âAlright, Grapie. Letâs get back to business,â Harold changed the topic, so she would not be left feeling awkward.
âOh, yes.â Ninian raised her head and smiled sheepishly. Her eyes lit up. âIâm sorry, Raina. Itâs embarrassing to have you watch me act like this.â
âNo worries.â Raina smiled and shook her head as she returned to her seat.
âRaina, weâve now told you why George lost contact with you. Are there any other misunderstandings between the two of you?â Harold did not beat around the bush and spoke pointedly.
Ninian blinked as she earnestly looked at Raina.
When Raina showed how serious Ninian and Harold were, she could no longer put on a cold expression. She sighed helplessly and laughed, feeling amused.
âWhat Ninian told me just now only lets me know that George didnât abandon me to be the heir of the company. But this doesnât change the fact that he wonât communicate and share certain things with me.
âHe either doesnât trust me or he doesnât find me that important. Moreover, he never lets me know beforehand that heâll be disappearing for quite some time, nor does he contact me when he does get back.
11 âI know now that he was in a tough position at that time. But was he truly so busy to the point where he couldnât even give me a text?â Raina smiled bitterly and said, â Iâve never blamed him for not showing up at the right time to help me, but Iâm just wondering if he truly cared about me.â
âRaina â¦â Ninian could not help but speak up, âGeorge actually cares about you, a lot!â âIs that so?
Well, perhaps. But whatâs the use of saying this?â She shook her head, feeling anguished. âBack then, I chased after him with all I had, and stuck with him for a long time. Even so, he remained indifferent.
You know, I was very insecure at that time, and I was afraid that he would abandon me at any time. He doesnât love me at all.â âGeoââ
Raina raised her hand and gestured to Ninian, who was desperately trying to explain. She continued , âMaybe heâs not used to me being away from him, maybe heâs not convinced by my words, or maybe heâs been feeling guilty when he noticed how miserable I became ever since he disappeared. In short, there are countless reasons why he still misses me and canât move on from this relationship.
âI personally feel the latter is the most likely. After all, he has always been so sensible and responsible.
He must have agreed to get together with me when he took my first kiss. Before this, when I courted him for the longest of times, he had acted indifferently.
âEven so, he wasnât able to deceive himself after we got together. He doesnât love me, and thatâs the truth. Anyone and anything else comes before me. His studies, his job, his family, and even his hobbies⦠are all more important than me.
âYou know, heâs not a good liar. I took the initiative to kiss him for the first time when he was asleep.â
Raina chuckled. She did not hide the sadness and bitterness in her gaze. âLater on, I found out that he had been awake at that time. Because of that kiss, he avoided me for three days.â
âWhen we finally met again, I had to be cautious. I was afraid that Iâd offend him further, and that heâll hate me and try to avoid me again. Then, heâd say goodbye for real.
âAfter what happened to my father and my brother, I searched for him everywhere, only to find out that I knew very little about him. I didnât even know his real identity or where he lived. Just like our other mutual friends, I could only wait for him to reach out to me. I wasnât able to reach out to him on my own.
When he decided to shut himself out from my world, he turned into a ghost. .
âOn my most helpless and desperate night, I leaned against the walls of the hospital corridor, unable to even cry. Behind that wall, my father had stopped breathing, and the doctors were trying to resuscitate my brother. I clutched my phone, but there was no one that I could ask for helpâ¦â
Tears streamed down her face, but she quickly wiped them away, showing no trace of tears.
She smiled and mocked herself, âThat half a month was like a living hell to me. Do you know what made me make up my mind to give up on this relationship?â