Seth's pov:
I laid on my bed, flea bag on my stomach as I slowly pet him, staring up as the ceiling, lost in thoughts.....
I let go of my axe and laid that arm over my eyes as tears slipped past and I started the shake, why did I let her go? why didn't I tell her I loved her?? why didn't I do anything?!?!
I silently cried.... it's been almost two weeks but my heart could not forget, it would never forget and I knew it.
you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go
Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast
You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies
'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her goStaring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
Love comes slow and it goes so fast
Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much and you dive too deep
'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go
Oh oh oh no
And you let her go
Oh oh oh no
And you let her go
Well, you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go
I frowned, why why oh why did I let her go?
I lifted my arm to stare at the knife next to the music box and other things before l turned to the panda plush next to me and hugged it to my chest, flea bag stood up and plopped down next to my head and laid his snoot on my neck but I didn't care.
I missed her, I couldn't forget..... I loved and lost her.....
soon would be time to go get the supplies but I didn't feel ready to go down on that harbour...... but I'll do it.
I wish I never saw your face
Then I wouldn't need a place to frame you in my mind
Hanging on the wall
My memories and all
But you're not tangible
Stuck on sentimental
The history we never had
Almost accidental
The way you live inside my head
I would kill to be a mile away
To feel the breath you'll take
But fate won't let me
Distance disturbs me
I wish we never met
I wish I could forget who you are
Distance disturbs me
Cause we just can't connect
I found my one regret and it was you
Distance disturbs me
Separated by a screen
It's just a bittersweet success with a dash of failure
I'm hanging by a thread
Intentions cut to shred
I'm starting to lose my grip
So someone please distract me
I need a new obsession
Am I just going crazy?
I'll never learn my lesson cause
I would kill to be a mile away
To feel the breath you'll take
But fate won't let me
Distance disturbs me
I wish we never met
I wish I could forget who you are
Distance disturbs me
Cause we just can't connect
I found my one regret and it was you
Distance disturbs me
Throw it all away
For just one rainy day
Throw it all away
For just one rainy day with you
With you
I would kill to be a mile away
Or the breath you'll take
But fate won't let me
Distance disturbs me
I wish we never met
I wish I could forget who you are, who you are
Distance disturbs me
Cause we just can't connect
I found my one regret and it was you
I found my one regret and it was you
I found my one regret and it was you
I regret meeting you Melanie because you took my heart with you and now I'm in pain without you, I want you here and not just memories.....
Melanie's pov:
the most of my time was spent in my room, I hated the popularity my return brought me.
I had kept in contact with Katy and Meg by phones, we all lived far from each other but we were still the closest friends of each other that understood what we went through.
the doctors tried to see if they could do something for my eye but that maniac had enough medical knowledge to make it impossible to repair, I had an eye patch now because of it, I also saw blurry out of that eye now.
the idiots lost the test on if I would or not have a rape baby so I guess I have to play the waiting game for a while or if they finish the tests again, who knew it took that long?
the newspaper was filled with our story for almost two weeks now with titles like 'saved by having a deal with the devil' Seth is no devil.... she's really nice and caring if you get to know her but no media was interested in that.
I stared out the window at the island, the killer's island, killer's and not killers but I also believe Seth owns that place so killer's island.... I miss her, I really do.... I do wish she had come with us; we'd have found a way to live peacefully....
I spend time crying alone at night, missing her way too much, not finding my place here.... then I made a choice no one would accept and would call ME insane.
I had the jacket on and a bag on my back and sneaking down in the middle of the evening, I still have time.
"where are you going?" I heard when I left the house and looked to the left to see my mother and father standing by the door.
"I'm just going to hung out with some frie--" "you don't need to lie" dad cut me off with a sad smile. "love makes people blind to things but I don't think it's like that for you, the contrary maybe even true, you love her for who she is, no matter who or what she is...."
"trust me" mom sighed "I'd wish to lock you up in your room forever for your safety but I know you wouldn't happy, I know you wouldn't be happy here...... despite being completely sane and my heart aching when I say this.... your place is there, on that island, with her"
"and for that reason this is now yours" dad gave me his gun. "you used it well from what you told us, continue to do so."
tears filled my eyes as I hugged my parents before backing away a few stepped.... and running off at top speed, destination? the harbour.
"wait!!!" I screamed when the crew were about to lift the wooden plank that connected the boat and the harbour. "wait" I panted before standing straight. "take me with you"
they looked at each other but didn't object since they weren't paid to do that.
I had a paper in hand in which I explained to who to give it, why I went back, what I could do to help the communication and such, since Seth was partially working with the government, I could do much better with her with me and since I was sane it would be easier.
"give this letter to the officials recruiting the sacrifices, it's really important"
"are you sure you want to come back here miss?" the captain asked, taking the letter and I smiled.
"you know...... love makes people blind to certain things" I said and he smiled, most likely understanding clearly why I stayed near the supply boxes and waved off the boat with a single tear.
I sat down on the edge, my legs hanging over the water as I stared at my reflection in the calm, wind gently blowing by, the waves hitting against the side, leaves rustling.
I smiled to myself as I stared at the shore, I actually might be slightly insane who knows? I feel at home here after all, not scared anyone would come to try to hurt me because I was not against the idea of blowing their heads off with my gun in self-defence.... hehe seems I might not be as sane as I look, even if it's nothing compared to anyone here, I'm still not normal.
I looked down with a smile as I heard small yips as a familiar wolf pushed himself under my hands and in my laps with a happy look on his face and tongue hanging out.
"hey the Fearless, I never thought you'd be in one piece after we left though I never thought you'd die either, you are too clever for that"
he got out of my arms and ran behind me, I never lost my smile as I heard the steps getting closer behind me.
I didn't turn around even when the steps stopped right behind me just smiled forwards.
"you can't make me believe you are here because you killed someone so don't even try, you suck as a killer" her voice rang clear in the silent place before silence fell back over us. "why are you here?"
"I didn't like what my life became at home" I looked up to see Seth staring off at the leaving boat and not down at me but I didn't care for me, she hadn't changed. "this place feels more like home; home is where the heart is.... and my heart is here with you" she looked down at me with her usual smile.
I couldn't hold myself anymore and scrambled to my feet, jumping at her, holding her face as I kissed her, she stumbled back a little but stayed standing, hugging me close, passing a hand in my hair and resting it on my cheek.
happy tears dripped down my face as she pulled away enough to lean her forehead against mine, staring at my eyes as I stared back.
"I missed you" I whispered.
"I did too.... so much"
"I love you"
".... I do too"
I kissed her again happily, this was little safe heaven in the depths of hell, the devil that loved me keeping this little fallen angel safe.
I love her and I don't regret any of my choices or any of the memories....
I regret nothing and can regret nothing....
this is what god had destined for me....
seems she did the right choice....