the couch. I need to talk with them " Russia said seriously, as they all obeyed. Russia went outside and saw Ame quietly crying. " What are you doing here? " Ame said softly not looking at him. Russia turned his face gently towards him, as his eyes were shining and beatiful. Russia never got to see America's eyes before. Russia blushed, but whiped the tears that flowed down Ame's face " i'm sorry " Russia said while huging him. Ame pulled away " Do you hate me, that much? " Ame said, as rage or jealousy filled his expression while tears formed. " неÑ, not at all. I love you " Russia said pulling Ame for a kiss. " Mmmph!~ " America exclaimed, as he knew when he kissed Germany hurt him deeply, but forgave him anyway, because he did truly love him. America kept trying to pull away, and walk away. However, Russia strained him down, and kept making his kiss deeper.
America moaned, as he saw Germany at the door way. America pulled away, and grabbed Germany' hand and sunk a deep kiss in his lips, for a couple seconds. Germany pushed Ame against the wall, kissing him deeply. Russia stared in disbelief. They both stopped and looked at Russia. Ame kissed his lips, while Germany kissed his kneck. " Ah~ " Russia moaned. As they stopped, America started to cry, but smiled and said " I-i'm sorry, for loving you, Russia. Which ended up hurting you as well as Germany, because you moved on, but i didn't want, to, let you go. I'm sorry Germany " Ame started to walk back, as tears flowed down his eyes. But was quickly pulled by Russia's hand and into his arms, as Germany covered both Ame and Rus. " Don't be " Germany whispered. They all hugged for a while. They heard footsteps, it was Japan " Are you alright, guys? " She asked in concern. " да,ÑпаÑибо, Japan " Russia said softly. She smiled, as they all came inside, as Germany patted her head softly, she blushed. They all sat down on the floor, as the others sat waiting on the couch. " Well? " Finnland. " Everything is okie " Japan said inncocently and sat down, as Kazakhstan smiled at her, as she stuck her smol tonge out. He blushed, as they continued to started to watch home alone. It had been an hour and a half, as they giggled and laughed. The movie was over, it was a little boring. So they decided to watch one final movie, The Grinch. In the middle of the movie, Ame
Had noticed, that Russia was had always been talking and laughing with Germanyy, and didn't give any sort of attention to Ame. Ame thought to his head ( â ï¸ Please read this part if you need help with dealing with toxic relationships â ï¸ ) ' I can't keep going. I'm trapping myself in a relationship that is seemingly not working out. If i keep getting upset that Russia is not giving me any attention, at all, and Germany never seemed to care, then there was really no point of me being there. This type of toxic relationship is extremely unhealthy, the fact if i leave them, they would be extremely hurt, especially for Russia. But if i stay, i'm constantly being neglected, which can really hurt and affect someone, like me. It could make someone feel insecure about their self-worth and appearance, and their overall existence, which can be really damaging, and make them create a sort of fear of abandoment and neglection. I can't keep going, i'm going to end up hurt if i keep holding on to something, that hurts me. No one should have to experience that. It's time to leave and stand up and to leave this unhealthy relationship, otherwise, i'm going to feel appsolutely worthless. I know i'm gonna miss my memories and moments i had with them, well Russia. But i know i can make better one's with people who do want to be around me, and that making new moments with them is endless ' Ame had zoned back to reality.
Ame stood up and said he needed to go to the bathroom. He walked to the otherside of the hallway, and upstairs. He saw the bathroom, but didn't need to use it. He walked into Russia's room, where had red and dark red stripes on his wall. He saw he had a desk, full of pictures of his family, including a picture of Ame and Russia at the beach. As he had a large Russian patturned carpet on the floor. He had posters of the ussr on his walls. The bookshelf was full of history,mystery, and science books in russia. He saw his bed, it was all messy. Ame decided to kneaten it up, after a while he saw a nightstand that had a lamp. He saw a book on it, as it said ' How to love and let go '. As he whispered the title, his eyes began to shed tears. He walked away, and saw he had a outdoor balcony. He opened it, it was cold, as when he exhaled, cold smoke air filled his vision. He sat on the chair, as he rested his arms on the table. He could see the garden and his neighboor's fences. He lit a ciggerate and decided to take one smoke. As he did he slow felt dizzy. As his eyes fell closed, as he began to start slowly to freeze, he shivered, but couldn't notice any pain, from where he was.
