Chapter 4159: First Level Completion of Dance of Ukasanavor

A worry appeared on my face, sensing the feeling I was getting from the method.
I had never gotten such a feeling from it. It made me really worried, but a small part of me was also happy, thinking it might be the completion.
I didn't think it was.
The last time, it was completely different, and the way I practiced that session had also been different.
I was desperate at that moment. There was a Grimm outside, and it would have killed me. The moment protection disappeared, as well as the girl I had decided to save.
In my desperation, I had practiced really fast. Inspired by that dance, I saw on the island. I wanted to do the same right now, practice it fast, but I didn't.
After what I experienced today, I don't want to take the needless risks.
So, I danced slowly and carefully. Going even slower than usual. I want to be careful; I don't want to dance fast and end up making a mistake that will cost me.
Soon, worldly energy appeared, and disappointment couldn't help but fill me despite not letting myself get too optimistic.
There is no change in the energy. If I had been making a breakthrough, there would have been a tide of it like it had happened last time.
I controlled the feeling and continued to practice as the energy kept coming into my body, giving me pain.
I am used to it and bore it as I moved pose after pose, and soon, I reached the hundredth pose and started on one hundred and first, but even there was no change.
I pushed the thoughts of disappointment and continued.
Reaching one hundred and eighth before moving to the one hundred and ninth.
Hun!
It is when something has happened.
The energy is merging with it, and I am glad there is no instability.
It didn't surprise me. The solution is made from powerful and rare materials. It could take this really powerful energy, which is shaking me to my core.
I don't know whether it is because of its power or the pain it is causing me.
I completed the hundred and twelfth and started on the hundred and thirteenth. It had brought more pain and energy, which mixed with the solution before merging with me.
It began to get harder and harder to practice as more energy came inside me, but I kept pushing myself.
There is no other choice.
Before there was hope, small as it may be, that I would survive if I had stopped, but now there is no way I will survive.
This powerful energy will vaporize me. It will not leave even a trace behind.
So, no matter how powerful it had become, I had to complete the session. I can not stop, nor do I want to, despite the soul-breaking pain that is making every part of me scream.
The completion will give me an enormous boost. That will increase my chances of survival. It is the most important thing for me.
I bore this pain, this pain, and continued pose after pose before finally reaching the last one and the hardest, where I was digging the deepest core.
It was damn too hard, but I pushed myself to the deepest and finally completed the pose.
As I did, I began to fall with a relieved smile on my face. At the same time, later formation formed inside me. Consolidating the gains.
It had made me happy, but as I was falling. I could feel my consciousness slipping away.
I didn't resist it despite wanting to know how much my strength had increased and what other changes that came into me.
It is not going anywhere. It will be there, along with complete data, that I had asked my clone
to look at.
So, I let go and slipped into the sweet oblivion.