Russia, was getting worried as Ame didn't come back. He got up and started to look for him. " Russia? " Asked Germany, as his face was full of concern. " It's ok Ger " Russia reasured him, as Russia begun to walk upstairs. He knocked on the bathroom door, as the door slide open, revealing no one was inside. Russia felt a breeze, and looked behind him, to see his bedroom door open. He slowly walked towards it, as he felt cold breezes from the hallway. He opened the door to see his balcony door open and his bed all kneatened. " shit, who cleaned my bed " He whispered, as he was about to close it. He noticed Ame sleeping outside in the freezing cold weather. Ame was shaking, as Russia saw ciggerate burns on Ame's hand. As tear stains covered his cheek, as their were was a tiny pool of blood, as Ame's hand soaked in it. It was all dry. Russia let out a tear. He picked Ame up, as he saw he was cold, and making sounds of pain, and grunts. He gently sets him on the bed, and puts him in warm covers. He saw him making whimpering sounds, and tears started to flow down his cheek. Russia's heart shattered to see him like this. He kissed his cheeks, and wiped away his tears, and gently soothed his forehead and gave little peck. He cleaned Ame's hand, and wrapped it up in bandages. As he heard the door open. It was Germany, " Ruski, where were y- Ame? " He shouted. Making Russia tell him to be quiet. Germany walked closer towards where Russia was.
Meanwhile downstairs, " You guys wanna watch shrek? " Japan asked, as they all immidiately said yes. " Hey guys i'll give you 5 bucks to each of you, if Ame,Rus, and Ger, don't have a three way. If they do, you guys have to give 5 bucks to me " Finnland bet. It was obvious, but everyone agreed. Meanwhile, backupstairs. " What happened to my baby? " Germany asked, making Russia look shocked. " I think he was sleeping outside " Russia said while looking at the balcony. " why do you think" Germany asked while raising an eyebrow. " Well, Ame usually wonders off when he's upset, and i always find him sleeping " He said, making Germany start to tear, " But don't worry he'll be alright" Russia said while holding Germanys hand, as they connected their other hand with Ame's injured one. They both kissed Ame's hand, as they heard Ame about to move. He groaned in pain, and asked " Huh? Why am i in bed, i thought i was outside " Ame yawned. " R-uss, Ger? " He continued trying not to cry. Finally knowing what happened. " Do you feel alright? " Germany asked while kissing his forehead. " i'm completely fine, it's just my arm has burn marks " He smiles, he sighs and says " Thank you, Rus for patching it up " As he looks at him while giving the slightest sign of a smile. Russia blushes as he said it was no problem. He whispered in Germany's ear. Germany noded, as they both lustfully look at Ame. Ame was confused, and as to why Russia closed the door and, locked it. While Germany opened some drawers and found, things. A blindfold, pink fluffy hand cuffs, and black socks that went up to his knee. He grinned " w-whats so funny? " He asked questioning them. Russia covered Ame's mouth, while Germany quickly hand cuffed Ame's hands, behind his back. Ame had shocked tears in. They smirked one last time at Ame then blindfolding him. Russia put the long black socks on Ame, as Germany said " How are we going to take of his shirt " He loomed at him, giving him a raised eyebrow. " i'll buy him a new one " Russia said then ripped of Ame's black shirt with a breeze. Germany pulled Ame's pants off. As well as his USA boxers. They took of their shirts, as Germany unbuckled his belt, while Russia unzipped his. Hearing these sounds threated and scared Ame. " Ame, i know you wanna " Germany said, While Ame turned his head while blushing. Hr tried biting his lips. Russia sat infront of Ame. As Germany was behind.
Russia pushed his dick in Ame's mouth. As Germany thrusted in Ame's tight hole " Mmph!!~ " Ame moaned. As he tried not choke on Russia's dick. NOT GOING TO CONTINUE WHAT HAPPENS TO HIM. The others down stairs finnished watching shrek. As Japan placed another movie inside the disk player, called " Aurther Christmas ". As Russia,Ame and Germany came down, they all looked at them as Russia said " Jesus, it's so loud, turn down the volume, why is it so loud? " Russia complained. Ukraine lowered the volume as Finnland grudges " I wonder? What could it possibly be? " Russia roles his eyes. " Where's Germany? " Italy asked " Where is Ame? " Belarus asked as well. " Oh, their sleeping " Russia said swiftly, trying not to sweat. Russia grabbed a glass of water from the kitchen and came back " Wow they must be tired " Kazakhstan grinned " From all that hard work " China continued as they all started laughing. They immidiately stopped after hearing glass shatter. They looked at Russia as the glass in his hand shattered, as there were no wonds on his hand "ÑÑо? " Russia asked " Nothing " Japan said inncocently " sorry, Rus " Ukraine smiled. As Canada said " Hey lets continue the movie, look it's up to the part where Aurther meets the rain ders " Canada said making the others look and continue wathcing the movie. However Russia glared at Canada, since he was the only one looking. He giggled, Russia grabbed 2 glasses of water and oranges and walked upstairs to his room as he saw the two countries cuddling. " Thank you Ruski, Germy" America whispered. Germany hugged backed and replyed " We Love you too " He whispered. "Hehe, goodnight my angels " Russia smiled while blushed,as he gave them each a kiss, and placed the oranges and water on the night stand.
Woah bro iz been a long time bruh//
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